The Forsyte Saga, Volume 3

by John Galsworthy

  ‘And you must go now. I’ll take you down and see if my Uncle’s come in.’

  Young Croom stood up.

  ‘What is happening about Ceylon?’ he said, abruptly. ‘Are you being worried?’

  Clare shrugged. ‘Nothing is happening so far.’

  ‘That can’t possibly last. Have you thought things out?’

  ‘Thinking won’t help me. It’s quite likely he’ll do nothing.’

  ‘I can’t bear your being –’ he stopped.

  ‘Come along,’ said Clare, and led the way downstairs.

  ‘I don’t think I’ll try to see your Uncle,’ said young Croom. ‘Tomorrow at half-past six, then.’ He raised her hand to his lips, and marched to the door. There he turned. She was standing with her head a little on one side, smiling. He went out, distracted.

  A young man, suddenly awakened amid the doves of Cytherea, conscious for the first time of the mysterious magnetism which radiates from what the vulgar call ‘a grass widow’, and withheld from her by scruples or convention, is to be pitied. He has not sought his fate. It comes on him by stealth, bereaving him ruthlessly of all other interest in life. It is an obsession replacing normal tastes with a rapturous aching. Maxims such as ‘Thou shalt not commit adultery’, ‘Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s wife’, ‘Blessed are the pure in heart’, become singularly academic. Young Croom had been brought up to the tinkling of the school bell: ‘Play the game!’ He now perceived its strange inadequacy. What was the game? Here was she, young and lovely, fleeing from a partner seventeen years older than herself, because he was a brute; she hadn’t said so, but of course he must be! Here was himself, desperately in love with her, and liked by her – not in the same way, but still as much as could be expected! And nothing to come of it but tea together! There was a kind of sacrilege in such waste.

  Thus preoccupied he passed a man of middle height and alert bearing, whose rather cat-like eyes and thin lips were set into a brown face with the claws of many little wrinkles, and who turned to look after him with a slight contraction of the mouth which might have been a smile.

  Chapter Seven

  AFTER young Croom had gone Clare stood for a moment in the hall recollecting the last time she had gone out of that front door, in a fawn-coloured suit and a little brown hat, between rows of people saying: ‘Good luck!’ and ‘Good-bye, darling!’ and ‘Give my love to Paris!’ Eighteen months ago, and so much in between! Her lip curled, and she went into her Uncle’s study.

  ‘Oh! Uncle Lawrence, you are in! Tony Croom’s been here to see you.’

  ‘That rather pleasant young man without occupation?’

  ‘Yes. He wanted to thank you.’

  ‘For nothing, I’m afraid.’ And Sir Lawrence’s quick dark eyes, like a snipe’s or woodcock’s, roved sceptically over his pretty niece. She was not, like Dinny, a special favourite, but she was undoubtedly attractive. It was early days to have messed up her marriage; Em had told him and said that it wasn’t to be mentioned. Well, Jerry Corven! People had always shrugged and hinted. Too bad! But no real business of his.

  A subdued voice from the door said:

  ‘Sir Gerald Corven has called, Sir Lawrence.’

  Involuntarily Sir Lawrence put his finger to his lips. The butler subdued his voice still further.

  ‘I put him in the little room and said I would see if Lady Corven was in.’

  Sir Lawrence noted Clare’s hands hard pressed down on the back of the chair behind which she was standing.

  ‘Are you in, Clare?’

  She did not answer, but her face was hard and pale as stone.

  ‘A minute, Blore. Come back when I ring.’

  The butler withdrew.

  ‘Now, my dear?’

  ‘He must have taken the next boat. Uncle, I don’t want to see him.’

  ‘If we only say you’re out, he’ll probably come again.’

  Clare threw back her head. ‘Well, I’ll see him!’

  Sir Lawrence felt a little thrill.

  ‘If you’d tell me what to say, I’d see him for you.’

  ‘Thank you, Uncle, but I don’t see why you should do my dirty work.’

  Sir Lawrence thought: ‘Thank God!’

  ‘I’ll be handy in case you want me. Good luck, my dear!’ And he went out.

  Clare moved over to the fire; she wanted the bell within reach. She had the feeling, well known to her, of settling herself in the saddle for a formidable jump. ‘He shan’t touch me, anyway,’ she thought. She heard Blore’s voice say:

  ‘Sir Gerald Corven, my lady.’ Quaint! Announcing a husband to his wife! But staff knew everything!

  Without looking she saw perfectly well where he was standing. A surge of shamed anger stained her cheeks. He had fascinated her; he had used her as every kind of plaything. He had – !

  His voice, cuttingly controlled, said:

  ‘Well, my dear, you were very sudden.’ Neat and trim, as ever, and like a cat, with that thin-lipped smile and those daring despoiling eyes!

  ‘What do you want?’

  ‘Only yourself.’

  ‘You can’t have me.’

  ‘Absurd!’

  He made the quickest kind of movement and seized her in his arms. Clare bent her head back and put her finger on the bell.

  ‘Move back, or I ring!’ and she put her other hand between his face and hers. ‘Stand over there and I’ll talk to you, otherwise you must go.’

  ‘Very well! But it’s ridiculous.’

  ‘Oh! Do you think I should have gone if I hadn’t been in earnest?’

  ‘I thought you were just riled, and I don’t wonder. I’m sorry.’

  ‘It’s no good discussing what happened. I know you, and I’m not coming back to you.’

  ‘My dear, you have my apology, and I give you my word against anything of the sort again.’

  ‘How good of you!’

  ‘It was only an experiment. Some women adore it, if not at the time.’

  ‘You are a beast.’

  ‘And beauty married me. Come, Clare, don’t be silly, and make us a laughing-stock! You can fix your own conditions.’

  ‘And trust you to keep them! Besides, that’s not my idea of a life. I’m only twenty-four.’

  The smile left his lips.

  ‘I see. I noticed a young man come out of this house. Name and estate?’

  ‘Tony Croom. Well?’

  He walked over to the window, and after a moment’s contemplation of the street, turned and said:

  ‘You have the misfortune to be my wife.’

  ‘So I was thinking.’

  ‘Quite seriously, Clare, come back to me.’

  ‘Quite seriously, no.’

  ‘I have an official position, and I can’t play about with it. Look at me!’ He came closer. ‘I may be all you think me, but I’m neither a humbug nor old-fashioned. I don’t trade on my position, or on the sanctity of marriage, or any of that stuff. But they still pay attention to that sort of thing in the Service, and I can’t afford to let you divorce me.’

  ‘I didn’t expect it.’

  ‘What then?’

  ‘I know nothing except that I’m not coming back.’

  ‘Just because of –?’

  ‘And a great deal else.’ The cat-like smile had come back and prevented her from reading what he was thinking.

  ‘Do you want me to divorce you?’

  Clare shrugged. ‘You have no reason.’

  ‘So you would naturally say.’

  ‘And mean.’

  ‘Now look here, Clare, this is all absurd, and quite unworthy of anyone with your sense and knowledge of things. You can’t be a perpetual grass widow. You didn’t dislike the life out there.’

  ‘There are some things that can’t be done to me, and you have done them.’

  ‘I’ve said that they shan’t be done again.’

  ‘And I’ve said that I can’t trust you.’

  ‘This is going round the mulb
erry bush. Are you going to live on your people?’

  ‘No. I’ve got a job.’

  ‘Oh! What?’

  ‘Secretary to our new Member.’

  ‘You’ll be sick of that in no time.’

  ‘I don’t think so.’

  He stood staring at her without his smile. For a moment she could read his thoughts, for his face had the expression which preludes sex. Suddenly he said: ‘I won’t stand for another man having you.’

  It was a comfort to have seen for once the bottom of his mind. She did not answer.

  ‘Did you hear me?’

  ‘Yes.’

  ‘I meant it.’

  ‘I could see that.’

  ‘You’re a stony little devil.’

  ‘I wish I had been.’

  He took a turn up and down the room, and came to a stand dead in front of her.

  ‘Look at me! I’m not going back without you. I’m staying at the Bristol. Be sensible, there’s a darling, and come to me there. We’ll start again. I’ll be ever so nice to you.’

  Her control gave way and she cried out: ‘Oh, for God’s sake, understand! You killed all the feeling I had for you.’

  His eyes dilated and then narrowed, his lips became a line. He looked like a horse-breaker.

  ‘And understand me,’ he said, very low, ‘you either come back to me or I divorce you. I won’t leave you here, to kick your heels.’

  ‘I’m sure you’ll have the approval of every judicious husband.’

  The smile reappeared on his lips.

  ‘For that,’ he said, ‘I’m going to have a kiss.’ And before she could stop him he had fastened his lips on hers. She tore herself away and pressed the bell. He went quickly to the door.

  ‘Au revoir!’ he said, and went out.

  Clare wiped her lips. She felt bewildered and exhausted, and quite ignorant whether to him or to her the day had gone.

  She stood leaning her forehead on her hands over the fire, and became aware that Sir Lawrence had come back and was considerately saying nothing.

  ‘Awfully sorry, Uncle; I shall be in my digs next week.’

  ‘Have a cigarette, my dear.’

  Clare took the cigarette, and inhaled its comfort. Her uncle had seated himself and she was conscious of the quizzical expression of his eyebrows.

  ‘Conference had its usual success?’

  Clare nodded.

  ‘The elusive formula. The fact is, human beings are never satisfied with what they don’t want, however cleverly it’s put. Is it to be continued in our next?’

  ‘Not so far as I’m concerned.’

  ‘Pity there are always two parties to a conference.’

  ‘Uncle Lawrence,’ she said suddenly, ‘what is the law of divorce now?’

  The baronet uncrossed his long thin legs.

  ‘I’ve never had any particular truck with it. I believe it’s less old-fashioned than it was, but see Whitaker.’ He reached for the red-backed volume. ‘Page 258 – here you are, my dear.’

  Clare read in silence, while he gazed at her ruefully. She looked up and said.

  ‘Then, if I want him to divorce me, I’ve got to commit adultery.’

  ‘That is, I believe, the elegant way they put it. In the best circles, however, the man does the dirty work.’

  ‘Yes, but he won’t. He wants me back. Besides, he’s got his position to consider.’

  ‘There is that, of course,’ said Sir Lawrence, thoughtfully; ‘a career in this country is a tender plant.’

  Clare closed the Whitaker.

  ‘If it weren’t for my people,’ she said, ‘I’d give him cause tomorrow and have done with it.’

  ‘You don’t think a better way would be to give partnership another trial?’

  Clare shook her head.

  ‘I simply couldn’t.’

  ‘That’s that, then,’ said Sir Lawrence, ‘and it’s an awkward “that”. What does Dinny say?’

  ‘I haven’t discussed it with her. She doesn’t know he’s here.’

  ‘At present, then, you’ve no one to advise you?’

  ‘No. Dinny knows why I left, that’s all.’

  ‘I should doubt if Jerry Corven is a very patient man.’

  Clare laughed.

  ‘We’re neither of us long-suffering.’

  ‘Do you know where he is staying?’

  ‘At the Bristol.’

  ‘It might,’ said Sir Lawrence slowly, ‘be worth while to keep an eye on him.’

  Clare shivered. ‘It’s rather degrading; besides, Uncle, I don’t want to hurt his career. He’s very able, you know.’

  Sir Lawrence shrugged. ‘To me,’ he said, ‘and to all your kin, his career is nothing to your good name. How long has he got over here?’

  ‘Not long, I should think.’

  ‘Would you like me to see him, and try to arrange that you go your own ways?’

  Clare was silent, and Sir Lawrence, watching her, thought: ‘Attractive, but a lot of naughty temper. Any amount of spirit, and no patience at all.’ Then she said:

  ‘It was all my fault, nobody wanted me to marry him. I hate to bother you. Besides, he wouldn’t consent.’

  ‘You never know,’ murmured Sir Lawrence. ‘If I get a natural chance, shall I?’

  ‘It would be lovely of you, only –’

  ‘All right, then. In the meantime young men without jobs – are they wise?’

  Clare laughed. ‘Oh, I’ve “larned” him. Well, thank you frightfully, Uncle Lawrence. You’re a great comfort. I was an awful fool; but Jerry has a sort of power, you know; and I’ve always liked taking risks. I don’t see how I can be my mother’s daughter, she hates them; and Dinny only takes them on principle.’ She sighed. ‘I won’t bore you any more now.’ And, blowing a kiss, she went out.

  Sir Lawrence stayed in his armchair thinking: ‘Putting my oar in! A nasty mess, and going to be nastier! Still, at her age something’s got to be done. I must talk to Dinny.’

  Chapter Eight

  FROM Condaford the hot airs of election time had cleared away, and the succeeding atmosphere was crystallized in the General’s saying:

  ‘Well, those fellows got their deserts.’

  ‘Doesn’t it make you tremble, Dad, to think what these fellows’ deserts will be if they don’t succeed in putting it over now?’

  The General smiled.

  ‘ “Sufficient unto the day”, Dinny. Has Clare settled down?’

  ‘She’s in her diggings. Her work so far seems to have been writing letters of thanks to people who did the dirty work at the cross-roads.’

  ‘Cars? Does she like Dornford?’

  ‘She says he’s quite amazingly considerate.’

  ‘His father was a good soldier. I was in his brigade in the Boer War for a bit.’ He looked at his daughter keenly, and added: ‘Any news of Corven?’

  ‘Yes, he’s over here.’

  ‘Oh! I wish I wasn’t kept so in the dark. Parents have to stand on the mat nowadays, and trust to what they can hear through the keyhole.’

  Dinny drew his arm within hers.

  ‘One has to be careful of their feelings. Sensitive plants, aren’t you, Dad?’

  ‘Well, it seems to your mother and me an extraordinarily bad look-out. We wish to goodness the thing could be patched up.’

  ‘Not at the expense of Clare’s happiness, surely?’

  ‘No,’ said the General, dubiously, ‘no; but there you are at once in all these matrimonial things. What is and will be her happiness? She doesn’t know, and you don’t, and I don’t. As a rule in trying to get out of a hole you promptly step into another.’

  ‘Therefore don’t try? Stay in your hole? That’s rather what Labour wanted to do, isn’t it?’

  ‘I ought to see him,’ said the General, passing over the simile, ‘but I can’t go blundering in the dark. What do you advise, Dinny?’

  ‘Let the sleeping dog lie until it gets up to bite you.’

  ‘You
think it will?’

  ‘I do.’

  ‘Bad!’ muttered the General. ‘Clare’s too young.’

  That was Dinny’s own perpetual thought. What at the first blush she had said to her sister: ‘You must get free,’ remained her conviction. But how was she to get free? Knowledge of divorce had been no part of Dinny’s education. She knew that the process was by no means uncommon, and she had as little feeling against it as most of her generation. To her father and mother it would probably seen lamentable, doubly so if Clare were divorced instead of divorcing – that would be a stigma on her to be avoided at almost all cost. Since her soul-racking experience with Wilfrid, Dinny had been very little in London. Every street, and above all the park, seemed to remind her of him and the desolation he had left in her. It was now, however, obvious to her that Clare could not be left unsupported in whatever crisis was befalling.

  ‘I think I ought to go up, Dad, and find out what’s happening.’

  ‘I wish to God you would. If it’s at all possible to patch things up, they ought to be.’

  Dinny shook her head.

  ‘I don’t believe it is, and I don’t believe you’d wish it if Clare had told you what she told me.’

  The General stared. ‘There it is, you see. In the dark.’

  ‘Yes, dear, but till she tells you herself I can’t say more.’

  ‘Then the sooner you go up the better.’

  Free from the scent of horse, Melton Mews was somewhat strikingly impregnated with the odour of petrol. This bricked alley had become, indeed, the haunt of cars. To right and to left of her, entering late that afternoon, the doors of garages gaped or confronted her with more or less new paint. A cat or two stole by, and the hinder parts of an overalled chauffeur bending over the carburettor could be seen in one opening; otherwise life was at a discount, and the word ‘mews’ no longer justified by manure.

  No. 2 had the peacock-green door of its former proprietress, whom, with so many other luxury traders, the slump had squeezed out of business. Dinny pulled a chased bell-handle, and a faint tinkle sounded, as from some errant sheep. There was a pause, then a spot of light showed for a moment on a level with her face, was obscured, and the door was opened. Clare, in a jade-green overall, said:

  ‘Come in, my dear. This is the lioness in her den, “the Douglas in her hall!” ’