"Yes, it is. I love you, Mac." Finn leaned in and kissed her. "Will you wear it? Please?"
"I can't believe you love me."
"Of course I love you. What's not to believe. You're sweet, and beautiful, and sexy and you keep my dick hard just by being in the general vicinity, you are a talented musician, and you make me so very, very happy."
"But—"
"Enough with the self-doubt. Will you wear it?"
"Of course I'll wear it."
Finn took the chain from the box and placed it around Mac's neck. He kissed her as he clicked the lock in place. "I think you may be paying for making me wait like that when you already knew your answer."
"In what currency?"
"Oh, you are awfully feisty this Christmas Eve."
"I'm excited. It's time for Santa to open a gift from his sub."
Mac ran out of the room and returned moments later sporting a Santa hat and carrying an exquisitely wrapped box. "Here."
Finn took the box and untied the ribbon.
"Hurry up."
"Patience, elf. It's my present and I will open it in my own time." He picked at the tape and carefully removed the paper. It was too lovely to tear, especially since it came from his first gift from Mac. He already planned to use it next time he gave her a present. He wasn't embarrassed to be sentimental about such things.
He opened the lid. Inside lay a set of black leather wrist and ankle cuffs inlaid with little red hearts. He looked up at Mac and cocked an eyebrow.
"Okay, so it's kind of a twist on how a guy buys a woman lingerie, but it's really a present for him."
"You need to be absolutely clear with me about what these mean, love, because there is no room for error."
"I want you to restrain me while we have every kind of sex."
"Honey, we've only just started having sex of any kind. Yes, it's been going fabulously, and I'm all for you pushing your boundaries, but don't you think it's a little soon to be adding bondage and exotic flavours to the menu?"
"I need to try. If I can do this, then everything else should be a walk in the park, don't you think?"
"No. I don't think. I'm not saying no to trying this, but you need to understand that conquering something near the top of your scary list doesn't mean that everything below it will no longer be scary or a potential issue."
"Yeah, I get that. I suppose, I'm a little high from all my successes and maybe letting them go to my head."
"I want you to celebrate every success you have in whatever way works for you. Just know that I'll be here when I think you need a voice of reason."
"Does this mean we can try?"
"Yes, but in addition to your safewords, you're going to hold a ball in each hand. If either ball drops, its the same as saying red. Everything stops and I get you free. Clear?"
"Clear."
"Safewords?"
Yellow for a minute or to make a change, red to bail."
"Good. And the added safety feature?"
"If I drop either ball, it's the same as saying red."
"Good girl. When I get upstairs, I want to see you laying on your back, and naked on the bed. I want your arms above your head and your legs spread wide. You've got five minutes. Go."
He wondered if she realised her real Christmas gift to him was her trust. Now he had to go upstairs and not fuck it up. No pressure.
***
Mac mostly obeyed Finn's order. She lay naked and splayed on his bed, but she kept bringing a hand to her neck so she could fondle her collar. She knew that's what it was, and she intended to get him to call it that before the night was out. What a crazy month it'd been. She felt almost like Jack in the box. Each revolution of the handle conquered another fear. She wondered if this would be the revolution where the top popped open and she sprung out. Free.
"While you aren't lying exactly as I told you, it is Christmas, and you are only disobeying to fondle your—"
Mac didn't wait for him to use that silly euphemism again. "Collar. It's a collar and you can call it what it is. I won't suffer an attack of the vapours."
"Yes, it's a collar. You like it?"
"Very much."
"Good. You may continue to fondle it until I am ready to cuff that wrist. In the meantime, here's how it's going to go. You'll stay on your back the whole time. I'm going to cuff you and clip you to the corners of the bed. I've decided I'm a bit peckish, so I'll be having a little Mac-snack. If all goes well, then I'll feed you some cock. When I've decided you've had enough, I'm going to slide my cock into your cunt for a while. The finale will be my cock in your ass while your pussy is full of Rabbit. You get to have an 'all you can come' night as your reward. Do you still want to try?"
Mac didn't know how she could be so terrified and excited at the same time. She wanted to try, but even though she'd said all kinds of sex, she didn't think that Finn would plan an all inclusive buffet. And anal? She hadn't considered that one. Maybe Finn was right and she was being a little ambitious. "Yellow."
"Okay, what do you need?"
"I don't know about anal."
"What don't you know?"
"I'm scared. I know we do stuff that hurts, but it's a good hurt. Anal was a bad hurt."
"Okay. Think back. Was it only anal that was a bad hurt, or did he hurt your pussy too?"
"Both."
"You trusted me not to hurt your pussy, and how's that working out for you?"
Mac cocked her head slightly and shrugged. "Pretty good."
"I'll take that. You have safewords and ball dropping as an added safety feature, right?"
"Yeah."
"So, do you think you can trust me enough to try? There's no wrong answer, love. I know you trust me. We're talking about one thing that scares you, and not trusting me with that right now is okay. You've already come such a long way in such a short time. Whatever you decide is perfect."
"You won't do anything from behind?"
"Not a thing. You'll be able to see me the whole time."
"Then I want to try."
"Brave girl. I'm going to start with your legs." Finn reached into the box and extracted the larger pair of cuffs. He was slow and deliberate as he attached them, planting a kiss on each ankle before clipping it to a corner of the foot-board. "Colour?"
"Green."
"Good." Finn reached to the floor and pulled a ball from the toy bag he'd set there when he came in, and placed it in Mac's left hand. He fastened a cuff to her wrist and kissed it before clipping it to the left corner of the headboard. He reached into his bag for another ball. He gently disengaged Mac's right hand from her collar and placed the ball in her palm. "Colour?"
"Green."
"Excellent." He fastened the remaining cuff and kissed her wrist before he clipped it to the headboard. He rested his forehead on hers for a moment. "Colour, love?"
"Green."
"Safewords?"
"Yellow for a minute or change, red to bail. If I drop a ball, it means red."
"You've been such a good girl this year, Santa has a nice treat for his sub." Finn kissed his way down Mac's body, stopping to suck on a nipple, giving it a sharp nip before doing the same to the other.
Mac arched her back and clenched the muscles in her pussy in answer to the zing that travelled straight from her nipple to her cunt. "Oh shit, Finn."
"Are you saying you'd like more?"
"Please."
"Not this time, love. Santa still has a treat to deliver." Finn kissed his way down to Mac's belly button, then shifted himself between her legs and licked from the bottom of her weeping slit to her clit, where he lingered, tickling random patterns over it with the tip of his tongue.
Mac moaned and lifted her hips upward, seeking more. Finn adjusted, allowing only feather-light contact between tongue and clit. He circled her entrance with a finger a few times before sliding in and playing with her G-spot.
The man was infuriating. "Pleeeease," Mac whimpered, frantically bucking her hips.
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bsp; Finn reached up with his free hand and gave her nipple a rough pinch. "Be a good girl and hold still. You'll get what you need."
Finn continued teasing her until her pussy was dribbling down to her asshole. He lubricated his pinky with her fluid before pressing the very tip of it against her rosette. He took her clit into his mouth, and sucked in time with his finger-strokes to her G-spot until she was on the verge of coming. As she went over, he steadily eased his pinky in her ass up to his third knuckle and held it perfectly still, slipping it out again as her orgasm subsided. "Colour, love?"
"Christmas tree green."
"Good to know. I don't usually like to deviate from the originally scheduled programme, but I think I'll make an exception. While you're sucking my cock, you may have the Rabbit, provided you also have your ass plugged."
"If it means more orgasms, I can be flexible."
"Good girl." Finn grabbed the Rabbit and lube from the bedside table before reaching into the toy-bag for a small butt plug. He slid the Rabbit into her sodden pussy and set it on low. "How are you doing, love?"
"I'd like an orgasm now."
He snapped the lid of lube open and squirted a dollop on his fingers. "Patience, sweetheart." He spread it around her anus and easily sneaked his pinky in and out. He squeezed more into his palm and slathered it all over the plug before placing it at her back entrance. He increased the speed on the Rabbit and applied steady pressure to the plug until it was fully seated. "Colour, love?"
With the Rabbit driving Mac towards a nice big orgasm, she barely noticed the plug as it slid inside her. "Still really green."
"I'm so proud of you." Finn withdrew from between Mac's legs and kissed his way back up her body, taking extra time and care with her nipples. "I want to clamp these, but tonight is only about pleasure. We'll leave pain for another time."
He straddled her chest, wedging his thighs beneath her up-stretched arms so his cock was directly in front of her face. He placed a hand behind Mac's skull and tilted her head forward while he grasped the base of his cock with the other. "Open." Mac's lips parted and Finn slowly fed his cock into her eager mouth.
"Mmm, that feels good, baby." He slid most of the way out. "Now suck hard." He gave a few quick, shallow pumps before he eased his way in, almost to her tonsils, then he held still. "Swallow, and don't stop until I tell you, love."
With each swallow, he barely nudged the tip of his cock against the back of her throat before retreating again, careful to avoid making her gag. When she started moaning, he knew it was time to move on and he gradually pulled his shaft free of her mouth. "So good, love, but I don't want to come yet. I've a couple more places I need to be. Colour?"
"I'm still green."
"Excellent. I can see you're a little tied up, so I guess I'll have to dress myself for the occasion." He lifted his leg over to get off Mac's chest, snagged a condom, and rolled it on.
He checked the circulation in Mac's hands and feet then knelt between her legs. "Right love, the plug stays, but I'll be filling in for the Rabbit. Colour?"
"Nice and green."
He turned the Rabbit off and set it to the side. "Wonderful. Would you like to come?"
"Boy would I ever."
"Good." She moaned and clenched her teeth as he slid inside. He latched onto her right thigh for leverage as he thrust deep. He snatched the bullet and set it buzzing against her clit. He was tempted to let her come now, but he really wanted her good and needy before he tried to fuck her ass. He considered for a moment, then decided not to stretch this session out much longer. She'd been such a trouper and he wanted the night to end on a high note. He removed the bullet and withdrew his cock. "It's time, baby. Colour?"
"Not so green."
"Are you yellow, love?"
"Not quite."
"Let's talk for a minute then. What are you scared of?"
"Bad hurt."
"Have I given you any bad hurt tonight?"
"Yes."
Finn raised a single eyebrow at her. "What was bad hurt and why didn't you say anything?"
"You pinched my nipple, but I knew I deserved it."
Finn chuckled. Okay. Was that really bad hurt, or are you just stalling?"
"Stalling," she confessed. "You didn't really give me any bad hurt."
"And how are you feeling with the plug?"
"Weird, but it doesn't hurt."
"I'm bigger than the plug, but I will do everything I can to keep you from feeling bad hurt, okay?"
"I know. You promised me tonight was all I can come, and I'm sure I can come more than this."
"I'll make sure you get to come as much as you want. I bet I'll even make you come while I'm fucking your ass."
"I bet you won't."
"You're on. What do you want if you win?"
"If I don't come while you're fucking my ass, you don't ever get to fuck it again."
"Alright, but if I do make you come while fucking your ass, you have to wear the butt plug of my choice all day tomorrow, and I get to fuck your ass any time I want."
"I don't know, you sound way too confident."
"Do we have a deal, or not? The longer you stall, the longer you have to wait for your orgasms."
"Deal."
"Brave girl. Too bad you're going to lose. I have just the plug in mind for you tomorrow."
"I'll take my chances. My luck's been holding out pretty well so far."
"We'll see. Colour?"
"Green."
"Here we go then." Finn replaced the Rabbit in Mac's pussy and turned it on the lowest setting. He squeezed a large puddle of lube into his palm and coated his cock thoroughly. Then he carefully removed the plug and positioned the lube at her anus and squeezed some into her rectum before inserting a finger to spread it around. He positioned the tip of his cock and paused. "Colour, love?"
"Green," she squeaked.
"Good girl. Push out as I push in. It'll make things go much smoother." Finn flipped the switch and increased the Rabbit's speed and leaned in, using the weight of his body to provide steady pressure. "Breathe, baby, you need to breathe. Slow, steady breaths, in and out. Almost there, love." As he felt her slight push, he leaned a little harder, and there it was, that pop of cock breaching ass. "Colour love?"
"Yellow."
"Okay, we're going to rest for a minute and let you get used to it. The hardest part is over, you know. The head is inside you. Any pain?"
She paused before answering. "No. A little burn, but no bad pain."
"Perfect. It'll feel nothing but good, really soon, I promise."
"You and your damn promises."
"Colour?"
"I'm closing in on green."
"Excellent." Finn resumed his steady pressure and kept going until his body was flush with hers. "There we go, baby. All in. Still green?"
"Yes."
"Then, it's orgasm time." He increased the speed on the vibrator and pulled out leaving just the head inside. He drizzled more lube over his cock and pushed back in to the hilt and held for a moment as he studied Mac's face. She had an almost serene smile on her face and she still held the balls in her hands. He braced his hands on her hips and withdrew to the head one more time before he was certain she was ready for him to fuck her. He pumped in and out, his momentum increasing with each thrust.
Mac threw her head back and let out a high-pitched whine as her hips gyrated and her legs shook.
With Mac in the throes of her orgasm, Finn picked up the pace, hammering at her furiously. When she came again, he let go and erupted with such intensity, he was a little concerned for the integrity of the condom. "Colour, love?"
"Holly jolly green."
"Perfect. I'm going to pull out and get you loose. Then I'll be back to clean you up." He bit back a sigh of relief as he pulled out and saw the condom had survived the encounter. He unclipped Mac's restraints and gave her a quick kiss on the lips before retreating to the bathroom to dispose of the condom and grab a warm, damp cloth. He was sur
prised to feel a hand on his back, and turned to see Mac sporting a huge grin. "You were supposed to stay put and I was going to come and take care of you."
"I thought a shower together would be better."
"I love the way you think, baby."
"I love you, Finn."
Finn stared at Mac for a moment, a little stunned. Somewhere inside, he was sure she loved him, but he didn't think she was ready to say it out loud. He swung her off her feet as he grabbed her in a tight hug and said, "I love you too, Mac," before he kissed her silly.
***
Mac checked the caller ID, and grinned as she answered, "Merry Christmas, Sully." She shifted, trying to find a comfortable position. She almost yelped when the plug in her ass started vibrating, and she silently vowed never to bet against Finn again.
"Merry Christmas, gorgeous. Was Santa good to you?"
"Santa was very good to me. And so were you. I don't know how to thank you for always giving me exactly what I needed at precisely the right time."
"It's a Dom thing. As for thanking me, how about letting me off the hook for those two favours to be named later?"
"No way, there is not a sub on the planet who would give up unspecified favours from a Dom. Best Christmas ever."
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One Gold Knot
Dominant Cord, Book Two
She didn't do relationships. She didn't even do all night.
After years of avoiding her teenage crush, Hildy Klein is shocked to come face to face with Wilson Kennedy.
Her uncle's wake isn't the place to unravel all the ways that Wilson could leave her emotionally vulnerable and exposed, yet his gentle persistence is impossible to ignore.
But Wilson is no longer that boy in her fantasies, and now Hildy must decide if she will give up control and commit to the protective, kinky Dom he's become.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Sadie Haller is a Canadian writer living a somewhat nomadic life with her husband and fur-babies. She enjoys travelling and experiencing different climates and cultures, but there are times when she questions her ‘whither thou goest, my love’ attitude, particularly when it involves navigating some spectacularly convoluted European bureaucracy.
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