Macy staggered back not believing her ears.
“Did he say he wanted to love me? Is this cowboy falling for me?” She thought to herself.
“Turk if you want me to watch a movie with you tonight you better leave me alone and I mean it.”
Turk turned and grabbed a pitchfork and started loading a wagon that had been pulled into the stables.
Macy was still standing in the isle where Turk had left her breathing hard and her heart about to beat out of her chest.
Her head was spinning a mile a minute as the thoughts of him were still surging in her veins.
The thought of what Megan had said about a man giving her special feelings were now a reality.
A wagon came in the door loaded with hay. Buck and Megan were setting on the seat looking straight at Macy.
When Megan got off the wagon she walked over to Macy. Macy was standing starring off in the distance past Turk.
“What in the world is wrong with you? You look like you have just seen a ghost.”
Macy looked at her with her bottom lip quivering.
“Megan Turk just grabbed me and kissed me so hard that I almost came out of my shoes. I know now I have no resistance to him and would let him do about anything he wants with me and I can’t stop him.
He said he just wants to hold me and love me. What does he mean? Does he mean he wants to make love to me or is he saying he loves me?
That blows my whole upbringing of no sex till marriage thing out the window. What am I going to do?”
Megan looked at her for a long minute than said, “Macy it’s all up to you. If you decide to let him have some be sure he uses protection.”
“But Megan I don’t want to give myself to anyone but if he kisses me like that again I am not going to be able to stop him.”
Megan replied, “Don’t let him know that he does that to you but if he does anyway just relax and enjoy it. You’re not going to die or anything. In fact it is just the opposite. You will feel like you died and went to heaven.
Once you get past that first time you will start craving it as much as a man does. I tell you it feels so good that you will wish you had started doing it a long time ago.
I have got to get to work. Think about what I said.”
She went over and started helping Buck unload the wagon.
Macy walked over to Turk as if she was afraid of him and asked, “Can I help?”
He raised his head and looked at her. She backed off thinking he was going to grab her again. He looked at her and said; “Stand over there so I can look at you. That will be all the help I need.”
“Turk you have to stop doing this to me. My emotions are on a roller coaster all ready. If you keep doing that you are going to mess me up more than I am.”
She walked over and hung her arms on one of the gates.
Turk kept on cleaning as he looked up once in a while and smiled at Macy.
He had pulled off his shirt and she was watching the sweat rolling down his chest. His huge shoulder muscles were flexing and his bicep muscles were bulging each time he picked up the pitchfork. She was thinking to herself what a real man he was and there was nothing in Boston that was even close to him.
Macy stepped up on the bottom rung and started swinging on the gate while she stretched over the gate.
This wasn’t Boston by any means. She could let her hair down so to speak and no one around here would care.
After all those years of having to dress so, so could all be over.
She could dress act or anything she wanted to do now. This was a newfound freedom for her. This was going to be the new Macy.
Turk looked up and he could see Macy’s shorts were pulled up high on her exposing the bottom part of her cheeks and the inner half of her upper thigh.
He stopped forking and watched as thoughts ran through his mind. He finally put the pitchfork down and walked over to her.
Macy didn’t notice at first that he was standing right behind her.
She turned just as he put his hand on her shoulder. She looked up into his eyes with a vulnerable look on her face.
It was more than he could stand.
“Please Turk not again. I can’t keep on resisting you.”
“Then you should stop resisting me.”
She looked in his eyes.
“You are going to do it again aren’t you?”
He nodded yes with a smile tilted his head down and kissed her. She didn’t fight back. She knew any fighting would be in vein. Instead she returned his kiss.
He slowly slid his hand down till he felt her cheeks and inner thigh in his hand. He could feel her body start to quiver as it responded to his touch.
She leaned against him and he pulled her off the gate without removing his lips from hers.
As he held her butt up she raised her legs up and wrapped her still sore legs around his waist.
She had never been at this point so she was doing what her heart told her to do.
They kissed like that for a few moments and then she could feel him starting to hunch her as she felt his erection starting to grow.
Doubts started racing through her head. Was she doing something wrong? Was she letting him move to fast? Was she ready for this level of commitment? Should she stop him? Why did it feel so right? She could no longer fight off the feelings she was having for him. She moved against him responding to his movements.
They looked up and Megan had returned with another load of hay.
“Hey you two go get a motel room. We have work to do around here. You two go get ready for supper.
Mom said it is ready and she wants you in there right now.”
Macy released her legs and slid off Turk. She could feel the wetness between her legs. She knew she wanted him but she still had fear of the unknown.
She thought to herself, “Thank God. I don’t have to make up my mind now.
As soon as she got down Turk turned away and said, “Tell Mom I will be there in a few minutes.”
“Megan knew exactly what was wrong with Turk.
When Megan had kissed Turk before she saw the same reaction in him.
His pants were sticking straight out in the front and he didn’t want Megan to see him.
Megan walked to the house with Macy while Turk stayed behind waiting for his problem to subside.
Macy’s face was all flushed and her breathing was still elevated.
“You better stand out here a second and settle down or Mom is going to know what you and Turk were doing out in the stable.”
“Megan I can’t fight him off. I know I want him but I am scared. My panties are soaking wet.”
“Macy, don’t be scared. It’s no big sin or anything. If a guy here loves you he don’t care if you are a virgin or not so go for it.
Macy, sex is a natural progression for a couple in love. Don’t let sex destroy a relationship.”
Megan stood outside with her for a few minutes till her breathing settled down. Then they walked in together.
Turk finally came in the house after they had sat down to eat.
Macy glanced down and noticed that his pants were not sticking straight out any longer.
Maude looked at Turk and then at Macy. She could see in their faces and the way they were glancing at each other that they had been up to something. She didn’t say anything but she was smiling inside.
All during lunch Turk had a puppy look in his eyes like he had been up to something. After all this is what Maude was hoping for. She didn’t want Turk forcing sex on Macy though.
She wanted them to be together but just as girlfriend and boyfriend. She didn’t want them to be in a torrid sex affair.
She respected her sister enough not to let her daughter be seduced.
She was pretty sure that Macy was still a virgin and she didn’t want to be responsible for her losing it while she was visiting her. They ate in relative quite.
After everyone had finished Turk looked at Maude.
/> “Mom I just wanted to ask if it would be alright for me to take Macy out to dinner tonight if it is alright with her though.”
“It’s fine with me if Macy wants to go.” Turk looked at Macy for her approval.
Macy nodded her head reluctantly, trying not to look directly at Turk.
“Turk I thought you wanted to watch a movie here.”
“We can do that when we get back Macy.”
She wanted to go out with him but she was a little fearful of what he might have on his mind.
She knew what he had on his mind. She was torn between letting him have his way with her, or stopping him in his tracks. Was she ready to take the big step?
Turk said, “Be ready at 6:00 Macy. We can rent a movie when we start home.”
Miss Maude spoke up. “Turk I am warning you if you lay a hand on her you are going to be in a lot of trouble.”
He got up from the table and went back out to the stable.
Macy watched him till he was out the door.
Megan got up and went back out to help Buck unload the last load of hay.
When Maude and Macy were alone Maude said, “I see you and Turk are getting along better. He is a good boy.
He just has a little bit of that cowboy attitude about him.
When I first met your uncle he was just like that.
It didn’t take me long to tame him down though.
He fell madly in love with me and he would do anything I ask him to. Till the day he died I still had power over him. You will find that most of the real cowboys put their women on a pedestal and worship them. I see the same qualities in Turk.
I know he is not like your rich friends but he would never leave you. He would love you till the day he dies.”
“I don’t know how I feel about Turk. When I look at him he melts my heart but the way I was brought up comes in my mind every time I think about him.
He has this way about him that lowers all my defenses but my mind keeps telling me that I shouldn’t get serious with him. Then to top it off, Megan keeps egging me on to go with him.
I am totally confused. I need to go off by myself and work things out in my mind. I might go back to Boston soon to do that and sell my parent’s house. If I am going to live here I need some money to have in case something comes up.”
Maude thought about what Macy had said. “Maybe you should go back and get rid of that house as soon as possible. It brings back too many memories of your parents to you. I’ll build you a house on the ranch so you can be on your own if you want to.
This place is hot in the summer and cold in the winter but you will be with relatives that love you. That goes a long way these days.”
Macy thought about it for a little bit then got up from the table and went to her room.
She lay down on the bed looking up at the ceiling.
Her muscles still ached but at least the chafing had gone in and she was no longer in pain from that.
She lay there and thought about her Aunt’s conversation.
She thought it would be nice to have her own house on the ranch. It would give her a real chance to find out how she felt about Turk.
In one-way she wanted to have sex with him to see if it was as good as Megan said but in the back of her mind she still felt it was wrong.
She closed her eyes and in a few minutes she fell asleep.
She was awakened by a hand on her shoulder shaking her. She looked up. It was Turk.
“Get up you sleepy head. Its 6:00 and we have a date.”
She looked up at him with panic in her eyes.
“Oh Turk I am so sorry I fell asleep. Give me a few minutes and I will change clothes and meet you down stairs.”
Turk left the room and she jumped up and started getting ready. While she was putting on her makeup she heard an engine lopping outside.
She went over to the window and saw Turk pulling out a 1958 red and white corvette from a small shed beside the barn.
She finished her makeup and went down the stairs. Turk walked in the front door and saw her.
He grabbed his heart like he was having a heart attack. She was dressed in a short black dress with a loose fitting Pheasant top and a pair of heels.
He couldn’t take his eyes off her. She looked better than the first time he saw her at the train station.
Her long legs looked smooth and muscular. Her hips well shaped and her breast jiggled under her top. She seemed to have more of a glow about her. Maude noticed his reaction.
“Turk I want you to behave yourself tonight. You keep your hands off her.”
He grinned and replied, “Oh Ma you know I am a sweet boy and would never do anything bad.”
“Macy if he gives you any trouble, you tell me and I will make his life hell.”
Macy said, “Ok” and she walked out the door with him.
Turk opened the door for her she stepped in and sat in the low bucket seat. She felt like she was setting on the ground. She could hardly see over the dashboard.
Her skirt hiked up even higher.
His heart did flip-flops as he looked at her silky smooth legs.
She looked up at him and said as she tugged on the hem of her skirt, “Remember what Aunt Maude said, behave yourself.”
He looked at her and said, “I’m trying but you are so beautiful I can’t keep my eyes off you.”
“That’s ok if you put your eyes on me, just don’t put anything else on me.”
Macy smiled as he got in and started the car.
“Turk what are you doing with this car. I thought Aunt Maude didn’t like cars?”
That’s why I keep it in the shed. She doesn’t like it.”
“Turk I thought we were going to have to ride into town in one of the pickup trucks. I had no idea you had such a nice car.”
He looked at her and replied, “I refurbished it myself.”
They reached town. It was full of people walking around talking and going in the café.
Turk pulled up to the curb and turned off the engine.
He got out walked around to Macy’s door. He opened it and she got out trying to keep her skirt from riding up any higher than it already was. The men in town all stared at them. They were all watching Macy as she walked with Turk arm in arm. With her heels on when she walked her butt had a seductive wiggle to it. Turk started getting mad at the men watching Macy. He could see right then if he started going with her he would have a problem with the looks. Any man in his right mind would do the same thing and Turk knew it.
They walked into the café and sat at a table in the corner.
When they sat down Turk saw some men looking at Macy’s legs.
He stood up and told Macy to swap sides with him so her back would be to the men. He sat back down and ordered.
In a little while the waitress came back with two plates. There was a rare steak and a baked potato on each one.
She sat a plate in front of each of them and then she sat two glasses and a bottle of wine on the table.
“Will there be anything else?”
Turk looked at Macy and said, “No that’s all for now.”
The waitress picked up her tray and left.
Turk undid the cork on the bottle and poured each of them a glass of wine.
He watched her eyes sparkle as she talked about her childhood she wanted to grow up and become a nurse like most young girls do.
Turk talked about some of the foster homes he had lived in and about his days in the orphanage.
Macy could see the sadness in his eyes as he described the conditions he had to live in.
She changed the subject.
“Turk what plans do you have for the ranch?”
Turk looked at her.
“Macy, you should be asking yourself what plans you have for the ranch.
You are going to be the one that runs it.
I just make sure that everything works.”
“What are you talking about? I don’t know anything about
running a ranch.”
Turk smiled and said, “That’s what Megan and Mom says. Of course they also say that you are going to marry me and we are going to run it together.”
Macy about slid out of her chair.
“WHAT? I don’t even know what I am going to do tomorrow and they have all this planned out for us.
I wondered why you were coming on to me so strong.
You’ve been part of this plot all along.”
Turk started backtracking. He had said more than he wanted to.
“No Macy. I have been coming on to you because I look at you and my heart goes all mushy. I want to hold you and run my hands all over your body. You drive me crazy and the ranch never was part of my feelings for you.”
“Turk I am not going to let you run your hands all over my body. I have a few morals left no thanks to you and Megan.”
When they finished their meal Turk drove to the river.
He had spent a lot of time fishing there when he was a kid. He parked the car and got out.
Macy followed him around to the front of the car. As they talked they looked out at the river, dark and foreboding.
He lifted her up and sat her on the hood of the car.
He stood between her legs looking into her eyes.
She sat there swinging her legs as she looked in his eyes.
His eyes no longer scared her. She could feel her heart starting to beat faster and the heat rising in her body as he stood there.
“Turk you aren’t going to seduce me are you?”
“What makes you think I want to seduce you?”
“Turk I know how you are. You never miss a chance.”
Finally he leaned over and softly kissed her and licked her lips.
“Turk please don’t do this to me. I’m afraid we will hurt our relationship.”
“Macy your lips taste so sweet and they are so soft. I love you. You are so soft and beautiful.”
Macy just sat there looking into his eyes.
“Turk I am real fond of you to but I don’t know if I am ready to take it to the next step. I have never been there and I am scared.”
“Macy it is just a natural thing when two people are in love.”
He could see the change in her eyes as he said he loved her. He kissed her again.
This time she opened her mouth and let him slide his tongue in.
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