Dark Paths: Apocalypse Riders

by Britten Thorne

  Copyright 2014 Britten Thorne

  All Rights Reserved

  This book is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to persons living or dead, places, events, or locales, is purely coincidental.

  Warning: contains adult content

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  Table of Contents

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  CHAPTER 12

  CHAPTER 13

  CHAPTER 14

  CHAPTER 15

  CHAPTER 16

  CHAPTER 17

  CHAPTER 18

  CHAPTER 19

  CHAPTER 20

  CHAPTER 21

  EPILOGUE

  About the Author

  More Apocalypse Riders

  Dust Bowl Devils MC

  They clasped their hands and bowed their heads. The long dining table was lit by candles, the dim orange light flickering with the faint breeze that drifted in through the boarded up windows. There were nine at the table - four down one side, four down the other, and the minister himself sat at the head and lead the prayer.

  She peeked at him now as they sat in silence, waiting for him to feel the moment was right while their food grew cool in front of them. Lia always jumped when his booming voice began to speak.

  “Bless us, oh Lord, my children and myself and the food we are about to eat.”

  They called him Father, like a priest, a spiritual leader. All of their real fathers were dead.

  “Bless our loved ones who have passed. We pray for their souls.”

  There were a disproportionate number of young girls at Father Speer’s table. His son sat at his right side. Mikey. A younger version of the broader older man, both had the same thick black hair, the same disapproving brown eyes. The rest were his adopted family, his people that he’d taken in and sheltered.

  “Bless those living who look to you now, who live virtuous lives during these trying times.”

  Lia had kissed Mikey once, behind the barn at sunrise. Both still bore the scars of their punishments. They hardly even looked at each other anymore.

  “Shelter us from the living corpses. Shelter us from evil men. Protect this farm, that we may continue our good works for you.”

  Good works like turning away travelers? Good works like pointing guns at trespassers? Lia wrung her hands. Good works like protecting each other, taking care of each other. It was important to focus on the positive. She always tried her hardest to do so, though it grew harder every day.

  "Keep my son strong and my flock of young ladies virtuous, that they may praise your name with pure hearts through these, the end of days. Amen."

  "Amen," they all replied. Lia poked at her plate - a formless mound of meat and beans. Probably dog food. Better than starving. She ate without tasting anything. There was no conversation over dinner - just the metallic clinks of forks on plates. Father Speer's calculating eyes roamed over each of the girls as they ate. His little parish. His flock.

  "Mikey and I are going foraging again tomorrow," he announced once his plate was empty. "We'll be back before dark." Lia's eyes flickered to the minister and back to her plate. "Something you'd like to say?" he asked, one thick eyebrow raised.

  "No," Lia said softly. Just that you went out only two days ago. Just that this must mean our stores are really low. You have seven other able-bodied people who could help out there.

  He wouldn't want to hear it. The girls didn't go further than the perimeter of the farm. Not because of the dead - he'd taught each and every one of them how to deal with the corpses - with guns, with knives, with blunt objects. He wanted to keep them away from the living. To "protect their purity." "Unclean women" were turned away from the farm almost as quickly as any wandering men. Only one type of woman was allowed on his farm.

  Virgins.

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  Lia lived with eight other people but was starved for human touch. Father Speer allowed none but what he allotted out himself. Her kiss with Mikey behind the barn had lit a spark in her belly - a glowing ember that wouldn't die, despite the incident being weeks ago. But she didn't have the freedom even to soothe herself.

  "Harlot!" Father Speer's bellow was followed by a light pair of feet running down the stairs. Lia slept in the corner of the living room, as the third upstairs bedroom was full. Two other girls slept in the other corners and they stirred at the sounds as well. The room was cramped between their mattresses, the coffee table, the couch, and the separate chests for each of the girls’ belongings, but it made it easy for her to remain unseen if she kept her head down.

  She had full view of the foyer as Emily descended, tears trailing down her pale cheeks. A ball of dread formed in her stomach. She sat frozen, not daring to draw any attention to herself.

  Father Speer stamped down after the raven-haired girl. "The devil is in you, Emily. I've always seem him there."

  "No!" She crashed into the front door, only briefly holding the knob in a trembling hand before sinking to the floor. "No."

  "You would defile the temple that God gave you? It isn't yours to spoil!" She sobbed, once. "Your breasts are instruments of lust and sin, not tools for your depraved pleasures. Stand up!" Caught touching herself. Likely totally innocent, too.

  "Please," she begged, "They only ached, it's just-"

  "The devil's work," he finished for her. "Rise."

  Poor Emily stood, her knees trembling. "I'm sorry," she whispered.

  Father Speer regarded her tearful face for a long moment. "You will be forgiven. But you must atone, first. You must be purified. Tomorrow night."

  "Yes, Father," Emily said, her voice wavering somewhere between relief and fear.

  Father Speer guided the girl back up the stairs. Lia released the breath she was holding and sank back onto her mattress. Purification. Punishment. It was just part of their routine, part of their ritual. They'd all been through it, some many times. Better to go through it than to witness it. Nothing turned Lia's stomach more than seeing someone else in pain, no matter how "good for the soul" it was. Try harder not to cry this time.

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  Lia avoided speaking to Emily the next day - all the girls did. They went through their routine of cleaning house and tending their failing garden and repairing and washing clothes in relative silence while the minister and his son were away, searching for food and supplies. There'll be nothing left anywhere, eventually. We've got to get this damn garden working. She looked down at the withered tomato plants and sighed. I wish I knew what I was doing. The garden was mainly her responsibility but no one blamed her for its failing. “You’ll get it eventually,” Father Speer told her when she tearfully admitting that all her plants were sad and weak little things, producing no food worth speaking of. “The rest of us know as little as you, and we know you wouldn’t deliberately fail. We know you’re trying. You’re a smart girl, Lia.”

  He’d returned with books after one of his trips. Illustrated guides to vegetable gardens, as simple as could be. Her garden grew a little better after that, but never as well as in the pictures. And sometimes the plants still died. This is a farm and we keep failing at growing things. We must be under a curse. This place is haunted, why not hexed as well?

  The afternoon meal was ready when Father Speer returned on foot, Mikey trai
ling behind. “Did something happen to the van?” Lia asked him softly as he stood over her shoulder, watching her pulling weeds from the ground around the garden. The girls had expected them to be gone until late at night.

  “Flat tire,” the minister said. “It can be fixed. Don’t you worry.”

  “Yes, Father.” He rested his hand on her head before continuing on to the house and entering through the creaky-hinged back door. She watched him go, following only a moment later; she suspected it wasn’t a flat tire at all. He just wanted to rush home to dole out Emily’s punishment before sunset. To make one of us do it. Probably Lia herself. She was the last one who’d been on the receiving end.

  Lunch was a much more informal affair than the evening meal. Some of the girls grabbed their bowls and retreated to other areas of the house or back outside. Father Speer himself ate standing at the kitchen counter, watching everyone moving about with glazed eyes. His mind was elsewhere; Lia darted in and out of the kitchen before it could return. Maybe he’ll wait until later after all. Emily wisely chose to skip lunch for the moment, making herself scarce where he might notice her and remember.

  But it was foolish to imagine that he would forget. “Lia,” he called out to into the yard, “Fetch Emily.”

  Her heart sank. She hated this. But she obeyed - she found Emily hiding behind the barn, pretending to pull weeds but really just watching her back and waiting for Father Speer to leave. Wordlessly, Lia gestured. Emily blanched but she stood and followed her inside the barn, where Father Speer and the other girls waited. Mikey was nowhere to be seen - he was never invited to their punishments. A small mercy.

  Father Speer held a long, stiff whip in his hand. It had once been used for dressage, teaching horses how to trot and leap and put on a show. Now it was used to train the girls. “Purification,” Father Speer called it. But Lia couldn’t believe that violence cleansed the soul.

  She was no longer certain she believed in souls at all. Though she would never tell the minister that. He would never forgive her.

  “Emily,” he said, his voice carrying through the dark space. The girls stood behind him as Emily got into position against the wall in front of him, placing her arms and her cheek against the rough wooden wall. They’d all been there at one point or another. They all felt her pain. “Tell the girls your sins, Emily, so that others may learn from them.”

  “I touched myself in a sinful manner,” she said, her voice cracking.

  “Lia,” the minister said, “Lift the back of her shirt.” She did as commanded, feeling guilty the whole time. Guilty for having a hand in what they were doing to Emily; guilty for not at least trying to speak out on the girl’s behalf; and guilty, too, for even wishing to go against Father Speer’s wishes. This is the price we pay for our safety. We all know it and we’re all willing. Emily included. She pulled Emily’s shirt up, revealing the skin of her back to the barn. She tucked the shirt’s bottom into her collar so her chest remained covered while her back was exposed. Then she stepped away.

  Father Speer pressed the whip into her hands. “Lia was the last to be purified amongst us, and so she is most able to deliver the purification that Emily needs.” She fought the tears that threatened to blur her vision and spill down her cheeks. You’ve done this before. It will be over fast. She hated this more than being the one against the wall. “Proceed, Lia.”

  “It will be over quickly,” she whispered to Emily before stepping further away. Then, with a motion like swinging a baseball bat, she hit Emily’s back with a loud, echoing crack! The other girls jumped at the sound, undoubtedly reliving their own punishments. She struck her with it twice more, quickly, before asking the minister, “How many?” Emily’s soft sobs made her stomach churn.

  He thought for a moment. “Four more.”

  She delivered them quickly, careful not to aim at the same spot twice. Emily yelped at each strike - Lia was hesitant to hit her too gently, lest Father Speer take over. Her cries were like a whip’s bite on Lia’s heart. She didn’t deserve this, she didn’t do anything wrong! Tears ran down her own cheeks before it was over. She must have done a satisfactory job, though - Father Speer inspected the red welts on Emily’s back and nodded his approval.

  “Emily has atoned,” he said to the girls. “She is forgiven. Her sin is no more.”

  “Her sin is no more,” the girls repeated in low mutters. They filed out silently, sparing her sympathetic glances as she wept against the wall. “Come, Emily,” Father Speer said, stroking her head like a dog. “I will attend to your wounds personally.” Holding her shirt as it was, with the material off her back, she let the minister lead her away. “Dry your tears, Lia. You did Emily a service. It’s nothing to cry over.”

  “I’m sorry,” she whispered and wiped her eyes with her sleeve. Father Speer shook his head.

  “You’re far too sensitive,” he said. “Hopefully it is just your youth showing.”

  Lia sank to the floor once he and Emily were gone. Her knees were weak - she would need a moment before she could return to the browning and withered garden. This sadness will pass, she told herself. Just find something to hold onto and it will pass. It was a lesson from her mother - thinking about her would lead to despair, so she pushed the image away and thought instead of the good times she shared with Emily. She remembered how Emily had laughed at her when she’d tried to teach her how to patch her clothes. Lia was hopeless with a needle. She kept jabbing her own fingers. She held up two bloody index fingers and two bloody thumbs for Emily to inspect, and the girl had laughed and laughed. “Not at you, not really,” she had said, “I just can’t believe anyone can be as bad at this as you are.”

  The memory comforted her. She’d ask Emily to teach her again when she was feeling better. She’d stab her own fingers again just to make her laugh and hopefully make her forget the pain.

  Finally calmed, she rose from the dusty barn floor. There was work left to do before the sun went down

  Father Speer visited Lia that night. She knew that he would - the sight of her big hazel eyes spilling tears always woke the quiet monster in him. She lay on her mattress and waited, trying to still her breathing. I shouldn’t think of him as a monster, she told herself, He has never hurt me. He saved me. But still, she shuddered. Something about his manner when he came to her in the night made her wary. Made her afraid.

  She must have dozed. One moment she was staring at the ceiling. The next, she opened her eyes and found him kneeling above her. “Father,” she gasped. He wore a clean white undershirt but was still in his dusty jeans. They all slept half-dressed. They had to in case of danger. “What is it?”

  “You cried today,” he said. “I was concerned for you. Concerned you’re becoming weak.”

  “I’m not. I promise.”

  He stretched out on the floor next to the mattress, lying on his side, his eyes even with the top of her head. He never wanted to look her in the face when they had these late night talks. He always pushed her back when she tried to see his. Because he knows he’s doing wrong. Part of him knows. She pushed the thought away though her heart raced.

  He rested a hand on her waist. “I know you know how to fight the dead,” he said. “You’re our best shooter. But I’m afraid you won’t fight the living. And they’re the real threat.” Not all of them. Not Emily! Not your own adopted family! She bit her tongue. His hand trailed up her waist to rest on her ribs, just below her breasts. His other hand toyed with a lock of her dark hair. “You’re a brave girl, Lia. I know you can be tougher than this. You have to be to survive.”

  “I know. I’m sorry. I’ll be better.” The words spilled automatically. She’d said them dozens of times before. They were what he wanted to hear.

  He sighed contentedly. “I know you will.” His hand traced her ribs, then trailed higher, just brushing the undersides of her breasts. The material of her t-shirt was soft and his fingers were warm. She held her breath. “You’re a good girl, Lia,” he said. “Are you still pu
re?”

  “You know that I am,” she breathed. She couldn’t show any reaction - it would upset him. He’d accuse her of sinful thoughts and intentions. He might even accuse her of touching herself or letting someone else touch her. So though her heart raced with fear and with a warmth that she feared admitting even to herself, she remained still and quiet. He caressed one breast, then the other, his palm heating the fleshy mounds through her shirt. Her nipples grew stiff beneath his wandering hands.

  “That’s okay,” he reassured her, “Our bodies betray our hearts, sometimes.” He rolled one between his fingers and she bit back a gasp. “You cannot help this any more than you can make your heart stop beating.” He rolled the other, pinching it tighter between his thumb and forefinger. “I forgive you.”

  Lia kept her eyes glued to the ceiling as he spoke. She counted the cracks, as she always did. She inspected it for bugs and spiders as she bit back gasps. She had to distract herself from her body’s desire to lean into his touch. “So beautiful,” he muttered, though he only looked at her with his hand. Then the warmth of them was gone and he was unbuckling his belt, opening his pants. She heard ringing in her ears. Alarm bells, she called them. Like tinnitus. The high-pitched sound virtually deafened her - Father Speer kept speaking but his words were drowned out. It didn’t matter - when he opened his pants, he preferred her silence anyway.

  She could feel him shifting next to her, moving with a slow rhythm. She watched his throat move with words, his jaw slacken and his chest rise as he took in deep breaths. He nudged her with his knee. She knew what he wanted - wordlessly, she wrapped her hand around his, the one stroking his erection, jutting from his open pants. She wasn’t allowed to touch his skin - somehow that would make her the sinner. That would make it all her fault that he did what he did. She knew the words that spilled from his lips now, though she couldn’t hear them at the moment. She’d heard them uttered enough before. “I’m a sinner, Lia, see? I’m no better than you girls. The base animal within me rears its ugly head again. I’m sorry, Lia, I’m so very sorry…”