One Toss of the Dice

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by R. Howard Bloch


  Yeats, William Butler, 116

  Young Girls at the Piano (Renoir), 20

  Zend (supposed Persian language), 253, 304n

  Zeno of Elea, 231

  Zeno’s paradox, 232

  Zola, Emile, 16, 19, 103, 113, 121, 263, 264

  Zone (Apollinaire), 26, 268, 270

  Zurich Polytechnic Institute, 279

  ALSO BY R. HOWARD BLOCH

  Medieval French Literature and Law

  Etymologies and Genealogies:

  A Literary Anthropology of the French Middle Ages

  The Scandal of the Fabliaux

  Medieval Misogyny and the Invention of Western Romantic Love

  God’s Plagiarist:

  Being an Account of the Fabulous Industry and Irregular

  Commerce of the Abbé Migne

  The Anonymous Marie de France

  A Needle in the Right Hand of God:

  The Norman Conquest of 1066 and the Making

  and Meaning of the Bayeux Tapestry

  Text rendering of “ONE TOSS OF THE DICE NEVER WILL ABOLISH CHANCE” / “UN COUP DE DÉS JAMAIS N’ABOLIRA LE HASARD”

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  ONE TOSS OF THE DICE

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  NEVER

  EVEN WHEN THROWN IN THE MEASURELESS

  CIRCUMSTANCES

  FROM THE DEPTHS OF A SHIPWRECK

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  EVEN

  if

  the Abyss

  turned white

  stalled

  roiling

  beneath a desperately

  sloping incline

  of its own

  wing

  in

  advance fallen back from the difficulty of trimming its sails

  and stopping the gushing

  preventing the surges

  deep in the very heart

  the shadow buried in the deep by this alternative sail

  almost the length

  of the wingspan

  of the great hull’s gaping breadth

  a vessel

  listing from side to side

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  THE MASTER

  risen

  implying

  from this conflagration

  that there is

  as one threatens

  a unique Number which cannot

  hesitates

  by its arms a corpse

  rather

  than playing sides

  like a cranky graybeard

  on behalf

  of the waves

  one

  that shipwreck

  beyond old calculations

  where skills are lost with age

  once he grasped the helm

  at his feet

  of the seamless horizon

  readied

  moiling and merging

  with the fist that would clasp it

  fate and the winds

  be any other

  Spirit

  to heave it

  into the storm

  to fold up division and pass proudly

  separated from the secret it guards

  invades the head

  flows through the undulant beard

  of the man himself

  without a ship

  no matter

  where vain

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  from ancient times not to open the hand

  clenched

  above the worthless head

  legacy amidst disappearance

  to someone

  ambiguous

  the ulterior immemorial demon

  having

  from dead lands

  led

  the old man toward this final meeting with probability

  this one

  his boyish shade

  caressed and polished and restored and washed

  made supple by the waves and freed

  from the hard bones lost between the planks

  born

  of a revel

  the sea enticing the sire or the sire against the sea

  an idle chance

  Betrothal

  whose

  veil of illusion fluttered their obsession

  like the phantom of a gesture

  will tremble

  will collapse

  madness

  WILL ABOLISH

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  AS IF

  A simple

  in the silence

  in an oncoming

  hovers

  insinuation

  tangled in irony

  or

  the mystery

  hurled

  howled

  eddy of hilarity and horror

  round the vortex

  without scattering

  or fleeing it

  and cradles its virgin symbol

  AS IF

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  a solitary wandering plume

  save

  a glancing encounter with a toque of midnight

  that fixes it

  in velvet crumpled by a dark guffaw

  this rigid whiteness

  ridiculous

  in opposition to the sky

  too much

  not to mark

  faintly

  anyone

  bitter prince of the reef

  wears it like a heroic headpiece

  irresistible but limited

  by his trifling manly mind

  in a thunderbolt

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  anxious

  expiatory and pubescent

  mute

  The lucid and lordly aigrette

  on the invisible brow

  scintillates

  then shadows

  a delicate dark form

  in its sea siren’s sinuosity

  with impatient terminal scurf

  laughter

  that

  IF

  of vertigo

  upright

  time enough

  to slap

  forked

  a rock

  false manor

  all at once

  evaporated in mists

  which imposed

  a limit on infinity

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  IT WAS

  born of the stars

  IT WOULD BE

  worse

  neither

  more nor less

  indifferent but as much

  THE NUMBER

  IF IT EXISTED

  other than as agony’s flickering hallucination

  IF IT BEGAN AND ENDED

  rising only to be denied and shut down when revealed

  at last

  by some profusion lavished in scarcity

  IF IT HAD AMOUNTED

  to a totality however meager

  IF IT HAD ILLUMINATED

  CHANCE

  Falls

  the plume

  rhythmic suspense of disaster

  to be sunk

  in the first foam

  whence once its delirium surged to a peak

  withered

  by the identical sameness of the vortex

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  NOTHING

  of the memorable crisis

  or the event

  might

  have been accomplished with no result in sight

  human

  WILL HAVE TAKEN PLACE

  an ordinary swell pours out absence

  BUT THE PLACE

  some lapping below as if to water down the empty act

  abruptly which else


  by its lies

  would have justified

  extinction

  in this region

  of waves

  where all reality dissolves

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  EXCEPT

  in the heights

  PERHAPS

  as far as a place

  can fuse with the beyond

  apart from the interest

  assigned to it

  in general

  by such a slant and such a slope

  of fires

  toward

  what must be

  the Septentrion or North

  A CONSTELLATION

  cold from neglect and disuse

  not so much

  that it does not count

  on some empty and superior surface

  the successive shock

  from the stars

  of a final reckoning in the making

  watching

  doubting

  rolling

  blazing and brooding

  before stopping

  at some last point that consecrates it

  All Thought casts one Toss of the Dice

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  UN COUP DE DÉS

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  JAMAIS

  QUAND BIEN MÊME LANCÉ DANS DES CIRCONSTANCES

  ÉTERNELLES

  DU FOND D’UN NAUFRAGE

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  SOIT

  que

  l’Abíme

  blanchi

  étale

  furieux

  sous une inclinaison

  plane désespérément

  d’aile

  la sienne

  par

  avance retombée d’un mal à dresser le vol

  et couvrant les jaillissements

  coupant au ras les bonds

  très à l’intérieur résume

  l’ombre enfouie dans la profondeur par cette voile alternative

  jusqu’adapter

  à l’envergure

  sa béante profondeur en tant que la coque

  d’un bâtiment

  penché de l’un ou l’autre bord

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  LE MAÎTRE

  surgi

  inférant

  de cette conflagration

  que se

  comme on menace

  l’unique Nombre qui ne peut pas

  hésite

  cadavre par le bras

  plutôt

  que de jouer

  en maniaque chenu

  la partie

  au nom des flots

  un

  naufrage cela

  hors d’anciens calculs

  où la manœuvre avec l’âge oubliée

  jadis il empoignait la barre

  à ses pieds

  de l’horizon unanime

  prépare

  s’agite et mêle

  au poing qui l’étreindrait

  un destin et les vents

  être un autre

  Esprit

  pour le jeter

  dans la tempête

  en reployer la division et passer fier

  écarté du secret qu’il détient

  envahit le chef

  coule en barbe soumise

  direct de l’homme

  sans nef

  n’importe

  où vaine

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  ancestralement à n’ouvrir pas la main

  crispée

  par delà l’inutile tête

  legs en la disparition

  à quelqu’un

  ambigu

  l’ultérieur démon immémorial

  ayant

  de contrées nulles

  induit

  le vieillard vers cette conjonction suprême avec la probabilité

  celui

  son ombre puérile

  caressée et polie et rendue et lavée

  assouplie par la vague et soustraite

  aux durs os perdus entre les ais

  né

  d’un ébat

  la mer par l’aïeul tentant ou l’aïeul contre la mer

  une chance oiseuse

  Fiançailles

  dont

  le voile d’illusion rejailli leur hantise

  ainsi que le fantôme d’un geste

  chancellera

  s’affalera

  folie

  N’ABOLIRA

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  COMME SI

  Une insinuation

  au silence

  dans quelque proche

  voltige

  simple

  enroulée avec ironie

  ou

  le mystère

  précipité

  hurlé

  tourbillon d’hilarité et d’horreur

  autour du gouffre

  sans le joncher

  ni fuir

  et en berce le vierge indice

  COMME SI

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  plume solitaire éperdue

  sauf

  que la rencontre ou l’effleure une toque de minuit

  et immobilise

  au velours chiffonné par un esclaffement sombre

  cette blancheur rigide

  dérisoire

  en opposition au ciel

  trop

  pour ne pas marquer

  exigüment

  quiconque

  prince amer de l’écueil

  s’en coiffe comme de l’héroïque

  irrésistible mais contenu

  par sa petite raison virile

  en foudre

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  soucieux

  expiatoire et pubère

  muet

  La lucide et seigneuriale aigrette

  au front invisible

  scintille

  puis ombrage

  une stature mignonne ténébreuse

  en sa torsion de sirène

  par d’impatientes squames ultimes

  rire

  que

  SI

  de vertige

  debout

  le temps

  de souffleter

  bifurquées

  un roc

  faux manoir

  tout de suite

  évaporé en brumes

  qui imposa

  une borne à l’infini

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  C’ÉTAIT

  issu stellaire

  CE SERAIT

  pire

  non

  davantage ni moins

  indifféremment mais autant

  LE NOMBRE

  EXISTT-IL

  autrement qu’hallucination éparse d’agonie

  COMMENÇT-IL ET CESST-IL

  sourdant que nié et clos quand apparu

  enfin

  par quelque profusion répandue en rareté

  SE CHIFFRT-IL

  évidence de la somme pour peu qu’une

  ILLUMINT-IL

  LE HASARD

  Choit

  la plume

  rythmique suspens du sinistre

  s’ensevelir

  aux écumes originelles

  naguères d’où sursauta son délire jusqu’à une cime

 

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