Historical Jewels

by Jewel, Carolyn

  He opened his mouth to ask if she was certain then didn’t. If he did, she might change her mind, and he had no intention of giving her that opportunity. Underneath his hands, her shoulders quivered. She raised her gaze to him again, and his heart plunged into the depths. She had her lower lip trapped between her teeth, and her eyes were tormented pools of blue green. His heart broke just looking at her.

  She was not in love with him. He knew that. Her acceptance of him had nothing to do with the sort of desperate longing he had for her. Not that he hadn’t known that the first time he proposed to her, but to have her say yes out of despair added an edge of pain to his euphoria. He knew she wasn’t indifferent to him, after all, and for the moment, that sufficed to keep the hurt at arm’s length. “You won’t regret this,” he said. “I’ll see that you don’t.”

  “I know,” she said softly. But her eyes said otherwise. He knew she was thinking back to the days when he’d not been worthy of her respect, when he’d told her, far too bluntly, that it was not in his nature to be faithful and then proceeded to demonstrate exactly how reprehensible a man he was.

  His chest felt too tight, but the sensation wasn’t entirely unpleasant. She wasn’t certain she’d made the right decision, but he was. This was right. They would be good together. “I’ll make you happy, Sophie. I’ll give you everything you’ve missed all these years.” An adoring husband. A man who admired her intelligence and looked forward to the challenge of making a life with her. “I will take care of you.”

  “Of course,” she said.

  The enormity of the moment took his breath. Sophie was going to be his wife. At last. He couldn’t hold back a smile.

  She drew her shawl around her shoulders. “It’s late, Banallt. I ought to be getting home.”

  When he turned his phaeton back to Duke’s Head instead of making the turn to Havenwood, Sophie roused herself out of her silence. “Where are we going?”

  “To St. Crispin’s,” he said. “I’ve already spoken with Reverend Carson.” He inhaled deeply. “I have a special license.” His hands tightened on the reins, and he had to force himself to relax. “I wish we could be married by banns, but under the circumstances, I think it best not to wait. Besides, I might be recalled to London at any time. Vedaelin’s been talking about sending me to meet with Wellington when he arrives in Brussels.”

  “Brussels?”

  “If you’d read my letters, you’d know. War is inevitable. Napoleon will never step down. Why should he when he’s in possession of Paris and every day more of the French army defects to him?” He slowed the phaeton. “You asked me earlier why I came here. I’ll tell you one reason now. I came because if I’m to be sent to the Continent with war about to erupt, I needed to know if there was hope for us.”

  “Banallt.” She put a hand on his shoulder.

  Reverend Carson was waiting for them at the church. The clergyman’s wife was there as well as his curate, asked to be on hand in the event Banallt came back with a bride.

  Banallt stood with Sophie at the altar, holding her hand until the time came to slide a ring on her finger, a gold band engraved on the inside with their given names. The words were said, their responses were given, and the vow that bound them together forever was made. They signed in turn the parish records and it was done. Sophie was his.

  He drove her back to Havenwood in silence. But when he waved off the groom who came out, he handed her down and pulled her into his arms. “I love you, Sophie.” He knew she didn’t believe him, but he said it anyway. Because the words were true. He brought her closer and, one hand on her cheek, brushed her mouth with his. His belly went taut. How long had he dreamed of making love to her? Years. For years and years. Illicitly at first with his pleasure at the forefront of his desire, and then with the thought of her foremost. And now with her as his wife.

  “Ahem!”

  That didn’t come from Sophie so he ignored it. She was in his arms, her mouth was soft, soft, unconscionably soft, her body warm against his. Whether she knew it or not, her torso leaned into his. She might have ruined him for other women, but she certainly hadn’t affected the sorts of things he adored about women and their bodies.

  “Mrs. Evans! You are home at last,” said a woman’s voice. A girlish voice. He lifted his head and dropped his hand from Sophie’s cheek. He left his other hand on her shoulder. Mrs. Mercer stood on the path, dressed in incongruously youthful clothes for a woman of her age, her cheeks pink with outrage, a closed fan extended in her hand.

  “Oh dear,” Sophie said in the direction of his chest.

  “My lord.” Mrs. Mercer lowered her fan. “Mrs. Evans has only recently lost her beloved brother.” Her mouth thinned. “It is not good of you to take advantage.”

  “Mrs. Mercer,” Banallt said. “You shall be the first to hear that Sophie has just made me the happiest man on earth.”

  “I beg your pardon?” Her eyes narrowed, and she looked from Banallt to Sophie and back. “Happiest man?”

  “We are married. Sophie is my countess.”

  “Countess?” She gaped. “When?”

  “Just now. At St. Crispin’s. With Reverend Carson doing the honors.”

  She snapped open her fan and waved it under her chin. “My good heavens. Countess? Mrs. Evans is your countess?”

  Banallt bowed. “Yes, Mrs. Mercer.” Sophie, he saw, was staring at Mrs. Mercer as if she’d grown two heads. “She’s the reason I came to Duke’s Head at all.”

  “Married?” She looked from him to Sophie and back several times. “Have I heard correctly? She is now Lady Banallt?”

  “Ma’am,” he said. “You have.”

  “Mrs. Evans?” Her voice slid up into an even higher register. “Lady Banallt, I mean.”

  “Yes,” Sophie replied softly. She didn’t move from his arms. Not that he would have let her. “I have at last told him yes.”

  Mrs. Mercer’s expression softened. “I wish you both all the very best.” She clasped her hands. “I hope you will be as happy as Mr. Mercer and I have been these years.”

  “Thank you,” Banallt said. That was really very decent of her. She might be an absurd woman, but he didn’t doubt the sincerity of her good wishes.

  “Will you come to the house, my lord? Mr. Mercer must hear this news himself.”

  “Directly, ma’am. I’d like a word with him in any event.”

  Sophie stared after Mrs. Mercer as she walked back to the house. “I dislike her, Banallt. She grates on my nerves. She has no conversation with me except what duties she expects me to carry out on her behalf.”

  He laughed and pulled her back into his embrace. He was happy. His world and everything in it was perfect. “Let me kiss you, Sophie.”

  Sophie glared in the direction of Mrs. Mercer’s retreating back. “How dare she be so gracious?”

  He barked with laughter, and a moment later, she laughed, too, and then he brought her head to his so that she had to go up on her toes and hold on to his shoulders. He kissed her and knew for a fact she was not in the least indifferent to him. Letting go of her took all his reserve.

  Inside the house Banallt repeated to Mr. Mercer the news of his marriage. “Lady Banallt will return to Castle Darmead with me, directly.” He lifted a hand. “If you would be so kind as to see that her belongings are sent on to the castle, I would be much obliged.”

  Mrs. Mercer opened her fan. “We shall, my lord. You may rely upon it.”

  “Sophie,” he said, “I’m sure you will let Mrs. Mercer know if anything has been left behind?”

  “Yes, I will. Thank you, Mrs. Mercer.” She licked her lips. “There are a few things I’d like to fetch immediately.”

  Mercer stood up. “While your wife attends to that,” he said, “might we have a word in private, my lord?”

  He followed Mercer to his office. He didn’t wait for the other man to come to the point. “I am happy to show you the contracts drawn up when I first made my intentions known to Sophie’s
brother. I see no need to change them, though I invite you to offer your opinion and suggestions if you feel she is not adequately protected.”

  “That would be good of you, my lord. She is our relative, after all, and I am obliged to look out for her interests, despite that you have taken my wife and me quite by surprise with this news.”

  “I understand.”

  “You will also understand when I ask you to please make provisions for her in your will without delay. Her brother was remiss.”

  “That, sir, has been done.”

  Mercer clasped his hands behind his back, and for a moment Banallt was strongly reminded of John. “Her sensibilities are delicate, my lord. You never saw a woman so utterly shattered as was Mrs. Evans when we arrived at Havenwood.”

  “I was at her brother’s funeral.”

  “I understand you were present when he was killed.”

  “I was.”

  Mercer pinned him with his gaze. He nodded. “Mrs. Evans—I beg your pardon, Lady Banallt—and my wife have not been bosom companions. They are, I fear, two different sorts of women, and one’s wife… Ah, but you have been married before. As has she. So perhaps you both understand that marriage is not without its moments of imperfection.” He poured a brandy for them both. “I’m curious, my lord, whether you intend to seek a judicial review of Mr. Mercer’s bequests.”

  Banallt drank half his brandy before he answered. “Is that why you kept her here? I wondered.”

  “I’m sure I don’t know what you mean.”

  “Why, to prevent her from pursuing the legacy her brother intended her to have.” He put down the snifter with a thunk. “The late John Mercer’s solicitor could hardly advise her to seek counsel on the outcome. That would have been a dereliction of his duties. Though she would eventually have thought of it herself.”

  “He never executed the documents.”

  “You ought to have seen his wishes carried out. A gentleman would have.”

  “To the tune of fifty thousand pounds? Or more?” Mercer’s expression hardened. “I should think not. What would a woman do with such a sum of money?”

  The Mercers and Havenwood were no longer his affair. He clasped his hands behind his back. “If my wife wishes to know you in future, I will not forbid her. She is free to make her own connections. But be assured, Mr. Mercer, that I do not wish to know you or your wife.”

  “But the money—”

  “May you choke on it, sir.”

  Banallt turned on his heel and went to fetch his bride.

  Chapter Thirty

  When Castle Darmead came into view, Sophe’s stomach somersaulted. The sight was familiar to her, though she’d usually approached by the field and not the long, curving drive. She felt a pang of recognition when the phaeton passed the spot where, as a girl, she’d left the field for the graveled drive, just before the outer wall that circled the castle proper and marked the boundary of the estate. Someone had begun to clear the vines clinging to the wall. They passed between the huge black double gates that hadn’t been closed in years. Smoke came from one of the chimneys in the guard tower.

  When Banallt came to a stop at the top of the drive, a groom ran to the phaeton and held the horses while Banallt got down. He came around for her, but before he did, he instructed the servant that the trunk in the boot was to be brought inside to the room adjoining his. “Shall we, madam?”

  She clutched Banallt’s arm as they walked to the entrance. The gray stone exterior was familiar. Little had changed since she’d last been here, more than ten years ago now. She knew the structure almost as well as she did Havenwood. The front door had a fresh coat of black paint. The iron filigree that extended from the hinges across the door had been scrubbed. Her husband opened the door.

  Sophie’s breath hitched when he caught her in his arms and carried her into Darmead. She laughed because he tickled her. As they went in, the butler appeared from a pantry to the left. King’s eyes widened when he saw her in Banallt’s arms. Other than that, he was impassive. As if he saw his employer do such things every day. Inside, Banallt slowly put her down. “I promised I’d have you home before supper, Lady Banallt,” he whispered.

  “Ma’am,” King said. Sophie slipped off her coat, and Banallt handed over his, too, along with his hat and gloves. “My lord. I trust you had a pleasant outing?”

  “Yes, we had. Very pleasant indeed. And now, King,” Banallt said, “you shall be the first here at Castle Darmead to know our news.”

  The butler tugged on his damaged ear. “Speak to my good side, then, milord.” He smoothed the lay of Banallt’s coat over his arm.

  “Mrs. Evans is Mrs. Evans no more. I have married her.” Banallt’s smile lit the room, and seeing it sent Sophie’s heart flying right toward him. “From this moment forward, you will address her as Lady Banallt.”

  King’s eyes fixed on Sophie, and she felt a shock at the intensity of his assessment of her. “Married, my lord?” he said in even tones. He didn’t sound the least surprised. “To this slip of a girl?”

  “Yes, King,” Banallt said.

  King’s grin broke open. “Why, then, congratulations, my lord!” King grabbed Sophie’s hand in both of his and pressed hard. “Lady Banallt. I hope you know you’ve gone and married yourself to the best man in all of England, that’s all.”

  She drew back her hand. The ring Banallt had put onto her fourth finger was an unaccustomed weight. She’d taken off Tommy’s ring the night she saw him with Mrs. Peters, and she had believed she’d never again wear such a symbol of pain and futility. Now, her finger was once more encircled by a band of gold. Lord Banallt was her husband. The idea refused to strike her as anything but impossible. “Thank you, King,” she said. Inside, she shook, and she was astonished at how normal her voice sounded. “I’m glad you think so.”

  Banallt put a hand on her waist and drew her close. “Gather the staff, King, so I may introduce my countess in, say, half an hour? Her things are being sent on from Havenwood. When they arrive, they’re to be put in the north tower wing.”

  “Milord.” King bowed.

  His countess. My heavens. When Banallt said that, he meant her. And King would eventually turn his dark eyes on her and see she was an imposter and that her marriage was a fraud, that she didn’t love him and deserved not congratulations, but contempt.

  Sophie felt her life rushing headlong to the end of the world, and there wasn’t anything she could do to stop it. She wished she were still at Havenwood, or anywhere but at Castle Darmead, where her past, present, and future had collided. The thought of living the rest of her days with Banallt was terrifying and electrifying at the same time. But, of course, he wouldn’t stay, would he? She wasn’t really going to live with Banallt. And if he was sent to Wellington…She refused to think what might happen.

  Banallt led her inside, and Sophie’s sense of unreality increased tenfold. In a blink, she traveled back in time to the Darmead of her girlhood. For the first time since she’d married Tommy she was someplace she belonged, someplace that wanted her, where she wanted to be. A shiver went down her spine. As a girl she’d confidently told anyone who would listen that one day she would marry the Earl of Banallt and come to live at Darmead.

  And somehow she had.

  She was Lord Banallt’s wife. Her body felt as light as air, and her hand trembled in her husband’s as he led her inside.

  Long uninhabited except by a caretaking staff, Darmead retained much of its medieval character, which was why Sophie had so loved to visit as a girl. She’d been mad about history even then, always making up stories set in years long past. Visiting Castle Darmead had, for her, been like stepping hundreds of years back in time. How many dozens of stories had Darmead inspired in her girlish head? Knights in armor, dragons, Viking hordes, reivers from Scotland; in her imagination Castle Darmead had withstood innumerable assaults from villains of all kind.

  Almost everything was as she recalled. The arched windows she so loved and
the crossed swords hanging on the walls waiting for a warrior’s hand were still there. The gray brick seemed the loveliest color in the world, and the passageway to the butler’s pantry as deliciously mysterious as ever. Her head swivelled to take in the vaulted ceiling overhead and the carved wooden minstrel gallery. Darmead had always made her feel like she’d been plunked in the middle of a story she just had to tell. Well. She had been. Only this time, the story wasn’t one she’d made up.

  Banallt took her upstairs. Naturally, she’d been in every room in the castle multiple times, including the dungeon. Once the caretakers had gotten used to her visits and her begging for more stories about the castle and its history, they’d given her free reign. She knew, therefore, that originally and today, the rooms in this wing were reserved for family and were made up of a series of connecting rooms: the great chamber, the presence chamber, the guard chamber, a withdrawing chamber, and the privy chamber. When the first earl lived here in 1651, he’d converted the chambers to something reasonably more modern. The lord’s room she assumed must be Banallt’s room and was the original privy chamber. That room led to a withdrawing room, which in turn opened onto what was to be her room.

  “Freshen up, Sophie,” Banallt said. He squeezed her hand. “Then we’ll go downstairs and meet the staff.”

  When she was here as a girl, all but a few of the rooms had been closed up. The rest were barely furnished, with bed hangings long gone, rugs rolled up, the furniture covered, fireplaces empty for hundreds of years. She remembered the black larch paneling that covered the walls floor to ceiling, carved with interlocking squares. The marble mantel was precisely as she recalled, columned on either side, with lozenges and the original viscount’s crest carved above. The ceiling, too, was carved with the same interlocking pattern as the walls.

  But she’d never seen the room furnished; her imagination had once supplied the details now before her. An azure and cream carpet, blue velvet curtains tied back with tasseled silk ropes, shuttered windows open to a view of Duke’s Head, miles distant. The furniture was old-fashioned and rather dark. But there were modern touches here and there. A series of still lifes hung on the wall: fruit, flowers, a desk with sheet music. The four-poster bed was hung with brilliant blue silk and covered with a black silk coverlet embroidered with gold garlands. She would sleep in that bed tonight.