For Love & Torture_A Submissives’ Secrets Novel

by Michelle Love

  My body is on fire as Pierce does the most unimaginable things to me. His tongue goes from wide to pointy as he taps at my swollen clit. I’m aching to release, but it’s just not coming. I feel it so deep inside of me, this persistent hum of ecstasy that’s bubbling toward the surface. It’s an intensity that I’ve never experienced before.

  His fingers gouge into the flesh of my hips as he begins to lick, suck, and tap away with his tongue in a furious manner. He moves his hands. One palm flattens on my stomach, and he pulls it back, then moves his mouth to my clit, and I scream as his tongue taps the exposed clit. Then he puts his lips around it and moves them up and down.

  I’m gasping with desire as he mouth fucks me. Up and down he goes, over and over, until I’m shaking all over and feel the edge of pleasure as it moves through me, leaving me crying. So much is releasing inside of me, it’s insane.

  “Pierce! God! Oh, God!” Tears roll down my cheeks as I come undone.

  Bursts of pure bliss occur as my body dives into the depths of the deepest orgasm I’ve ever had. I can barely think, it’s taking me so far away. The sounds of lapping and groaning are all I hear as my eyes roll back in my head and my toes curl.

  It’s as if I’m floating on a cloud as one orgasm after another makes waves through my entire body. I’m breathless and high as a kite as Pierce kisses his way up my body. His weight presses me into the mattress, and his mouth moves up my neck. I can’t stop moaning and running my hands over his hilly back.

  Warm lips press against my ear. “I love you, Jade Thomas.”

  “Thank you, Pierce. I love you too. I always have.”

  “You’ll remember this forever and so will I.” He moves his hard cock to the edge of my pulsing canal, and with one hard thrust, he’s inside of me.

  “Ah!” I make a short gasp, as it only hurt a bit. My body was on cloud nine, and it seems to have helped immensely with taking him in for the first time.

  Being perfectly still, Pierce pulls his head up and looks at me. “Are you okay, Jade?”

  With a moan, I answer, “More than okay, Pierce. This is the most amazing experience I’ve ever had.”

  A smile pulls his plump lips up at the corners. “And it’s nowhere near over, baby.”

  “Good. I can’t wait to see what more you can do for me.”

  He moves his massive cock that fills me entirely almost all the way out of me, then slowly pushes it back in. I can feel the burn a bit as the ecstasy is fading. Our eyes hold as he whispers, “This feels right.”

  I nod in agreement. “It does. I’m glad I came to you.”

  “Me too,” he says as he moves his cock with a slow and steady rhythm. I almost feel as if we’re dancing, but with total intimacy. One of my hands rests on his shoulder, the other on his cheek as we gaze at each other.

  Then he moves slowly down to me, our mouths meeting as he makes love to me. I can’t believe it’s this good with a man I’ve just met in person. It feels as if we’ve known each other forever. And now this will be etched in my memory permanently.

  I’m so happy I pushed past my fears and let this happen to me!

  Moving my foot up the back of his leg, I relish the way his muscles bulge with each stroke. His stomach ripples over mine as he moves. His pecs press against my breasts, and the whole thing is better than I ever thought it’d be.

  I thought I’d feel squished, but his weight is comfortable and even something I feel I’ll crave now. I sigh as his mouth leaves mine and he trails kisses down my neck, over my collarbone. Then he takes one of my breasts into his mouth, sucking and licking the nipple as he starts to move a little faster.

  I feel a pull deep in my stomach with each suck he makes and moan a bit with the pleasurable feeling it gives me. I’ve never had such a feeling in my life. Everything feels so good, so right. And he has more to show me!

  With him being right about how this feels, I think I can trust him about the other stuff. Somehow, I feel like I can let myself go with this man. And I’ve never wanted anything more than I do right now. I want him all over me like this. I want it forever!

  His hand moves to play with my other tit as he keeps sucking on the one he started with. I find myself arching up to meet his strokes and getting hotter and hotter and into it all.

  My nails dig into his back, making scratches as I run them up and down. His lips leave my tit, and he smiles at me. “I’m going to hold your arms down over your head. Give you a small taste of what it’s like. Okay?”

  Biting my lip, I nod and watch as he takes my hands and moves them over my head, then pins them down with one of his. He moves faster and harder as he holds me down. He looks at me with a confident expression.

  I can’t help but feel a bit helpless as he moves his cock into me with hard thrusts. I hold his intense gaze as he does to me what he wants to. Then I ask, “Is this fucking, Pierce?”

  “Why would you even ask that?”

  “You’ve become like a statue. Like stone. Your face has gone hard. Your demeanor has changed from loving to mechanical. I feel like you’re fucking me, not making love to me.”

  He releases my wrists and runs his hands over my face, his hard expression vanished. “I didn’t mean to do that, Jade. I want this to be special for you. I want you to feel loved. I’m sorry. I won’t be using those tactics again tonight. Tonight is about bringing you into a world where things can be different. A slow and easy process that should never be rushed.” He kisses me again with a soft kiss then looks at me. “Thank you for being so honest.”

  I caress his whiskered cheeks as I look into the blue, brown depths of his eyes. Eyes that tell me a lot about him. He’s a man in conflict, and he doesn’t even realize it yet. But with my help, he might. “You are very special, Pierce. It’s my good fortune to have you teaching me about this whole thing.”

  We watch one another as he moves his body in a gentle fashion, pulling me into his heart without even trying to. I will always remember this time with him. The way he looks as he moves, the way he smells like Ivory soap and his skin feels taut under my hands.

  He moves one hand along my arm, then all the way down to my leg, then hikes it up a bit. I feel his cock go deeper and gasp as it hits a place inside of me that sparks with a very pleasant shock. Over and over, he hits the same spot until I’m gripping his biceps and closing my eyes as a rush moves through me.

  My body is shaking as the intensity takes me over and then his cock jerks inside of me, filling me with moist heat and his groan makes my heart pound as my body follows his into the abyss of pleasure where I hope we’ll stay for a long, long time.

  I cannot believe I had an orgasm with him on our first time ever!

  Pierce

  A soft breeze blows past my face, waking me up from a dreamless and deep sleep. I catch the blue blanket as it falls back over me and then turn my head to see Jade walking with an odd gait toward the bathroom. A smile drifts across my lips as I recall just why she’s walking so funny. I made her mine!

  Jade felt so different in my arms last night. No one has ever felt like that. Her face seemed so familiar as we made love. And she was so comfortable with me that she felt at ease telling me how I’d changed at one point in our love making. I’d turned it around, made it about me for a moment, and she pointed it out to me in a way that didn’t make me irritated in the least.

  Hopping out of bed, I hurry to the kitchen to grab us a couple of bottles of juice and breakfast bars. I think Jade deserves a little breakfast in bed for being such an active participant in last night’s activities.

  As I get back to the bedroom, she’s coming out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her. “Lose the towel.”

  She smiles shyly at me. “Good morning. How’d you sleep?”

  Making my way to her, I kiss her cheek that’s red from my beard. “I slept better than I have in forever. And you?”

  “Like the dead,” she says, then points at the bottles of juice. “Is that apple?”

>   “It is,” I say as I hand it to her. “And I have apple cinnamon breakfast bars too. Care for a snuggle and some breakfast in bed?”

  Taking the bottle of juice from me, she drops the towel that’s covering her and sashays her fine ass back to the bed. “If you want to, then I do.”

  “I want to. I so want to. And I have to say, you’ve conquered the waddle you left the room with. Way to go.” I climb into the bed and pull the blanket up to cover us both.

  “You saw that?” she asks as she looks down with embarrassment. “How horrible!”

  “It was cute and real. I’d imagine you’re very sore in that area. Did you find the aspirin in the medicine cabinet?” I ask as I pull her to me after she takes a long drink of the juice.

  “I did. And I noticed the plethora of other things in there. The painkillers, the antibiotic salves, the bandages. Just how much do you plan on torturing my flesh, Pierce?” Her expression is amused, rather than frightened, which I find myself happy about.

  “All of that isn’t for things of that nature, Jade.” I open the package the breakfast bar is in and hand it to her. “Eat this. I want you to have something in your stomach before I have my way with you again.”

  “How generous,” she quips then takes a bite. “So, why do you have all of that stuff then?”

  “We’re out here in the middle of nowhere. We could get into poison ivy, and I brought a medication for that. You could trip and scrape your knee, so I brought the antibiotic ointment with pain reliever if something like that might happen. It’s always better to be prepared, in my opinion.”

  Jade snuggles into my side as she sips on her juice and munches on her breakfast. “You’re an exceptionally thoughtful man, Pierce. I’m lucky to be out here in the wilderness with such a man as yourself. Being secluded with you doesn’t feel bad at all.”

  “Glad to hear it,” I say, then scarf down my food and gulp down the juice, eager to get her under me, as my dick’s gone hard for her. “Finish up. I have things to do this morning.”

  “Such as?” she asks as she takes the last bite, then finishes off her juice.

  “Such as teaching you how to ride me.”

  Her eyes light up, and she puts the empty bottle on the nightstand next to me as she climbs over me. “Is this the position you’d like me in, Pierce?”

  Grabbing her by the waist, I lift her up and let her slide back down on my erection. A pained expression moves over her pretty face as she settles on it. “Sore, huh?” I ask.

  She nods. “But it’s already feeling much better thanks to you. Now, do I move fast or slow?”

  I pick her up and let her ease back down again. “I’ll move you, but you let me know if it continues to hurt.”

  “I can tell you now that I won’t be letting the initial discomfort stop me from getting to the Promised Land that you took me to last night. I very much want to go there again. And again and again.” Her smile is bright, and I can see she’s genuine.

  Her boobs bounce a bit as I move her up and down my cock. I watch them, and love the way it feels as she moves her hands over my six pack. “You like my muscles, don’t you, baby?”

  “I love them,” she says as she looks at me. “And thank you, by the way, for making last night a memory I’ll cherish forever. Adding in the loving words was nice of you.”

  “If I recall, you said them back to me. S, do you still love me, Jade Thomas?” I ask with a grin.

  She hesitates for a moment as she looks into my eyes. “I do, Pierce Langford. I love you. Do you still love me?”

  “And if I say yes, then what?”

  Her smile grows. “Then I’ll make it my purpose in life, to make you the happiest man alive.”

  Gripping her waist, holding her up for a moment, I find the words pouring from my lips, “I love you, Jade. And for the next two months, we can show each other just how much love there is between us.”

  I let her move back down my cock as she says, “For the next two months, we’re in love.”

  With a nod, I close my eyes and let that sink in as I move her up and down my dick. This wasn’t in my plan at all. I was going to tell her I loved her during the initial sexual act and that was to be it. But this feels too natural to stop. And I have to wonder if I actually could love her already. I ask myself if this is really all an act? And if it is, just how deep am I into it?

  She makes a low moan, and I open my eyes to find her grinding herself with my cock. Licking my finger, I rub the hood of her clit as she moves over me. Her eyes open, and she looks at me. Licking her lips, she asks, “Can I try out my blowjob skills?”

  “Who the hell would say no to that? By all means, try them out.”

  Jade leans over me, kissing my lips, pushing her tongue through them and tempting my tongue to follow hers back into her mouth. She gently sucks it, moving her head a bit as she does, mimicking what she’ll soon be doing to me a bit lower. She eases the kiss, then asks, “Like that?”

  “Exactly like that, baby.” I kiss the tip of her nose, then she climbs off me and moves down to get to business.

  I watch her head as she moves it between my legs and takes a deep breath. “Okay, here I go.”

  Her mouth is warm as she moves it over my cock. I let out a groan, as it feels so good. Her lips sheath her teeth, and the sensation is fantastic. She moves as at a speed that’s pleasurable. Up and down she goes, then her hands move over my stomach to my hands, where she laces our fingers together.

  It’s an intimacy I’ve never allowed. I don’t do this kind of thing. This is making love, not fucking like I’ve been doing for the last several years. This is pushing my boundaries by leaps and bounds. But I agreed to let her push my limits just as I’m about to start doing to her.

  Today I’ll remain this way, loving and sweet. Tomorrow will start a new day. A day where her limits will begin to be tested. And I have a feeling she’s got more in her than she’s aware of.

  Jade begins to hum, vibrating my cock and sending chills all over me. “Oh, baby, yes.”

  She moves faster, using her tongue to run up the bottom of my shaft. Her humming grows louder, and it makes the feelings more intense. She holds my hands tight as she moves faster and faster, until I let go and shoot my wad into her mouth.

  I open my eyes, surprised I did that so fast and gave her no warning. She keeps moving as my dick jerks more cum into her mouth. Then she stops and pulls her mouth off me, lets my hands go, and looks at me with a bit of white cum hanging from her lower lip. Her tongue flicks out and laps it up. “You taste good, Pierce.”

  “Damn, baby!”

  I sit up and grab the back of her neck, pulling her to me, kissing her with a hard and demanding kiss. I want her like I’ve never wanted anyone. Rolling over with her, I pin her body to the mattress and thrust into her before I let her mouth leave mine. Then I look at her and thrust into her with a vigorous intensity.

  She gasps with each slam I make into her. The way her body is shaking has me on turned all the way on. The hell with making love!

  “Jade, I’m going to fuck you now.”

  She nods as she watches me. “You’re like an animal, Pierce. A wild one that I long to tame.”

  “I’m not one to be tamed, Jade. Try all you want.” I slam into her once more, then pull out and turn her over. I take her by the waist, pulling her back to me where I force my cock into her swollen pussy once again. “I think you’ll find it’s me who turns you into what I want.”

  She screams with every hard thrust I make. “Pierce, God!”

  The Dom in me takes over for a moment as I ask, “What color are you feeling, Jade?”

  “Green!” she shrieks. “Green. God, this is just more than I knew was possible. Fuck me, Pierce. Make me into what you want!”

  “I want your sweet ass to flow with hot juices when I command it to. I want you wet and ready with a mere command from me. I want to take this hot pussy whenever and wherever I want.”

  “Yes!” she cries
out. “Yes, I’m yours wherever and whenever. Just keep doing it, please. It’s more than I can imagine!”

  Slamming into her over and over, I find her walls contracting as she wails and climaxes. “Cum all over my cock, Jade. Show me what I mean to you.”

  Her body sags as she leans over on her elbows, panting like a horse that’s been run fast and furiously. “You mean everything to me.”

  My cock pulses, and I stiffen as semen pours from me into her. “And you mean everything to me.” I lean over her body, resting on her back.

  My heart is racing and for more reasons than because I’ve just cum. More is there. More than I was ever looking for.

  This might not be as easy as I thought it’d be!

  Jade

  Bacon fries in a pan that Pierce found for me to cook it in. I’ve never cooked bacon, or much of anything else, for that matter. The smoke it’s creating is getting thick, and I find Pierce coming out of the hallway, waving his hand in front of his face. “What the hell, Jade?”

  “It’s smoking! Does this always happen when one makes bacon?”

  “No, it does not!” He moves past me and hits a button on the thingy over the stove. The sound of a fan comes on, and the smoke starts drifting up to the thing over the stove. In no time at all, the smoke’s gone.

  And Pierce is giving me a stern look. “You’ve burnt the bacon.” He moves the sizzling pan off the burner and turns back to look at me. “Do you really mean to tell me that something as simple as making four slices of bacon is beyond you?”

  His tone is harsh, and I’m taking offense by it. With my hands on my hips, I remind him, “I told you I didn’t know how to cook. I wasn’t lying to you.”

  Pierce huffs and opens one of the cabinets next to the stove. “This is where the cooking utensils are. Grab another pan and let’s see if I can teach you how to make a simple breakfast without burning down the house, shall we?”

  I lean over and look for a pan similar to the one I seem to have burnt up. A solid smack lands on my ass, and I yelp and stand up. “Hey!”