A LIL' LESS BROKEN

by Tara Oakes

  Jay had the most beautiful penis I had ever seen. It wasn't like I had many to compare it to, but his blew every last one of them away. The shaft was long and thick, tilting up toward the end. There was a small notch right under the head that I had always used as a landmark when going down on him. It was one of the most sensitive areas, and I knew just the right way to press my tongue into it to make him lose himself. The head was the softest patch of skin I had ever felt and I used to love to run it over my lips. It felt like kissing a piece of satin. The vein stalking its way down the trunk always throbbed under my palms as I held him tight, moving his skin with me as I stroked him. I could never fit his entire length in my mouth, but knew just how to give attention to the rest of his dick while I attempted to anyway.

  THEN

  The first time I had ever gone down on Jay, I had no idea what I was doing. We were in the basement of his parents house watching a scary movie late one night. It was a weekend so Butch would always let me stay out later. We hadn't been dating long, maybe four months or so and the butterflies were definitely still there. I had become slightly more comfortable touching him, and I knew it drove him wild when I did.

  We laid on his couch kissing and petting heavily. He always paid extra attention to my boobs. I had been blessed with a great rack, and he loved to show his appreciation. My hands had recently started to explore under his pants and I found that it was no longer intimidating to hold him. He had showed me how to touch him and caress him in a way that always seemed to make him whimper in tortured pain after I had been tending to him long enough.

  That night, we had been following our usual pattern of touching and groping when suddenly he started to moan and shift himself not seeming to be able to get comfortable. I thought I was doing something wrong, so I told him I was sorry.

  "Baby, you're not doing anything wrong. It just feels so good. I need to come... I can't wait much longer..." He unbuckled his belt to give my hand a bit more room.

  Emboldened by his need for me, I looked dead set into his eyes and told him "Tell me how to make you come.."

  He tensed, eyeing me, gauging my level of preparedness for what he was about to ask. "Touch me like you do, and kiss me there, like your licking an ice cream cone." His face showed no sign of embarrassment or shame in asking me to tend to him like this. It was only full of need. If he was confident in it, then I was sure that I could be confident in doing it to him. I swallowed hard. I knew what a blow job was. I had heard about it, talked with my friends about it and even seen it in random porn magazines that Tiny would leave littered around his bedroom when I would quickly enter to place his laundry on his bed. I could do this. He wanted me to, and more importantly, I wanted to do this for him.

  Looking back, I must have been slightly clumsy with just the sheer newness of it all. Jay caressed my hair and my neck as he was panting, moaning "Baby, that's it... just like that..." I had managed to figure out a rhythm to my stroking that made it easier to slide his dick into my mouth without having to readjust my grip. When I needed to breathe more air in, I would pull him out completely and swirl the tip around my lips until I was fortified enough to bring him in again. He seemed to fucking love it when I did that.

  I was really getting the hang of it when his shaft started to pulse a little faster. "Baby.. baby.. I'm gonna come.. let go... It's gonna come out now.." He strained and pulled himself out of my mouth, pumping himself while his eye lids closed shut and his body spasmed. His hand glistened with wetness and his shirt was now moist from the outpouring splashes. He dropped his head back, "Fuck.. that was incredible" he whispered. Sitting there between his legs I had no idea what to do next. Was it over? He was barely moving now. Was he hurt?

  Not knowing what to do, I reached over and grabbed some extra napkins from next to the empty pizza box from earlier. I dabbed at and pressed his dick and hand trying to sop up some of the mess. It was slippery, and I couldn't seem to get it all up. Jay reached his arms through his shirt, pulling it off. "Shit baby, you don't have to do that. Let me..." He used his crumpled shirt to clean himself off before throwing it on the floor away from us. He pulled me up onto the couch besides him, and hung his limp arms around me. He kissed his lips against mine and then rested them on my forehead.

  I needed to know if I had done it right. "Jay... was it ... o.k.?"

  "Lil's, you have no idea how fucking 'O.K.' that was. You didn't even swallow and it was still hands down the best ever."

  I backed my head away an inch and pitched my voice into a question "Wait, you mean I can swallow it?"

  Jay chuckled and kissed my forehead again.

  NOW

  The dick in my hands was just as I remembered it. Each square inch was memorized in my mind. I know how it felt, how it tasted. I pushed the last bit of cotton down past his hips and down his leg. He managed to get the rest of it off by using his other foot to peel it past his heel. I spread his knees slowly using my fingernails to lightly trail up his inner thighs, opening themselves to me.

  His penis stood fully erect bouncing slightly from the recent move to freedom from inside his sweats. I looked at it admiringly, twitching the corner of my mouth up in a mild smirk. “Hmmm. Baby, I don't know.. I might not remember how...”

  Jay hitched out a laugh. "Hah! Yeah right. Baby, you were a fucking expert, but I could always give you a fresher course if you need it."

  I glared at him smartly. I stretched my back forward practically on all fours, careful not to touch any part of him while making my way to his center. Using only the tip of my nose, I ran it up from the very base of his sack slowly to the tip of his very erect head. Lingering over his pink apex I started to blow a cool stream of air directly into him. I could hear him hiss from above me. I lifted my gaze to his face without moving my head, as it was perfectly aligned for what I was about to do. I raised my eyebrow, arching it high in a slightly evil way.

  As slow as I could, I opened my mouth wide and curved my lips loosely over the edges of my teeth. His eyes were watching me intently, studying my moves without blinking. I lowered myself millimeter by millimeter taking his dick into my warm mouth more slowly than I even thought possible. His eyes widened further the more I took his cock in. As I reached the bottom of his throbbing shaft, I closed my eyes dreamily, and tilted my head just the tiniest bit to the side. I extended my tongue as softly as I could to cradle the underside of his length with and then forcefully moved myself up his erection just a bit faster than when I took him in.

  "FUCK!..." Jay called out as I assaulted his favorite body part, barely reaching the head as my tongue swirled over and around the tip in my mouth. I could feel Jay's hips buck just a bit as I suckled on him gently, roaming my warm breath over his opening. I felt the beginning of his pre-cum start to seep out onto my tongue. His familiar musk flooded my senses giving me the driving force to step up my game. I clamped my lips down around him, sealing him in tight and then sucked in as hard as I could. Using my hands to balance myself, I looked once more at Jay's anguished face. Because it's never really a bad time to be bit of a bitch, I winked at him before I sent myself crashing down again, causing him to moan out loudly and breathlessly.

  Every skill that Jay had taught me was used. Each little move deliberate and unrelenting as I touched, pulled, pushed and sucked my way into the deepest depths of Jay's need. He squirmed and whimpered and begged me as I unleashed myself fully to my task. Jay had known me as an innocent girl and helped me blossom to a passionate lover desperate to please her man. But this part of me was new to him, unfamiliar to him. This was a woman aching to please him because it pleased me more in doing it. Every fulfilling twinge he felt, I felt exponentially greater. His need was my need, and I would see to it that it was completely satisfied or die trying. I was impressed with my own stamina, considering how long it had been since I had done this.

  Jay bit his lip and called out to me "Baby.. I'm gonna come.." He flew open his eyes and watched me continue the job at hand. His brow furrow
ed and pursed itself as he tried to pull his hips back away from me. I hadn't always finished to the end with Jay. He never made me feel like I had to accept his flow into my mouth. It depended on the moment. "Baby! I'm gonna come.." Well that was the point, wasn't it? He shook with each mini eruption that flowed from his manhood and trickled into my waiting warmth. He threw his hands deep into my chestnut waves and massaged my scalp as I set to task licking his juices clean off of him. When I was finished he bent down to kiss my lips deeply, breathing heavily. I stood up, into his kiss and then pulled my mouth to his ear. "Have a safe trip baby." I whispered huskily. Now that was a god damned send off.

  CHAPTER FIVE

  Tiny answered the phone on the second ring, breathless and panting.. "Yeah... what's up bro?".

  "Ummm.. no. It's Lil's. Catch you at a bad time? Sunny there?" I could hear rustling on his end, as I pictured him jumping to his feet to match the sounds passing through the phone.

  "Sis... you O.K.? Where's Jay?" He blurted out.

  I realize that I had called him from Jay's home phone but really, what was all the excitement here? "Tiny, I'm fine. Jay's here. I need to ask Sunny a favor. She around?"

  My brother held his breath, before answering. "Yeah... she's right under me. Can this wait a bit Lil's? We're kind of in the middle of saying goodbye..."

  Ew. What the fuck? No way should Tiny be sharing this information with me. I could picture Sunny giggling below him. "You are a goddamned animal Tiny! I cannot believe you just said that to your own sister. Tell Sunny to call me back when you're done molesting her." I hung up the phone and stomped into the bathroom to shower, trying to shake the image from my head. I could hear Jay laughing from the kitchen.

  After showering and dressing, I made my way out to the living room where Jay was hunched over the coffee le. The strong scent of artificial banana hit me as soon as I neared him. My stomach constricted and a lump drew in my throat. The locking and clicking sounds confirmed what I already knew to be true. Jay was cleaning his handgun. The gun cleaner and cotton balls spread over a few pieces of newspaper in front of him.

  I had always hated when he cleaned his gun in front of me. I knew he carried, hell all the brothers did, but I didn't need a fucking in my face reminder of it. When I was a young kid before my folks split, ma would always make my dad maintain his pieces out in the garage. The intense banana smell of the cleaning fluid made her dizzy. I nervously sat down in the armchair across from him. "Goin' fishing?" I sad as sarcastically as I could.

  Without looking up from his project, he cocked his head to the side, checking the barrel before releasing it with a loud snapping sound as it closed. "Something like that baby." He slid the clip of bullets into the handle and slammed it into the heal of his hand to ensure it was secure before standing and tucking it into his waistband, pulling his t-shirt over the area. Shrugging his shoulders up at my obvious disdain, he smiled. "Never too safe baby doll. Sunny called back when you were in the shower. She had to rearrange a few things and clear it by Tiny but she can go to River Rapids with you. I told her you'd pick her up in a few hours. Tiny gave her the same speech I gave you, so we're all on the same page. No need for miscommunication on either end. Two days. That's it." He scurried to crumple the dirtied newspaper and toss it in the wastebasket. "Prospects are out front. Give them a heads up when you're ready to head out. The truck's all cleaned out and gassed up..." He paused and looked directly while pointing his finger at me for emphasis. "And Lil's.. DO NOT change my radio stations to your damn girlie music."

  I giggled. It took him almost a week to figure out how to change them back the last time I had done it. Served him right for spending an ungodly amount of money on that involved of a sound system. I could see that Jay had showered and packed a small duffel bag waiting by the door. "Come here..." he used his eyes to motion from me to in front of where he was standing. Jay reached into his back pocket and pulled out a thick letter sized envelope. As soon as I was in range he pulled me into him and placed the envelope between us, tapping it against my chest.

  "This is for your little trip. There's enough in there to pay out your lease and take care of anything else you girls need up there. You need more, you tell the tall one, Blue, and he'll take care of it." When I didn't take the envelope from him he pulled out the bra shelf of my tank and slipped it in. I began to refuse the cash when he clipped my chin in between his fingers and held it firm "DO NOT give me any shit. You got your way.. quit while you're ahead Lil's."

  I sighed and resigned myself to let him think I was going to take his money. Jay's other hand snaked behind me and cupped my ass deep, almost straight through between my legs and held firm. "Mmmmm... gonna miss that sweet pussy of yours." I clamped my thighs together holding his hands in a vice. Jay laughed. "If I wasn't gonna be late for church, I'd bend you over and smack your ass for being such a little cock tease."

  Standing up onto my toes, I planted the sweetest little kiss on his lips, and then turned to whisper seductively near his ear. "Don't get yourself all hot and bothered baby... You've got a long ride ahead of you and I wouldn't want you to squirm the whole way thinking about little ol' me..." I squealed as he slapped my ass and then rubbed it rough.

  Jay slammed his mouth onto mine and groaned down into my throat. He pulled away in a quick jerk, grabbed his duffle and stalked off in a huff. Before he closed the door behind him he called out "Two days", leaving me standing in the middle of the empty living room with a wad of cash between my tits and the need to change my panties.

  ******

  Jay's truck roared to life as I threw my overnight bag into the back seat and fiddled with the buttons on the arm rest to bring my dangling feet closer to the pedals. The air conditioning blasted out at full speed helping to cool the warm leather interior as the navigation screen illuminated. Driving a truck this large would take some adjusting, as I was used to driving my little Toyota Prius. The oversized pickup truck was new enough to still have a lingering plastic smell in the double cab, and other than a half rolled pack of lifesavers in the change bin it was kept immaculate. Jay never did anything small. Not his bike, cars or least of all his temper. I needed to strain to see over the wheel comfortably.

  I slowly rolled out of the driveway and checked oncoming traffic before turning out. The two prospects assigned to me for the trip were already geared to fall in line behind me. I had known Tommy, or T.J. as the boys called him from high school. He was a couple of years behind me and I had homeroom with his older sister Tara. The taller one, Jay had called him 'Blue', seemed nice enough but must be relatively new on the scene because I had never met him before.

  My driving must have been as awkward as I feared, because the bikers stayed far enough behind me to benefit from whatever advanced warning my brake lights could provide. I headed over to the other side of town, where Tiny and Sunny lived. I liked Sunny very much but have only gotten to see her a couple of times when Tiny brought her with him to visit me at school. They had been together now for a little over a year. She was a few years older than me and had moved to town from Atlanta when she had inherited some old house from an uncle that passed on. After hooking up with my brother, he moved her into his place and they rented out her house to a sweet old couple.

  My brother was nicknamed Tiny because he was the exact opposite. He was a linebacker in high school and weighed at least two hundred and fifty pounds of stocky muscle. He inherited pops thick dark brown hair along with me, and kept a year long tan. Sunny was the polar image of him. Unlike my brother's road name, she actually was tiny. She couldn't be more than five foot three and was as fair skinned as they came. Real peaches and cream type of complexion. Her light blonde hair was always perfectly cut and styled, with dark lowlights the last time I had seen. Sunny was a great hairdresser, and my brother had set her up with her own shop here in town. I glanced up at myself in the rear view mirror and shook out my own head to give it some volume, thinking that maybe she could spruce me up a little when we got ba
ck from our trip. I was a pretty low maintenance kind of gal, but it might be fun to let her experiment a little. I pulled up in front of Tiny's house and tapped the horn a bit. I didn't want to be rude but I thought it was safer this way than to try and park in the driveway only to have to back out again later.

  T.J. and Blue pulled in behind me and dismounted. Sunny came strolling out of the garage teetering in her high heel sandals and pulling her wheeled Luis Vuitton carryall behind. She waved her hand behind her pointing her keys and the garage door closed automatically. The prospects met her toward the apron of the driveway and relieved her of her luggage, with T.J. heading toward the back cab to place it in the bed of the truck. Blue opened the passenger side door for Sunny and helped her make the climb in, closing the door behind her.

  Sunny and I hugged and squealed together ready to start our adventure, when a set of knuckles rapping on her window drew our attention. Sunny lowered the window with her control switches and we both leaned over to Blue. He was tall enough to be on eye level with us even in our raised seats. "All righty ladies, we head straight to your apartment from here. You need to stop for anything, you send me a text and we'll pull over. Jay says to keep it under 60 or it might be too much for you to handle the breaks. We good?" he asked us both before nodding and tapping the the car door as he turned to his bike. "All right. Let's roll."

  Sunny raised her window and we both kept a stoic face until we were sure Blue was well out of earshot before we burst out laughing. I put my best macho man impression on and lowered my voice to match his. I threw on my sunglasses "All righty ladies... we good? Let's roll." Sunny burst out into hysterics.

  "That was soo good. Don't let him hear you do that though, I hear he's a real tight ass." My curiosity was peaked.