Red Roses Mean Love

by Jacquie D’Alessandro

  "Hayley and I are getting along fine," Stephen answered in a terse tone that discouraged further questions. Justin completely ignored his tone.

  "I'm sorry I didn't get to see her on this visit."

  "She didn't know you were coming."

  "Really? Why didn't you tell her? Did you purposely hope to keep me from running into her?" Justin asked. "Were you afraid I'd notice something in her demeanor? Or yours perhaps?"

  Stephen halted and leveled an even look on his friend. Damn Justin and his deadly accuracy. "I have no intention of discussing Hayley with you, Justin."

  Justin paused and studied him carefully. Stephen schooled his features into blandness. He didn't understand his own feelings regarding Hayley, and he sure as hell wasn't going to try to explain them to Justin.

  "As you wish, Stephen," Justin said with a bow of his head. They resumed walking. "Of course, as you don't wish to discuss Miss Albright, I suppose you wouldn't be interested in the fact that I found out something rather interesting about her."

  "About Hayley?" Stephen asked, unable to hide the surprise in his voice.

  "Umm hmm," Justin said, ambling along as if he hadn't a care in the world.

  "Well?" Stephen asked impatiently when his friend remained silent.

  "I thought you didn't want to talk about her."

  "I changed my mind," Stephen all but growled. Damn it, sometimes Justin was a cursed pest.

  "Ah, well in that case, I shall tell you. I made some inquiries, very discreetly, mind you, and I discovered Hayley's father left the family in debt when he died."

  A frown pinched Stephen's brows. "He did?"

  "Yes. Apparently, after the sale of his ship, there was just enough money to pay off Tripp Albright's debts. The family inheritance amounted to less than a hundred pounds in total."

  "Then how have they managed to live?" Stephen asked, confused. "They must receive an income from somewhere. Perhaps from the mother's family? Or her grandparents? Maybe Aunt Olivia?"

  "I don't think so," Justin said, shaking his head. "None of my inquiries yielded anything of that sort."

  "I know they aren't wealthy, but they get money from somewhere. You must have missed something, Justin."

  "Perhaps."

  By this time they'd reached the stables. After retrieving his gelding, Justin swung himself into the saddle. "I'll expect you back in London the day after tomorrow, Stephen." He tipped his hat and shot Stephen a broad wink. "Enjoy your party."

  Stephen watched Justin gallop off, then he turned toward the house, clutching the package of clothing to his chest.

  He would be back in London the day after tomorrow.

  He should be thrilled.

  So why the hell was he so depressed?

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  Chapter 17

  Hayley entered her bedchamber later that afternoon, and a confused frown furrowed her brow. Where on earth did that package on my bed come from?

  Pulling the plainly wrapped bundle toward her, she plucked a small card from beneath the string binding it. She broke the seal and read the words: For Hayley, with my deepest gratitude, Stephen.

  Stephen had given her a present.

  She'd tried all day to banish thoughts of him and last night's passionate exchange, but he crowded every crevice of her mind. His smile, his eyes, teasing one minute, dark with desire the next. The touch of his hands, the taste of his mouth … she squeezed her eyes shut. She had to stop thinking about it. But how?

  She clutched the bundle to her chest, her breath expelling from her lungs in a whoosh. She placed the package back on the bed and untied the ribbon, with shaking fingers. Folding the paper back, she stared in awe at the contents, then lifted the most beautiful gown she'd ever seen from the wrapping. Yards and yards of soft muslin fell to the floor, in the palest shade of aqua imaginable. The dress had short puffed sleeves adorned with cream-colored ribbons. The bodice was low, an ivory ribbon gathering the material just below the bust, and embroidered with a border of dark violet and cream flowers.

  The flowers were pansies.

  The same border of pansies adorned the hem of the dress, with vines of embroidered pale green ivy trailing down the skirt. Hayley held the gown up to her, and looked down, unable to believe her eyes. It appeared to be the right length, the hemline just brushing the tops of her sensible brown leather shoes.

  She quickly rid herself of her dusty brown gown and reverently slipped the aqua creation over her head. The dress fit her as if it had been made for her. Scarcely able to breathe, she walked to the full-length mirror in the corner of her room.

  The low bodice showed off an expanse of skin that made her blush. The soft material fell to her feet from the ivory ribbon beneath her bosom. Hayley tentatively fingered one of the embroidered pansies on the bodice, unable to believe that she was wearing such a beautiful dress. She felt like a princess.

  A knock sounded at the door. "Come in," she called in a distracted voice, unable to tear her gaze from her reflection.

  "Hayley, could you-" Pamela halted as she caught sight of her sister standing before the mirror. "Hayley! What an exquisite gown. Where on earth did you get it?"

  Hayley turned and stared at her sister. "It was a gift."

  "A gift? From who?" Pamela touched the beautiful muslin with a single finger.

  "From Stephen," Hayley said softly: "Stephen gave it to me."

  Pamela's jaw dropped. "Where on earth did he get it? And how could he afford such a dress? It must have cost a small fortune."

  Hayley shook her head. "I have no idea. All I know is this package was here when I returned from the village. He included a card. It's there on the bed."

  Pamela went to the bed, picked up the card and read the single line. She looked at the bundle on Hayley's bed and gasped. "Did you see the rest of this?"

  "The rest of what?" Hayley asked absently. She couldn't get over the dress long enough to think of anything else.

  "Look at this," Pamela breathed. "Did you ever see anything so lovely?"

  Hayley turned and gaped. Pamela held a chemise in front of her. The undergarment was pure white and woven so delicately, it appeared nearly transparent.

  "Good heavens," Hayley exclaimed, joining her sister. One by one they lifted the remaining items from the package. Sheer silk stockings, ivory satin garters adorned with pale aqua ribbons, and a pair of pale aqua satin slippers. Hayley slipped the shoes onto her feet. They were a perfect fit.

  "Oh, Hayley," Pamela breathed. "He must have bought you this to wear to the party tomorrow. How incredibly romantic."

  "I cannot believe it," Hayley said, dazed. "How did he do it? Where did he get it? How did he know just the right sizes to buy?" She blushed as she recalled that Stephen had touched nearly every part of her body. He, more than anyone else, would be able to make a fairly accurate guess as to her sizes.

  "He must care for you very much," Pamela said softly. She grasped Hayley's hands and squeezed them tightly. "I'm so happy for you. I like Mr. Barrettson very much, and if he makes you happy, then I welcome him with open arms."

  Hayley raised startled eyes from the wonder of the slippers to Pamela's shining face. "Do you really think he cares for me?"

  "Of course," Pamela said without a trace of doubt. "A man would never give a woman a gift such as this unless he cared for her deeply." Her gaze drifted to the undergarments spread across the bed. "Very deeply."

  Hayley closed her eyes and drew in a deep breath. "Oh, Pamela. I hope you're right. Dear God, I hope you're right."

  "Of course I'm right." Pamela gave her a quick hug. "Now let's get this gown off you before we ruin it." She helped Hayley remove the garment and hang it in her wardrobe.

  "Just wait until Mr. Barrettson sees you in that gown. He's going to fall to his knees and profess his undying affection," Pamela predicted, handing over the undergarments, which Hayley carefully placed in her dresser drawer.

  "I hope the shock of seeing me garbed in somet
hing other than basic brown doesn't cause his heart to stop," Hayley said with a laugh.

  "I think Mr. Barrettson's heart is going to be much too busy beating furiously to even consider stopping."

  Hayley couldn't erase the radiant smile she knew lit her face at Pamela's words. She redressed quickly, intending to go to the stables.

  Arm in arm, she and Pamela left the room and walked down the stairs. They met Stephen in the foyer. With a shy smile Pamela excused herself, leaving Stephen and Hayley alone.

  Hayley opened her mouth to thank him for her gift, but the words fled her mind when she noticed the parade of scabs dotting his jaw. "Good heavens. What happened to your face?"

  A rueful laugh escaped him. "I shaved."

  "Did you hurt yourself?"

  "Just my pride. I fear shaving is not an activity I excel at."

  "Then why…?" Her voice trailed off as she realized why. "Did you shave because of what Aunt Olivia said?"

  He shrugged. "Perhaps. And Andrew requested a shaving lesson. I'm afraid the lad's face bears as many nicks as mine, but all in all we managed quite well."

  Hayley's heart faltered. Dear God, he was wonderful. Cutting his face to ribbons trying to please an old woman and an adolescent boy. She briefly wondered why he was so inept at a masculine activity he'd surely been performing for years, but she didn't question him. Clearly his lack of ability embarrassed him and she had no wish to make him uncomfortable.

  Laying her hand on his sleeve, she said, "Please allow me to assist you next time. I shudder to think of you and Andrew slitting your throats."

  "Agreed."

  A warm blush crept up her face. "Stephen, I found the gown. It's the most beautiful dress I've ever seen … that I could ever imagine. No one has ever given me anything so wonderful. Or so extravagant." Thinking of the sheer stockings, she flushed hotter. "I don't know what to say, or how to thank you."

  Stephen touched her face with a gentle finger. "You don't have to say anything, and you can thank me by wearing it tomorrow evening to Mrs. Smythe's party."

  "Where did you get it? How did you get it? Why-"

  "I wrote to Justin, told him very specifically what I wanted, and he brought it here earlier today. As for why-well, I suppose I just wanted you to have a dress that wasn't brown or gray. I wanted you to look as beautiful as you are. I've wondered what you would look like in a gown the same color as your eyes."

  A nervous laugh escaped her. "I hope you're not disappointed."

  Stephen shook his head, his eyes dark and serious as they rested on hers. "You could never disappoint me, Hayley."

  Pleasure washed through her at his words. Before she could even fashion a reply, he leaned forward, his gaze riveted on her mouth. Dear God, he was going to kiss her! Right here in the foyer!

  Heart pounding, she lifted her face. He was only a breath away. He was-

  "Strap me to the longboat and dump me in the sea!" bellowed Winston.

  Hayley gasped and stepped back from Stephen so quickly, she nearly stumbled. She turned and sagged with relief when she realized the salty sailor was struggling with several boxes that blocked his view of the foyer.

  Winston caught sight of her and Stephen. "How about lendin' yerself for a minute, Mr. Barrettson? These boxes aren't 'eavy, but they're big, and that wispy bag o' bones is nowhere to be found."

  "Glad to help," Stephen said. He turned to Hayley. "Where are you going?"

  "The stables. I thought I'd exercise Pericles." Dear God, he'd nearly kissed her in the foyer in the broad light of day! Even more shocking was the realization that she'd desperately wanted him to. If Winston hadn't interrupted them, she probably would have thrown her arms around Stephen's neck and kissed him until she forgot her own name.

  "I'll help Winston, then come out later and see how you're doing. Enjoy your ride."

  "Thank you." Pulling herself together, Hayley headed outdoors. Almost kissed in the foyer. Merciful heavens, she'd lost her mind. Callie had nearly discovered them last night, a mistake she'd vowed not to repeat, yet she'd nearly done just that. Shaking her head, she reminded herself that she was supposed to be staying away from Stephen, a mission she couldn't seem to accomplish for more than two seconds at a time. The longer she knew him, the more time she spent with him, the more impossible it became for her to imagine him leaving.

  Heaven help her, she wanted him to stay.

  But he would soon return to his own life.

  And that's when she discovered that in spite of her best intentions, she'd never learned to stop wanting things she couldn't have.

  * * *

  After helping Winston with the boxes, Stephen walked down to the stables, but neither Hayley nor Pericles were anywhere in sight. He returned to the house, wandered into the library, and picked up a back issue of Gentleman's Weekly. Settling himself on the brocade settee, he turned to the installment of A Sea Captain's Adventures. He was halfway through the story when the words suddenly stilled him. He reread the paragraph again, certain his eyes were deceiving him.

  "There's nothing more wonderful than children," Captain Haydon Mills said to his crew. "Why, when each of my five were born, the missus and I looked at them and recalled the moment we'd made them together." His laugh boomed in the sea air. "Named them all based on where we'd loved. Good thing it was never by a stream or the poor thing would have been called 'Atwater'!"

  He stared at the page in stunned amazement while pieces clicked into place. Atwater? Naming the children after where they'd been conceived? Atwater? H. Tripp, Tripp Albright, sea captains, Justin's inquiries into the Albright financial situation… bloody hell! If Hayley wasn't the author of these stories, she certainly had something to do with them.

  Is this how she supported the family? By selling stories based on her father's experiences to Gentleman's Weekly? He recalled their conversation about A Sea Captain's Adventures. She'd taken umbrage when he'd criticized H. Tripp's writing ability, and she'd admitted she read all the stories. Of course she had-she'd written the damn things! Or at the very least, she'd helped someone else write them.

  His mind whirled with the implications. Clearly she had to keep her involvement with the stories a secret. Gentleman's Weekly was the most popular magazine among the male members of Society. Every lord he knew read it faithfully, cover to cover. If the esteemed peers of the realm were ever to discover that the stories in their favorite periodical were written by a woman, they would be outraged and appalled. Not to mention they would cease buying the publication instantly. Such an occurrence would ruin the magazine… and what he imagined was Hayley's sole source of income.

  He should have been scandalized. A woman selling stories to a gentlemen's magazine went completely beyond the pale. But somehow admiration overpowered any feelings of shock. When faced with dire circumstances, she'd found a way to provide for her family. But was Hayley actually H. Tripp, or simply an advisor to someone else?

  The powerful need to know the answer to that question surprised him. He needed to see her. Talk to her. Would he be able to read her secret in her eyes? There was only one way to find out. Her occupation was none of his business, but he could not squelch his need to know the truth.

  Determined to find Hayley, he headed for the terrace. In the foyer he encountered a dozing Grimsley sitting on a straight-backed chair. Two weeks ago, the sight of a servant sleeping in the foyer would have angered and appalled him. Here and now, however, the sight seemed somehow… appropriate. Without disturbing Grimsley, Stephen continued outside, shaking his head. Nearsighted footmen sleeping in the foyer, salty-tongued sailors hollering in the corridors, cooks tossing pots and pans, noisy children with boundless energy-Albright Cottage and its occupants were the complete opposite of everything he was used to. But where he'd at first been stunned by the chaos, he now knew that chaos was simply another word for heaven. And it was going to be damned hard to leave it.

  Outside, he saw two figures in the distance walking toward the house. He knew a
t once they were Hayley and Callie. He settled himself on a wrought-iron chair to wait, and deeply breathed the earth-scented air. Leaning his head back, he enjoyed the warm sun on his face. Two days from now he'd be back in London, resuming his life, trying to catch a murderer. I need to tell Hayley I'm leaving the day after the party. I cannot put it off much as I want to. I'll tell her this afternoon.

  His thoughts were interrupted by the sound of feminine voices. Sitting up straight, Stephen shaded his eyes against the bright sun. Hayley and Callie were dashing across the grass, arms outstretched. Unable to resist the lure of their laughter, he stood and walked to the patio railing for a better view.

  "You can't catch me!" Callie yelled, running as fast as her little legs would allow.

  "Oh, yes I can!" Hayley ran after her, nearly catching the child. "You won't escape this time!"

  Callie squealed with delight and darted toward the patio. Hayley followed in hot pursuit. He watched their antics and a feeling, a longing, he couldn't describe tugged at him, seeping through his veins. What would it have been like to have a childhood filled with games and laughter? Hugs and smiles? He only needed to look at Callie's face, shining with happiness, to know it was wonderful. Hayley was an excellent mother to her sibling brood, and if his suspicions regarding her occupation proved correct, she loved them with an unselfish depth he wouldn't have believed existed.

  His gaze sought her out, following her as she chased her energetic sister, pretending to catch her. Her hair had come undone, and shiny chestnut curls flew behind her in wild disarray as she ran. His throat tightened. She was so damn beautiful. A fascinating combination of wild innocence.

  But it was no longer just her lovely face that captivated him. It was her inner beauty. Her loving touches and easy smiles. Her giving heart, her patient strength. If only things were different-

  He ruthlessly cut off the thought. Things were not different, and he needed to remember that.

  Their laughter grew louder. Callie sprinted toward the house, but just before they reached the terrace steps, Hayley caught her from behind and swung her up in her arms.