Lazan

by Stella Sky

“Yes, you are right,” I said.

  “Now it's my turn,” Brenda said. She began to tell her story about a man that cheated on her. But I could only half listen to it. Something was bothering me.

  I realized that after finding Michael with my roommate and hearing his reason for doing so, that was when it all started. That was when my self-esteem plummeted. After that, I started to dress very plain. I thought that I wasn't sexy anyway, so why dress sexy? I sat there thinking about all of this.

  I suddenly realized that it fit in very well with how I felt when I was at work with Mr. Drake. I was not looking for the approval of Mr. Drake; I was looking for the approval of Michael even though he was buried in my past. This shocked me. That was why Ravinn hurt me so much with his words of rejection. He loved another and did not even think that I was worthy. It came from the experience with Michael. I was still fighting it.

  I felt sick to my stomach as I realized that I had been dealing with it for so long, all because one jerk cheated on me with my roommate. I should have never let myself be so affected by him. He was nothing. He was in my past. Now, I was all the way across many galaxies, and he was still affecting me. I was so stupid. I was on an alien planet, and I was still letting hurt from my past dictate my happiness.

  Late in the night, the girls left my hut and went back to their own living quarters. Then I was alone as I lay in bed drunk. I closed my eyes, and as soon as I did, I saw Ravinn standing naked in front of me. I saw him hovering over me, holding his long, thick cock in his hand. I could not get the vision of him fucking me out of my mind. Finally, I had to touch myself in order to get some release. Only then could I push it out of my mind and get some sleep.

  The next day, I was looking for any sort of distraction to keep my mind off of Ravinn. I walked down the tree staircase to the sandy ground. I had a plan to go work and learn in the communal kitchen in order to occupy my mind.

  “Amelia! I was just going to come visit you,” Ephane said as he caught up with me on the path.

  “Ephane. It is a pleasure to see you again. How are you?” I asked with a smile. I was genuinely glad to see my friend again. Being with him was boring, but it was also a good distraction.

  “I am great. I have a free day today. I planned on going for a swim and then I was going to do some net fishing,” he said.

  “Net fishing? What is that?” I asked.

  “Well, that is the reason I was looking for you. I was going to see if you would like to learn how to do it. It is very easy. You stand in the shower Lowe's and then you cast a small snack and round up the fish in it to eat. I can show you how to do it, and then we can light a fire on the beach and eat what we have caught. Swimming and fishing: a very leisure day, if you are interested?” he said.

  “That sounds perfect. I would love to join you and learn how to do the fishing with the net and prepare them to eat. Lead the way,” I said, very happy that I suddenly had a lot of things that I would be doing to fill my day.

  A few moments later, I was swimming in the cool, crystal-clear water. It was very beautiful, and I realize that I have not taken advantage of being in this paradise as much as I should. It was like being on an island on Earth. There was an abundance of sealife swimming all around us, and vibrant colors. It was very beautiful. Ephane swam around in circles, playing. He was not shifted into dragon form, and I realize that I had not seen him shift at all. He didn't seem as reckless with it as Ravinn did, always flying around.

  I groaned in anger at myself for comparing him to Ravinn. I was not supposed to be thinking of him at all. After an hour or so of lying in the sand and soaking up the rays and jumping over the ocean waves, Ephane showed me how to fish.

  I had a lot of fun casting the net trying to throw as hard and far as I could and then pulling on the drawstring to cinch it closed. I did it for almost an hour before I was finally able to get it right.

  “Look at you; you are a natural. You have not been on Kelon for very long and you are already just as good as a Draqua,” Ephane said with a smile.

  “Thank you. I do like learning new things,” I said to him.

  “Yes, you do seem like a curious and intelligent human female. I like that,” he said as he stepped closer to me. He grabbed the string of the net and wrapped his arm around my waist in order to do it. He was very close to me, and his body was pressing against mine. I looked up at him in order to make sure that he did not get the wrong idea about this. But I was too late. As soon as I turned my head up to him, he planted a kiss on my lips.

  I immediately noticed a difference between his kiss and Ravinn’s. Ephane had a kiss that was a little weak and timid. Ravinn had a kiss that was hungry and confident. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him away from me.

  “What are you doing? Don't do that,” I said to him sternly.

  “I thought it was what you wanted,” he said confused.

  “No. It is not what I wanted. I just wanted to hang out. Don't Draqua just hang out with each other without having to force themselves on you?” I said sarcastically.

  “I thought it was obvious that I was interested in you as a mate. I would hope to petition to request that you be mine. I think we get along well,” he said to me.

  “What? Not you too. It doesn't matter what you want. It doesn't matter what I want. I have already been assigned a mate. That damn Ravinn. If you can believe that,” I said in anger.

  “If you are already assigned, why did you not tell me? I wasted all this time on you,” he said as he stomped through the water back to the shore, leaving me with the net in my hands.

  “Are you serious? I thought we were friends!” I shouted at him. But he did not care. He was very pissed off. He gathered his things and stomped onto the village path.

  “Well, I guess I lost a friend,” I said as I decided to pull the net myself. I pulled out onto the beach and looked at the two fish that I had caught.

  “You are going to the communal kitchen. At least I can pitch in,” I said as I pulled the net over my shoulder and walked it to the kitchen.

  “Was that him?” Brenda said as she bounced in the sand over to me. “I saw you out there with that Draqua. He kissed you,” she said, whispering to me like a schoolgirl.

  “No, that is not him. That is not the one I am assigned to. Brenda, do you know where I take these fish?” I said to her, trying to change the subject.

  “Yes, over here,” she said as I followed her.

  I took the fish to the kitchen and then I began to walk back in the direction of my hut. Along the way, I heard a familiar voice.

  “What do you mean?! That cannot be true! The human, Amelia?” the voice said. I turned to see that it was coming from one path over. After hearing my name, I had to take a look. I crept through the brush toward the other path. There, I saw Talia talking to Ephane. Oh no, I thought. He told her what I said about being assigned to marry Ravinn. I should not have said anything. Ravinn was not going to like this. Why was Ephane telling Talia anyway? It was none of his business.

  "It is true. The human female told me herself. Then I went to check with a mutual colleague of mine. He works as a guard for Ravinn's father. Not only did he confirm it, but he said that the human female and Ravinn were together all night on another island sealing the contract,” Ephane said.

  “What?! That cannot be. Ravinn told me he was on a mission last night, not playing with a human female,” Talia said.

  “It is true. I can assure you that,” Ephane said to her. Talia stood there in shock. Then she began to cry uncontrollably. She ran off down the path. I remained quiet. I felt very bad. She did not deserve that. I looked at Ephane; he had a smile on his face before he walked away. He had done it on purpose, to punish me, or to punish Ravinn.

  The rest of the day, I stayed in my home. I did not want to go out and cause any more problems than I already had. Ravinn hated me for allowing him to do things to me. Talia hated me for being the other woman. Ephane hated me for rejecting him. I was sure that
somewhere off in the distance Michelle hated me for the fact that I had not done more to assure her rescue.

  The next day, I stayed indoors until the evening came and Stephanie and Brenda urged me to go have dinner with them on the beach. I was starting to get a bit of cabin fever, so I went. I figured if I was with them, I was protected from all the drama happening around me. I envied Stephanie and Brenda's happiness. They truly did adore the warriors that they were going to be married to. They found the alien life exotic and adventurous; they hardly talked of anything else. I wished that I could be just as happy, but I could not.

  “Amelia, we are going to stay out on the beach as late as we can. Others are going to build a fire, and we are going to drink the Hiwa and have a good time. Please say that you will stay,” Brenda said.

  “Yes, say that you will stay and have some fun. You have had a scowl on your face for the last two days,” Stephanie said.

  “No, thank you. It is nice of you to want me to have a good time, but I am very tired. I am going to make my way back home. You two have fun,” I said to them. They groaned at me as I left. I walked through the pass headed to the tree staircase that would take me up into the tree canopy. As I walked, I heard hushed whispers. Then I heard my name.

  “Yes, Amelia Sanders. She is a human female with red hair, very small. I want you to get rid of her. Take her back with you, or kill her. I do not care. You decide. Just make sure that it is done within the next few days,” Talia said.

  I put my hand over my mouth to stop me from shouting at her. I could not see her, but I recognized her voice now. I could not see who she was speaking to. I was scared to move because I did not want to step on a twig and create a noise. She already wanted to kill me. If she found me alone like this in the bush, she would just do it now.

  “It will be done,” the deep voice said. I did not recognize it. My heart was beating so fast I thought that they could hear it. I was holding my breath so that I would not breathe too loud. I did not know if they could sense my presence. I was so scared.

  “Good. Tell no one of this conversation, or that you even know me,” Talia said before she turned and walked away.

  I waited until the coast was clear and then ran all the way back to the beach where I joined Brenda and Stephanie. They rejoiced in my return, and I had to pretend like everything was okay. I needed to gather my thoughts and figure out what to do. I was going to have to tell Ravinn. He was the only one that could stop her.

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  RAVINN KEED

  I was completely pissed off. Where did Ephane get off kissing Amelia? I could still see it now. I had walked out of the communal kitchen towards the beach. I was making my way back to my home when I saw Ephane and Amelia standing in the water. He was showing her how to cast a fishing net. Then out of nowhere, he kissed her. The bastard! At that moment, I wanted to shift into dragon form and fly over him. I would pick him up and toss him across the ocean. I was so filled with rage when I saw it. I could only take a second of watching it before I turned my back to it and walked down the path. That was a day ago. Yet, I was still in a rage about it. I hoped for his sake that I did not cross paths with Ephane.

  It has been a couple of days since I had been with Amelia, inside of her. Yet it was constantly on my mind, as though it had just happened. I could not remove her from my nighttime vision. It was very irritating.

  I kept myself busy, and as I walked toward the port to check on a ship, I heard a familiar voice.

  “Ravinn! Ravinn, there you are; I have been looking for you everywhere,” Amelia said as she ran after me down the thick jungle pass.

  “Why? There is nothing for us to say between the two of us,” I said to her. Then I whispered very low, “I told you it is a secret. Never speak of it again.”

  “What? No, not that you idiot. This has nothing to do with that… well, sort of,” she said.

  “Then what?” I said, very angry with her. I knew that it was because she had kissed Ephane. I wondered what else they had done. Did she let him do what I did to her? My rage boiled as I thought about it.

  “It is Talia,” she said.

  “What about her?” I said, even angrier as she said the name. “You did not tell her, did you?”

  “No. I did not. Yet, she is trying to kill me,” she said hysterically.

  “What do you mean? You are not making sense,” I said to her.

  “I overheard Talia asking someone to get rid of me. She wants me dead,” she said to me.

  “Saying this to whom?” I asked her, not believing her. I knew that Talia was too kind hearted to even think of such a thing. She would not even hurt a bug. She was pure of heart, and that was why I loved her so much. So that meant that Amelia was lying for some stupid reason. She was probably wanting to destroy Talia so that she could have me to herself. I should have never slept with her.

  “I do not know. I did not see his face. His voice was very deep, deeper than any I have ever heard. But she wants me dead, and it is because of what Ephane told her,” she said.

  “What?!” I roared at her.

  “Don't be mad. I didn't realize that this was a secret,” she said to me.

  “I am trying not to be mad, but it is too late. Now tell me what has happened,” I said as I grabbed her shoulders and pulled her to me.

  “I had to tell Ephane that I had been assigned to be your wife. He wants me. He wants me to be his wife. I had to tell him that I had already been assigned in order to stop him from thinking that. I didn't realize that Talia did not know. Your father set it up, and I figured in time everybody would know anyway, including her. But then I saw Ephane telling her.”

  “Fuck!” I said as I realize that Ephane told Talia on purpose. This was a big mess.

  “Yes, exactly. And now that she knows, she wants to get rid of me. I am in danger; don't you see? Your crazy girlfriend is a psycho!”

  “Do not say that of her. You are overreacting. If she does know, she is just heartbroken. I must go find her. I must reassure her that I love her and that you mean nothing,” I said as I pushed her away from me and shifted into dragon form. I flew straight up into the trees. I searched the living quarters of Talia, but she was not there. I searched the entire island for her. But as I was searching, I saw him; I saw Ephane.

  “Ephane!” I shouted as I landed in the sand in front of him. He was by the freshwater tank system of the island.

  “Ravinn. Good to see you as always,” he said with a grin.

  “What the hell have you done, you idiot Draqua?!” I said, pushing on his chest. He took a few steps backward.

  "I do not know what you mean,” he said in a very condescending way.

  “I think you do. Why did you tell Talia that I had been promised to a human female? She did not know. I was going to fix it,” I said to him.

  “I was only telling her the truth. She deserved to know, just like I deserved to know before I spent all my time with Amelia trying to get her to marry me.”

  “Oh, I see. You told Talia simply because you were angry that you got rejected,” I said, laughing at him.

  He did not like this. The smile on his face faded. He growled. Then he ran straight at me. His shoulder dug into my belly. He pushed me back, catching me off guard. I fell onto my back. We rolled in the grass. He punched me in the ribs. I punched him in the jaw. We went rolling across the grass, into the sand, and then into the water. I did not realize just how much rage Ephane had bottled up. He must really hate me, I thought as he put his hands around my neck and strangled me. He pushed me under the water, holding me down. We Draqua could hold our breath for a very long time, but not forever. He was trying to drown me. I kicked him and pushed him off of me. We fought in the sand.

  “What is going on here?! Break it up!” Four warriors ran toward us and pulled us off of each other. Ephane sneered at me.

  “You have always gotten everything that I wanted! Ever since we were young hybrids. You got everything, and I got the second. I a
m sick of it!” he shouted. Then he stomped off.

  “Everything okay here?” one warrior asked.

  “Yes, fine. I am fine. Thank you,” I said as I flew away. I had to find Tallia. I had to fix things with her.

  I found her sitting on the beach alone on the far side of the island. She was crying.

  “Talia…” I said as I landed next to her and walked to her.

  "Don't come near me, Ravinn,” she said in anger.

  “I am sorry, Talia. I was going to tell you that my father was forcing me to marry a human, but I did not think it was necessary because I am not going to do it. You know my father. You know how he is. This was just him trying to get his way. But I told him no. It is only his orders. I will defy them for as long as it takes,” I said sitting next to her.

  “You lied,” she screamed at me.