Ghost Hand
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GHOST HAND
The PSS Chronicles: Book One
RIPLEY PATTON
First published in the United States in 2012 by Ripley Patton.
Publisher’s website: www.ripleypatton.com
Copyright © 2012 by Ripley Patton
All characters and events in this publication, other than those clearly in the public domain, are fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
All right reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior permission in writing of the publisher, nor be otherwise circulated in any form of binding or cover other than that in which it is published and without a similar condition including the condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.
Library of Congress Control Number: 012921384
ISBN: 978-0-9884910-1-4 (ebook: pdf, Mobi, epub)
Cover design by Scarlett Rugers of The Scarlett Rugers Book Design Agency
Typesetting by Centauri Typesetting
Formatting by Simon Petrie
For Pete, Soren, and Valerie,
because you loved my stories first,
and that made all the difference
OTHER BOOKS BY RIPLEY PATTON
The PSS Chronicles:
Ghost Hold (Book Two)
Ghost Heart (Book Three)
Ghost Hope (Book Four, coming 2015)
Novellas:
Over The Rim (Young Adult Fantasy)
TABLE OF CONTENTS
1 THE NEW GUY
2 A BAG OF BLADES
3 RESCUE FROM THE RESTROOM
4 TELLING EMMA
5 THE DARK MAN
6 CPR IN THE CEMETERY
7 CLUELESS
8 MY MOTHER
9 A SLIGHT BREACH OF SECURITY
10 OUT OF THE FIRE
11 UMLOT MEMORIAL HOSPITAL
12 DR FINEMAN'S HAND
13 ESCAPE FROM UMLOT
14 BREATHE WITH ME
15 SOMEPLACE SAFE
16 DAVID'S LIST
17 EXPLANATIONS IN A TENT
18 JUST A LITTLE AIR RAID
19 BOYS WITH GUNS
20 JASON'S BULLET
21 THE BEST LAID PLANS
22 UNLOCKING THE BULLET
23 THE CAMFER SPY
24 BLOOD AND ROMANCE
25 LOSING EMMA
26 INTERROGATING MIKE
27 OPERATION ORANGE FRISBEE
28 THIS IS DAVID
29 PIZZA WITH A SIDE OF TAZER
30 LOSING MARCUS
31 FREEZERS DON'T SCREAM
32 THE DARK MAN'S LAIR
33 A COUCH IN THE WOODS
34 TRUST ME
35 JASON RETURNS
GHOST HOLD CHAPTER 1
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
1
THE NEW GUY
Five minutes into my Calc test, I glanced up and caught the new guy staring.
He sat across the aisle from me, his eyes locked on my glowy, see-through right hand and the pencil that hovered between my fingers, never quite touching them.
I slowly set my pencil on my desk.
His eyes tracked my movements, still staring.
I raised my fingers and wiggled them at him in a cheesy little wave. Normally, that was enough to make people turn away and try not to notice my ghost hand. But not this guy. Instead, he looked up, straight into my eyes with this way-too-intense gaze.
God, what was his problem? So I had PSS of the right hand. Psyche Sans Soma was a rare birth defect, but most people had at least heard of it. The internet had loads of stuff about PSS, and Sixty Minutes had done a whole segment on it for Christ’s sake. Besides, hadn’t anyone taught him that staring was rude?
I curled my hand into a fist and flipped him off, glaring at him through my own finger.
He raised his eyebrows and finally looked away, but I didn’t miss the smirk that played across his lips as he did.
Why were the hot ones always such cocky, self-absorbed douche bags?
Unfortunately, there was no denying he was good-looking. He had black hair, brown eyes, dark skin; not a tan but the kind that comes with your DNA. And he definitely had a nice body.
He glanced up from his test, caught me checking him out, and smirked even wider than before.
I felt the blush rise to my face and picked up my pencil, pretending to focus on the test, but after reading the next question four times, I still didn’t know what it said. What kind of a jerk comes into a new town and a new school, and spends the first day of his Calc class trying to make someone else feel like a freak? He was the noob; not me. He was the mid-semester transfer no one knew anything about except that he was from a school up near Chicago. And what was his name anyway? Seemed liked it began with a J. Or maybe an M.
At least he’d finally turned his attention away from me, his pencil scratching out answers the way mine should have been. He didn’t even have to take the test. Since it was his first day, Mr. Giannopoulos had given him permission to opt out, but New Guy had said, “That’s fine. I’ll take it.” Very studious of him. And annoying. Who takes a test when they don’t have to?
“Twenty minutes remaining,” Mr. G droned from his desk. Great. The test was twenty problems long, and I was only on number five.
The clock on the wall behind Mr. G ticked louder and louder as I scribbled down answers.
On question seven, my pencil tip snapped, the tiny mouse turd of lead rolling down the incline of my desk and dropping into my lap. I dug out another pencil from the coffin-shaped leather backpack at my feet, and that’s when I noticed that my ghost hand felt warm, which was weird. PSS wasn’t temperature sensitive. I’d held my hand over an open flame and stuck it in a bucket of ice, both times on a dare, and never felt a thing.
I rolled the new pencil between my warm ghost fingers. Weird or not, I had a test to finish.
“Ten minutes left,” Mr. G said when I’d only just answered question eight.
Passion Wainwright, who sat in front of me, got up from her desk and turned in her test. She was done already? Then again, Passion was the best student in the entire senior class. She pretty much had to be because she was the local pastor’s daughter. Her parents had named her after The Passion of Christ, this Easter play her church did every year in which Passion always played the Virgin Mary. The part actually fit her pretty well, because despite being blonde and skinny and beautiful, guys did not pursue Passion Wainwright. She wore turtlenecks, long-sleeved shirts, and long pants, even when it was warm, as if her wardrobe were some kind of “Do Not Enter” sign. She had a permanent parental waiver against changing for gym class because showing skin and wearing vintage nineties gym shorts was against her religion or something. Most days, I just felt sorry for her. Except when she turned in her Calc test with ten minutes to spare.
“Focus, Olivia,” I told myself, but the heat in my fingers was bordering on uncomfortable. I could always write with my other hand; I was ambidextrous. But if I switched, New Guy would think he’d made me self-conscious with all his staring. No way was I giving him that satisfaction. I gripped the pencil tighter in my hot little hand and soldiered on.
Passion came back, sat down, and pulled out her Bible for a little light reading.
I flicked a glance at New Guy, but he wasn’t there. He was up at Mr. G’s desk turning in his test. I hadn’t even heard him get up. I clutched my pencil and tried to answer question nine. I heard the rustle of New Guy sitting back down and caught a whiff of his cologne or deodorant—the smell of pine overlaid with a faint hint of smoke. It made me think of campfires, which made me think of how much my ghost hand felt like it was roasting over one.
It landed in the aisle and rolled toward New Guy’s desk. He put out a foot, trapping it, and kicked it back my direction, his glance following its progress as it came back to me, bumping up against the thick sole of my boot. His eyes rose up my multi-buckled calf to my thigh, then to my lap, stopping at the spot where I was doing my best to hide my hand under my desk.
I followed his gaze, looking down at the pool of blue PSS energy, shapeless and pulsing, writhing at the end of my wrist stump. I looked back up, locking eyes with him.
His expression was unreadable. He didn’t look surprised, or afraid, or alarmed. He just looked, his eyes fixed on my wacked-out hand, as if curious to see what it would do next.
I gritted my teeth and tried to focus my PSS back into shape. I was not going to be this guy’s personal freak show. I could fix this. It was just mind over matter.
But it didn’t work. If anything, the more I tried, the worse it got, expanding and losing even more definition. The burning sensation grew so intense I squeezed my eyes shut against it. All around me, I could hear the scrape and shuffle of students getting up and handing in their tests. I bent over my desk, trying to block my hand from view. For a moment, I thought about getting up and running out of class, but someone would see my hand for sure if I did that. Maybe if I took a deep breath, and calmed down, it would go back to normal on its own.
As if in response to that thought, the pain suddenly eased off.
I opened my eyes.
New Guy was leaning over the edge of his desk, and there seemed to be something wrong with his neck. He kept jerking his head toward Passion. What did he want? An introduction to Virgin Mary the hotty? If so, his timing was utter crap.
“Leave me alone,” I mouthed past clenched lips.
He shook his head and gave an exaggerated nod toward Passion again, rolling his eyes in her direction.
This time, I turned and looked.
Something was crawling up Passion’s back.
Not just one something. Five somethings. Five elongated, wisp-thin tendrils, winding their way up Passion’s chair, climbing her back, fluttering at the strands of hair that escaped from her ponytail, making a moving, barely-perceptible pattern of bluish light on the back of her white turtleneck so faint I could almost convince myself it was an optical illusion.
But it wasn’t.
It was my hand, my five fingers stretching impossibly and rising from under the front of my desk, groping the back of Passion Wainwright.
I yanked my wrist in toward my body, but it made no difference. I couldn’t feel my hand, couldn’t control those fingers or call them back.
Passion, intent on her Bible reading, shivered as if she felt a draft and absently brushed an undulating tendril away from her neck.
The thickest finger, the one in the middle, rose up along her spine, stopping at a spot right between her shoulder blades. It held level for a moment, weaving back and forth like some ghostly snake dancing to the tune of an invisible flute. Then it dipped forward, slipping silently through the thin cotton fabric of Passion’s shirt and straight into her back.
She didn’t make a sound as she went limp, her torso gently slanting toward her desk; the tendril of PSS embedded in her back the only thing holding her up.
I didn’t make a sound either, didn’t move, didn’t dare. What if moving made it worse? Oh my God, a voice yammered in my head, you think this could get worse?
I could feel New Guy’s eyes boring into the side of my head. Obviously, he could see my PSS skewering Passion. Why didn’t he jump up and scream and point? How could he just be sitting there so calmly?
I had to get away. From Passion. From everyone. But if I bolted, would my PSS come with me or stretch between my wrist and Passion like some horrible, incriminating rubber band? What would that do to my hand? What would it do to Passion?
I had no idea.
And before I could figure it out, the bell rang.
2
A BAG OF BLADES
All around me students slid from their desks and rushed the door. A short line formed in front of Mr. G’s desk, kids waiting to hand in their tests on the way out. Thankfully, they made a nice wall, blocking his view of Passion slanting oddly over her desk in the fourth row. But, any minute, someone would notice her, or see the faint PSS energy protruding from her back. Any minute, I was going to be in serious trouble.
Suddenly, New Guy was crouching next to me. With his right hand he plucked my pencil from the floor while his left hand reached under my desk and grabbed my wrist stump. I tried to pull away, but his grip was firm. People didn’t touch me there. I didn’t even know this guy. What the hell was he doing? He squeezed my wrist between his fingers and it went abruptly and unexpectedly cold. And then he let go, standing up just as Passion did a face-plant into her Bible.
“Mr. Giannopoulos, sir, I think this girl fainted,” New Guy said, putting his hand on her back, the picture of concern.
I stared at his hand—his normal hand—but there was nothing else there, no elongated tendrils of PSS or gaping hole to indicate where they had been.
I looked down in my lap. My ghost hand was back, normal as could be, glowing gently and nicely formed into a palm with four regular-sized fingers and one thumb. And there was something else in my lap—a clear plastic baggie full of a something grey and shiny. I had never seen it before, didn’t know what it was or where it had come from. Maybe New Guy had put it there—slipped it under my desk when he’d grabbed my wrist.
“What the—?” Mr. G said in alarm, jumping up from his chair and rushing over. “Passion, can you hear me?” he asked loudly, gently taking her by the shoulders and restoring her to an upright position.
Passion’s head lolled to one side.
Mr. G looked at New Guy and said, “Call 911.”
“She’s breathing,” Mr. G said as New Guy dialed, and I realized I hadn’t been. I’d been holding my breath, waiting for someone to discover I’d killed Passion Wainwright in Calc class. But she wasn’t dead. Mr. G said so. I took a deep, shaky breath.
When Mr. G pulled Passion’s long white sleeve back, perhaps to check her pulse, he sucked in air between his teeth, like a reverse whistle. He quickly yanked her sleeve back in place, but not before I’d seen the long white scars and the fresh pink cuts crisscrossing the surface of her inner arm.
Mr. G and I looked at each other. He knew I had seen it, and I could read the conclusion written all over his face; Mr. G thought he’d just discovered the reason Passion had fainted.
I looked up to gauge New Guy’s reaction, but he was on the other side of Passion, oblivious, phone to his ear, apparently still waiting for emergency services to pick up.
Passion gave a weak moan.
Mr. G seemed to come to a decision. “Hand me the phone,” he said to New Guy. “Someone get Passion some water,” he ordered toward the crowd of students gathering in the hall outside the door. There was no class in Mr. G’s room last period, so at least students weren’t streaming in.
New Guy handed his phone over to Mr. G just as the school nurse came pushing through the crowd. News of Passion’s faint had obviously made it to the main office at the other end of the building. Some random freshman brought in a Dixie cup of water. Passion was sitting up a little and seemed to have revived enough for the nurse to dribble some of it into her mouth. Coach Edmunds was doing crowd control in the hall, shooing kids to their next class. “Nothing to see here, folks. Move along,” his voice boomed down the long hallways. And Mr. G was on the phone with the 911 operator, talking them out of sending an ambulance.
I felt like I was watching all this from a distance, like there was some kind of screen between me and everything that was happening.
New Guy looked down at me, his eyes full of concern, as if I were the one who’d just been shish-kabobbed.
In a groggy, slurring voice, Passion asked the nurse, “What happened?”
Out in the hallway, the bell rang, signaling the start of the day’s last class.
It was my chance to get away. I started to shift out of my desk, forgetting the baggie which began to slide off my lap. I caught it with my left hand and felt a sudden bite of pain. I looked down. One of the shiny grey things was poking through the plastic, its sharp-edged corner digging into my index finger. When I pulled my finger away, I could see the wound; a thin precise line of red where the blade had cut me. Cut me. And cut her. Cutter. Passion Wainwright was a cutter. That was why she wore long sleeves and didn’t change for gym. It had nothing to do with her religion. She’d just been hiding her scars. Passion Wainwright, the pastor’s daughter, was a cutter and my ghost hand had reached into her. I looked down at the baggie in my lap—a bag full of sharp, thin-edged razor blades. They hadn’t come from the New Guy. He hadn’t put them in my lap.
“You two,” Mr. G said, looking at both of us. “Join me at the back for a minute.” It wasn’t a request.
As soon as they turned away, I slipped the bag of blades down into my pack and zipped it up. Then I made my way to the back of the classroom.
“Thank you both for your help,” Mr. G said, arms crossed, his face serious. “You acted very maturely, especially you, Marcus. Quite a first day you’ve had.”
“I just noticed she was slumped over, that’s all,” Marcus said.
New Guy’s name was Marcus then. He didn’t look like a Marcus. Marcuses went to private schools and had trust funds and traveled to Europe for their family vacations. He looked and smelled more down-to-earth than that.
“You stayed calm,” Mr. G was saying, “and I’m sure you can both understand the need to keep this incident from becoming a major topic of conversation amongst the student body. I think Passion would appreciate your discretion,” he finished, nodding toward the front of the class where the nurse was helping Passion gather her things.