Cruel Lies

by Ember Rose

  I’m feeling really buzzed. I tap Dylan’s shoulder “let’s dance please.” He nods, and I start grinding on him. Then, he grabs my hand, and twirls me I laugh. After a few songs we walk back to the bar. I need some water. I notice Tigger is missing, and so is his dimwitted girlfriend. Good riddance. If I look in the bitches’ ears I could probably see straight through them.

  Dylan’s talking to my brother. So I just tapped him on the shoulder.“hey I gotta pee I’ll be right back.” He nods, and kisses me on the cheek. Once I pee, and wash my hands I open the door, and go to walk out. All of a sudden I’m pushed back by Snake. I trip, and fall to the ground because of these damn heels! He closed, and locked the door. I get to my feet, and get grabbed by the hair, and slammed into the door.

  I have a really sick feeling. God I can’t let this happen again! “Kinsley, Kinsley, Kinsley, mmm my sweet virgin Kinsley. You know I still jerk off to that night.” A tear slips down my face. He turns me around to face him. Fuck he stinks. I feel like I wanna barf. He smells my hair, and licks the side of my face. I try to push him off. He grabs my throat and squeezes. I can’t fucking breath. He licks the side of my face, and I claw at his arm. It’s like all of my fuckin training went out the window, and I’m back to being that same useless 14 year old girl.

  I try to bite him, and he slams me again “hold still bitch!” Tears are flowing freely “get the fuck off me!” A knock at the door comes a very annoying voice comes to the door. Tigger’s girlfriend “are you ok in there?” Snake puts his hand over my mouth, and whispers something I never in a million years would have thought “listen bitch you tell her you’re ok, and I’ll tell you where you’re mom really went. She isn’t dead Kinsley... She wanted out of this life.” I stare at him trying to decipher whether he’s telling the truth. Another knock came “you have three seconds to decide bitch.” I quickly made up my mind “yeah I’m fine you fuckin airhead! Go back to your needle dick boyfriend!” Snake smirks, and starts rubbing my arms. I heard the girl stomping down the hall. He grabs my breast “good girl just relax I can make this good for you.” When he moved his fingers down, and starts kissing my neck I take the moment given to me, and knee the fucker in the balls. He shuffles back, and dry heaves. I knee him right in the fucking face! When he falls back I rush to unlock the door.

  I’m practically running down the hall. I look back from where I came making sure Snake wasn’t following. I ran right into some one, and practically cry out. “Jeeze Kinsley what’s wrong!” My brother’s voice, and then Tigger’s voice of rage surrounds me. “What the fuck Kinsley. You got no fuckin right to talk to her the way you did!” I turn to face him. His face changes immediately “what’s wrong.” He grabs my hand. I shake my head “nothing I’m ok sorry about your girlfriend. I’ll buy her a book or something.” Trying to come off sarcastic, but my voice still has too much terror in it. My brother moves my hair back “what the fuck is that Kinsley!?” I try to school my face. “Hickies?” He shakes his head “no Kinsley. The finger marks that are turning into bruises!!!” I give the best smile I could. “Dylan, and I like things rough. Just ask Tigger he was there last night.” I skip off leaving them there.

  I found Dylan talking with my dad, and go to stand next to them. “Hey daddy were gonna bounce out of here for a little bit. I wanna show Dylan the hang out.” My dad nods “ok princess I’ll see you tonight.” I grab Dylan by the hand, and just as we turn to go towards the door Snake emerged from the hall, and both my brother and Tigger are arguing when they notice him... I think their catching on. I need to get the fuck out of here!

  Chapter 15

  Kinsley

  Walking into the hang out I notice a few things. One that grim was staring at me. Actually, I have more than just Grim staring at me. I mean I am the only person dressed to the nine in the hang out. With heels and a sexy dress. The next thing I notice that really pisses me off, are my friends. Not only do I notice them, but they are hanging all over Grim’s friends. Like, what the fuck! I’m dumb founded. It’s bad enough they’ve been ditching me to hang out with assholes who keep trying to ruin my like. But, to ditch me on my birthday? That’s all kinds of fucked up. Dylan can tell I’m angry. He leans in, and says “what’s wrong Kins?”

  I shake my head “nothing.” Dylan follows my line of sight “aren’t those you’re friends?” Still glaring in their direction “yeah, they’re supposed to be.” He says “wow, I can’t believe after the shit those guys pulled on you at that party your friends would fuck with them like that.” I didn’t say anything because I don’t have an answer.

  They look over, and see me. Cori sends a wave telling me to come over I don’t respond. They look like they want to come talk to me, but don’t because they see how pissed I am. Dylan leans over “want me to do something.” I shrug “no it’s ok, I just wanna enjoy my birthday for a little while.” Dylan stands there for a second “you’ll enjoy this I promise.” Before I know it he’s walking over there in the most feminine way! He’s never walked like this! The girls eyes get wide, probably what he’s going to do. I’m wondering the same thing. In the next few moments we all get our answers.

  Dylan walks up to Grim, and I hear in this girly-est and most flamboyant voice ever! Is he doing what I think he’s gonna do?! I want to see where Dylan takes this. He cocks his hand on his hip, and speaks so loud “Are you fuckin kidding me! After the amazing night we shared!” Grim looks around confused. He sees everyone including his friends staring at both him, and Dylan.

  Dylan continued “I waited for two hours at our special place!” Dylan does Quotation fingers around the word special. “Grim baby you said we were going to talk about going public. That we wouldn’t have to hide anymore!” Dylan walks up to Grim pretty much nose to nose. I think Grim is too shocked to push him away. They are so close that if either of them moves their lips will touch. Everyone is looking at them with wide shock eyes. Grim tells him “I have no idea what you the fuck you talking about.” Grim now shoved Dylan back a few steps “are you on something right now!? We were never together in any type of way!” Dylan puts his hand to his chest to fake hurt, and says “so this is how you treat me after everything I have done for you. Come on baby let’s leave, and talk about this there’s no more reason to hide anymore.”

  That’s when I bust out laughing. You can see people recording this on their phone. Grim hears me, and looks me in the eyes. He’s so pissed he walks right passed me without saying a word. Well fuck him that what he fuckin gets for embarrassing me. Now he is embarrassed.

  Karma is a bitch, and she just so happens to be my best fuckin friend right now. Grims friends follow him out. Dylan walks back to me with a smile. I jump in his arms, and give him a big ole kiss. “Thank you! That just made my fuckin birthday.” He leans in, and kisses my head “no problem Kins I would do anything for you.”

  We go to the bar grab a few shots. My friends walk up slowly like they don’t know how to approach me. When I look at them they speak “hey Kins.” I shake my head “no don't ‘hey Kins’ me. You ditch me the last two weeks, and you ditch me on my fuckin birthday! And, for those fucks!?” They look at me with this guilt in their eyes. Keira steps forward.“we’re so sorry Kins we forgot. We’ve been hanging out with their friends we really like them. They aren’t as bad as you think. We just didn’t know how to tell you.” I scuff. They aren’t that bad to them because they weren’t the ones humiliated over, and over. They don’t know the truth behind what happened to me. They weren’t at the barbecue when my dad told everyone. I take a deep breath “I hate that y’all are hanging out with them after what they’ve done to me. No girl should ever be drugged, striped, and taken advantage of! Even if it they didn’t rape me. They violated me. Ya know what I would have gotten over this bullshit. What I will never forget is that y’all been hiding it from me, you’ve been ditching me. Trust me I know they can have their moments. Me, and Grim are the same way one minute I see one side, and the next I see another.”

 
I take another breath “I’m gonna let this go, but I don’t think I’ll be able to trust you guys for a while.” I decide to forgive them because it’s my birthday, and I have enough depressing shit going on. We dropped the subject, and started taking shots, and dancing.

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  I woke up this morning with a big ass headache. I reached over to crab my phone so I can check the time, and my arm connected with a body. When my eyes finally adjusted I saw Cori, and Keira lying in my bed with me. I don’t remember how we got back or why they are laying in my bed. I looked at my phone, and I shook them awake they groaned. Cori asked “what time is it.” I rub a hand over my face “its 9:00am. Come on guys get up. We have to get ready for the barbecue.”

  We all got up, and got ready. I see my brother so the girls, and I go, and take a seat with his crew. The only thing I wish I could change was the fact that Tigger is here with his brained dead girlfriend. But, we are all having a good time. We’re joking, and eating. I really missed my friends I’m glad we talked, and they stopped avoiding me. They will have to earn my trust back though. Out of the blue Tigger’s girlfriend says “hey Kinsley can we like talk for a second?” Even Tigger rolls his eyes. Ha, I’m glad the bitch annoys him, and is up his ass 24/7. Serves him right. I nod to his girlfriend “yeah sure” we get up, and walk off to the side.

  She puts her hands on her hips “what did I like do to you for you to not like me?” I rolled my eyes, because I’m so sick of the fucking drama so I decided to be the big girl. “Look Tiana it's not that I don't like you. I just wish you would cut the bullshit. It's annoying.” She's looking at me like is she serious “my name is Tara! Don't you like fuckin listen to a thing I say!?” I give her a bored look “I try my best not to.” I decided this conversation was over. I walked off while she was mid-sentence.

  Once seated back in my spot trying to talk to my friends. The bitch stomps her Rhinoceros feet over to me. I look to my brother “where is Tigger?” I want him to get his bitch. My brother held up an empty beer bottle “went to get more. He lost at rock, paper, and scissors.” I laugh “yall are childish.” I hear the bitch tapping her foot “umm excuses me Kinsley I wasn’t done talking.” I look back at her “well, I was.”

  She huffs” well do you think you could give me like a few more fuckin minutes!?” I ignore her, and go back to talking to my friends when her voice pierces my ears! “Kinsley I know you can like hear me!” That's it ignoring her just isn’t working “look bitch this dumb blonde shit no matter an act or not is fucking annoying! ‘Like ‘do you understand.”

  I turn my back to her again. My friends are giving me the ‘is she fuckin serious’ look. The bitch it still standing there! “Come on girls lets fuckin move. This table has a pest problem.” We move to another table, and I catch them up on everything they missed including Tigger, and his girlfriend drama. They tell me about Grims friends, and what’s been going on. As much as I hate it I’m glad their happy.

  I sigh “look I’m not going to act like I’m jumping for joy, but I’m glad y’all are happy. However, if they do anything to y’all or me! I can’t be accountable for what I’ll do. Honestly, they will probably come up missing.” We all laugh. Cori and Keira look at each other, and then they say “deal” at the same time. Then I see someone walking over out the corner of my eye.

  This bitch just don’t fuckin quit does she? She walks up, and starts talking which I wish she wouldn't “look bitch I don’t know what the fuck I did to you. But like if it’s because I’m with Tigger like you will have to like get the fuck over it. I've heard people talking. They say y'all used to like flirt a lot. They say he turned you down, and you took it, like really hard. ”

  I don’t know who this bitch thinks she is “ok I’m done being fuckin nice, and yes bitch that was me being nice. Now, to address the bullshit about Tigger, and I. There was nothing going on with us. But, I suggest you mind you’re fuckin business. Before, I put you down like the dumb bitch you are.”

  I can seem steam coming out her ears. I roll my eyes, and turn back to my friends. I feel someone yank my hair hard enough I almost fall off the bench. I stand, and turn around to see this bitch smile like she just won. I smile evilly back. I step close to her “you just fucked up.” Her smile drops. I see Tigger just now returning with the drinks. So to do maximum damage before anyone gets to us. I tuck my fist in my breast, and quickly slammed my elbow into the side of her face busting her cheek open. She falls to the ground, and I climb on top of her, and grab her hair yanking her head to the side “next time you touch me bitch I am gunna carve my name in your fuckin forehead! Ya got me?!”

  I'm yanked off her, and thrown to the side. Tigger is helping her up. I can't believe the fucker threw me. “What the fuck Kinsley!? You’ve been being a bitch to her since I introduced y’all.” I get fuckin pissed “I didn’t do shit! you’re dumb bitch walked up to me, and started shit! She knows better than to fucking touch me now! don't you bitch!?” Tigger is pissed. Maybe he does care for this girl. “You can’t just beat people up because they touch you.” He obviously thinks very little of me thinking I would just attack someone. Cori laughs “wow Tigger you really think so little of her?” She took the words pretty much right out of my head. Then Keira steps up “you’re bitch practically ripped Kinsley out of her seat by her hair! She got what she deserved.” I’m so done with this shit. I shoulder check Tigger as I walk, and head to my room. I wonder where Dylan is. I haven't seen him all day. My friends walk in my room with big smiles “Hey Kins don’t worry about that bitch she was asking for it.”

  Chapter 16

  Grim

  I normally drag my ass to get up, and get ready for school. But, I’m on a mission today. I plan on having a talk with Ashley, the stupid bitch. I'm tired of wondering what that conversation was about. I know Kinsley won't tell me shit. So I figured with the right kinda motivation Ashley will talk. At some point I want to talk to Kinsley. I need this war we have going on to stop. I need her to see me a different way other than an asshole. Then I can start working on making her my girl. She doesn’t know it yet, but she will be mine by the end of the week.

  I’m about to walk out the club house when someone grabbed my arm. I turn around, and realize it’s a club whore I fucked around with a couple times. She steps closer while running her finger up, and down my chest. She gives me what’s supposed to be a seductive look “hey baby you wanna have some fun when you get back later.” I grab her hand, and remove it. I must of been really drunk, and had on beer goggles. I wouldn't have touched this used up pussy to save my life otherwise. I mean I don’t even remember her name. I look her straight in the eyes with a dead as look because I can’t have any one cause me problems when I make Kinsley my girl. “No, I'm fuckin busy.” I start walking away, and stop “oh, one more thing I’m kinda seeing someone. So just ….don’t ever fuckin touch me again.”

  Once at school, I head straight to class. I want to take this time to get my head straight and rethink all I’ve herd. I’ve decided to wait until lunch to have that talk with Ashley. I sit next to the guys, and nod to Gear “ey, remember that conversation I told you I overheard with Ashley.” He nods his head “yeah what about it?” I look at the teacher as he’s passing out our work, and back to Gear “well I plan on talking to her about it today. But, I’m waiting until lunch to talk to her.” He nods… I don’t like leaving my guys out of anything, no matter how small I think it is.

  By the time lunch rolls around I notice I didn’t see Kinsley at all today. I hate thinking she skipped to be with that ass Dylan. I don’t know what the fuck his problem was Saturday. That shit he pulled was beyond fucked up. The only thing that makes since is that he was doing it for Kinsley. If he did it for her, then I get it. I’ve done some really fucked up shit to her. Which is exactly why I just walked off instead of hitting the fucker like I wanted...? I texted Ashley to meet me in my first period classroom so we can talk while it’s empty.

  I see her walk in with a
huge smile on her face like she won the lottery. She probably thinks I come to my senses, and wants to be with her. Like that will ever fuckin happen. I can’t wait to see her face when she realizes this conversation is about Kinsley. Last time I brought up the topic of Kinsley, the bitch practically had a meltdown.

  I have to play my cards just right or the bitch will keep shit to herself just to spite me. She walks up to me about to kiss me, but I stick my hands out, and stop her. Her smile turns into a deep frown “what’s wrong?”

  “Nothing babe we’ll get to that, but I have a few questions about Kinsley I need answered.” The look of hate crosses her face “listen Ashley after the bitch had her friend embarrass me at the hangout.” I shake my head doing my best to act pissed at the thought. I continue with my act “I need something fuckin solid to ruin her.” Her smile returned to her face in a flash. “Oh baby do I have something to tell you!” She said excitedly “4 years ago I seen her fuckin this older man. She’s known him for like ever. When we were friends we used to talk about how we wanted to lose our v-card. She always said she wanted someone with experience so it wouldn’t hurt as much.” She laughed “I guess she finally got that cock she wanted.” I soak up the information “you know the guy?” She rolls her eyes “everyone knows the guy, but I’m not saying his name. I told him I would keep his secret. Besides he scares me. So fuck that.” I just give her a dirty look “you should be more scared of me Ashley.” She laughs, and throws her arms around my neck “don’t be silly.” Now that I’m done getting info I push her away from me. Her smile drops. I look at Ashley “thank you, that’s all I needed.” She gives me a confused look “what do you mean baby?” I shake my head and snap at her “I mean Ashley I don’t fucking want you. I’m never going to touch you ever again. Got me?!” She looks pissed. “Oh by the way stop telling Kinsley to stay away from me. You’re starting to really piss me off acting like I’m yours. When the truth is I never was or will be.”