Evermore (The Lost Princesses Book 1)

by Jody Hedlund

  “I had begun to conclude you had no wish to dance with me this eve,” I finally said, trying to break the strange sizzle between us.

  “Then you missed me?”

  “You are one of the guests of honor. Of course you were missed.”

  His lips curled into the beginning of a smile. “You can admit you noticed I was gone.”

  A dancing couple passed by and peered at us with curiosity.

  I quickly reached for Christopher’s other hand, placed it on my waist where it should be, and moved my feet, forcing him to do the same. His fingers tightened, and the touch seared through my gown, making me much too aware of how close we were. If I dared to look up, his face would be only a handbreadth away.

  He led me around the great hall in the steps of a simple dance we’d learned during our childhood.

  “I know you want to ask me where I was and what I was doing.” His voice was low and filled with a teasing that made my breath quicken.

  “My lord,” I managed evenly. “I am not so enamored with you that I must know where you are every minute of the day.”

  The pressure of his hand on my waist drew me toward him another inch. His breath brushed against my cheek, and I had to close my eyes to fight away the pleasure of his nearness.

  “I would that you were so enamored,” he whispered.

  My eyes flew open, and I tilted back enough that I could see him. Was he teasing me again?

  Earnestness lined his face, and sincerity swam in his bottomless eyes. Something else swirled there. Was it love? Was it possible his declaration the day we’d rescued Mitchell held steadfast, that he still felt the same?

  A tiny thrill wound through my middle.

  I dropped my sights to his chest. I didn’t want to allow my hopes to escalate as I’d done before only to have him put me in my place again.

  He stopped dancing. “Come with me.” He retained his hold on my hand and tugged me off the dance floor. I didn’t resist, though part of me warned that I should, that I couldn’t withstand another rejection. Besides, what would people think when they saw me disappearing with Christopher? It would surely cause a great deal of gossip at court.

  “Christopher,” I hissed as we passed bystanders. “Where are we going?”

  He glanced over his shoulder, a spark of amusement in his eyes. “I have a surprise for you.”

  “What kind of surprise?”

  “It would no longer be a surprise if I told you.”

  I could feel the king’s attention upon us. “What will King Draybane think of us disappearing together?”

  “He will be glad of it.”

  “He will?”

  “Aye. Most certainly.”

  The king stood near the head table, his arm around his slender, petite queen. He continued to watch us with a wide, almost pleased grin.

  Christopher tugged me faster so that I had to bunch my skirt to keep from tripping over it. Once out of the great hall, he led me down a long passageway, turning several corners until at last, we arrived at the base of a stairway that rose into one of the castle towers. Two guards stood at attention on either side of the door. They bowed, and then one of them opened the door for us.

  “No one is to disturb us,” Christopher ordered as we passed through.

  I shivered with anticipation as he led me up the spiraling staircase. “The guards were expecting you.” I was winded, the climb much longer than I’d realized.

  “Mm-hmm,” he answered without stopping his ascent. The wall sconces were lit and guided us through the darkness of the stairwell.

  “Can you not give me at least one tiny clue regarding the nature of our escapade?”

  “No.” He laughed softly. “You never were patient with surprises, were you?”

  I laughed in response. “I have never been patient with anything.”

  He reached back for my hand again, and I gladly placed mine in his. When we finally came to the landing at the top, he circled behind me, and before I knew what he was doing, he slid his hands over my eyes. The tender hold made me want to recline into his embrace, especially because I could feel his presence behind me, the strength and warmth of his body, the rapid rise and fall of his breath.

  “No peeking,” he said.

  “You ask too much,” I teased.

  Gently, he steered me out of the stairwell and into the turret of the tower. The coolness of the night air brushed against me, soothing my skin, which had become overheated from the climb—certainly not from Christopher’s nearness.

  He led me forward a few paces and then stopped. With his hands still covering my eyes, he bent in, his mouth close enough to my ear that his breath tickled me. “Are you ready?”

  “Yes.” The word was a breathless whisper.

  “Are you sure?” he asked, closer and lower.

  I swallowed my need to feel his kiss against my heated skin and managed a nod.

  Slowly he moved his hands away from my eyes.

  At the sight before me, I gasped in delight. A table for two sat in the center of the circular turret. A tall silver candelabrum with half a dozen long candles had been lit, revealing a three-tiered cake covered in white cream and adorned with vibrant pink roses that reminded me of home, of Langley and Mercia.

  I approached the table, which was decorated with white linen, silver tableware, and a crystal vase bursting with more freshly cut roses. With the canopy of bright stars overhead and a full moon reflecting on the bay that spread out below the city, the scene took my breath away.

  “It is beautiful!” I smiled at Christopher and noticed Tall John retreat into the stairwell and hide in the shadows there, apparently intending to give us the feeling of privacy even if we weren’t completely alone.

  Christopher moved to stand next to me, close enough that his fingers brushed against mine. At the faint touch, I wanted to tangle my fingers in his, but he shifted away before I could gather the courage.

  “I know how much you love sweets.” He reached for a long-handled silver knife next to the cake. “The cook assured me this was her sweetest cake.”

  “It is much too pretty to eat.”

  He quirked a brow. “Are you sure? I could take it back.”

  I nudged him playfully. “Of course I cannot resist tasting a cake as lovely as this, especially if you insist.”

  “I insist.”

  “Very well. Then since I always do as you bid, my lord . . .”

  He snorted.

  I laughed, my delight in this moment sweeter than any bite of a sugared confection.

  Christopher sliced into the top circle, cut a thin triangular wedge, then picked it up with his fingers. He shifted to face me. “Ready?”

  “Do you intend to feed it to me?”

  “Of course.” His sights zeroed in on my mouth. “You must have a taste to ascertain whether the cake is worthy of an entire piece.”

  My stomach fluttered like ribbons wavering in a warm breeze. As he raised the piece to my lips, our eyes locked. I opened my mouth and he very gently inserted the bite. As I closed my lips around the soft delicacy, I brushed his fingers, remembering when I’d fed him gingerbread on my birthday.

  At the contact, something blazed in his eyes. The same something sparked in the air between us and ignited a flame inside me.

  Neither of us moved for a long second, not even to breathe. Finally, he sucked in a shaky breath and withdrew his hand. “How does it taste?”

  Was he asking me about the cake or his touch? I let the morsels melt against my tongue before swallowing. “It is like none other.”

  “Do you desire more?” His eyes held mine, and somehow I sensed we weren’t talking about the cake anymore.

  I swallowed again and nodded.

  “I do too,” he whispered, lifting his thumb to the corner of my mouth and brushing away a crumb.

  I trembled at his touch and the implications of his words. “You once told me I belonged only to other royals and that you must sacrifice your desires.�
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  Instead of lowering his thumb, he skimmed it lightly across my jaw and yet in such a way that seemed to indicate I was already his.

  “I was wrong.” He made a trail to the pulse pounding in my neck. “I have realized I can make many sacrifices for Mercia, even giving my life if needed. But I cannot give up the woman I love, not for any cause or country.”

  At his confession, my heartbeat bounded forward. “Exactly what kind of love do you have for this woman? Is it friendly concern or something else altogether?”

  “Allow me to show you, Your Majesty.” His lips curved into a slow grin as his fingers circled to the back of my neck.

  In those endless seconds as he bent and angled his head, I nearly swooned with anticipation. He took his time brushing his nose against mine, letting his lips and breath tantalize the corner of my mouth. I was so eager for his kiss that I lifted up on my toes, grasped his cotehardie, and pressed in giving him no choice but to finish what he’d started.

  For an endless moment, his lips tasted mine with such thoroughness and enjoyment it was as though he was truly savoring a bite of the sweetest cake.

  “Oh, Adelaide,” he said, finally breaking the kiss. “I must be careful lest I am tempted to feast before the banquet.”

  “You speak in riddles again, my lord.” My mind was too clouded with thoughts of the kiss we’d just shared to make sense of anything else.

  To my surprise, Christopher lowered himself to one knee before me, reached for my left hand, and then brought it to his lips. “I love you, Adelaide. And I long to spend the rest of my days showing you my love and serving you with my life. Will you grant me that desire?”

  I wanted to jump up and down and shout yes, but I was no longer a little girl infatuated with Christopher. I was a full-grown woman, the queen of a nation, with responsibilities to handle and many people to please. I understood now why Christopher had been so cautious before. We were not at liberty to rush into any decisions about our future.

  Even so, I loved this man kneeling before me, and I couldn’t imagine a future without him beside me encouraging, advising, teasing, laughing, and even crying together. He was the man I needed. There would never be another like him, never be another I’d love a fraction as much.

  Whatever the future held, whatever opposition we encountered, we would face it together and be stronger for it.

  I began to lower myself to one knee, and he shook his head in protest. I knew he was thinking a queen should not kneel to one of her subjects. “No, Adelaide—”

  I leaned in and silenced him with a kiss, a tender blending of our lips that I held as I finished kneeling. When I was firmly on the ground in front of him, I drew back and reached for his left hand.

  “I have always loved you and I always will.” I raised his hand to my lips and placed a kiss on his knuckles. “I would be satisfied with nothing less than showing you my love and serving you with my life.”

  Christopher lifted my hands, pressed our palms together, and intertwined our fingers. “Then you are answering my question with yes?”

  I smiled. “Yes. Evermore.”

  Chapter

  25

  Adelaide

  The bishop made the sign of the cross above where I knelt next to Christopher. “Forasmuch as the Earl of Langley and Her Royal Majesty, the queen of Mercia have consented together in holy wedlock, and have witnessed the same before God and this company, and thereto have given and pledged their troth each to the other, I pronounce that they be man and wife together, in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen.”

  Christopher squeezed my hand, and I glanced at him sideways to find his head bent in prayer. I squeezed back, my assurance to him that we had done the right thing.

  Since his proposal of marriage the night of the ball a week ago, the court had been in a frenzy of preparations for the royal wedding. Christopher had wanted the ceremony to take place as quickly as possible and would have married me the next day if I’d agreed.

  “The sooner, the better,” he’d said. “Once Ethelwulf learns of our plans, he may try to stop us.”

  Even with the short notice, the servants had decorated Brechness Cathedral with garlands of flowers, glowing candles, and a royal carpet up the center aisle. Those who’d traveled with me from Mercia as well as nobles from all over Norland crowded the benches and stood along the sides and back of the cathedral.

  “Those whom God hath joined together let no man put asunder,” the bishop said. Then he bid us rise.

  In another of my long, elegant gowns, this one the color of brilliant opal, I could hardly maneuver through the layers of silk. Christopher’s steady grip upon my arm as we stood was a reminder of the steady help he would be to me for the rest of my life.

  Iron sharpens iron. We were both made of iron and would continue to challenge each other to grow. With Mercia’s royal signet ring now upon my finger, I could already feel him bearing me up, lending me his strength, and making me a better queen because of it.

  The bishop closed his eyes in a final prayer. “The Lord mercifully with his favor look upon you; and so fill you with all spiritual benediction and grace, that ye may so live together in this life, that in the world to come ye may have life everlasting. Amen.”

  “Amen.” King Draybane’s echo came from his position beside Christopher.

  I’d been relieved the king had so readily accepted the news of our betrothal. I’d expected a measure of resistance, particularly regarding Princess Violet. But Christopher had assured me King Draybane supported our union and had even encouraged him to marry me with all haste. With Christopher like a son to him, in some ways our marriage served to form an advantageous alliance for both of our countries.

  As we turned to greet our crowd of witnesses as man and wife, King Draybane clamped Christopher on his shoulder and grinned. “Go ahead, my good man. Seal your vows with a kiss. We can all tell that you want to.”

  The king’s words elicited laughter among the nobles and cheers of encouragement.

  Christopher bowed to the king. “I am your humble servant, Your Majesty. Who am I to deny your command?”

  The king released a boisterous laugh.

  Christopher then bowed his head toward me. “Will you graciously grant me the pleasure of sealing our vows with a kiss?”

  Since our night eating cake on the turret, I’d longed for another kiss, but he’d held himself back out of respect and integrity. Even now, our eyes connected as they had many times throughout the week, and a familiar spark flamed between us.

  “Let it be known,” I said loudly enough for the gathering to hear, but I had eyes only for my husband. “The Earl of Langley may kiss the queen of Mercia without permission. I grant him free license to kiss her whenever he so chooses or so desires.”

  My proclamation brought more cheers, the loudest from King Draybane.

  Without waiting for a second invitation, Christopher stooped and pressed his lips to mine, effectively wiping out the rest of the world save the two of us for a brief moment. Much too brief.

  When he lifted away, the king had already claimed Christopher’s attention, slapping him on the back as if he’d just become the victor in a tournament.

  “Before we depart for the wedding feast,” King Draybane shouted out as the wedding guests began to rise. “I would like to announce my gift to the newlyweds.”

  Christopher shook his head. “Your friendship is gift enough—”

  “No, no,” King Draybane said, the mirth in his features giving way to a seriousness I hadn’t seen there often. “Lord Langley, you are like a son to me, and Queen Adelaide Constance has proven herself to be like a daughter.”

  As he spoke the kindly words, his gaze shifted from Christopher to me. The sincerity in his eyes brought a lump to my throat, and I understood once more why Christopher had served this king so loyally the past five years.

  “My gift to you is resources and men to aid in your fight against the bl
ack-hearted King Ethelwulf.”

  I had not brought up his involvement in our war against King Ethelwulf even though this past week some on my advisory council had urged me to do so. I’d been adamantly opposed to asking King Draybane for his help. I’d already made my request of him after the jousting tournament, and I would not diminish or add to it.

  Had Christopher worked out a plan with the king without my knowledge?

  I glanced at him, our eyes meeting again. His expression told me he was as taken aback as I was by the king’s generous offer.

  “I may not be able to provide much for your cause,” the king continued. “But Norland will do whatever it can to restore Mercia’s rightful queen to her throne.”

  I bowed my head in deepest gratitude to the king. I didn’t know how or when we’d return to Mercia to fight King Ethelwulf. But when we did, we would need every bit of assistance we could get from the people of Mercia, the king of Norland, but most of all, from God.

  The all-wise God had given me the wisdom to accomplish everything I had so far. And perhaps His wisdom was the only part of the ancient treasure I truly needed. For the Holy Scriptures said: “Happy is the man that finds wisdom, and the man that gets understanding.”

  If I gained nothing else, I knew I’d already been blessed.

  Chapter

  26

  King Ethelwulf

  I caressed the key, staring at the detailed pattern of the pomegranate as I had a hundred times. I was no closer to understanding its meaning than I was the day Captain Theobald had brought it to me. I’d had my best scholars study the golden relic. Other than informing me the pomegranate was an ancient symbol for wisdom, they could tell me nothing else, especially about the location of the treasure.

  So far, every possible lead had been futile. And I was growing more frustrated by the day.

  Across from me in my antechamber, the captain stood, awaiting my permission to deliver the latest news on Princess Constance. I finally leaned back in my stiff chair. “Do you have good news for me, Captain? You must know I am weary of the failures. If you had not worked so faithfully for so many years, I would have hanged and replaced you by now.”