Cruel Lies

by Ember Rose

  Then I hear the cackling of this fucking bitch Ashley “ya know Kinsley if you stop fuckin everyone this wouldn’t be a problem. Besides I’m surprise the guy in the picture is actually our age.” What the fuck is that supposed to mean?

  I snatch the bitch up by the hair “why the fuck would you say that you dumb bitch.” I spit out, and slam her face into the locker. She screams, and I pull her head back. She smiles with blood covering her teeth. She whispered something I didn’t expect in a million years “I saw you two fuckin three years ago.. Maybe stop fuckin everyone, and this wouldn’t be a problem.” My blood went cold, and I saw red. I grabbed her hair, and started rag dolling her. Then I throw her on the ground, and get on top of her, put my hands around her throat. She clawed at my hands, but I couldn’t stop. I felt like I was back in the room with him. I wanted death. Someone yanked me off of her, and she gasped for air. “Ever repeat that you fuckin cunt, and I’ll kill you!” It was Tigger restraining me “shhh shh I got you princess.” I finally calmed down, and my brother grabbed my arm. “Let’s go home I think we’ve earned a day off.” Nodding I followed him back to the truck.

  Chapter 9

  Kinsley

  We all just sit in silence in the clubs game room. Tigger breaks the silence “can I just say our girl is bad ass! Did you guys see that head butt? His face is gonna be really fucked up!” He was laughing Midas usually doesn’t talk much, but he jumped in “fuck that! Did you see her bite a chunk out of his neck? She went straight savage on his ass!” I smirk.

  My brother was the only one who didn’t wanna make lite of the situation “Kinsley who was the guy in the photo.” I let out an annoyed breath “do you not get it? I don’t know the guy. I never fucked him, look when Tigger left I started to feel drowsy.” My brother shot to his feet. “Are you saying that you were roofied!?” I shake my head “no I’m saying I was drugged yes, but I remember everything up until I passed out.” I blushed, and Tigger raised an eyebrow “so what we’re you doing before you passed out?” Fucking asshole knew I didn’t wanna say, but fuck it.“Grim had just got done fingering me if you must fuckin know.”

  A chorus of ‘what the fucks’ sound off in the room. Everyone’s mood becomes pissed off. “Why the fuck would you ever let a guy from their club fuckin touch you! After what they did to you!!” My brother roars. I stand up I talk in a calm smooth voice “you keep saying that, but up until Saturday they never really did anything to me. So what the fuck are you talking about!?” Ghost blinks at me “a member of their fuckin crew beat, and raped you. How the fuck can you forget that!” I was taken back. Why the fuck would they think that? “Ghost no one from that club raped me. Why the hell would you even think it was them? I never said shit!”

  He shakes his head “maybe you were beaten to badly before, and just can’t recall. Snake saw the guy leaving our old house. He was there to pick something up for dad, remember?” Fuckin Snake that piece of shit! “Listen to me, and listen good brother. I know the guy who raped me. I remember EVERY fuckin detail of what happened. It was not that fuckin club.” He shakes his head again, “but Snake said—.” I cut him off, and snap “I don’t give a flying fuck what Snake said!”

  Something in my brother’s eyes changed. I knew I fucked up. I said that with way to much venom towards Snake. My brother grabs my hand tight, and lifts my chin with his other hand “Kins ... did Snake?” He couldn’t even bring himself to say the words. I need to fuckin fix this. “no Ghost it wasn’t Snake. I just hate talking about this... Snake probably just got confused because the guy who did it… he rides a bike to.” He drops my chin, and grabs my other hand “please tell us who did it... I need to bring this to the table!” I shake my head hard “please Kayden I don’t wanna keep reliving it please just let it drop.” I haven’t called him Kayden for a while. I guess he feels how much I need him to drop it. He just nods, and pulls me in for a hug.

  I’m so emotionally drained. I just leave them to sit with their own thoughts. I go to find my dad. I find him in his office he looks up “hey princess why are you not in school.” I shrug “hey dad it’s just a bunch of bullshit. We can talk about it later I just need a mental break. You ready to go look at a car?” He looks like he wants to argue, but doesn't. He grabs the truck keys. On our way out we walk past my brother, and Tigger. I shake my head for them not to say anything.

  We pull up at the BMW sales lot. Right off the bat I see the car I want. It’s a pearl white BMW I8. A sales person walks up to us, and ask if we need help I point exactly to it. No need to fuck around when I know what I want. I pull up in my new car my dad pulled in right on side of me... Once we get inside I knew what was coming. “Princess before you’re go I wanna have that uh talk.” I take a deep breath, and tell him what happened. Leaving out the same shit I did with the boys. He’s furious “GHOST!” My dad roars all three boys come running. My dad grabs Tigger by the collar “you had to get you dick wet! You left her defenseless!” He’s practically shaking he’s so mad. I squeezed between them. I can tell Tigger is defeated. He feels he fucked up, and deserves punishment. It’s written all over his face.

  I have my back to Tigger’s front. I put my palms on my dad’s chest, and push “dad. Back. Off.” I grunt with a hard shove “Kins it’s fine he’s right.” I roll my eyes “shut up dipshit.” My dad still fuming. “I want all of you to listen, and listen good. This shit ends now! I take care of my fuckin self. Have been for a while now. Dad please, please let me handle it. If it becomes too much to handle or the older club members get involved. I’ll come to you I promise let me deal with the high school shit or… or I’ll fuckin leave.”

  I can tell he’s having trouble with this. He doesn’t wanna lose control, but what he’s realizing is that he lost all control when I was sent to grandmas. “If you want to keep me here let me do this my way.” He takes a deep breath “okay, but the boys help you! And, if you get hurt it’s the boys asses on the line... we all nod. I’m glad he’s finally backing off, and letting me be who I’ve been for the last few ears.

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  Its Thursday I haven’t seen Grim, and Ashley since the fight on Monday. I pull up in my new car. My brother, and his crew pull up on their bikes, and park right next to me... I can hear people whispering about the pictures, but fuck’em. If they got a problem I’m right fuckin here. No one gonna say shit though cause they just a bunch of gossiping pussies! The day is dragging on lunch finally arrives, and as I’m walking in the cafeteria I see someone stick their foot out. But, it’s too late to do anything about it I trip, and smack my head on the table. My vision turns hazy I feel the blood coming down the side of my face. When my vision finally comes to focus I use the table to pull myself up. I notice Ashley with a big smirk on her face. I’m dumbfounded the bitch is this stupid.

  “ Haven’t you learned Ashley?” She smirked, and looked at the teacher in the cafeteria. I smile back “what? you think I’m scared to get in trouble?” Her smiled slipped. “At least I don’t fuck old guys.” I grabbed the hard plastic cafeteria tray, and whacked it across her face as hard as I could. “I told you to shut the fuck up you dumb bitch!” I toss the trey to the side as I move forward. I fight though the throbbing pain of my arm.

  She starts screaming when I start landing punches on her. My brother and Tigger run up trying to pull me away. When I’m almost out of reach I grab a healthy handful of her hair. So when they are pulling me away I take her with me. A big smile on my face “you gonna fuck with me again Ashley!? She whimpers out a pathetic ‘no.’ I let go of her hair “keep me out of your fucking mouth, and quit fucking with me! Ya got me!? I swear on everything I hold dear that If you don’t you’ll be getting carried out in a fuckin ambulance.” I shrug off the boys and walk away.

  Well I was given an official suspension. I wasn’t allowed to return until next Wednesday. Didn’t bother me none. I can spend my time training, and healing this fuckin arm.

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  The days went by slow , when
I was happy about being suspended I apparently wasn’t thinking of where I would spend my time. I was glad Wednesday finally arrived. I wanted to be away from the club house as much as possible. Which is harder when you’re suspended from school. I walk in with the guys at my side. I see Grim by Ashley’s locker i roll my eyes. Fuck him, and fuck her. I made it through my first few classes. I’m a little behind on everything, but I managed.

  The guys wait by the lunch room door for me. I guess this is their way of making sure nothing else happens. I see Grim across the lunch room smiling this big’ol fuckin smile. I take my seat at the table with the guys. When the intercom comes on heavy breathing starts in it. Tigger makes a joke “yo the principle must be getting it on!” Then I hear a voice. “You like watching him Kinsley?” More heavy breathing my face goes ghostly white. Oh no Tigger’s grin falls. I look over at Grim smiling. That fucking asshole! “You like watching Tigger slam in, and out of a bitch he wishes were you.” I look back at Tigger his eyes are focused on me the slight smacking sound of Tigger fuckin in the background of the recording... I start moaning, and it’s not hard to put together that Grim is fingering me. I groan “yesssss” though my release. He pulls his fingers out of my pussy, and licks them “mmm you taste so fucking good.”

  The recording cuts out. It’s so fuckin silent I could hear a pen drop from across the cafeteria. My brother’s chair screeches when he pushes to stand up “what the fuck Kins!” I just look down at my hands. Grim wants a fuckin war! Then he’s got one. “Get you’re shit Kins we’re leaving.” I grab my back pack, and hold my head as tall as I fuckin could like this shit didn’t affect me. People we’re laughing as we left the lunch room. I make it back to the club only a minute before the guys. I bee-line to my room, and lock the door. Only a moment later someone tries the door knob. Ghost says in a calm voice “Kinsley stop acting like a child open the door or we break it the fuck down.” I open the door, and all three boys file in. Tigger closes it behind him.

  My brother kicks off this train wreck “this is so fucked up! That was something I wish I could erase from my fucking mind!” he and I both… He laughs “you know how fucked in the head you are? Watching Tigger like that.” Tigger clears his throat “um Ghost maybe this is a conversation Kinsley, and I need to have alone.” My brother huffs “fine I don’t really wanna have this conversation anyways, but Tigger if you fuckin try anything with her…my dad will be first to know. We will be in the hall.”

  They walk out, and Tigger sits next to me on my bed. He’s blushing. “Ya know Kins I don’t think you’re fucked up. I don’t really know what to say about this.” I feel almost like a child. Tigger and I have never been like this. For the first time ever I’m feeling really uncomfortable around Tigger. “Look Tigger I was out of my mind drowsy. I was looking for the bathroom, and it just sort of happened that way. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to piss you off or whatever this is.”

  He shakes his head “I’m not mad, I’m not sure exactly how I feel... Maybe a little embarrassed?” He ran his fingers through his hair, “but never mad. Look Kins when I was fuckin that girl I was picturing you... But, you know that can never happen right Kins?” He looks like he’s struggling to find the words. I’m a little upset at what he’s saying, but I don’t know why. I’ve always known this was just a game with us. A very flirty dangerous game. I’m embarrassed now. He’s giving me the ‘we can only be friends talk.’ Like what the fuck. Talking to me like I’m an obsessed love sick little girl. Me being uncomfortable is quickly turning into anger.

  Maybe I’m taking this the wrong way. But, I can’t help my feelings being hurt. He continued “we can never take this any farther than we have... Hell maybe we should tone it down some. This club is my family I can’t lose this... not for whatever it is were doing” A few moments passed, and I didn’t say a thing. “Kinsley? You understand right princess?” My face is stone “yeah, i got it. I’ve never lost sight of what this truly was.” I said that a little harsher then I would have liked. But, fuck it I’m the motha-fuckin-Ice-princess.

  I get up, and grab some clothes from my dresser before heading to the bathroom “shut the door on your way out.”

  He moves to say something else, but I cut him off. “I said get it! Now get out Shawn.” I was cold as ice. He stopped dead in his tracks sadness coving his eyes. He gives me a nod “I’m sorry Kinsley.” I look back one last time “I’m not.” I slam the bathroom door shut. I just need to soak in a hot shower. Now that the awkward part is over I need to come up with a revenge plan. Come on, Think! Think! What the fuck can I do to get back at fuckin Grim?

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  I was up earlier than normal. I left before everyone to. I had to get something for my revenge against Grim. Once at school I waited outside my car for the boys to show up. Ghost was the first to jump off his bike “where the fuck were you this morning?” I shrugged “I had to get something.” I pulled out a small three inch bottle. “What the hell is that” Tigger asked. I rolled my eyes, and turned so I was only facing my brother “this is my plan for revenge. Ghost I need you to put a couple drops of this in Grim’s sports bottle after gym when he’s in the shower.” Tigger steps forward “I can do it for you Kins.” I don’t mean to be a cold bitch, but fuck him. I never asked him for more then what it was, and he made me feel disgusted with myself. From now on he’s my brother’s friend, and nothing to me.

  I look at him with a dead stare “I didn’t fuckin ask you. I asked my brother.” Looking back to Ghost who was looking at us in an uncomfortable way. Like when a sibling watches the other be punished when it’s normally them. “So Ghost can you do this for me?” Tigger takes a step back like a scolded child. Good! Fuck’em. Ghost shrugs “sure what is it.” I smile a wicked fuckin smile “you’ll see.” I hand it to him, and take off for first period.

  Let me tell you lunch couldn’t get here fast enough. When I got to the lunch room I picked the perfects seat to watch the show. I didn’t bother with lunch cause I wouldn’t be able to keep it down if all goes according to plan. The boys put their trays down. “Why are we sitting here” Tigger questions I ignore him completely. Midas speaks in a scared kinda question voice “ummmm, why are we sitting here?” I smile bright at him

  “Because my dear cute Midas this is the best view in the theater.” Tigger scuffs I look at my brother who’s about to take a bite of his food. “I wouldn’t do that if I were you. How many drops did you put in his water?” I asked. He put his food down “the whole bottle, and why wouldn’t I wanna eat?” My eyes damn near pop out my head, and I laughed so fuckin loud people were staring at me. “Holy shit! The whole bottle!?!? Oh this is gonna be good. I really wouldn’t eat it now.”

  I see Grim sit down, and he has a pained expression on his face. This should be videoed “Midas I want this on tape!” He nods, and pulls out his phone. All of a sudden Grim shoots up from the table. I couldn’t help, but laugh already. I knew what was coming! Looks like he heard me laugh cause his eyes find mine, and he’s pissed! He has to come right by my table to get to the bathroom. Another part of my plan working out brilliantly!

  He rushed toward the bathroom behind me. He keeps his eyes narrowed, and just when he passed I shoot my foot out. In his attempt to dodge it he must’ve clenched to hard cause a loud ass fart sounded the cafeteria. He keeps going, and not having time to stop, and scold me… you can see shit! Literal shit leaking from the bottom of his pants. I jump up, and scream. Im as dramatic as I can be “ ewww that’s so fuckin gross!!!!” My table is laughing the hardest. They all have tears coming out of their eyes. “Ok guys for real it’s starting to smell in here. We gotta go!” We get the fuck out of there, and my brother swoops me up in a hug! “You brilliant fuckin genius you! How the fuck did you come up with that!” I smiled “he embarrassed me with my body. Now I’ve embarrassed him with his.”

  I knew this war was far from over, but I’ll take my win for the day! No ones has seen him since the incident, and Midas put the video on a
loop on every single social media platform. For today life was fuckin good!

  Chapter 10

  Kinsley

  I walk in the club with a big smile nothing can ruin my day. I finally got some payback for everything that asshole did to me. I skipped my happy ass into the kitchen, and was making some coco pebbles. When I turn for the door I jump spilling some milk over the edge of my bowl. “ Make some noise next time you fuckin’ snake” I hiss, and with an innocent girl voice I correct myself “ I mean Snake.” Snake grabs my bowl out of my hand, and quickly tosses it in the sink “what the fuck Snake.” He shakes his head “you’re fuckin up little girl. Keep pulling stunts like the one you pulled at the barbecue. I’ll make good on my promise.” He growls. My eyes narrow “read my lips Snake. I don’t give a fuck!”

  Just when he takes a step closer Tigger walks in, and stops in his track when he sees the standoff between us. “Everything ok in here?” He asks looking between Snake, and me. Looking back at Snake I say “yeah we’re good.” and I skip my way out. Tigger followed “Kins can we talk for a moment.” I roll my eyes “I’m a bit busy right now Tigger.” He grabbed my hand, and brought me to a stop “it will only take a fuckin minute Kinsley!” I turned “what could you possibly want.” I yanked my hand out of his. “I know you’re mad Kinsley. I’m sorry! I just can’t lose this club...”