Lynette Roberts: Collected Poems

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by Lynette Roberts


  Growth, movement.

  It walks this greening sweetness

  Throughout all the earth,

  Where sky and sun tender its habits

  As I would yours.

  Published in Poetry (London), 4, 14, 1948.

  Transgression

  At first God wanted just himself.

  And this huge output of light whirled in horror

  Throughout the heavens with nothing very much to do.

  Knowing evil and good he was bored.

  Knowing life he was really fed up,

  So he set up like an artist to fulfil his daily needs,

  And wandered from the first day and entered the second.

  This was the layering of the mists.

  And God not seeing what was under his foot

  Called this the second day.

  The third day God saw what was emerging beneath him.

  The green mist and undulation of land and water:

  Its modulated rhythm and irritability of split forms

  Spitting up from the earth’s face massed fronds

  And circular prisms of light.

  These he watched, startled, until there evolved

  The springing active branches of varied leaves,

  Plants, shrubs and trees. A dishevelled array;

  A residue of years impelling change of growth.

  The reptiles unknown to him but already in birth

  Peered at his curiosity and their own under a

  Blanching light. The mammals also secure on

  The tree of life and hidden by its enormous branches of

  Passing mystery, clutched the young to their breasts.

  On the fourth day the stars appeared in stern formation

  But were obscured by the sun’s warrior rays.

  The evening of the fourth day found them poxed.

  They shone with anger rather than with grace

  And fulfilled no heavenly place.

  The moon yielded a false light and all things

  Living swayed with uneasiness and took

  Note of each other… interchanging and companionable…

  The secret of life stirred in their blood.

  And this the serpent termed fear. And he was right,

  For God disappeared that night into the mist.

  By the fifth day God returned to travail and

  Travelled with rage over his whole continent

  His potent wrath aroused birds of splendid hue and pattern

  Whirls of magical and myriad moths, flocks of all

  Shocked shapes and colour, all whirling, half-flying

  Rumbling above the earth, rising surprised at the sight of

  His terror. Then having risen once they subsided in mist.

  Now let man arise.

  And he came with his green shell of a body with tender

  Hue out of the greening mist.

  The light of God warmed and floodlit his powerless frame

  And dissolved his paralytic fear and mission of no sense.

  He came forward stretching for guidance.

  God weakened by certain loss of his creative flame

  Isolated this creature…

  Who soon became truculent with too much light.

  Eve arose indignant at his side. She was not created

  Life compelled her forward. She held no scruples

  And immediately sought the forbidden tree.

  For this written evidence and graft of truth

  We can be truly grateful.

  Now at the end of this sixth day God having

  Set his bait, fell away under his immortal palms

  To quibble with his conscience. The garden was too large to

  Till, and he had not given them their freedom.

  The cows Eve said were the only bit of sense.

  So God mused on the seventh day and lazed among the hills,

  And Eve spying him out asleep against the hedge

  Shouted, and knew herself to be a shrew.

  This, she said, and meant it for thousands of years after,

  ‘Boss, this is a man’s game it is the religion of man

  Just who created woman and where do we come in…

  The seventh day is lousy it is our worst ever.’

  Published in Wales, VIII, 30 November 1948.

  The Hypnotist (Welsh Englyn)

  A fox stared and outstared me – in a wood;

  In a mood of false glee

  I mocked his audacity,

  Now he haunts me near that tree.

  Published in Poetry (Chicago), 81, 1952–3.

  Love is an Outlaw

  Love is an outlaw that cannot be held

  Within the small confines and laws of man:

  Rather it will turn, as a planet can,

  Man upside down, like a first line fabled

  In a notebook lightly pencilled upon

  To change his sense of direction. Dimpled

  Wisely like an unbridled child, love is pebbled

  With smooth water and myths: a glazed swan

  Shadowed in reeds: a ray of light waylaid

  On swiftly moving motes. Wholesome love attends

  Its own shape, warm and shining. The man who tends

  The herds and street lights symbols of its trade:

  It is a pacing Genesis on two legs,

  Dispossessing man who unapparelled begs.

  Published in Poetry (Chicago), 81, 1952–3.

  These Words I Write on Crinkled Tin

  To these green woods where I found my love:

  To the green wood where I held my love:

  To the green wood now my love is gone.

  I follow death that stands on my breath,

  My heart cut out by the timeless scythe,

  All grievous foliage stifling and still.

  I carve marks on the bark’s rough edge

  To convince my grief he came here once

  Whose spirit shivers the aspen tree.

  To the green wood where the woodcock flies,

  To the green wood where the nightjar hides,

  To the green wood with red eyes of a dove.

  The young jays springing and curious

  Who peck eyes from the lamb’s sweet face,

  Resemble too well my heartless step.

  For he loves me and I love another,

  I love another yet he still loves me,

  He loves me still yet I love another.

  To the green wood where the green air fades;

  To the green wood fluid with icy shades;

  To the green wood afraid I follow fast:

  Past Syrian Juniper and tall grass;

  Hanging with dark secrets the Brewer’s spruce;

  The pond that drew the young child in;

  Among darkening leaves: a nightingale

  Sobbing in the sunniest season,

  ‘My love, my Love, why do I love another?’

  To the green wood where I found my love;

  To the green wood where I held my love;

  To the green wood now my love is gone.

  Published in Poetry (Chicago), 81, 1952–3.

  Two Wine Glasses

  A pencil left in her sweet room,

  If love is true then sing our tune,

  Lovers always know their doom.

  And his cool mind the pencils know,

  And his pained eyes her hands attune,

  Lovers’ glasses wine-rimmed flow:

  Two glasses share each smile and pun,

  These favoured two none else would do,

  Held a secret… death sought one…

  Amid the trees, and books on art,

  In sun such greenwood songs grew blue,

  Filtered through their drinking heart.

  Now stiff in death like icing cake;

  And green as moon the grasses’ hue;

  Only one now drinks and waits:

  But she whom death has iced away

  Soon breaks in glassy
fragments two

  Birds and flowers from out her spray.

  A pencil left in her sweet tomb,

  If love is true then sing our tune,

  Lovers always know their doom.

  Published in Poetry (Chicago), 82, 1953.

  Ty Gwyn

  A whirl of cobalt birds against

  A cerulean sky, flashing light and seen

  Through the rigid hand holding a vase

  Of cornucopian grace.

  Window, falling back like a concertina,

  Mellow mild happiness.

  A pink distempered warmth

  A rainbow of books, only the day

  Grey and dishevelled surrounds the village

  Like straying hoofs.

  A chart of bird songs, prints, and

  Two china dogs shine wisely from the shelf.

  The orange-scarlet brazier of coals,

  Flickering flames mauve, red and green;

  The crimson heart encircling my love

  Photographed in the cabbage patch.

  Published in Poetry (Chicago), 82, 1953.

  The ‘Pele’ Fetched In

  The ‘pele’ fetched in. Water

  Cracked, broken and watered down

  Carried into the home. Sticks

  Chopped on the iron top yard,

  Then suddenly the snow. The sky opened

  And out of it shed, these floating flakes

  Dazzling blinding all earth’s features

  Her smaller troubles and unfinished tasks

  Covered by a huge silence.

  ‘Pele’ = mixture of coal dust, clay + water’ [LR’s note].

  A Shot Rabbit

  Sitting in the emerald of twilight

  And I its singular flaw,

  Whose eyes like forgotten stars droop

  Nebulously into distant light years.

  Wishing the past as dark as night

  And the future all light, clarity’s rays.

  Yet knowing obscurely

  At some central motive of my being,

  That all will arise, all turn,

  Encircle me, as the light years have spun

  Invisibly around their gravel point.

  Llanstephan Madrigal

  Through the trees… sea,

  Down to the sea-lanes… sea,

  Sea downs, downstream,

  Pools and prisms of water.

  Black at its nightfall,

  Wretched in its vapours,

  White-pitched and

  Pure in its daystream.

  Sweet, meadowsweet air,

  Quiet pastures sloping

  Down, down to the sea,

  Towards their own mirror

  And sea, sea of perfection.

  Displaced Persons

  For seven days the dawn,

  And on each day a fresh fold of sky

  Until the fifth, when a thick glow

  Spread like a heath fire, and the fields,

  Farm and hedges lay beneath like a Welsh

  Quilt frozen stiff upon the washing line.

  Wailing, the birds, like no other day

  Would come suddenly, fly away at the sight

  Then flutter down from all sides,

  All kinds together.

  Neither from the frosted leaf nor from

  The grey hard ground could they find

  Relief. They were no longer birds but

  Beings searching after food, spirits of flesh.

  Peering at,- out of the trees.

  [Handwritten comment by T.S. Eliot at the bottom of page: ‘Rough. but interesting’.]

  Saint Swithin’s Pool

  I’ll not wash now Mam

  The big red earth will

  Rise in my face as I

  Open the drill…

  I’ll wash tonight.

  And he died and lay

  In the drill and the big

  Red earth covered his face;

  And he said this Saint Swithin

  Now I am dead I can have

  My wash, and it rained this day,

  Next, and every day since.

  Brazilian Blue

  If I could create one tree

  And hang it in the sky

  And spray it with the living

  Gold of the sun, and hold

  The natural pattern of its growth,

  I would say that I had done

  More than enough.

  But observe when the sun

  Has set against the black

  Edge of the leaves,

  How other leaves seem

  To drift from one

  Branch to another, or

  Were they birds against

  This darkwinged Brazilian sky?

  Wings that edge the

  São Paolo woods.

  This flitting by,

  This sudden appearance,

  And inconsequence of time,

  Is the moment I would

  Hold before you;

  Tomorrow evening it will

  Have gone.

  It Was Not Easy

  And as the log burnt up and bright

  So we shared our simple pleasures;

  And as the grate cooled and grew ashly

  We fed at poverty’s gate;

  Suffering persecution and equal bars

  Of discomfort. It was not easy.

  It is not. In spite of the tempest raging

  Over the planet’s calm green face.

  Chapel Wrath

  Fields of camomile and clover

  Wet and green as the lakes of Peru

  Guarding Chapel deaths and their

  Domineering graded stones padlocked

  behind a spiked iron fence. The

  Jealousies and jockeying for space,

  Like chessmen where one move

  Could shake the boards of death;

  Where pawns can eliminate a queen,

  Peasant, a squire’s disgraceful scene.

  The now sad plighted machine-lettered century

  Leaving no culture of their own, but a

  Metallic copy of their earlier neighbours,

  Whose deep set letters on shoulders of slate

  Announced their death with the pride

  Of a spirited horse.

  Trials and Tirades

  Concrete slabs measured overnight into

  A façade of walls. The top flat with its

  New pane of vitamin glass, reflecting

  A precipitous green of sky, of weird

  Accumulator hue. No curtain out of

  A square white room: but tree shadows tremulous

  On ceiling. The parallel beams of sun

  Shimmering with neon springs of air.

  A chromium chair, and wider day of light;

  A workshop from where ourselves we lean

  Over sill and table: yet do remain surrounded

  By boarding brothels: and through the lurid

  Hours of dawn, face up to a firing squad

  Who would not have us write and type

  Not at that time of night!

  Angharad

  Eyelashes like barley hairs,

  Calm – sweet sighs

  Absolving her angry

  Interval like water

  Overcasting fire. Shrill

  Cries dissolving. Gurgles

  And blue pool eyed caves

  Stretch like a sewin of tantrums

  And rest under the water’s wave.

  Prydein

  Stern pattern cut.

  A frosty child

  Writhing with seasoned tooth

  Purple headed and radiating

  Rays of piercing pity, –

  Poison and fissure distress.

  Out of a Sixth Sense

  Out of the hot womb into the cold night breeze,

  Out of a synthesis of mist and winter pain,

  Dark green ivy on wet branched trees,

  Sprang to birth my son

  From his own mother

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sp; Revealed

  Overjoyed

  God’s blessing from His mightiest word.

  Green Madrigal [II]

  Green gregarious green

  Dredged into the very roots,

  Lighting up a shine of green

  Green light bathing the earth.

  The whither-thither of splendid leaves

  Rollicking in the spring of the sky:

  The wind breathes the branches apart,

  To the core of its heartwood

  And resilient rays.

  Dark-glowering leaf pattern,

  A spread of flaming black

  Radiates at the tip of each blade,

  Fixes an impregnable pattern

  Of stoic growth of purpose,

  In such a purposeless world.

  Premonition

  When fold of iron blue and

  Rolls of sparse corotesque grass

  Recede further and further away

  Leaving a multitude of space

  Taking as you go

  The salutation from my side

  I imperceptibly accept the pale

  Night and its immense face

  In which to hide my frozen fear.

  Mockery

  If you have your heart in a thing

  Work or person and this is mocked at,

  Then this is death.

  It is a crack in the heart

  That saps your pulse away

  Into a damp pattern.

  That flattens the mind

  Like mountain ash against the sky

  With frost crouched close at its heel.

  Red Mullet

  Very strange is this fish and gift,

  Instinctively it has a myth;

  Caves of Poseidon watch it drift

  Towards Medusa’s opal plinth,

  Orphic chants on pink scaled nights

  Resemble well my lover’s rites.

  The Tavern

  With eyes like tired skies and shifting explosion

  Of nerves; these saints of Bloomsbury, blue bulls

  And poodle men, sniff out their congested haunts,

  Shelve, or move on a drink scrounge to a plaid green pub.

  Sneer over plastic tables at the empty glass;

  Drink – in caustic celebrities to upbraid them –

  When their own minds warn them of defeat –

  That ‘they are as phoney as a porterhouse steak’

  Then to return in rubbled muddle, with flashing

  Ties and black picoted nails; round and out

  Into the bleak night of streets; down coffered cellars:

  To peony papered walls: broken beds: chip and bacon whores.

  The Temple Road

  There was a carpenter at my door,

  And the smell and sound of the paint blew into

  My nostrils and ears, and gathered

  My thoughts, as I looked out of the window

  With my hands warm among the washing socks

  To the wet earth sodden with too much water

  And the green plants persisting

  Among the cavernous ruins.

  And this I remembered.

  It was a long time ago and they were

 

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