by Carly Fall
Annis trembled and felt like her knees would give out at any moment. She stared into his
blue-green eyes and the room around her seemed to disappear. The only thing that mattered was
the male in front of her, the one who told her she was beautiful, the one who had just said he
wanted her. Her heart swelled, and she felt tears stinging her eyes. Did she care for Blake? The
answer was a resounding yes. Yes, she cared for him deeply.
But was caring for him enough?
Blake licked his lips, his gaze searching her face. “God, Annis, answer me. Please. Can I
kiss you?”
“Yes,” she whispered.
His lips slowly came down to hers, and she shut her eyes and prepared herself for the
onslaught of emotions and physical feelings Liberty had told her about. “It’s like your whole
body is consumed in flames, Annis. It is the most miraculous feeling . . .”
The kiss was soft and gentle. Blake’s lips moved over hers slowly, and after a moment,
he pulled away.
And Annis felt nothing.
There were none of the fireworks that Liberty had described; there wasn’t any heat
coursing through her veins. She felt completely normal and perhaps a little let down.
Opening her eyes, she met Blake’s gaze.
Desire swam in his eyes, and he brought his lips to hers again.
And . . . still nothing. In fact, it felt very strange, like she was kissing a relative or a . . .
friend.
She stepped away. That’s what it was—Blake was her friend, and although she loved
spending time with him, and yes, she cared about him and found him attractive, there weren’t the
sparks that Liberty had described. The whole situation felt terribly awkward.
“Annis, what’s wrong?” Blake asked.
“I-I . . . I’m not sure Blake. This just feels . . . wrong.”
He looked confused. “What do you mean?”
What did she mean? And how did she say it without hurting him? “Blake, it doesn’t feel
right kissing you,” she said softly. “It feels very . . . wrong. Like it shouldn’t be happening.”
Blake’s face fell, his disappointment obvious.
“I’m sure it’s me, Blake,” she said quickly, taking his hand in hers. “You’re such a good
friend to me, and perhaps I just can’t get past that.”
Blake was silent for a moment, then said, “Maybe we should try that again.”
Annis smiled and shook her head. “I don’t think three times is going to be the charm in
this case, Blake.”
He brought his hand up and caressed her cheek. It was a sweet gesture that could be taken
as friendly or sensual. There was nothing erotic about it to her.
“So you just aren’t feeling it, huh?” he asked.
Annis shook her head. “I’m sorry, but no.”
Blake rubbed his hand over the top of his head. “I-I thought it would be different between
us. I thought it would be . . . ”
“Spectacular?”
Blake laughed. “Yes. That’s exactly how I thought it would be. Fucking spectacular. I
thought we’d both be seeing stars or some shit.”
Annis grinned. “I’m sorry, Blake.”
Blake stared at her, obviously still confused. “I just don’t get it, Annis. I care about you.
And you are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on. You are the one person I want to
spend time with.”
“And I feel the same as you, Blake. But perhaps it is best for us to spend time together as
. . . friends.”
Blake nodded, then looked at the floor. “I thought for sure we’d end up in bed with you
flat on your back.”
Annis cringed at his words. Flat on her back with a male on top of her was exactly where
she didn’t want to be, and she reminded herself that she had never shared her experiences at Area
2 with anyone. Blake couldn’t possibly know that his words made her uncomfortable. She
sighed; at least he was being honest with his words and not sugarcoating anything, and that was
one thing she admired and loved about him. It was an excellent trait, and she wished that her
tongue would work in that way sometimes as well.
Blake met her gaze and smiled. “You truly are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen,
Annis.”
Her cheeks warmed, and she returned his grin. “That is very sweet of you to say. It seems
that with a handsome face such as yours, you have been in contact with many beautiful females.”
Blake threw his head back and laughed. When their eyes met again, his were sparkling.
“I’m not giving up on you, Annis,” he said. “I’m going to make you realize the error of your
ways.”
Annis smiled and shook her head. “Blake, please don’t make this more uncomfortable
than it already is.”
“It will be a subtle seduction,” he said. “You won’t even know it’s happening.”
Annis rolled her eyes. “Enough talk of seducing me. Would you like to head down to the
gym with me? I could use a sparring partner.”
“You know I’m going to kick your ass,” Blake said, holding out his hand.
Annis took it. “Really, Blake?”
“Really.”
“Well, an expression I have heard tossed around this house comes to mind.”
“And what’s that?”
“Game on, my friend. Game on.”
Chapter 20
Cohen sat in the back of the Gulfstream G150 around a small, white table with Noah,
Rayner, and Jovan. Abby, Faith, Liberty, and Annis sat up front. Cohen watched as they all
talked and laughed together. It was midday, so Annis was blind, but of course that didn’t stop her
from enjoying herself. He had never seen her wallow in self-pity, as he liked to do. She never
focused on her losses or her past, but lived in the moment.
“So here’s the file that the cop in Phoenix sent out,” Noah said in a quiet voice, pulling
out a blue folder from his computer bag and setting it in the middle of the light wooden table. He
kept his voice low; he hated if Abby knew anything about his work as a criminal profiler.
He rifled through the papers. “It looks like we’ve got reports, some notes, witness
statements, and . . . oh, fucking wonderful. Pictures.”
There was silence for a moment. “Jesus, that’s enough to make you want to lose your
lunch,” Jovan mumbled.
“Agreed,” Noah said with a sigh.
Noah handed the pictures to Cohen, and he studied them with a critical eye. The blood
didn’t bother him. He stared at a picture of a male whose face had been so beaten his features
looked like red mashed potatoes. The male was thin, and wore jeans and an orange Phoenix Suns
sweatshirt.
The picture was a crime scene photo, and Cohen couldn’t tell if the guy had been found
indoors or outside.
“Where was this guy found?” Cohen asked.
Noah handed him another picture, a mug shot. “Meet Peter Stagg, gentlemen, a local
pimp who’s been busted for not only hustling underage girls, but also drug possession. Found in
a back alley of some apartments just outside of Phoenix beaten with a blunt instrument, although
the coroner isn’t one hundred percent sure of what weapon was used.”
“Any guesses?” Rayner asked.
“They’re leaning toward a tire iron.”
“It sounds like the human gene pool is better without him,” Jovan said.
“Agreed,” Cohen said, feeling no remorse for the awful death the guy had been given.
Noah gave them a couple of other pictures to look at.
“Same thing on these two guys?” Jovan asked. “It looks like they bit it the same way.”
“Affirmative,” Noah said. “Michael Lass and James Frake, also fine, upstanding
members of society with records that include rape, aggravated assault, and robbery with a deadly
weapon.”
“Again, humans are better off without them,” Jovan said.
“So your police contact thinks they’re all connected because they were all killed in the
same way?”
Noah shifted through the papers. “Yeah, and they all had strange symbols carved on their
backs. They’ve been set to the FBI for decoding.”
“Do you have any pictures?” Cohen asked.
“Let’s see,” Noah said, rifling through the papers. “He should have included it in the file.
I told him I needed everything . . .”
A moment later, Noah pulled out the picture and laid it out in front of him so all four
could see.
There was a moment of silence.
“Oh, fuck me,” Jovan said.
“You have got to be kidding me!” Noah hissed.
Cohen stared at the picture. The so-called symbols that had been carved into the backs of
the three dead people weren’t symbols at all, but a language.
In fact, Cohen was staring at the SR44 language.
“Does that say what I think it says?” Rayner whispered.
“Noah, what’s wrong?” Abby said from the front of the plane.
Noah took the pictures and slid them into the folder. “Nothing, baby. Nothing.”
Cohen turned and stared out the window. Although he was only trying to protect Abby
from reality, Noah was a liar. There was, in fact, something very wrong. He knew that none of
the Six Saviors were going around Phoenix smashing human’s faces in with a tire iron and
carving their native language into their victims’ backs.
So if it wasn’t the Six Saviors, there was only one other option.
The Platoon. And they were literally leaving their name carved into human’s backs.
Chapter 21
Annis stood in front of the mirror, her bones weary and exhausted. She had just finished a
grueling workout in the gym in the Phoenix silo. Apparently, since the FBI hadn’t been seen
around the silo recently, the Six Saviors had deemed the place safe.
Before her workout, she had been summoned to meet the other Warriors in the War
Room while Liberty and Abby put together a quick dinner.
“Why in the fuck would The Platoon do this?” Jovan had asked as they brought her up to
speed on their discovery.
“My guess is because they don’t know any better,” Annis said. “Perhaps they think that
every terrible human is a Colonist or a descendant of one.”
The three males stared at her. “Do you really think they’re that stupid?” Noah asked.
Annis had shrugged. “I never knew that a Colonist dropped ash when they were in a
heightened state. Wasn’t that something you found out through experience?”
Noah nodded.
“I don’t know about their intelligence, Noah.”
“But ignorance breeds stupidity,” Cohen said quietly, his eyes never leaving Annis.
She had nodded in agreement. “Yes. However, if you aren’t aware of all of the aspects of
a situation, you don’t know what you’re dealing with.”
Cohen brought his stare down to the table, and Annis had wondered if he had caught the
double meaning of her words. Just as The Platoon didn’t know they were looking for a human-
looking form that dropped ash, she didn’t fully know the whole story behind Cohen and his
hatred of her.
Sighing, she stared in the mirror at her naked human form. Her breasts were high and
firm, her waist trim. She had just a very slight flare of hips and wished they were larger, as she
thought she looked more like a male than a female. She envied Faith’s hourglass figure.
Stepping into the hot shower, she closed her eyes and let the water relax her. As steam
billowed around her, she thought of that disastrous kiss with Blake. Good Lord. She had been
expecting so much more, but it left her so confused and disappointed.
As she lifted her face to the spray, she realized she was in a quandary. How she wanted a
mate, someone who would love her just the way she was, just as Blake did. He accepted her flaw
of loss of sight during the day, and he also understood that being a Warrior was in her nature.
How she longed for someone who sparked the embers of desire within her and made her forget
her past, but brought beauty to the human sexual experience for her.
Suddenly, she felt more alone than ever. Yes, she was within a group of people, but she
really didn’t fit anywhere. She was different than the females of the house, and the Warriors had
seemed to accept her, but she still felt their hesitation at having a female in their ranks.
She longed for a partner, someone with whom she could walk through this life as an
equal, and someone who loved her, who brought passion into her life.
Staying with the Six Saviors, how would she ever find what she truly wanted?
It all seemed too much. As she sunk to the tile, the hot water washed her tears away. She
closed her eyes and hugged her knees to her chest, and behind her lids was something she didn’t
understand. The only face she saw was that fucktard Cohen’s.
Chapter 22
“Hi, Annis.”
She turned to him and smiled. “Hello, Cohen. How are you this evening?”
They were in the Great Room in the Phoenix silo. Cohen walked over to the oak bar.
“I’m pretty good. Can I refill your glass?”
“That would be wonderful, thank you.”
He felt good—great, in fact. Better than he had in months. Smiling at Annis, he was
happy there weren’t any harsh words exchanged, that they were getting along.
Annis was sitting on the couch in a black T-shirt that came to her mid-thigh. She smiled
as she held out her glass, and he poured the wine.
He watched as she brought the glass up to her full lips and took a sip. How he longed to
taste them.
“Please sit, Cohen. Come join me.” She patted the area of the couch next to her.
He did as instructed, placing the bottle of wine on the end table.
“So how was your day?” he asked.
“It was excellent, thank you. But there is something that I wanted to talk to you about.”
“Of course. What’s up?”
She ran her finger around the edge of the glass and looked up at him from under her thick
lashes. Why was she wearing so much eye makeup? It was a side of Annis he had never seen
before: flirty and coquettish. He didn’t know if he liked it. He preferred the strong Annis, not this
girly woman toying with him like some bar tramp.
“I was thinking . . . that you and I should . . . get together,” she said.
Cohen’s heart raced, and his body roared. Good God, he wanted that as well. He
remembered his oath to Mia, but maybe it would be okay to break it. He couldn’t go through life
totally miserable all the time, right? Mia wouldn’t have wanted that. She would want him to be
happy.
Clearing his throat, he took a sip of his gin. Gin? Why was he drinking gin? He was all
about the good Captain. He set
the glass aside next to the bottle of wine and cleared his throat.
“I’d like that as well, Annis.”
“However,” she said, her voice going up a couple of octaves, “I am afraid, because of
what has been done to me in the past. I will need you to go slow, Cohen.”
“Of course. Of course I will. And if you want me to stop—”
“I won’t.”
He took her glass and set it next to his. Holding her head in his palms, his thumbs
caressed her cheeks, and he gazed into her golden stare that had a pinpoint of rose-red coloring
right in the center. How odd. He’d never noticed that before.
This was it. He was going to kiss Annis. He was going to make love to her and show her
how a man could make a woman’s body shake with exquisite pleasure.
Cohen brought his lips to hers and moaned. Her lips were silky and full, and they moved
over his with hesitancy. He gently parted them with his tongue, and she gasped.
She ran her long, slim fingers through his hair and caressed the sides of his face. He
pulled back, his breath heavy. Hesitantly, she let her hands slide down his neck to his shoulders
and across his chest.
“I want to touch your skin,” she said.
He quickly whipped off his T-shirt and tossed it to the floor.
“I’d like to touch yours as well,” he said, his voice hoarse.
Slowly, she removed her shirt. A rose-colored bra housed her breasts. He brought his
hand up and traced a finger down one of the straps. Annis closed her eyes and shivered at his
touch. Carefully, he palmed her breasts, his thumbs caressing her nipples through the silk into
tight peaks.
He moved a little closer to her and reached around her back, unclasping the bra. It fell
from her shoulders, and he set it on the ground.
Pulling her close, he held her as he lay back on the couch, the leather cool on his skin. He
let his hands wander over her bare back, loving the ridges and grooves of her spine and muscles.
“Kiss me again,” she whispered, her eyes still shut.
If that’s what the lady wanted, that’s what she got.
As Cohen kissed her and explored her body, he trembled as her fingers traced up his arm,
down the sides of his torso, to his thigh. Good God, he needed to get rid of these pants.
Mia was but a distant thought, and Cohen opened his eyes expecting to see her. When he