My Journey (Amy's Way) Book 1

by Christin Thomas

  I squeezed his hands in mine and I let him see the pain, the care, and the love I have for him. “Yeah it was pretty stupid of you to do that. I honestly thought you hated me and never wanted to speak to me again. I thought about you almost every day when I was in college. I even thought about you every once in a while when I was with David. I just wish things would have been different.”

  Kyle stood up, walked around the table, and pulled me into a hug. “Me too, but we can’t change the past. All we can do is live in the present and hope for a future.” I looked up at Kyle to see him looking down at me. He lowered his lips to mine and kissed me. I could feel so many eyes on us but I didn’t care. I felt like we were the only ones there. I always loved Kyle and he will always have a place in my heart. Do I want to give him my heart? Do I want to fall in love with him again? Or will it end up like it did the last time we saw each other. I couldn’t go through that again if it did happen. He broke our kiss to speak “Amy, I do care for you a lot and it kills me to see you in pain and hurting. I hate the fact that I caused some of that pain but I promise to make it up to you.”

  “That’s all you can do for right now Kyle.” I smiled a warm smile at him “Are you ready to go? Lyn says you have a surprise for me.” Kyle chuckled and brushed his lips on mine. “Did she? Well, I guess we should leave now so we can get to your surprise.”

  CHAPTER FOUR

  We pulled up to a cocktail bar and before I could get out of the car, Kyle quickly jumped out of the car to open my door. He held out a hand for me to grab. I grabbed his hand and he helped me out. Kyle looked down at me and leaned in to whisper in my ear. “Come this way. I have someone for you to meet.” I started to feel a little bit of fear not knowing who I was going to meet. Why would Kyle want me to meet someone? What is going on?

  We walked into this small little cocktail bar which looked too small for all the people that were there. We made our way to a set of stairs that were roped off. Kyle leaned in to say something to the bodyguard. The guard unhooked the rope and let us upstairs. When I rounded the corner I saw Lyn jumping up from the dark red sofa to hug me. Lyn was the total opposite of me. She was about three inches taller, five foot six inches tall. Lyn’s hair was straight as a board and so blond, it almost looked white. Her eyes were big brown pools of warm chocolate. She also was great at fashion which got her a job at one of the largest fashion firms in Texas.

  “Oh Amy, I’m so happy you agreed to go out with Kyle. If you didn’t then I wouldn’t have been able to see you for another few days.” Lyn pulls away from me and pulls me to the sofa she was sitting on. “Why would it be another few days? I thought you were taking vacation.”

  “I will be on vacation starting Monday but I had some last minute things I had to take care of here in town.” Lyn looks up and I followed her gaze. I saw a tall man walking towards us. He was thin but you could tell he was lean and strong. His hair was short dark drown and it was gelled in a spikey way. His eyes were bright green just like Kyle’s. Lyn stood up and he kissed her on the cheek. They both sat down and Lyn turned toward me. “Amy, this is Ben. Ben is Kyle’s cousin and partner at Country Boys.” Lyn took a moment to look back at Ben with a huge smile and looked back at me. “Ben is also my fiancé.”

  Kyle leaned in and whispered “Surprise” I turned to look at him with a little disbelief in my eyes. Then I turned back to Lyn “Fiancé? OMIGOD Lyn, when? And why have you kept this from me?” I couldn’t believe that Lyn was engaged. I wanted to be happy for her but the pain I was feeling from David just left me bitter. I put on my fake little smile I’ve been getting used to and waited for her to answer. “Amy, just stop it. I can tell you are faking it.”

  Lyn eyed me down and I stared back at her with the same look “Lyn, I’m happy for you really I am. But why tell me like this? Why tell me here?”

  “I thought we could celebrate. I wanted you to have fun and forget for a few hours what happened a few days ago. Can we just have fun like we use to?”

  I sighed and softened my look on her “I’m sorry, I was just surprised that’s all. This has nothing to do with my situation. So, tell me everything. When did he ask you?” Lyn’s gaze softened as she spoke “We’ve been dating for about four years now and he actually asked me this morning. I wanted to tell you when you called me but Kyle and I thought it would be good to tell you in person. We want to be here for you Amy. I know this is hard for you.”

  I grabbed Lyn’s hands “I’m fine Lyn. I’ll be okay. I’m already okay by just hanging out with you and Kyle. I’m so happy for you and why you didn’t tell me you had a boyfriend? Oh shit, wait. He’s the one that you. That…” Lyn looked me in the eyes, shook her head, and smiled. This was the guy Lyn had it bad for in high school. The guy she always wanted to be with. The one she would drool over when she went to Kyle’s.

  After Lyn explained to me how they started dating and that Kyle set it all up. She asked me to be her maid-of-honor and I agreed. She also asked me to help her plan her wedding. Even though I don’t want to, I agreed to help. How couldn’t I? Lyn is my cousin and my best friend. She was there for me when I needed her the most and I’ll be there for her.

  We had been at the bar for a few hours when Kyle suggested we go. We pulled up to a condo parking lot around one in the morning. I turned to Kyle confused “What are we doing here? I thought you were taking me home. I mean to my aunts and uncles.” Kyle turned to look at me “I live here. I thought since it is late, we could just sleep here, and head back to the ranch in the morning. Plus we can grab a bite to eat with Lyn and Ben tomorrow.” Kyle cupped my face in his hands and pulled me into a kiss. This kiss was different from the other one we shared in the restaurant. This kiss had more passion and want in it. This kiss made me melt in between my legs. This kiss had me wanting more. This kiss had me wanting to rip my clothes off for him.

  Kyle pulled away “I also thought we could spend some time alone.” I giggled “I bet you did. Is that how you warm up all the women to bring to your place? You give them a hot and heated kiss and tell them you want to spend some time alone with them?” I gave him a teasing look and Kyle laughed while pulling me into another kiss. This kiss was shorter but had the same passion and want. He pulled away “Actually you are only the third person I’ve brought home.” Kyle gets out of the car and made his way around the passenger side. He opened my door and helped me out. He closed the door and I stepped a few feet to the right. Kyle leaned against me with my chest tightly against his. He pushed me back so my back was against the car and Kyle placed a hand on my waist. His other hand softly grabbed the back of neck and he leaned in to kiss me again. This time I kissed him back. I wanted Kyle to know I wanted him just as bad has he wanted me. I lifted my leg up to wrap around his butt and pulled him closer to me. His hand that was on my waist moved to my leg to hold it up. I felt the bulge in his pants get bigger and harder. I moved my hand to lightly rub it. I rubbed his cock through his pants a few times and heard the growls and moans in Kyle’s throat. He grabbed my hand and broke away from our kiss “Let’s take this to my condo. I don’t want anyone to see us out here.” Kyle let my leg down and pulled me into a fast walk to the elevators.

  I watched Kyle press the eighteenth button. I knew that would give me a little more time to tease him. I walked over to Kyle and pressed my body on his. I could still feel his hard cock through his pants. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his head close to mine “Kyle I want you so bad it hurts. I don’t know how you do it but you have me all worked up.” Kyle’s eyes got big at my words “God Amy, don’t talk to me like that in here. If you continue, I’m going to have to rip your shorts off and fuck you right here.” I brushed my lips on his and whispered “What if I want you to do that? What if I want you to fuck me now, as hard as you can.” Kyle bit his lower lip and I felt his cock grow even bigger. I looked down between us “You know I can help you with that before we get to your condo.”

  “I bet…” Before Kyle could finish speakin
g, the elevator doors opened and Kyle leaned back against the wall pulling me with him. I turned around to see an older man enter the elevator. Soon the doors opened on Kyle’s floor and he held my waist while he walked behind me. I could feel him brushing his cock against my ass. I wanted him so badly I could feel my panties getting wetter. Kyle opened his condo door and pulled me into a fast walk toward his bed room. Once we stepped into his room he turned me around to look at me. Kyle’s eye roamed all over my body as if I was naked. I crossed my arms and started to lift my shirt up. Kyle moved in closer and placed his hands on mine. “Allow me”

  Kyle removed my shirt and threw it on the floor. He unbuttoned my shorts and watched them fall to my feet. He took one step back to get another look at me. “God Amy, I just love your curves. Their so perfect, your perfect.” I blushed at his comment and stepped out of the shorts around my feet. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to his king size bed.

  I sat on the bed with Kyle between my legs. He leaned down to kiss me. I broke away to pull his shirt off and returned my lips to his. While kissing him I unbuttoned and unzipped his paints. I placed the tips of my fingers between his skin and briefs. I pushed them down to free his growing length. Still kissing him, I placed both hands on his growing length and pumped him up and down. My hands seemed so small wrapped around his cock. Kyle pushed into my hands and deepened our kiss. I broke away and I lowered my lips to the tip of his length. I circled his tip with my tongue tasting his salty pre-come. I placed one hand on his balls to massage them, while the other hand worked his base. I opened my mouth and widened my jaw to take him. He was so huge, there was no way I could fit his whole chock in my month. I bobbed a few times before taking in his whole length. I felt his tip brush the back of my throat. “Oh God Amy. Fuck, that feels so good.”

  I knew he was holding back. I knew Kyle wanted to move his hips to work his cock in my month. I slid my mouth to the tip of his cock and circled his tip again with my tongue. I looked up at Kyle “Don’t hold back. I can take what you give to me.” I saw a grin form on his glowing face and I placed my month back on his cock. This time I felt his hips move with the rhythm of my bobbing. Kyle placed a hand behind my head. Not pushing, not grabbing, just resting his hand there. I took him deep in my month again and I felt him thrusting in my month. “Fuck, Amy that feels so good. Fuck I’m about to come.” I felt his balls tighten and then the hot shoot of his salty seed went down my throat. I bobbed my head a few more times and felt another shoot down my throat. I milked him until he was done and pulled him out of my month.

  Kyle looked at me with lust in his eyes. He unhooked my bra and slid it off of my shoulders. He moved onto the bed making me move closer to the pillows. I laid down and Kyle moved up my body placing hot kisses all along my belly and breasts. He stopped at each breast giving each one full attention. He sucked, rolled, and pinched my rose bud nipples. Each time his month touched my breast, I would arch my back into him, to get him closer to me. Soon he made his way to claim my mouth. “Amy,” He kissed my neck “That...” He kissed the other side of my neck and looked at me “That was fucking amazing. I’ve never come that hard before.” I smiled at him and he made his way back to my breasts. He kissed them for a while before making his way down my belly. He slid his fingers in the waist band of my panties and pulled them off. His finger traced the inner sides on my thighs then my folds. He parted my folds and worked his way to my clit. He circled it twice with the tip of his tongue. While he worked my clit with his tongue he found my G-spot with his finger. I started to moan out loud “Kyle, don’t stop. Just like that.”

  He brushed my G-spot one more time before slipping in one more finger. I moaned out loud and started to rock my hips. I could feel my climax building up and I needed more, wanted more. “Kyle please, I want you inside me. I want you to fuck me.” Kyle looked up at me “Not now baby. I want you to come for me.” He picked up speed with his fingers pulling them in and out. He went back to circling my clit with his tongue. His circling matched the pace of his fingers. My muscles tightened on his fingers inside me and I let go. I screamed out his name while I came and he milked my orgasm until I couldn’t take it anymore.

  Kyle moved his way up my body. He leaned over to the night stand and pulled out a condom. He slid the condom over his already hard length and moved on top of me. He pinched my left nipple and a few seconds later it hardened under his touch. He kissed my neck then my forehead. He caught my gaze with his. There was so much desire in his eyes. I pulled up and kissed him. He leaned into my kiss to push my back to the pillows. Kyle guided his hard straight cock into my folds. He rubbed the tip of his cock against my folds and my clit. I sucked in a deep breath “Kyle, please. I want to feel you inside of me.”

  Kyle brushed a few strands of hair out of my face and placed a soft kiss on my lips. “All I want is to feel your tight pussy around my hard cock.” With those words, Kyle guided his length into my pussy and it felt so good. His cock filled me so perfectly. I started to rock my hips and he let some of his weight fall on me. We were grinding against each other and moaning together. “Kyle, Oh…Oh…Fuck Kyle. Fuck me harder please. Harder.” Kyle picked up his speed to slam into me. He pulled out slow and slammed even harder. I felt my climax rise “I’m about to come Kyle.”

  Kyle looked at me with passion and.. Oh no, love. Not love. I can’t handle that. Not right now. I pushed those thoughts aside. “Amy, I-I..Fuck I’m about to come.” Kyle picked up his speed and pushed into me three more times before we both came together. Kyle let all of his weight fall on top of me. It felt so good to have a strong man lying on me. David never would lie on top of me after sex. He would say that he hated the stickiness of skins touching. Having Kyle’s body on top of mine like this, felt good. Felt like I belonged under him. He rolled off of me and off the bed. He walked over to the bathroom to clean up. I watched him walk back to the bed. He’s so gorgeous. The way the light hit his muscles made the lines show even more. My eyes traveled down to his ‘V’ line and then to his cock. I could feel the wetness between my legs. I could go again and it looked like he could too.

  Kyle laid on the bed next to me and pulled me into the pocket of his arm. I kissed the side of his chest and worked my way up to his chin. I planted small kisses along his jaw-line, forehead, and nose. Then I placed a long a sweet kiss on Kyle’s lips and his hands roamed down my back. I climbed on top of him with both hands next to his head. I broke away to look at the night stand then back at him with a devilish smile on my face. Kyle smiled back at me “Are you ready to go at it again?” I leaned over and grabbed a condom and ripped it open. “You’re so sexy I can’t keep my hands off of you.” I reached between our bodies and rolled the condom over his hard and ready length. “Amy,” Before he could finish what he was saying I slipped my pussy onto his cock and Kyle let out a soft moan. I moved my hips slowly on top of him. “I had you fast and rough. Now Kyle Jacobs, I want you nice and slow.”

  Kyle’s hand slowly ran up my spine to the nape of my neck to pull me closer to his lips “I was going to say the same thing.” I felt the smile on his lips when I leaned in closer to kiss him. We kissed while my hips moved slowly on his length then I felt a climax rise in my belly. I felt Kyle tense under me. I broke away from his kiss. “Don’t hold back Kyle.” I sat up and Kyle moved with me. I started to move a little faster, when I heard Kyle’s moans grow louder. “Amy, Amy, Amy…” Kyle planted a sloppy kiss on my neck. “Amy, I’m…Fuck. You feel so good.” We both came at the same time with sweat beaning down both of our foreheads and sharp breaths. I slowly pulled him out of me and walked to the bath room and Kyle followed me. We both took a shower and had sex again. This time it was quick, fast, and rough. Once we were done showering, we both climbed in bed and fell asleep in each other arms.

  CHAPTER FIVE

  I woke up with the sun shining in my eyes. I turned over to see if Kyle was still in bed but his side was empty. I sat up to see my clothes were folded and laying on the chair next to t
he bedroom door. I walked over to the chair and grabbed the pile. I turned and made my way to the master bathroom. I got to the sink and saw a small note next to the toothbrushes.

  Amy,

  I had an extra toothbrush that wasn’t opened. I opened it for you and placed it with mine. Your tooth brush is the green and white one.

  I’m sorry I wasn’t here when you woke up. I had to take care of a few things but there are fresh bagels on the kitchen counter for you.

  Kyle

  Well that was sweet of him to get me a new toothbrush but I wonder where he had to go. I started to get ready and do my normal morning routine but without make-up. When I was done I made my way to his kitchen. It was dark last night and I really didn’t have much time to look around. Kyle’s kitchen was a basic modern condo kitchen. He had a few little crawfish statues on each side of the stove. On the island counter was a bowl of fruit and a bag of bagels from the local bagel shop down the road. On the end of the island was a plate and a butter knife. On top of the plate was another note.

  All the bagel items are in the fridge. There’s also some of my mom’s homemade jam. Once again, I’m sorry I couldn’t be here. But please, make yourself at home.

  Kyle

  I walked over to the fridge and grabbed his mother’s strawberry jam and placed it next to my plate. Then I hunted for a small cup for a glass of milk. Once I was done fixing my own breakfast I heard the front door being open. I turned in my chair to see who it was. Kyle was walking through the door holding a few bags of groceries. I stood and walked toward him “Here, let me help you.” Kyle turned and smiled at me “It’s okay. Thanks anyway.” I sat back down and Kyle walked into the kitchen.