by Louisa Neil
That idea struck him. Was he afraid if he experimented with Mason the whole world would look at him and only see him as gay? Not if he didn’t tell anyone, he realized. He would still be the same person with the same achievements and mistakes he’d already made. Jeff understood on a deep level his decision had already been made. It probably was years ago subconsciously, but consciously this weekend. Alice had opened a door to a whole side of his sexuality he’d never experienced.
Jeff continued to stroke his own cock. It was hard, and droplets of pre-cum gathered on his tip. He’d tasted his own cum before. He’d tasted Mason’s poolside, and just this morning as they licked their loads from Alice’s chest. With a resigned sigh, he knew he’d not come by his own hand tonight. In a moment of complete abandon, he rolled on the large bed to the side table and pulled out the two toys he kept there along with a tube of lubricant.
In the past he’d used them on Alice and then on the other women he dated. His fiancée, or ex-fiancée, he corrected, hadn’t liked him using the toys on her vaginally while he licked her or in her anus. She was a complete straight-fuck woman. No licking or sucking. Mainly she liked to fuck in a missionary position without much foreplay. He laughed when he realized she stopped sucking his cock when they got engaged and was impatient when he’d try to lick her pussy.
Jeff restarted the movie and lay back with the toys within reach. He grabbed one and began sucking on it as the woman on the screen was doing to the men. He watched as she swirled her tongue over and round them and followed her motions. As the movie progressed, he found he was taking more and more length between his lips and down his throat, experimenting just how far he could suck the phallus before choking.
With the dildo still between his lips, he grabbed the other one and coated it with the lube. He pulled his legs up, bending his knees wide to the side. He tried to push it inside his body, but it didn’t work. After a few tries, he coated his fingers with the lube and tried again. He learned if he leaned on his side just a bit, his finger slid in his anus. It didn’t hurt, just felt different. While he fingered his ass with one hand, he used the other to push and pull the dildo between his lips. His cock was full, aching for relief that wasn’t coming.
Jeff understood why. He pulled his fingers from his anus and grasped the second dildo. From this position, it slid easily into his body. He stilled at the new stretch, the slight ache it created deep within him, and pushed it a bit further. Soon he was pulling and pushing it while his anus clasped the plastic. It was like the burn eased the more he played.
Emboldened by his experiment, he used one hand to push the dildo deeper between his lips and the other further into his body. When the man on-screen came, Jeff sprayed his cum on his belly. He let the dildo slip from between his lips but continued to fuck his own ass with the second. He didn’t get completely hard again, but after a while, he came again. It wasn’t a full load, more of a satisfying dribbling of cum from his tip. He closed his eyes and let sleep overtake him.
Jeff woke in the middle of the night, his anus clasping the dildo. He thought to pull it out but found he was pushing it deeper. For the rest of the night and into the early morning, he used the toy on himself. He tried different positions, rolling onto his belly and holding the toy in his body with one hand. He used his muscles to grip it. Then he lay back on this bed and pulled his legs wide to the side. The toy slid easily in and out of him. His cock was harder than he’d ever known in all his life. As a last try, he scrambled onto his hands and knees with the toy protruding from him. Jeff caught a glimpse of himself in the bureau mirror and came on the sheets. Finally, he was sated and exhausted. He let the toy slip from his body and dropped onto the wet spot his cum had made.
* * * *
Jeff was awake early, washing the toys and putting them back in the drawer. He jumped in a quick shower and was about to get dressed and head to the lab when there was a knock on his door. It was just six in the morning and still dark outside. It was too early for Marilyn or Cook to be bringing him coffee. He pulled his robe tighter around him and padded to the door. As he opened it, he saw Mason standing there in his robe.
Opening the door wider to let him enter, Mason paused to lock it behind him. “I know it’s early. I was just wondering if you watched the movies and if you wanted to discuss anything.”
“This never leaves this room,” Jeff said, answering his own fearful question.
“Nothing we do together leaves us unless you tell Alice.”
“Alice, we’ll deal with her later.” Jeff leaned in and kissed Mason on the lips. What he thought was going to be a quick peck turned into a soulful kiss with tongues battling. In an act of courage he didn’t know he owned, Jeff grabbed the belt on Mason’s robe and pulled it. His robe opened, revealing Mason’s erection. “Damn you’re big,” he said, more to himself than to the other man. “Bigger than any toy,” he added and dropped to his knees before him.
“Are you sure?” Mason asked him, using his fingers under Jeff’s chin to force his head up to look at him. “I thought we’d just talk about the movies.”
“No more talking,” Jeff told him and lowered himself to lean back on his heels. His hands gently touched Mason’s cock, exploring and learning him. “I’m glad we’re both circumcised.” Then he did the one thing he never thought he’d actually do in real life. He let the tip of his tongue reach out and lick Mason’s slit, cleaning away the drop of white fluid. He did it again and swirled his tongue around the cock’s head. After several passes, he had the whole head between his lips. Mason groaned above him.
As he’d seen in the movie, he used his hands on Mason’s hips to hold him in place while he took small increments of his length between his lips. Over and over, he’d swallow a bit and pull back.
“Oh man, you’re killing me here. I need to come,” Mason said, letting his fingers filter through Jeff’s hair.
“Am I supposed to stop?” He looked up, confused.
“No. You’re supposed to continue doing exactly what you were doing.”
“Oh, I was afraid I was doing it wrong.” Jeff went back to Mason’s cock, staring at it before taking it between his lips.
“That feels amazing,” Mason told him. “Can you take more down your throat?”
Jeff continued to suck him, taking little bits of length deeper and deeper between his lips. He didn’t know how long he stayed there, only that Mason’s legs were beginning to shake. In a last moment of clarity and resolve, he sucked Mason’s entire length down his throat. He pulled back quickly and looked up to Mason.
“Don’t stop now. You’ll make me come, Jeff. Don’t stop.”
Jeff looked pleased and began the process again. When he had Mason’s cock down his throat with his lips surrounding his base, he used his tongue to swirl around it. He could taste Mason’s cum and knew if he stayed there, he’d get his whole load.
The whole experience was so new and so invigorating he didn’t want to let the fear of swallowing his load stop him. Instead, he pinched Mason’s hips and pulled him an increment deeper. Then he pulled back, letting his teeth slide against his cock the way Alice did.
Mason pinched Jeff’s shoulder. “I’m going to come. If you don’t want to swallow my load, you’d better let go.”
Jeff shook his head from side to side and started swallowing, taking Mason’s cock to the back of his throat. When he shot his load, he managed to swallow most of it and didn’t embarrass himself by gagging. He continued to suck him, lessening his pressure until Mason relaxed above him.
“Wow, are you sure that was your first cock sucking?”
“Yeah.” Mason helped Jeff to stand and instantly wrapped his hand around the back of his neck, kissing him and tasting his cum from his lips. “What do you want?”
“I’m not sure anymore.” Jeff looked away, his cheeks red from embarrassment.
“I’d like to suck you or fuck you. Which one, Jeff?”
“Nobody will ever know?” Jeff reinforced.
“Nobody, unless you tell them.” Mason watched Jeff walk around the bed and pull out a tube of lube, tossing it to Mason. “I want to feel your cock inside me.”
“Are you sure?” Mason asked, dropping his robe from his shoulders, letting it fall to the carpet. He didn’t give Jeff time to answer. He took the few steps that separated them and pulled Jeff’s robe from his body. Mason dropped before him, and in one motion, swallowed his cock to the hilt. He made repeated passes over him while using his hands on his balls and butt cheeks. At one point, he had his hands wrapped around Jeff’s hips, pulling his buttocks wide apart. He glanced up at Jeff. “Are you sure you don’t want to come down my throat?”
“Another time. I need to know how the rest of this feels.”
“Put some lube on your fingers and run them along your crack.” Jeff did as Mason told him while he went back to sucking his cock. His fingers bit into his butt cheeks, pulling them wide while Jeff squirted the lube on his fingers and somewhat awkwardly reached behind himself to spread the goop around his hole.
Mason let Jeff’s cock slip from his lips and stood. “Facing or away?” he asked.
“Away for now,” Jeff told him and turned around. He was the one who dropped belly down on the bed. Mason reached above him and grabbed a few pillows. Then he wrapped one arm around Jeff’s waist and pushed the pillows under him with the other.
The men didn’t talk anymore. Mason pushed and pulled Jeff to where he wanted him and, without warning, thrust his middle finger in his anus. Jeff groaned but didn’t move away. “Give me the lube,” he all but ordered and waited until Jeff found the bottle and handed it back to him. “This is going to feel cold,” he whispered, leaning over Jeff’s shoulder as he coated his anus with the lube. Then he pushed two fingers inside him. When Jeff pushed back against him, he added a third finger. Jeff began sifting under him. He fucked his ass with his fingers a few more times before pulling from his body, only to get a loud groan of disapproval.
“Jeff, where are the condoms?” He got no answer and asked again.
“In the drawer,” he mumbled, holding a pillow to his chest.
Mason took the few steps to the side, grabbed a condom, and kneeled up on the bed. Jeff automatically opened his mouth to suck Mason’s cock until he pulled it away. He tore open the package and sheathed himself. Jeff closed his eyes and tried to picture what they looked like in this position. His whole body heated with embarrassment. Mason stood behind Jeff, propped on the pillows, and grasped his hips. “Fast or slow?”
“Just fuck me, damn you. You know what I want. Just do it.”
Mason leaned forward and let his weight push his cock tip into Jeff’s anus. At first he squirmed under him. “Want me to stop?”
“No, it’s just that you’re so much bigger than the toy I tried last night.”
Mason laughed. “So you were playing with toys, were you? Then try this.” He pushed with all his weight into Jeff’s body, pushing past the normal resistance until his cock was seated deeply inside the other man. He stilled when Jeff tensed, and he waited until he relaxed back on the pillows. Then he started to fuck him. He’d pull out just a bit and push back. On each stroke, he’d pull back a bit more then lean forward. Soon he was all out fucking Jeff’s butt, slamming into him with his full strength. Jeff had never felt so full or so free. He didn’t feel his manhood or ego would be permanently scarred. Instead, he felt exhilarated with this new experience.
“Christ,” Jeff mumbled.
Jeff knew Mason felt his body tense around his cock, knew he’d come. Mason continued to fuck him, not relenting until he was ready to come. When he pulled from Jeff, he tore off the condom and took a step to the side. He came on Jeff’s mouth, his tongue swiping out to capture the cream. He used his hand to stroke out the last droplets and let his weight fall beside Jeff on the mattress.
“You okay?” Mason asked, his tone breathless.
“Yeah,” Jeff said. He looked to Mason with a wide smile. “Better than okay. I’d like to do it again.”
Mason laughed at him. “Right now?”
“Probably later. But I’m throbbing inside, like your cock is the only thing that will soothe the ache.”
Mason rolled on his side and reached to Jeff. He pushed two fingers into his well-oiled anus and began to thrust them in and out as he had with his cock. “That about right?”
“Oh yeah,” Jeff said. “Don’t stop, please.” He tugged the pillow out from under his hips and inched closer to Mason, rolling on his side.
“Go ahead, touch yourself,” Mason told him. It didn’t take Jeff long to consider the option and start pulling on his cock. It was only moments later that his body clenched around Mason’s fingers. “Christ, you made me come.”
“Wasn’t that the point?”
“Yeah, I just didn’t figure I’d be able to again.”
“You’ll be amazed what your body can do when you don’t overthink things.”
A loud blaring noise rose from the bedside table, startling them both. Jeff pulled off Mason’s fingers and struggled to reach the clock, slamming his fist on the top until he found the off button and the noise stopped.
“I suppose that means this is over,” Jeff said.
“I guess so. Probably better for now. If we keep going now, you’ll be sore later.” Mason stood and stretched to his full height. He dropped down and picked up his robe. Then he glanced over his shoulder at Jeff. “See anything you want to fuck?”
“Yeah, but I don’t know if I’ll do it as good as you do.”
“Time and experience, my friend.” Mason pulled on his robe and belted it. “I’d better get back to my room before the staff starts roaming around. I’ll see you down at breakfast.”
“Yeah. I’ve got to shower.” He watched Mason walk to the bedroom door. “Will I be sore later?”
“Only a little. It will feel like an itch you can’t scratch. But you know where to go to get it scratched.” He lifted his left shoulder toward his chin as if to say, “You’ll find out.”
“I’ll see you later, and, Mason, thanks.”
“You’re welcome. Just remember if you want Alice in on this, you’ll have to tell her.”
“Yeah, I will. I just need some time to absorb all this.”
“You absorbed it all right. Right to the hilt and then asked for more.” Mason unlocked the door and was laughing as he began to leave. He turned back to Jeff. “It’s going to be a great day. Not only did I get my cock sucked, I got to take your anal cherry. I appreciate the honor.” Mason gave him a mock salute and continued to his room.
Jeff closed the door and leaned against it. He hadn’t thought of it that way, but in reality if any man was going to get his anal cherry, better it be a man he was comfortable with.
Chapter Nine
Alice groaned when she smelled the coffee that had been placed in front of her. She jolted awake when something touched her shoulder. “Marilyn?”
“I figured you could use this,” the older woman said. She collected the tray and empty dishes that Alice had had her supper on the night before.
Alice realized she’d fallen asleep at her computer yet again. “This smells wonderful. Are the guys up?”
“Sounds like it, but nobody’s come downstairs yet. Would you like me to bring you breakfast on a tray, or will you come to the kitchen?”
Alice stretched to work out the kinks in her neck. “No thanks. The coffee is fine. I’ll be starved by lunch. I’ll take a break then.” She sipped at the fragrant brew. “This tastes wonderful. I wonder if you could send more back with the guys after they eat.”
Marilyn nodded to the coffee setup they had in the far corner and saw a white thermos bottle sitting there. “I’ll send lunch in on a tray as usual. Don’t make me force-feed you, young lady.”
“I promise. Marilyn, thanks for taking such good care of us.”
“That’s my job. To keep the house and you three in complete working order.”
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p; “I appreciate all you do for us, even if I don’t say it often. Sometimes when I’m working I forget my manners.”
“Being distracted will do that to a girl.” She headed to the door with the tray in hand. “Don’t forget, the painter is due here this morning, so there will be strangers around for a few days.”
“I hate strangers,” she teased. “They’re always breaking my concentration.”
“Then it’s a good thing you all decided to have the lab painted and the electricians do their installations before you got here. At least you won’t have to pack up and move out to have that work done.”
“That was Jeff’s idea. And a good one, I will admit.” She sipped at her coffee again. “Now I realize you had to oversee all that work, too.”
Marilyn smiled at her. “I was happy to do it for Jeff.”
“But not for Theo?”
“I quit two weeks after his father’s funeral. I couldn’t stand the thought of dealing with him on a daily basis.”
“I never met him but I don’t think we’d have hit it off.”
“Of course not. You’re not obnoxious.” Marilyn smiled. “Between us girls, I wasn’t looking forward to that Naomi coming, either. She seemed like a high-maintenance woman.”
“That’s one way of putting it politely.” Alice smiled. “I wasn’t one of her favorite people.”
“Then it’s good none of us have to live or work with her.”
“Yes. While I’m sorry Jeff had to go through all that, I’m glad personally she’s not going to be in my daily life. I pictured myself becoming a hermit, sticking to my bedroom and the lab when she moved here.”
“Now you have full run of the house.” Marilyn hesitated. “Have you noticed how relaxed Jeff seems these last weeks?”