Jaxson (Black Devils MC Book 1)

by K. J. Dahlen

  “Was that Jethro Ryan I saw in the clubhouse the other day?” Sam asked.

  “Yeah, Deacon is a member of the club,” Deke admitted.

  “Are Cassie and the babies going to be okay?” Raine finally asked.

  “Like I said before, she’s on bed rest for the next two weeks but I’m hoping they will be. Your little stunt the other day set her back to the point I thought we were going to lose her but Peaches talked to her and brought her back. I’m hoping she’s strong enough to get through it but I’m not taking any more chances with her.” Deke turned to glare at his father. “That’s the only reason I agreed to speak with you today. My kids are in danger and I will do what I have to do to give them a chance to be born.”

  Sam nodded. “I can’t believe she’s Jemmia’s child.” Then he looked at his son. “What happened to her mother?”

  Deke raised his glass to his lips again and took a swallow. The whiskey burned down his throat. “Flynn beat her to death about the time he sold his daughter to Janelle.”

  “Damn, that’s just wrong any way you slice it,” Sam muttered after a moment. “You said Calderone made sure he was dead?”

  Deke nodded.

  “What about Donny?” Sam asked.

  Deke frowned. “Who the hell is Donny?”

  “Flynn’s older brother.”

  “I didn’t know Flynn had a brother.”

  “Oh, yeah he does,” Sam shrugged. “I barely remember him but Flynn and Donnie used to come to school with bruises all the time that is when they showed up at school at all. Their dad used to beat the crap out of both of them. Their mom left home one day when Flynn was about thirteen and never came back. People used to talk about how she couldn’t take the abuse anymore and simply walked out, leaving her boys behind.” Sam picked up his glass and took a swallow of the liquor. “The last time Flynn got beat up was about a year after their mom left, Donny went wild and killed his old man. I mean he beat the ever-loving shit out of him with a baseball bat. He went to prison for it too. Donny didn’t even try to run either, he just gave himself up to the law. I know he got twenty years, so he’d be out by this time.” He hesitated then said, “If he’s out he’d be looking for Flynn or Jemmia or the baby. I’m sure Flynn would have told his brother about the baby. They were still close when Donny went to prison.” He shrugged. “I don’t know how close they remained over the years but then I couldn’t see Donny allowing Flynn to do what he did either.”

  “What would he do to Flynn’s daughters?” Deke wanted to know.

  “What about the daughter of the man that killed his brother?” Iceman asked. “Is Peaches in any kind of danger?”

  Sam shrugged. “I don’t know. Prison changes a man. It didn’t help Donny was a psycho before he killed his old man but after spending twenty years inside the joint, who the fuck knows what he’s capable of. He might go after Peaches but he’ll for sure go after Calderone.”

  Iceman glanced at Deke. “Do you think we should tell the girls?”

  Deke shook his head. “Not yet. Let’s have Zipper run a check and see what he turns up first. If Donny is out of prison, we need to know where he is and what he knows. I don’t think Cassie can take much more bad news right now. I have to prevent her from worrying about anything if I can. She worried about Redemption House passing city regs and getting that off the ground.”

  “Yeah, I don’t want Peaches worried right now either. Especially about her dad. She’d want to be there for him and if Donny’s coming after him, she would just be in the way. She’s carrying my kid and I’ll be damned, if I’ll put her in harm’s way.”

  “But you should warn Calderone anyway,” Deke suggested. “He has resources he can use to track this threat down.”

  Iceman nodded and left the room.

  Sam reached for his drink and asked, “What is this Redemption House you’re talking about? I’ve heard it mentioned before but never got an explanation. What is it?”

  Deke sat back in his chair and stared at his old man for a moment. “Redemption House is Cassie dream. It’s a place anyone can go to for a helping hand or a second chance. When she was living on the streets of Boston she dreamed of a safe place she could go and get a hot meal.” He shrugged. “When she got here, she worked hard to make her dream come true. She named the place Redemption House. Right now, she has about seventy homeless vets working for her trying to make her dream a reality.” Sitting up, he shrugged. “And it’s working. She turned an old school house into a housing project and she got the money together to run the place. People are taking notice of it.”

  Sam glanced over at Raine and then back to Deke. “Is it part of the MC?”

  Deke narrowed his eyes and glared at his father. “No it’s not and never will be, unless she wants it that way.”

  When Iceman returned, he noted the tension but chose to ignore it and said, “Calderone appreciates the warning. He has his men looking into Donny’s whereabouts. He said to thank you for thinking about him.”

  Deke grinned. “His daughter is my old lady’s best friend. Cassie would kill me if I didn’t protect her.” He held up his hands. “Even if I know that’s your job.”

  Iceman frowned. “Damn right it is, but I do appreciate it too. I told him we didn’t want the girls to know and he agreed. If he finds anything, he’ll call either you or me first.”

  Deke nodded. “And if we hear anything, we’ll pass the information on to him. I’d rather not have Peaches or Cassie even know there could be someone out there hunting for them.”

  “I’ll stay with Peaches and you can protect Cassie.” Iceman agreed.

  “So, do I get to meet this woman of yours?” Sam asked his son.

  Deke glared at his father. “I don’t think that’s gonna happen anytime soon. I told you she’s on bed rest at the moment.”

  “Then I’ll wait.” Sam looked resolute. “I’m not going back until I can talk to her in person.”

  “You had your chance and blew it old man.” Deke scoffed. “I’m not giving you another one.”

  “So I made a mistake, I had no idea she was so damaged.” Sam growled. “Didn’t you ever fuck up even once? Give me a break boy.”

  Deke got to his feet and his hands curled into fists. “Cassie is not damaged. She’s warm and funny and so full of life despite what she’s been through and believe me… she’s strong. She would have to be in order to still be alive.”

  “I didn’t mean anything by that.” Sam frowned.

  “She’s my woman Sam, whether you like her or not.” Deke snarled. “She should have become my wife by now. I promised her those babies will carry my name before they come into this world and by god…I meant it. She’s mine whether you approve or not.”

  Sam got to his feet and glared at his son. “I never said I didn’t approve of her. All I said was I wanted to get to know her first, that’s all.”

  “Just give it up old man and go back to Maine.” Deke gestured to him. “Get on with your life and allow me to get on with mine. I don’t want you here, and I sure as hell don’t want you to fuck up the only good thing I’ve ever had in my life. You’ve fucked up enough of my life already.”

  Sam turned and walked out of Deke’s office slamming the door behind him.

  Raine got to his feet slowly. Shaking his head, he told Deke, “Now you’ve done it.”

  “What the hell does that mean?’ Deke frowned.

  “You had to go and bring the stubborn out in him,” Raine explained. “Now he thinks he has something to prove if only to himself.”

  “What does he think he has to prove?”

  “Now, he’s gonna drive himself to prove to you he’s a good man.” Raine shook his head. “You got your own stubbornness from him, don’t you know that?”

  “How the hell does he think he can prove to me that he’s a good man?” Deke wanted to know. “He doesn’t know the first thing about me, or what I think or want.”

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sp; “I’ve known that man for thirty some odd years. I met him in the army and we went through a hell of war together. I know him as well as I know my own self. When he found out about you, it was you that never once gave him a chance. All you ever thought about was the fact that he took you away from your mother. You never let him in and that just about killed him. You were his kid and you never let him get close to you.”

  “All he ever did was tell me what to do, he never listened to what I wanted,” Deke argued.

  “You were twelve years old and he was the grown up. What did you expect?”

  “I was grown up enough to know what I wanted,” Deke countered. “I didn’t want him to shove his ideas down my throat. I had a brain. I could think for myself.”

  “You were a dumb kid who thought picking up a gun was more important than going to school,” Raine reminded him. “I was there remember? He wanted more for you than prison or having someone else tell you what to do, even if that person was him. He wanted you to have a chance he never got until he joined the service. The military taught that man more about life than he ever got from his own parents. They were too damned stoned all the time to worry about him or his little brother. Sam did all the worrying about Benny. It was Sam that worried about feeding the two of them and Sam that took him to school every day. It was Sam that protected Benny the best way he could but it wasn’t enough.”

  “Who the fuck is Benny?” Deke frowned.

  “Benny was Sam’s baby brother,” Raine informed him.

  “Was?” Iceman asked.

  Raine turned to look at the other man. “Benny died one night when Sam was seventeen. He picked up a gun and confronted a man three times his size and three times meaner than he was. When he shot Benny right in front of Sam, Sam picked up that gun Benny dropped and killed the man that shot his brother. Then he held Benny in his arms and watched his brother die. Benny was only fourteen when he died. The next day, Sam got out of Quincy and joined the service. He had to lie about his age to get in but he never went back. He said he had nothing to go back to or for.”

  “Why didn’t he ever tell me about this?”

  “Would you have listened?” Raine asked.

  Deke shrugged. “Maybe but he never gave me the chance, did he?”

  “All I’m asking is that you give him a chance now. Don’t shut him out again. He is a good man and I think it’s time the two of you got to know each other. Maybe you can relate better now as grown men rather than father and son.”

  Deke shrugged and watched as Raine turned and walked out. He looked at Iceman and shrugged again.

  CHAPTER SIX

  Deke got Zipper on the phone and had him run some names. He wanted info on Donny Rearden, Flynn Rearden, Ben Tory and Sam Tory. He asked for anything and everything Zipper could find.

  Deke got Gator, Deacon, Wiley and Iceman together in his office and laid out a plan of action. “Okay, we have a new problem. My father is going to be a pain in the ass. By that, I mean he’s staying in town for a while and that could cause any number of problems for us. He’s going to try and stick his nose into our business. Not that we have anything to hide but we don’t want to advertise it either. The only ones that need to know our business is us. We also need to keep an eye on Cassie, Peaches and Paige as well as our other women. There might be a new threat out there, we didn’t know about until today. Seems Cassie’s old man Flynn has a brother that may or may not be out of prison yet, but if he is, he might be looking for Flynn or Flynn’s daughters. We all know how much Peaches means to Cassie. Calderone is aware of the threat as well but we don’t want to put Peaches, Paige or Cassie in line with this guy.” Deke looked at Gator. “I don’t want Reva or Marnie in his sights either. I don’t know much about him yet, but I’ve got Zipper looking into it. Calderone also has his men looking in to him as well. He’s promised to share info on this guy and if he’s a threat to us or our women we will find the bastard and take him out.”

  “We can put some of the men on guard duty,” Wiley suggested.

  Deke nodded. “Do it but keep it on the down low. We also don’t want the women to know about him either.” Turning to Gator he said, “I want some of our guys over at Redemption House for protection there as well. If anything happens to put those people in danger, the city will shut it down and that would about kill Cassie.” He got to his feet. “For now, we all stay alert and pray like hell, Donny Rearden is still behind bars. If he’s out, we have to find him fast.”

  “Are you gonna tell the guys at Redemption House about this guy?” Gator asked.

  Deke nodded. “I’ll go and talk to Amos and he can pass the word.

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  Cassie turned from one side to the other and then back again. After four days in bed, she was going crazy. She was rested and felt fine and she was extremely bored. Bored with a capital B. She had never in her life lounged around in bed all day before. Looking at the window, she could tell it was getting dark outside. She’d eaten supper a while ago now. She knew it was almost bedtime and still, she was wide awake.

  Since she had hooked up with Deke, her life hadn’t been her own and she wasn’t sure if she liked it that way or not. She did love the man and she was having his babies but that was beside the point. She’d started something she could finally call her own, Redemption House and she wanted to be the one to present it to the world.

  She felt cheated that it wouldn’t be her doing the walk through with the city council members and it wouldn’t be her standing there the day they opened the doors to the public. She knew she shouldn’t feel this way, she should instead be proud that so many others wanted to help, but this was her dream not theirs.

  Then she felt ashamed of her thoughts. Redemption House was her dream but it was their dream as well. She wasn’t doing this for her benefit but for everyone who needed it. It was supposed to be for everyone who needed a safe place to rest and get a second chance to make a good life for themselves, not just for her glory.

  Sighing, she laid back on her pillow and whispered, “Thanks Mom. I love you too.” Cassie knew her mother was whispering the reasons why to her from the other side and Cassie had learned to listen. With a huff, she couldn’t stand it anymore she sat up and flung the covers back. Swinging her feet over the edge of the bed, she looked up in time to see the bedroom door open and Deke walked in.

  “Just where do you think you’re going?” he asked.

  Cassie sighed and laid back down. “Nowhere. I’m going nowhere,” she whined.

  “That’s right, you aren’t,” Deke scolded her. He came over to the bed and handed her a large flat box.

  Cassie frowned. “What is this?”

  “Open it and find out.”

  Cassie made a face and opened the box. Inside was a new laptop computer. She looked at Deke and said, “I have one of these.”

  “Not like this one you don’t.” Deke smiled. “This one is newer than yours, and has a lot of new programs. Including Skype, so you can be connected anytime you want to be with Redemption House. It also has my work address in it, so you and I can skype me too.”

  Cassie’s eyes lit up. “Really?”

  Deke chuckled. “Honey, I know this is hard for you and I know giving control over to other people is killing you. But I want you and our babies to be okay and that means sacrifice. You have to give up the next two weeks and hopefully, that will be all you have to give up. I just want to make it as easy as I can for you.”

  Cassie wrapped her arms around him. “Thank you.”

  “Thank Zipper, he set the computer up. I don’t really know that much about them. He said he could show you how to use the programs if you wanted some help.”

  “I’d like to try on my own first. I used to be pretty good on one of these things.”

  “Well, the offer is still there anytime you need it. He said to tell you he copied everything that was on your laptop and updated everything.”

  “Does he s
till have the old laptop?”

  “I’m sure he does.”

  “Good, I’d like to keep it.” Cassie lightly touched his chest. “Are you coming to bed soon?” she asked. It had been a day or two since he joined her in this bed and she wanted to cuddle tonight. She knew they wouldn’t make love but just to lay in his arms and listen to his heartbeat as he slept would have been good enough for her.

  Deke grabbed her hand and set it aside. “Umm, not just yet. I have some paperwork to finish. That damn stuff piles up if you aren’t there to take care of it.” He kissed the top of her head and got off the bed.

  Cassie watched him all the way to the door. Before she could say a word, he was gone. She was surprised. She had felt him pulling away from her since her kidnapping and she wasn’t sure why. It wasn’t anything big but her insecurities were telling her something. She just never knew what that something was. Before this, she never wanted anyone to get too close but now that Deke had, she didn’t want to lose him.

  She opened the laptop and while she waited for it to fire up, she saw an icon she didn’t recognize. When the computer was ready, she clicked on the icon and found herself on a search page. Clicking in the box, she found the name Donavan Rearden. “Who the heck was Donavan Rearden?” Shaking her head, she clicked on the name and waited for the information to come up.

  Her eyes widened when it did. It was the news report of a murder twenty years ago. Page after page was filled with news articles of the murder of Roman Rearden. His own son Donavan committed the beating death and was sentenced to twenty to life. The date he was sent to prison was almost twenty one years ago.

  Cassie was stunned. One of the articles mentioned a younger brother Flynn. Her hands began to shake when she realized her father had an older brother and she couldn’t help but wonder what this meant to her. With shaking hands, she dialed Deke’s number on her phone. When it went to voicemail, she groaned. She waited and dialed again. When it went to voicemail a second time, she wanted to throw the phone against the wall but she didn’t. Instead, she dialed Zipper’s number.