Gavin's Bliss [Men in Blue 1] (Siren Publishing Ménage Amour)

by Rose Nickol

  “Yes,” she hissed, wishing he would move his fingers farther down and arching her hips again. Oh yes, she thought.

  Gavin deftly unfastened her jeans and slipped his hand inside them and her panties. Moving his hand over her curl-covered mound, he twisted the hair in his fingers and pulled. She arched again and he took advantage of the movement to push her jeans and panties down to her thighs. Slipping two fingers between her thighs, he traced the outer lips of her pussy. He could feel her juices.

  “You’re wet for me, aren’t you, baby—good and wet, ready for me.” He leaned over and kissed her again while removing his shirt.

  Crawling down the bed, he pulled her shoes and socks off before pulling her jeans and panties down her legs and throwing them on the floor. He stood quickly, removed his shoes and socks, and undid the button on his jeans. He reached into the drawer beside the bed, grabbed a few condom packets, and crawled back on the bed, crouching over her again. Shelby looked wide-eyed at the handful of condoms he had grabbed, part of her hoping he didn’t plan on using them all and part of her hoping he did.

  Looking deep into her eyes, he asked one more time, “Yes?”

  Nodding and smiling, she answered one more time, “Yes.”

  He crawled over her and straddled her hips. This was a full-on assault on her senses. He started kissing her lips and worked his way down to her breasts again and again, licking, sucking, and pulling on her nipples with his teeth. Moving down her, he parted her legs, spreading them wide with his shoulders. He kissed his way down to the apex of her thighs, then glanced into her eyes one more time before parting her folds and touching just the tip of his tongue to her clit. Shelby almost jumped out of her skin. He looked up at her grinning and did it again.

  “Did you like that, baby?” Like it, there were no words to describe the feelings it caused.

  Gavin held her folds open with his fingers and used his thumbs on her clit while he licked at her folds. Curling his tongue and pushing it into her cunt he swirled it round and round, all the while using his thumbs to brush her clit. Sometimes he used light pressure, sometimes harder, pushing her toward that shining star that was her climax. Shelby was arching on the bed faster, panting and chanting the word yes over and over. Gavin moved off her, and she let out a cry thinking he was leaving.

  “Just taking my jeans off, baby. Now the real fun can begin.”

  He climbed back on the bed naked. He grabbed a condom, rolled it on, and positioned himself over her. Shelby’s eyes were wide. He wasn’t the first naked man she had seen, but he was the most beautiful. His body was long and lean, not an ounce of fat to be seen. His cock was a work of art, and the biggest she had ever seen. Would it even fit?

  “Relax, baby. We’re going to go slow until you get used to me and I won’t move until you’re ready,” he said, leaning down to kiss her again.

  Shelby relaxed and felt the head of his cock at her entrance. Slowly he pushed his cock inside her, an inch at a time until she could feel him bumping her cervix. As promised, he held still until she arched her back and moaned, begging him to move.

  Slowly he pulled most of the way out only to push back in again. Shelby wondered how he could be so controlled. The other men she had been with rammed home and after two or three strokes it was over. Not with Gavin. He made it good for both of them. He steadily increased his rhythm until he was at a speed both needed for completion. Reaching down between them, he used his fingers and applied pressure to her clit until she was sailing to the moon. Screaming his name, she came, digging her nails into his back.

  Gavin’s orgasm followed soon after hers, and he rested most of his weight on his arms. Panting, he let her hold him, watching her come down from her high.

  Shelby lay there breathing hard, holding Gavin. Oh my God, she thought, this was the best sex she had ever had. She thought they were done. After all the other times, the men had either rolled over and went to sleep or gotten up to leave.

  Gavin straightened his arms until he was hovering over her again. He pulled the used condom off and threw it away. “Ready for more?” he asked as he started kissing her again.

  “More?” Shelby asked.

  “More,” Gavin answered as he kissed his way down her chest to her stomach and lower. “Much more.”

  He lifted her bottom with both hands and took her clit into his mouth. Pulling the little bud with his teeth, he ran his tongue all around it, driving her insane.

  “Oh please, yes, more, please.” Shelby started chanting over and over. Anything to give her body the release it needed.

  “More, baby?” he asked again as he slipped one, then two fingers inside her and worked the spot he knew would send her soaring.

  He grabbed a condom and put it on. Then he pulled her to lay on her side next to him, he lifted her top leg and slipped inside her.

  “Ohhh,” Shelby moaned, she had never had it from this angle before. She didn’t know it could feel like this.

  Laying her leg over his, he started the rhythm again and reached one hand around, slipping between her legs to rub her clit. Pinching and pulling her clit, he used his other hand to pluck her nipples. Shelby turned her head toward him, and he kissed her long and deep, his hands never slowing. Applying more pressure to her clit, he released her mouth and pulled back a little.

  “Shelby, come for me. Come now,” he told her in a deep, husky voice.

  She couldn’t help it. Her world shattered around her again. She’d never come twice before. She didn’t even know she could. She lay there panting in Gavin’s arms and realized he was still inside her and still hard. Oh Lord, not again, part of her thought, and part of her was ready to go.

  Gavin let her rest a minute. She had no idea of what he was capable of making her body do. He was going to give her a sample of that power today. As far as he was concerned, they could spend the rest of the day in bed. And they might.

  He reached down and lightly stroked her clit, knowing it would be sensitive so soon after her orgasm, but he didn’t want her to come totally down from her high. He wanted to show her he could keep her on the edge as long as he liked. He knew that after training her, he would be able to have her body responding anytime, anywhere he wished.

  “Oh please, give me a minute. It’s too soon,” Shelby pleaded as he touched her clit. She was so sensitive.

  “You can take it, baby.”

  He applied more pressure each time he touched her. With one hand on her clit, he slid the other behind them and started rubbing circles over her bottom cheeks. Gently parting those cheeks, he ran one finger lightly into her crack. Still rubbing her clit, he slid his finger up and down, grazing her dark hole with every pass.

  Shelby felt his finger touch her on her puckered hole. No one had ever touched her there like that before. She wasn’t sure how to react. He was still rubbing her clit, and a thousand little sparks were going off all over her body. She didn’t know if this was one big orgasm or a series of small ones, but she was all a fire, and every time he stroked her clit the fire burned brighter. It was hard to concentrate on what he was doing to her bottom when he was stroking her clit the way he was.

  Gavin let his finger slowly rim her rear hole, dipping in a little further each time. “How does that feel baby?” he asked, rimming her back hole.

  “I…oh…I never…it…oh.” Shelby was unable to put her thought into words she could say to him.

  “Relax, baby. I won’t hurt you. If you want me to stop, just say so. I won’t do anything you don’t like. But you like this, don’t you, baby?” he crooned in her ear. He took the lobe between his teeth and bit it gently.

  Shelby moaned again and arched her hips against his hands. He was still inside her but held himself there, not moving. Why wasn’t he moving? She needed him to move, but with all the other things his hands were doing to her, she couldn’t think or ask him to.

  After gently rimming her back hole again, Gavin moved that hand back to the globes of her ass and started rhythmi
cally squeezing to the same beat he was using on her clit. He would explore her ass more but didn’t want to do much without lube. He could tell she was tight, and he didn’t want to hurt her. He also needed to find out if she had ever done any anal play before he went further. He didn’t think she did from her response to what he had done.

  He could tell she was close to coming again and wanted to come with her this time, so he started moving inside her again Slowly at first and as he felt her quicken, he moved more rapidly, applying more pressure to her clit until she came screaming his name, and his orgasm followed hers.

  Shelby let herself collapse against Gavin, not sure she could ever move again. What the hell was that, and could they do it again? If every time were like that with him, she would never leave him or the bed. She felt like a pile of wet noodles.

  Gavin stroked his hand over her, not in a sexual gesture, more for a calming effect. “Rest, baby. Then we’ll get up and take a bath. Rest now.”

  Shelby couldn’t help it her eyes closed and before she knew it she was sleeping in his arms.

  Gavin lay there watching her sleep. God had sent him the perfect woman. Now it was his job to keep her. Forever. He knew it was too soon to be feeling this way, but she was so perfect. He could tell she would be exactly what he wanted in the playroom and couldn’t wait to take her in there. The little bit of restraint he had used on her arms hadn’t seemed to bother her, and she had responded beautifully to everything he did and said. He just had to go slowly with her.

  Chapter Four

  Shelby woke alone in the bed. She wondered how long she had been sleeping. Looking around she didn’t see her clothes, but she did see Gavin’s T-shirt. It covered what needed to be covered, and it was just the two of them. He’d already seen her unclothed.

  Heading down the stairs to look for him and food, she found him in the kitchen on the phone. He was just ending the call as she walked in.

  “Hi, sleeping beauty. I didn’t want to wake you, but I need food after this morning,” he told her with a smile.

  He was wearing his jeans again and the top button was undone. He looked good enough to eat. Shelby smiled back at him. “Food sounds good. You did breakfast. Let me see what I can find for lunch.”

  Gavin nodded and poured himself a glass of iced tea. He asked if she wanted one and poured her one, too.

  Shelby found everything to make chicken salad and, after asking Gavin if that would be okay, quickly stirred it up. She found some soft rolls instead of bread to put it on and served it to him with a side of potato chips. Setting down a plate for herself, she sat across from him and they both ate. The morning had made them both hungry, but what a morning it had been.

  Gavin smirked while they were eating, and she couldn’t stand it anymore. Giving him a look of her own, she finally asked him “What?”

  “What do you mean what?”

  “I see that look on your face and was just wondering what you are thinking.”

  “I’m thinking I’d rather be eating you than this sandwich, as good as it is,” he told her with a shit-eating grin on his face.

  “Oh.” She blushed.

  “Finish eating. I want dessert,” he told her with the same look on his face.

  “I didn’t fix anything for dessert,” she answered in a panic. “What do you want?” she asked as she gathered the plates to rinse and put in the dishwasher.

  “You.” He walked up behind her, wrapped his arms around her, and cupped her breasts through the shirt. “I like you in my T-shirt. You look good.” He moved her hair and kissed and nibbled the back of her neck. Taking the dish out of her hand, he set it in the sink and turned the water off. “I think these can wait until later.” He picked her up.

  Shelby let out a little scream and relaxed in his hold, letting her head rest on his shoulder and wrapping one arm around his neck. It felt so good to be in his arms again. She liked being carried, too. As Gavin carried her up the stairs she licked and nibbled on his neck and whatever skin she could reach. The shirt she was wearing had moved up so her thighs were barely covered, and the fingers of hand he had curved under her knees were trailing across her thigh.

  He carried her back into his bedroom, sat on the side of the bed, and stood her between his spread legs. Reaching under the bed, he pulled out a duffel bag. He set the bag beside him and indicated for her to sit beside him. She sat and looked at the bag curiously. Scooting to the side, he placed the bag between them. He unzipped the bag and rummaged around in it until he found what he wanted. He kept his hand in the bag so she couldn’t see what he had, and turned to look at her.

  “Shelby, this is my bag of toys. We both know what the books you read are about. Have you ever thought about doing more than reading?” he asked in a serious voice.

  Shelby looked down at the floor and nodded.

  Gavin grasped her chin between his fingers and turned her head to him. “Have you ever tried anything?”

  Shelby had never told anyone what she was about to tell Gavin, but she felt he needed to know. “About four years ago I got involved with a drug gang. The leader, his name was Jack, was into domination and bondage. One night I hanging out with them, and he tied up one of the other girls, but he did it too tight. She had rope burns all over her body and was bleeding in a few places. I decided that I never wanted to try anything like that. It looked too painful.”

  Gavin held her chin so that she couldn’t look away and told her. “When rope work, or shibari, is done right, it’s beautiful, and you will feel like the rope is caressing your skin. It should never be so tight that it burns or cuts. I’m not a rope expert, but I do know a few things, and if you are willing one day we will try some loose harnesses.”

  Shelby nodded. The tie Jack had done looked interesting until she saw how tight it was. She didn’t want to be hurt. Shirley, the girl who had been tied, had pain for days and soon left the gang.

  “I think I’d like to try that one day,” Shelby answered him shyly.

  Gavin pulled two fur-lined leather cuffs out of his bag, one for each wrist. “For right now, will you let me put these on you? I just want to fasten your hands to the top of the bed. I’ll let you loose any time you want me to, but will you try for me?”

  She took one of the cuffs, and feeling how soft it was, she turned it around and around a few minutes, then handed it back to him and nodded.

  Gavin smiled. “Okay, next question, and I know this is hard to talk about, but I need to know some of these things to keep from hurting you. I want to explore a lot of different things with you and want you to enjoy it as much as I do. Okay? I need you to answer honestly and not hold anything back.”

  Shelby nodded again wondering what he was going to ask her.

  “Have you ever had anal sex or anything put in your bottom?”

  Shelby pulled her bottom lip between her teeth and quietly told him, “One of the men I went out with a few times wanted to try, but it hurt too much, I couldn’t stand it.”

  “Did he use any lube or try to stretch you with his fingers?”

  Shelby shook her head. “He just tried to shove it in.” She shuddered, remembering the experience. “Do you want to do that?”

  “Shelby, I don’t want to do that. I would never do anything that would cause you pain or hurt you, but yes, I would like to do some anal play with you. More than what we did earlier, and yes, eventually, I would like to claim you there, but it won’t happen until you are ready and we have done some preparing.”

  “Preparing?”

  “Yes, there are things we can do to stretch those tissues so it’s not so painful for you.”

  “What kind of things?” Shelby was curious but afraid. It had hurt so badly before.

  “First I will use lots of lube so that’s everything is slippery. I’ll start with one finger,” he said, holding up his index finger.

  It didn’t look too big, Shelby thought, still chewing on her lip.

  “And after you’re used to that, then
I’ll add a second one. I’ll scissor them around stretching. If I need to, I’ll add more lube, and we’ll talk, making sure you are comfortable and nothing hurts. Okay?”

  Shelby watched him making the scissoring motions with his fingers. It didn’t look too bad. Maybe she could try this. “It won’t hurt?”

  “Did what I did this morning hurt?”

  “No, it was…nice. It made me tingle.”

  “Then we’ll do more of that and just work up to the rest as you are ready. Okay?”

  “Okay.”

  “Now,” he said, taking the cuffs out of her hands, fitting the cuff around her wrist, and slipping two fingers between her skin and the cuff, “is that too tight?”

  “No,” she answered, surprised that it felt very comfortable.

  He took her other wrist and did the same. Then he stood her between his legs again. “Arms up.”

  She lifted her arms, and he grabbed the hem of the T-shirt and pulled it up over her head. He spent a few seconds just enjoying the view, then trailed his knuckles down her arm to her breasts. He cupped both breasts from underneath running his thumbs over her nipples.

  When her knees started to buckle, he said, “Still, I want you to try and stay as still as you can.”

  Shelby locked her knees, but she knew it would not be easy to stand still. She took a deep breath. “I’ll try.” What was he going to do to her?

  Gavin wanted to explore Shelby, and seeing if she could stand still and try to obey his commands was a test of her willingness and submission.

  Gavin reached into his bag, grabbed another set of cuffs, and put them on her ankles. After he had them fastened he slid his hands slowly up her legs to her hips. Placing a hand on each hip, he slowly pulled her toward him. “Keep those knees locked.”

  With him sitting and her standing, her breasts were at mouth level. He took first one, then the other, in his mouth, kissing all around and laving her nipples before pulling and tugging them with his teeth until they were taut. Reaching into the bag again he pulled something out, but she couldn’t see what it was. Whatever it was he put in the pocket of his jeans. He continued to lavish attention on her breasts, and it was getting impossible for her to stand still.