by Lucy Rinaldi
“Saved you?” He says with a wide smile and I can’t help but smile back, because his smile is such a beautiful thing to see. He leans down, his lips almost touch mine. “No baby, it’s you who saved me” He kisses me softly; I don’t quite understand what he means, I saved him how? What could I have possibly saved this beautiful man from? Possibly from that overbearing thing he calls a mother.
“We saved each other?”
“Yes, baby, we saved each other” He strokes my face with the back of his hand tenderly, then pulls me closer to him making me gasp. He kisses me so deeply and passionately that my knees start to shake, the only way I’m still on my feet is the fact he’s holding me so tightly! His tongue forces its way into my mouth, my tongue matching his desperation with equal ferocity. My hands travel greedily up his back, over his shoulders and into his hair, grabbing it in my fists, pulling him even closer against me. Our body’s clink together and I can feel his erection through his pants rock hard against my stomach. The tingle in my groin makes my body throb so badly it causes me to moan against his mouth. “You want me, don’t you, baby, just as much as I want you?” He breathes against my mouth, and those simple words make my body ache with desire because he’s right I want him so badly, I want him inside me right now! My body is still yearning from earlier when I was cruelly denied his touch.
“Yes,” I whisper. He brings his mouth down onto my neck kissing me, gentle, tender kisses.
“We have unfinished business” He whispers against my neck. “I’m going to show you the night of your life” I groan, and I feel him smile against my skin. He steps back, grabbing the hem of my shirt and pulling it up over my stomach and past my breasts. I lift my arms in the air, allowing him to pull it over my head with ease. His eyes don’t leave mine as I unhook my bra and drop it to the floor. He kisses me again while looping his thumbs into the waistband of my sweats and pulls both them and my panties down, letting them fall around my ankles. He smiles as he kneels down and removes both my shoes then socks. I lift one leg then the other, letting him remove my sweats completely. He stands and takes a step back, scanning my body in awe. “You take my breath away” I giggle like an idiot. I can feel his eyes burning holes into my body as I stand naked in front of him. Elijah never looked at me the way Blake does. The only people I’ve ever really willingly stood completely naked in front of are Sam, Clyde, and Parker. God Parker, I miss the way he used to dominate me. Jesus, I can’t think about Parker and the things he used to do to me right now. “You’re a Goddess to me, Mercy. You have no idea of the effect you have on me” I bite my bottom lip. No one has ever said anything like that to me before. I’m not used to men saying nice things to me, not men I’ve slept with at least. I am used to them saying things for effect, but I know Blake means what he says because it shines from him! “I want all of you, Mercy, in every way possible” Holy shit!
My body feels like it’s on fire, with lust, want and desire all for this man. “You have all of me, Blake. You will always have all of me” This is torture of a new kind. I want him to touch me everywhere, my body’s pricking with heat, yet he just stands there staring at me. Oh, fuck this! I walk up to him and grab the hem of his shirt, ripping it from his body. “I need you now” I whisper against his lips, and it’s like it was the plea, he was waiting for, like he wanted me to beg. Begging I can do! He pulls his shoes and socks off and then within seconds his pants and boxer briefs are on the floor, his erection free for my eyes only, and boy what an erection it is. Jesus, he’s huge! Oh sweet Jesus, how did I manage to fit that inside me? I honestly have never been with a man this big before! God, I’ve never seen a man so beautiful. How on this earth did I manage to have Blake Benedict falling in love with me? I mean seriously, Blake Benedict! Every woman in America wants him and he’s now all mine! He pulls me close once more with his hand on the back of my head, and this sweet skin to skin contact is something I’ve never felt before, my body’s so hot against his. He leans me down ever so slightly and kisses my neck, my chest and my breast, kissing tenderly. The feeling is out of this world, I had no idea being kissed like this could be so erotic. His lips find my already hard nipple, I grab his forearms to hold myself up as he sucks gently, teasing my erect nipple with that mouth of his. He grazes his teeth against my nipple, making me gasp and grab hold of him tighter. “Please, Blake, I want you inside me” The words slip from my tongue like silk, but I don’t care I’m so pent up I need to find my release. I’m burning for him deep inside and between my thighs.
“So soon, Mercy?” He says against my lips, as his right hand travels down my body, over my stomach, right down between my legs pushing them apart. His thumb strokes my clitoris slowly, my arousal is gushing from me in burning heat.
“Ah! Blake” Shit, I’m throbbing in all the right places!
“I can feel your want for me” He whispers against my neck. Oh god, I’m going to explode right here! I don’t know how long I can stop myself from coming, his lips alone make me want to climax! This can’t be normal, can it? I gasp and moan so loudly as his finger enters my body, right inside me, and then another twisting round and round, in and out. Holy fucking hell! “Baby, you’re so wet for me”
“Blake. Fuck!”
“Shall I make you come for me this way, Mercy?” I want to scream “No! Fuck me!” But I can’t because right now all I want to do is come for him, I need some kind of release the things he’s doing to my body are too much. Oh, he’s found my G spot! Sweet Jesus he knows how to use his fingers to get what he wants! He hooks his fingers inside of me, stroking my G spot, making it burn deep inside, and my clitoris throb hard.
“Yes, please. I need to come. Ah...!” I wait. I need for him to tell me it’s okay to come, it’s still programmed into my head. I don’t know how to let go without being told to do so. Elijah made me obey that command and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to come when I want to. God, I used to be able to come whenever I wanted, even fucking my best friends I was in charge and I came when I wanted to! I obeyed Parker and Carey if I’m honest, but they were my Dominants, and that’s what I let myself in for, and I can’t say I didn’t like it because I did. But Elijah had full control over me and I could do nothing without his say so! I don’t want another controlled relationship, but some thing’s are gonna be so hard to get past, and this is one of them!
“Come for me, baby. My Mercy”
Oh. My. Fucking. God!
Those words, the way he says them. I let go and come so hard around his fingers. “Fuck!” He presses his palm against my clit and my body starts jolting from this overstimulated orgasm, and the fact it doesn’t end straight away like I’m used to is too much. I have to hold onto his arms for support or I know I’ll fall to the ground!
“I enjoy watching you come for me, Mercy. It’s possibly the best thing I’ve ever seen. Watching you lose it for me is like nothing I’ve ever seen before, a sight I will never tire of” What the? No one’s ever said that to me before. It’s so fucking hot! I’m so out of breath, and my senses are scattered due south somewhere. He takes his fingers out of me, I gasp at the feeling. My eyes meet his and widen as he licks and sucks my come from his fingers. “You taste so good” He smirks at me. Hmm, so that’s what you’re up to is it, Dr. Blake? Well, two can play that game. I take his index finger and slide it into my mouth, sucking it gently at first. I keep my eyes on his the whole time, he gasps and bites his lower lip as I tease his finger, sucking harder and faster in and out of my mouth, then slowly again. I bite the tip and smile at him.
“I do, don’t I?” But before he can answer I drop to my knees and look up at him, his eyes widen and his breathing becomes erratic. Oh, I know how to work him alright. I take him in my hand and rub him gently up and down, I then kiss the tip of his cock making him gasp again, but a little louder this time, letting me know he wants this, that he wants me. I take him in my mouth. Shielding my teeth I start sucking hard up and down, using both my hand and my mouth. I feel him grab the
back of my head, pushing me down harder onto him. I let go of him and put my hands behind my back, letting him guide my mouth around him, licking and sucking just like I know he wants me to. He pushes his hips into me, his cock fucking my mouth hard until he hits the back of my throat making me choke. I look up at him, god it’s so erotic watching him watch me pleasure him.
“Mercy, stop, I don’t wanna come like this, again” He grabs my face between his hands, pulling himself from my mouth and dragging me to my feet. His mouth finds mine, and with his hand on my ass he pushes me back toward the bed. Oh no you don’t, Blake. I twist myself around so I’m in front of him. “What are you doing?” His face a puzzled look as I push him down on the bed.
“I’m gonna fuck you like you’ve never been fucked before” He looks at me in shock, but I mean it, I want to fuck him, I don’t want to be fucked I want to ride him like my life depends on it! I straddle him and bend over him kissing his neck, down his chest, and back up to his mouth. Sitting up on my knees, I place one hand on his thigh positioning myself over him. I grab his cock with my right hand and ease myself slowly down onto him. I hear him suck the air through his teeth as he closes his eyes. I gasp and moan as I take him inch by glorious inch. Once he’s inside me, I just stay still, savoring the feeling of him. He grabs my hips, but he doesn’t move, he just looks into my eyes. I can see how much he wants me to move, but this feels so good, I feel so full. After a few moments I start to rock back and forth, not really moving my hips, just rocking.
“Mercy, please” He whispers with a groan. Oh, I like this feeling of power! He sits up so we’re face to face “Move!” He says more dominantly. Oh, a command I understand.
“Make me” I whisper against his lips, a challenge I hope doesn’t backfire on me. He grabs my hips harder and thrusts so hard into me it makes me cry out in delicious pleasure. He thrusts into me again and then stills himself. He grabs my arms and pins them by my sides next to my hips so I can’t move for myself; and then thrusts into me again pushing my body up off him. Our thrusts meet powerfully as I drop back down onto him. He suddenly lets go and pushes me down onto the bed, our body’s disconnecting as he flips me over onto my front.
“I’m gonna fuck you this way” He whispers in my ear as he wraps my ponytail around his hand, pulling me back so my ass is in the air. I’m moaning all incoherently, my body is racked with need as he slams into me from behind. Fuck, this is what I like, rough, hard sex! He’s so deep inside me. Jesus fuck, he keeps slamming into me hard and fast, one hand holding my hair, the other pulling my hips back against him. I can feel myself climbing higher and higher until I’m almost there... again.
“Blake, I need to come. Fuck! Please, please”
“Come, baby. Come hard for me” With that I do I come so hard it hurts!
“Fuck! Oh god, yes...!”
“Mercy, fuck yes! My Mercy” I feel him come inside me so hard his cock pulsating against the walls of my vagina. It’s never felt this good, ever! His head falls against my back as he holds me there, both of us breathing heavy. I don’t have the strength to hold myself up on my hands any longer; I’m totally and utterly spent. I feel him kiss my back and it makes me cringe, not because he kissed me, but because I can only imagine what my back still looks like, yet it doesn’t seem to bother him any. He pulls out of me making me gasp quietly at the sensation. I just flop onto the bed, literally fucked in the most wonderful way. Blake lies beside me and brushes the hair out of my eyes, which are now so heavy I’m struggling to keep them open.
“So, When’s it my turn?” He laughs which is such a heavenly sound, I love his laugh.
“Oh, Dr., if you hadn’t have taken over I would have fucked you into next week. I know I just promised to fuck you like you’ve never been fucked before, but you fucked me like I’ve never been fucked before” This is the truth beyond any truth I’ve ever told, because he did fuck me so good. “But don’t worry, your time will come. I will fuck you one of these days, and trust me, you’ll never forget it”
“Is that so?”
“Mhm hmm”
He gives me a very satisfied look, and it makes me smile. He kisses my forehead gently, but I suddenly feel very heavy my whole body aches, my eyes close on me, defying the fact I want them open so I can keep looking at this beautiful man. “Ssshh. Go to sleep, baby, I’m here with you. Sleep...” His words trail off and I’m gone, sleep takes over me.
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Chapter Eleven.
Oh god! I’m here, how did I get here? How did he find me? He’s there in front of me, tears stream down my face. I’m tied to the morgue like bed, my arms together above my head, my legs wide apart, and my ankles cuffed to the bed. I’m naked and completely at his mercy, the mercy of my Irish monster. “I told you, you belong to me, Mercedes. Why do you defy me so? Do you like me hurting you, is that it?” I’m numb, I can’t move. He holds a fishing knife up in front of my eyes, which are wide with fear. He trails the knife down my body to my stomach. “Again, I’m going to have to show you what happens when you defy me and sleep with another man” He laughs as he cuts me from hip to hip.....
“No! No, let me go...!”
“Mercy, wake up. Mercy!”
“Let go of me, please! Please stop! It hurts, Elijah. I’m sorry, I’ll never do it again. Please...!”
“Mercy, dammit!” His calls for me to wake, pull me back from this hellish nightmare I’m in.
“What? Where am I?” I’m dragged from my sleep, it’s dark, but for a small night light shining on his face. “Blake?”
“Ssshh. I’m here, baby. You were having a nightmare” I look round the room in panic while pulling myself up. “He’s not here, baby. He can’t hurt you anymore” I start crying real sobs of panic. Jesus, I thought I was okay now, but I’m not, I’m still terrified of him! I hadn’t realized just how damn scared of him I actually was until I left him, until the nightmares about him started! “No baby, don’t cry, I’m here” He pulls me into his arms and between his legs, his feet up on the bed with his knees bent, wrapping himself around me like a human shield. He rocks me back and forth soothing me, but the tears and panic won’t go. “What did that bastard do to you? What the fuck has he done to you?” His voice is soft and full of sad questions, questions I’m not sure I can answer. I feel his jaw clench against my temple, I don’t know if it’s anger or the fact he’s trying not to cry, or maybe it’s a mixture of both. He pulls the duvet around my naked body as I shiver violently against him.
“Blake, don’t leave me. Please don’t ever leave me” I’m in such a panic I don’t want him to go, I need him with me always, he’s my savior. I know in my heart that once he finds out who I really am, the crazy messed up girl with the violent temper, and the jealous streak, he won’t want me in any way. But then right now I’m not that girl, Elijah beat that girl out of me and I don’t know if she’ll ever come back.
I grab at him pulling his arms tighter around me, like I’m trying to climb into his body for safety. “I’m not going anywhere. Hush, Mercy, it’s okay, I’m here, I will always be here” His words sate me for a while, but I need him to mean it, he can’t leave me, I know I’ll die if he does. How is it normal to feel this way so soon? “I promise, baby girl... Believe me” He whispers.
We sat like that for what seems like hours, but it’s probably been no more than thirty minutes. The whole time he kissed my head and told me everything’s okay, that he loves me and he’ll never leave me. I wish I could believe him, but deep down I know Elijah will never just let me be. Especially after I stood him up Friday night, he’s gonna be furious and the backlash of it with be brutal, I know this, and can I really make Blake stay with me knowing he’ll get hurt as well? I pushed the thoughts away because right now I need him, I just want to be in his arms where I know I’m safe, and for a few more hours it’s just him and me in this hotel room away from the rest of the world. And even if we don’t last, I will forever have the wonderful memories of this night with him.
When my tears finally stopped and my sobs have eased I hugged him hard and kissed his chest. “Thank you,” I whisper as I close my eyes.
“For what, baby?”
“For loving me”
“It’s not hard to do you know?” Taking my chin between his fingers, he lifts my head up to meet his gaze. “I won’t lie, I’ve never been the kind of man to love easily. I’ve never given my heart to anyone before you. But, you made it so easy for me to give my heart to you”
“I give mine to you” I whisper against him. He smiles at me and kissed my head tenderly.
“You’re so easy to love, Mercy”
“I am?” He nods and smiles at me. I’m easy to love? I hadn’t realized I did anything that would make him think that, especially when Elijah did nothing but tell me how hard I made it for him to even want to love me in any way! I snuggle back into Blake’s chest and smile to myself. “I never thought I could love again after what Elijah did and the way he treated me. But I fell for you so easily. I love you so much it hurts, Blake. Whenever you’re not near me, I feel like I can’t breathe. When I’m at home with Sam and she’s talking about Alex and how much she’s fallen for him, and her gabble about how fantastic he is, which I might add he is, he’s wonderful for her I really like him. I just sit and I drift off into my own world wondering where you are, if you’re okay or if you’re with some girl. It used to tear at my heart, it was a horrible jealous anxious pain and I never knew why, not until that day in the bathroom when you kissed me. I got all these emotions I’d never felt before and it scared me. I realized then that I loved you, but it wasn’t until your mother said all those things to me that I realized just how much” Sitting up so we’re face to face I look at him looking at me in wonder “What?” I ask with a smile.