Italian Kisses: A Billionaire Love Story

by Lambert, Lucy

  It wouldn’t, of course. But up there, it felt that way.

  I could see all of the places he had taken me. And he was right, we hadn’t seen all of it. And that reminded me of my impending dismissal. There was no way I could see the whole city in just two weeks. Sadness weighed down on my shoulders so heavily that it wouldn’t have surprised me if the balloon started descending beneath that bulk.

  “And here’s the advantage this thing has over a plane,” Liam said, giving the balloon one more burst of fire and then stepping away.

  We hung there, suspended over the city. He wrapped his arms around my waist, clasping his hands together over my stomach. I leaned back against his reassuring solidity and closed my eyes, again getting that feeling of floating through nothing.

  “This is amazing. Thank you,” I said, smiling as the heat of his breath caressed my earlobe. “I hope it didn’t cost very much.”

  It was a silly thing to say to a billionaire, but I had to say it. I didn’t want him to think that suddenly because I knew about him that I wanted to be his sugar baby. I didn’t want to be some rich, pampered housecat.

  “Oh? I thought we were going Dutch on it?” he said, his voice quiet and deep and resonant.

  “In that case, will you take an IOU? Plane tickets are expensive!”

  We quieted then, staring out at the vistas presented to us. The sky darkened from pink to purple, then finally black. It wasn’t long before the stars began poking their ways out, as though they wanted to look down onto the city as well.

  I did manage to get a glimpse of the mountains in the distance, like jagged teeth of the earth. But the darkness swallowed them, too.

  Liam gave the cord on the furnace an occasional tug to keep us floating.

  “Look, this is my favorite part,” he said.

  We watched the city lights blink on, the squares and plazas outlining themselves. The Coliseum and its spotlights. If I squinted hard, I thought I could see the glint of bronze that marked a certain statue in the plaza on the Capitoline Hill.

  The water of the Tiber looked like polished jet, flashing and twinkling beneath us as it wove a sinuous course through the city. It contrasted with all the white.

  I could see then what Augustus meant when he said that he’d come to Rome a city of brick and left it a city of marble.

  It all tugged at me. So much to see and experience, and almost no time to do it in.

  “I want to stay,” I breathed, so quiet I didn’t think that Liam could have heard.

  He did, though. “So stay.”

  “I don’t know how,” I said.

  “I believe in you. You’ll find a way.”

  I loved him for not offering to fix my problems for me. Even though at that particular moment of weakness I probably would have said yes had he offered to.

  Then I’d had enough of the city and the vista around it. I turned around in his arms, leaning back slightly while gripping the lip of the basket so that I could look him in the eye.

  “What makes me special? What makes me different from all those actresses and models you dated before me?”

  “Why are you asking this now?” he said, his head cocked slightly to the side, making his smile almost level.

  “Because I can’t figure it out. Surely there are other girls out there, prettier, smarter, drama and luggage free?”

  He shook his head at that, “Everyone has baggage and drama, believe me. Anyone who says they don’t is lying, probably to themselves, too. Do I really need to answer that question?”

  “Yes. Now stop dodging,” I said, belying my own statement by grabbing his shirt and pulling him to me for a quick kiss. I’d been without the touch of his lips on mine for too long.

  He looked into my eyes, saw that I was serious, and nodded. “Fine, okay. It was at the fundraiser when I noticed it about you.”

  Already I could feel the heat rising up into my cheeks. I didn’t take compliments well; it always felt like I never deserved them.

  “What? Did I smell funny?”

  “No, you smelled nice. You always smell nice. Now can I get back to answering the question you asked, or are you going to keep distracting me?” he said, lifting one eyebrow.

  I nodded, a lump rising up my throat.

  “The simplest way I can think to put it is that you’re you… You’re not trying to pretend to be someone or something else. There’s no pretense. There’s something about you that says, ‘This is who I am, take it or leave it, but don’t try to change it.’ So many of the people I know, the people who are rich and beautiful and powerful and famous, it’s still not good enough for them. They’re all pretending, with themselves and everyone else.”

  He searched the horizon behind me, the starlight deepening the blue of his eyes until they were almost black. “You prove it again and again. Like this thing with that professor. Integrity is a rare thing in this world, and I hope you never lose yours. It’s how I know if you stick to your guns, you’ll find a way through this. It’s why you’re special. It’s why I find you irresistible.”

  Heat burned in my cheeks, but I ignored it. I bit down on my bottom lip, unable to stop my grin. “You had me at I always smell nice. Now are you going to kiss me or what?”

  One arm went around the small of my back, pulling our hips together. The other hand shot up into my hair, drawing my mouth to his. Gooseflesh sprouted up and down my arms, my skin tingling, my heart buzzing.

  “I think the ride’s over,” Liam said.

  He set the balloon down in another square, this one on the same side of the river as his hotel. We landed in another square with another ornate fountain with the Capitoline Hill not far.

  His BMW was waiting, and I figured he must have had someone drive it over. Despite the relative warmth of the air, I welcomed the heated seats. All of my warmth seemed to have migrated to certain other points in my body.

  This time it was a slow burn back at his hotel. He took me on a thick fur rug thrown in front of the fireplace in the den.

  His hot mouth explored my body as though for the first time, leaving me alternately groaning and shivering.

  The orange light spilling from the fireplace soaked our bodies bronze. It moved liquidly over our writhing forms.

  My back arched up off the furs, my muscles going rigid while Liam’s strong fingers held my thighs tightly, his skilled mouth and tongue urging me over the edge of my climax.

  I needed to be with him, then. Soon enough he lay on his back, the fur cushioning him, his hands clutching my waist as I sank down on him, both of us groaning, breathing through clenched teeth.

  “You feel so good,” Liam said, those strong fingers of his moving up from my waist to cup and clutch my breasts even while I rolled my hips, driving him deep into me again and again.

  His eyes flashed with the light of the fire beside us.

  Knowing that I made him feel good only deepened my arousal. I took him harder, faster.

  His hands moved back down to my hips, pushing and lifting, forcing our bodies together. I cried out for him again, my muscles forcing my back to arch again so that I had to rest my hands on his thighs to keep myself upright.

  Despite the heat, my entire body pebbled with gooseflesh as my climax shuddered through me, wringing me clean of all energy so that I collapsed forward onto him.

  His hands stroked down my waist, clutching my bottom before shifting as he rolled us over.

  I didn’t think I had anything left in me, but Liam proved me wrong. I clutched him so tightly, my nails digging into his back as I went through the wringer for a third time.

  Liam groaned, too, finally losing control with me. Then he collapsed beside me on the fur, his deep chest rising and falling as he tried to gulp down enough oxygen.

  We both glistened in the burnt orange light of the fire. I could feel the way it matted the hair to my forehead, smell its sweetness in the air.

  I didn’t decline when he told me to stay the night with him, even though I had
a class the next morning.

  “I’ll just stop by my flat before I head to the campus,” I said.

  “Don’t worry about it. I’ll give you a ride over. After I make you breakfast. And this time I won’t burn it!”

  “Is that a promise?” I followed him as he moved about the bedroom. He’d pulled on a pair of boxers and nothing else, and I was enjoying the show. He still had that Do Me hair from our earlier roll on the furs, and despite the deep ache in my body I seriously considered going for it for a second time that evening.

  He grabbed his phone from the dresser and looked at it. Then he did a double take, frowning.

  “Something up?” I said.

  He locked the phone and set it back down, splaying his fingers on the glossy surface of the dresser for a moment. “Nothing to concern yourself with.”

  “If that’s the case, can you get your cute butt into bed? It’s cold without you!”

  “We can’t have that!” he said, climbing up onto the covers so that he pinned me beneath them. Then he kissed me. It was a sweet kiss, a goodnight kiss.

  Except he didn’t slide under the covers right away. He went back to the dresser and checked his phone again, and only then did he come to bed with me.

  He was nice and warm and a perfect big spoon and I remembered drifting off listening to the steady, calming rhythm of his breathing.

  When I woke up the next morning, the sun cutting in through the gap in the drapes, I was alone.

  Chapter 12

  I panicked, the surge of adrenaline coursing through me clearing away any hint of morning grogginess.

  Even when I saw the note beside me on his pillow my anxiety only calmed somewhat. I snatched it so quickly that some muscle in my back still tight from sleep knotted painfully.

  Grimacing against that pain, I folded the note open on his pillow. It was thick, rich paper with the letterhead of the Forums Hotel across the top in a faux ancient Latin font.

  Liam’s cursive was flowing, loopy, and easy to read. He definitely would not have succeeded as a doctor with handwriting like that.

  Emma, something has come up to take me away from you. Please believe that it was important, and that it couldn’t wait. I’m sorry I left without saying goodbye, but you looked far too peaceful to wake up. I hope you’ll take a rain check on the breakfast (I swear I’ll cook a frittata for you some morning soon!). I won’t be back until early this evening. Please feel free to order room service. I will see you later. L.

  I kept looking at the graceful loops that made up the single initial of his signature. Instinctively, I pulled the sheet up to cover myself, wishing that he’d been here to wrap his arms around me instead.

  It wasn’t the best start to the day that I could have had, and a glance at the clock told me that I still had plenty of time to get to my flat and then to class.

  Of course, it was my class on Raphaelite painters. The one with Professor Di Cenzo, the man who’d given my A paper a D grade.

  Is it even worth going? I wondered. I found the complimentary slippers beside the bed and slipped my feet into them. They were big on me, clearly meant for Liam. So I shuffled over to the window and squinted out into the morning light.

  The Forum spread out below me, the Coliseum not far beyond it. The marble hurt to look at. I let the drape fall shut, blowing out my lips in a sigh that quickly turned into a yawn.

  Why go to a class that I wasn’t going to be attending in two weeks’ time? It was an exercise in futility.

  Except I wanted to stay. Here in Rome, in school.

  Early on in my tenure here, I’d begun calling the students at the university Saps (and I included myself among them). I thought it was clever, seeing as it was called Sapienza University. But it had also been derogatory and spiteful.

  But I had been the biggest sap of them all. And now that I’d realized what it was I wanted, I couldn’t have it.

  Then Liam’s whole thing about my integrity replayed itself in my mind’s eye. He’s right, I thought. I couldn’t give into Dr. Aretino’s perverse demands. But then I couldn’t leave, either.

  I couldn’t let him chase me away. He’d be winning there, too. Not exactly the prize he was after, but a victory for him nonetheless, asserting his dominance and authority.

  I can do it. I can find a way around this. My heart surged at the idea as though already celebrating a triumph. It was fine and dandy and I liked the feeling, I knew, but it was no more real than the false warmth provided by alcohol to a freezing man.

  “I’ll do it,” I said, glancing around when I realized that I’d spoken aloud.

  I didn’t order room service, but I did make a small pot of coffee. The aroma quickly filled the suite, waking up my senses. I’d flirted with the idea of putting the gleaming espresso maker (with integrated milk foamer!) to use, but I wanted to be awake and not vibrating fast enough to fall through the cracks between atoms.

  From there, I got dressed and went to go puzzle out which busses I needed to take to get back to my flat.

  Mrs. Rosselini saw me walking down the street. I’d done my best at Liam’s to not look like a zombie, but it was clear that this wasn’t the first day I’d worn these jeans and this shirt. The wrinkles, like Liam’s eyes, didn’t lie.

  Mrs. Rosselini grabbed my arm as I approached her and looked at me, squinting against the morning sunlight glinting off the window to her shop. “You are certain he is a good boy?”

  The concern in her voice made my heart swell again. It wilted when I thought that if I didn’t come up with a solution soon that I’d be moving out. It just didn’t seem like I’d had a full day if I didn’t get the scent of fresh-baked bread coming in through my window.

  “Ci,” I replied, “He is a good man.”

  Her squint didn’t waver, “Remember that there is a difference between a good man and a handsome man. Remember what I said about when the handsome is gone. Remember too that I have a nice rolling pin inside,” she said, making a swinging motion with her other arm.

  “I won’t forget,” I said, already feeling better about my day, “And I know the difference.”

  She squinted at me for a while longer, trying to suss out a lie, making sure that I actually understood what she meant.

  Mrs. Rosselini refused to let me go up to my flat without first pressing some fresh rolls into my hands. She nodded approvingly when I finished them. A good breakfast. The coffee hadn’t been sitting right on my empty stomach.

  Then I changed into some clean clothes upstairs, read the readings for that day’s lecture, and headed to class.

  Just outside the classroom, I stopped by the wall and took my phone out. I sent a quick message to Liam.

  Hey. I’ll let you take a rain check this time ;). Hope things are going good with you. See you later, maybe?

  Then I watched the little digital clock at the top of my screen count minute after minute. My classmates started filing into the auditorium, a few waving at me to come with them.

  I waved back, but didn’t go in until the last moment. Liam hadn’t responded, and Professor Di Cenzo didn’t allow cell phones in class. If he saw you using yours, he’d take it away and he’d only give it back during office hours. Which could be a few days later, depending on his schedule.

  I’d liked him before the Romano Incident, as I’d begun calling the thing with my essay grade in my head. Once at the beginning of the semester a rich Italian girl named either Catarina or Teresa had ignored his no cell rule and paid the price.

  He’d plucked the phone out of her hand and then promptly engaged in a heated debate with the person (I always assumed the girl’s mother for whatever reason) on the other end of the line regarding proper time management at school.

  That memory used to be good for a giggle or an amused smile, but now it only gave me a case of the butterflies. For some reason I really wanted to get a message back from Liam, and now I’d have to resist checking my phone for the next hour and half.

  Hell. Pure,
unadulterated hell.

  You’re a big girl, I thought, setting my phone to silent and stuffing it into my pocket, Deal with it like one.

  I took my seat, squeezing between the backs of the chairs in front of me and the little folding desks behind me. Three rows from the front, dead center.

  I’d remembered some Yahoo! news article I’d read a while back saying that, statistically speaking, the most successful students always sat in the first few rows. It couldn’t hurt to try, I figured.

  Dr. Giovanni Di Cenzo was the perfect specimen of an older Italian gentlemen. A proud patrician’s nose that could have been at home in a piece of classical Greco-Roman art divided two deep-set eyes. Hair black like jet, only now graying at the temples, framed his strong face. And where Dr. Aretino was short, Professor Di Cenzo was tall. Nearly as tall as Liam.

  He glanced up from studying his notes on the lectern as though he could feel my eyes on him. He swept the filling classroom with a quick gaze. I told myself that that gaze didn’t linger on me momentarily, but I knew that it had.

  If I’d been a superstitious person, I would have taken that as a bad omen.

  Then he thumbed the power button on the projector and his usual PowerPoint template popped up.

  My heart made a popping motion, too, when I saw that today’s lecture was on Giulio Romano.

  This is it, I thought. It was my chance to show him that I really did know what I was talking about. I’d prove it to him, and then maybe I’d impress him enough to give my essay another look.

  I hadn’t made a mistake like that since 9th grade, when I’d told me best friend at the time, Tina Clarke, that I had a crush on a boy named Ben James, thinking I could trust her with sacred knowledge like that.

  She’d had a crush on him, too, it turned out. Before the end of the day, she’d had what seemed my entire middle school singing, “Emma and Ben sittin’ in a tree…”

  Professor Di Cenzo also encouraged a more interactive classroom. It was some Socratic, European thing. Except he almost never gave me the chance to interact, calling other students ahead of me even when I’d raised my hand well before them.