Drinkwater was not alone in his relief at their disembarkation at Plymouth with their specie and the folio of plans, but they left in their wake a sense of unease. Like many of his contemporaries who had served in the American War, Drinkwater found a wry amusement in the visitation of republican revolution on the French. Many of those who had served under Rochambeau and La Fayette, men who had drawn the iron ring round Cornwallis at Yorktown and professed admiration for liberty, now ran like rats before the Jacobin terriers.
But there was also a strand of sympathy for the revolution in Nathaniel’s heart, born of a sympathy for the oppressed awakened years earlier on the stinking orlop of Cyclops. He could not entirely condemn the principles of revolution, though he baulked at the method. Despite the sanctuary given the émigrés, Englishmen of liberal principles and many naval officers of independent mind, saw with eyes uncluttered by party interest. Drinkwater was no pocketted Whig nor heedless Tory adherent and he had precious little ‘interest’ to tie him to principles of dubious propriety.
He lay down his pen and snapped the cap on his inkwell, transferring himself to the cot. He picked up the creased newspaper that Griffiths had left him. The print danced in front of his eyes. In the light of recent events Mr Pitt’s promises of peace and prosperity rang false. The letters marched like a thousand tiny black men: an army. He closed his eyes. War and the possibility of war were all that people talked of, paying scant attention to Mr Pitt’s protestations.
It was odd that there had not been trouble over the Beaubigny affair since it seemed that only a pretext was wanted, a spark to fire the dry tinder of international relations. And it was not just the Jacobins who were eager for war. He had had dinner with Appleby and Richard White two nights earlier. White was already a lieutenant with five years’ seniority and the air of a post-captain. His standing was high enough to command an appointment as second lieutenant on Sir Sydney Smith’s crack frigate Diamond. He had drunk to the prospects of ‘glorious war’ with a still boyish enthusiasm which had made Appleby curl his lip.
The dinner had been only a qualified success. Revived friendships had a quality of regret about them. White had become an urbane young man, possessed of disproportionate self-confidence so that Drinkwater had difficulty in recognising the frightened boy who had once sobbed in the blackness of Cyclops’s cockpit. Appleby too, had changed. The years had not been kind to him. The once portly surgeon had the loose flesh of penury, something of the old buoyancy was missing, eroded by years of loneliness and hard living, but beneath the ravages of time there were glimpses of the old Appleby, pedagoguish, prolix but astute as ever.
‘Bound to be war,’ he had said in answer to Drinkwater’s worried questioning, while White eagerly agreed. ‘And it will be a collision of mighty forces which England will be hard put to defeat. Oh, you can scoff, Mr White, but you siblings that thirst for glory chase moonbeams.’
‘He’s still a boy,’ Appleby had muttered when the lieutenant had gone to relieve himself. ‘But God help his men when he’s made post, which will not be long if this war comes soon. I hope their lordships give him a tolerant, experienced and understanding first lieutenant.’
‘He’s certainly changed,’ agreed Drinkwater, ‘it seems he’s been spoiled.’
‘Promotion too rapid, cully. It works for a few, but not all.’
No, the dinner had not been a success.
Yet it was not entirely the bickering of his old friends that had failed to make it so. It was the approach of war that stirred unease in Nathaniel. The faint, inescapable thrill of coming excitement mixed with the fear he had already felt on the beach at Beaubigny caused his pulse to race, even now.
If war came was this tiny cutter the place to be? What chance had he of promotion? He must not think of competing with White, that was impossible. In any case Kestrel was a fine little ship. Providence had brought him here and he must submit to his fate. It had not been entirely unkind to him so far. He contemplated the shelf of books, his own journals and the notebooks left him by Mr Blackmore, late sailing master of Cyclops. He had been touched by that bequest. The mahogany box containing his quadrant was lashed in a corner and his Dollond glass nestled in the pocket of his coat, hung on the door peg with the French sword. A collection of purchases, gifts and loot; the sum total of his possessions. Not much after thirty years of existence. Then his eye fell on the watercolour of the Algonquin off St Mawes, painted for him by his wife.
A knock at the door recalled him to the present. ‘What is it?’
‘Boat, zur.’
He threw his legs over the rim of the cot. ‘Lieutenant Griffiths?’
‘Aye zur.’
‘Very well, I’ll be up directly.’ He slipped into his shoes and drew on the plain blue coat. Opening the door he jammed his hat on his head and leapt for the ladder, clearing the companionway with a bound and sucking gratefully at the raw, frosty air.
Griffiths brought orders from the port admiral. That afternoon Kestrel took the tide into the Barn Pool and warped alongside the mast hulk Chichester. The following morning the dockyard officials came aboard and consulted Griffiths. By the time the hands were piped to dinner Kestrel’s standing rigging had been sent down and by nightfall her lower mast had been drawn out of her by the hulk’s sheers. Next day the carpenters were busy altering her carlings to take the new mast.
‘We’re to fit a longer topmast,’ Griffiths explained, ‘to set a square t’gallant above the topsail, see.’ He swallowed the madeira and looked at Drinkwater. ‘I don’t think we’ll be playing cat and mouse again, bach, not after that episode at Beaubigny. We’re going to look a regular man o’ war cutter when the artificers have finished, and become a bloody nursemaid to the fleet. Now, to other matters. The clerk of the cheque will see the men are paid before Christmas. But they’re to have only half of their due until after, see. Give ’em the lot and they’ll be leaving their brains in the gutters along with their guts and we’ll have to beg the foot patrols for help. I want a crew aboard this cutter after Christmas.’
Drinkwater acknowledged the sense of Griffiths’s draconian measures. His commander had somewhat anticipated the festive season, if his high colouring and desire to talk were anything to go by.
‘And let the pawn shops know the people are being paid. That way their women might get to hear of it and it may not all go down the drain.’ He paused to drink, then reached into his tail pocket. ‘Here, this was given me at the port admiral’s office.’ He pulled out a crumpled letter and held it out. The superscription was in a familiar hand.
‘Thank you, sir.’ Drinkwater took the letter and turned it over, impatient for the privacy of his own cabin. Griffiths hoisted himself onto his settee and closed his eyes. Drinkwater made to leave.
‘Oh, Mr Drinkwater,’ an eye opened. ‘The importunate ninny with an undeserved cockade who gave me that letter told me I ought to give you leave over Christmas.’ Drinkwater paused, looking from the letter to Griffiths. ‘I do not hold with such impertinence.’ There was a long silence during which the eye slowly closed. Drinkwater stepped puzzled into the lobby.
‘You can take leave when that t’gallant yard is crossed, Mr Drinkwater, and not a moment sooner.’
Half smiling Drinkwater closed the door and slipped into his own cubbyhole. He hastily slit the wafer and began to read.
My Darling Nathaniel,
I write in haste, Richd. White called on me today on his way to see Sir S. Smith’s prize agent at Portsmouth and promised to collect a letter for you on his return this evening. He is expectant of seeing you in Plymouth I understand. Thank you for yours of 29th. The news that you are likely to be idle at Plymouth combines with my great anxiety and apprehension I feel over the news of France and I worry greatly. Should it be true that war is likely as Richd. is convinced, I cannot miss an opportunity to see my dearest. Please meet the London mail Christmas Eve. Until then, my love,
I remain, Ever your Devoted Wife,
Elizabe
th
Drinkwater grinned to himself in anticipation. Perhaps his judgement of White had been a trifle premature. Only a friend would have thought of that. Warmed by his friend’s solicitude and happy that he was soon to see Elizabeth he threw himself into the refitting of the cutter with enthusiasm. And for a time the shadow of war receded from his mind.
The topgallant yard was crossed, braced and the new sail sent up and bent on by the 23rd December. By the morning of Christmas Eve the rigging was set up. Drinkwater notified the clerk of the cheque and he sent a shrivelled little man with a bound chest, a marine guard and a book as big as a hatch-board to pay the cutter’s people. By noon the harbour watch had been set and Kestrel was almost deserted, many of her crew of volunteers being residents of Plymouth. Free of duty Drinkwater hurried below to shift his coat, ship his hanger and then made his way ashore. He was met by Tregembo who knuckled his forehead ablaze in all the festive finery of a tar, despite the chill, with a beribboned hat and blue monkey jacket spangled with brass buttons, a black kerchief at his muscular neck, and feet shoved awkwardly into cheap pumps.
‘I booked your room, zur, at Willson’s, like you axed, zur, an’ beggin’ your pardon, zur, but the London mail’s delayed.’
‘Damn!’ Drinkwater fished in his pocket for a coin, aware of Tregembo looking nervously over his shoulder. Behind him stood a girl of about twenty, square built and sturdy, slightly truculent in the presence of the officer, as though embarrassed for the station of her man. The red ribbon in her hair was carelessly worn, as though new purchased and tied with more ardour than art. ‘Here,’ he began to fish for another coin. Tregembo flushed.
‘No, zur. It ain’t that, er, zur, I was wondering if I could . . .’ He hung his head.
‘I expect you aboard by dawn on the 26th or I’ll have every foot patrol in Plymouth out for a deserter.’ Drinkwater saw the look of relief cross Tregembo’s face.
‘Thank ’ee, zur, and a merry Christmas to you an’ Mrs Drinkwater.’
Elizabeth arrived at last, wearied by her journey and worried over the possibility of war. They greeted each other shyly and there was a reticence about them, as if their previous intimacies were not to be repeated until released from their present preoccupations. But the wine warmed them and their own company insulated them at last against the world outside, so that it was breakfast of Christmas morning before Elizabeth first spoke of what troubled her.
‘Do you think war is likely, Nathaniel?’
Drinkwater regarded the face before him, the frown on the broad sweep of the brow, the swimmingly beautiful brown eyes and the lower lip of her wide mouth caught apprehensively in her teeth. He was melted with pity for her, aware that for him war might have its terrible compensations and grim opportunities, whereas for her it offered the corrosion of waiting. Perhaps for the remainder of her life. He wanted to lie to her, to tell her everything would be all right, to soothe her fears with platitudes. But that would be contemptible. Leaving her with a false half-hope would be worse than the truth.
He nodded. ‘Everyone is of the opinion that if the French invade Holland it is most likely. For my own part, Bess, I promise you this, I shall be circumspect and take no unnecessary risks. Here,’ he reached out for the coffee pot, ‘let us drink a toast to ourselves and to our future. I shall try for my commission and at the present rate of progress, retire a half-pay commander, superannuated through old age to bore you with tales of my exploits . . .’ He saw her lips twist. Elizabeth, bless her, was gently mocking him.
He grinned back. ‘I shall not be foolhardy, Bess, I promise.’
‘No, of course not,’ she said taking the coffee cup from him. And as he withdrew his hand the mark of the splinter was still visible on his palm.
‘Hannibal, sir, Captain Colpoys, just in from a cruise. Missed Christmas, poor devils.’ Both men regarded the battleship anchoring across the Sound.
Griffiths nodded. ‘The big boy-o’s have all shaken the cobwebs from their topsails and are back to ground on their own chicken bones again. It’s time we put to sea again Mr Drinkwater. This is a time for little birds with keen eyes; the elephants can wait a while longer. D’you have my gig ready in ten minutes.’
Waiting for Griffiths to return from the port admiral’s Drinkwater paced the deck. The hands were making preparation to sail, skylarking until sent below by a fine drizzle, while he was oblivious of the grey pall that rolled up the Hamoaze.
Farewells, he concluded, were damnable.
Tregembo came aft and stood uncertainly next to him.
‘What is it Tregembo?’
The seaman looked unhappily at his feet. ‘I was wondering, zur . . .’
‘Don’t tell me you want leave of absence to see your doxy?’
Tregembo hung his head in assent. ‘Damn it Tregembo, you’ll get her with child or catch pox. I’m damned if I’ll physic you!’ Drinkwater instantly regretted the unkindness caused by his own misery.
‘She ain’t like that, zur . . . and I only want a quarter hour, zur.’
Drinkwater thought of Elizabeth. ‘Damn it Tregembo, not a moment more then.’
‘Thank ’ee, zur, thank ’ee.’ Drinkwater watched him hurry off. Idly he wondered what the future held. The shots at Beaubigny might have formed a pretext for war, for Kestrel’s broadside had been an aggressive act. It was odd that the French had not made more of it, at least one of their men had been killed. But the advantages of peace were being protested by Pitt and such an insignificant cruiser as Kestrel could not be allowed to provide a casus belli. That, at least, had been the British position, and she had been kept refitting at Plymouth until the air cleared. All the same it was deuced odd that the French had failed to capitalise on the violation of their littoral.
He dismissed the thought. Now the cutter was ordered to join the growing number of brigs and sloops of war keeping the French coast under observation. Since Lord Hood had cruised with home-based frigates and guardships in the summer, the dockyard had been busy. Thanks to the Spanish and Russian crises of the preceding three years the fleet was in a reasonable state of preparedness. Across the Channel the Paris mob had massacred the Swiss guard and in September the French had invaded Savoy. It was known that Rear-Admiral Truguet had been ordered to sea with nine sail of the line. In November the Austrian Netherlands were overrun and the French seized control of the Scheldt. This made the whereabouts of all French naval squadrons crucial to the defence of Great Britain. There were thirty-nine battleships at Brest, ten at L’Orient and thirteen at Rochefort. As 1793 approached the Admiralty was taking a close look at them.
The grey overcast of Saturday 29th December 1792 seemed leaden, but the wind had backed into the north-west, the showers had ceased and the cloud was beginning to disperse. Griffiths and Drinkwater stood watching a brig-sloop running down the Sound for the open sea.
‘Childers, Commander Robert Barlow,’ muttered Drinkwater half to himself.
Griffiths nodded. ‘Off to reconnoitre Brest Road,’ he added confidentially.
On the last day of the old year, the wind veered northerly and blew from a clear sky. At noon a guard boat brought Griffiths the orders he had been expecting. By sunset Kestrel had left Smeaton’s Eddystone lighthouse astern and was scudding south to the support of Childers.
During the night the wind freshened to a severe gale and Kestrel was hove to, her bowsprit reefed, her topmast and yards sent down and double breechings securing her guns. At first light a sail was seen to the westward and an exchange of signals revealed her as Childers. Taking the helm himself Griffiths steered Kestrel under the brig’s lee and luffed. In his tarpaulin Barlow bellowed at them: ‘Fired on by French batteries at St Matthew . . . honour of the flag, return to port . . . making for Fowey . . .’ His words were ripped away by the gale.
‘Probably of the opinion he’s the first to be fired on, eh, Mr Drinkwater?’ growled Griffiths, regarding his junior from beneath a wet and bushy white eyebrow.
‘Aye,
sir, and hastening home to make a noise of it if I’m not mistaken.’
Griffiths chuckled. Barlow’s indignation was clear, even across the strip of white and foaming water. ‘He’ll be in a post-chaise before that brig’s fetched an anchor, I’ll warrant,’ said Griffiths, heaving on the tiller and calling two men to relieve him.
The two little ships parted, plunging to windward with the spray shooting over them, the sea streaked pale by parallel lines of spume that tore downwind. Here and there a fulmar banked and swooped on rigid, sabre-shaped wings, breaking the desolation of the view.
Three weeks later Louis XVI was guillotined and on the first day of February the French National Convention declared war on the Dutch Stadtholder and His Majesty King George III.
Chapter Four
March–September 1793
A Hunter Hunted
‘Cap’n’s compliments, sir, an’ he’d be obliged if you’d attend him in the cabin.’ Odd that a little cutter could produce a servant as diplomatic as Merrick. Drinkwater turned the deck over to Jessup and went below, crabbing down the companionway against the heel.
‘Nothing in sight, sir,’ he said removing his hat ‘apart from Flora, that is.’
Griffiths nodded without looking up from his orders just received from the frigate. ‘Sit down, Mr Drinkwater.’
Drinkwater eased himself onto the settee and stretched. Griffiths pushed a decanter across the table without a word, flicking a glance in Drinkwater’s direction only to see that the latter had hold of it before he let go. Claret from their last capture, an unhandy little bugalet bound to the Seine from Bordeaux. Good wine too, and a tidy sum made from the sale. Drinkwater sipped appreciatively and watched his commander.
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