The Western Romance MEGAPACK ®: 20 Classic Tales

by Zane Grey

  When they reached it he was standing at the edge of a caverned indentation. Dead grasses dropped against the walls, withered weeds thickened toward the apex in a tangled carpet. There had once been water there, but it was gone, dried, or sunk to some hidden channel in the rock’s heart. They stood staring at the scorched herbage and the basin where the earth was cracked apart in its last gasping throes of thirst.

  David’s voice broke the silence. He had climbed to the front seat, and his face, gilded with the sunlight, looked like the face of a dead man painted yellow.

  “Is there water?” he said, then saw the dead grass and dried basin, and met the blank looks of his companions.

  Susan’s laconic “The spring’s dry,” was not necessary. He fell forward on the seat with a moan, his head propped in his hands, his fingers buried in his hair. Courant sent a look of furious contempt over his abject figure, then gave a laugh that fell on the silence bitter as a curse. Daddy John without a word moved off and began unhitching the mules. Even in Susan pity was, for the moment, choked by a swell of disgust. Had she not had the other men to measure him by, had she not within her own sturdy frame felt the spirit still strong for conflict, she might still have known only the woman’s sympathy for the feebler creature. But they were a trio steeled and braced for invincible effort, and this weakling, without the body and the spirit for the enterprise, was an alien among them.

  She went to the back of the wagon and opened the mess chest. As she picked out the supper things she began to repent. The lean, bent figure and sunken head kept recurring to her. She saw him not as David but as a suffering outsider, and for a second, motionless, with a blackened skillet in her hand, had a faint, clairvoyant understanding of his soul’s desolation amid the close-knit unity of their endeavor. She dropped the tin and went back to the front of the wagon. He was climbing out, hanging tremulous to the roof support, a haggard spectacle, with wearied eyes and skin drawn into fine puckerings across the temples. Pity came back in a remorseful wave, and she ran to him and lifted his arm to her shoulder. It clasped her hard and they walked to where at the rock’s base the sage grew high. Here she laid a blanket for him and spread another on the top of the bushes, fastening it to the tallest ones till it stretched, a sheltering canopy, over him. She tried to cheer him with assurances that water would be found at the next halting place. He was listless at first, seeming not to listen, then the life in her voice roused his sluggish faculties, his cheeks took color, and his dull glance lit on point after point in its passage to her face, like the needle flickering toward the pole.

  “If I could get water enough to drink, I’d be all right,” he said. “The pains are gone.”

  “They must find it soon,” she answered, lifting the weight of his fallen courage, heavy as his body might have been to her arms. “This is a traveled road. There must be a spring somewhere along it.”

  And she continued prying up the despairing spirit till the man began to respond, showing returning hope in the eagerness with which he hung on her words. When he lay sinking into drowsy quiet, she stole away from him to where the camp was spread about the unlit pyre of Daddy John’s sage brush. It was too early for supper, and the old man, with the accouterments of the hunt slung upon his person and his rifle in his hand, was about to go afield after jack rabbit.

  “It’s a bad business this,” he said in answer to the worry she dared not express. “The animals can’t hold out much longer.”

  “What are we to do? There’s only a little water left in one of the casks.”

  “Low’s goin’ to strike across for the other trail. He’s goin’ after supper, and he says he’ll ride all night till he gets it. He thinks if he goes due that way,” pointing northward, “he can strike it sooner than by goin’ back.”

  They looked in the direction he pointed. Each bush was sending a phenomenally long shadow from its intersection with the ground. There was no butte or hummock to break the expanse between them and the faint, far silhouette of mountains. Her heart sank, a sinking that fatigue and dread of thirst had never given her.

  “He may lose us,” she said.

  The old man jerked his head toward the rock.

  “He’ll steer by that, and I’ll keep the fire going till morning.”

  “But how can he ride all night? He must be half dead now.”

  “A man like him don’t die easy. It’s not the muscle and the bones, it’s the grit. He says it’s him that made the mistake and it’s him that’s goin’ to get us back on the right road.”

  “What will he do for water?”

  “Take an empty cask behind the saddle and trust to God.”

  “But there’s water in one of our casks yet.”

  “Yes, he knows it, but he’s goin’ to leave that for us. And we got to hang on to it, Missy. Do you understand that?”

  She nodded, frowning and biting her underlip.

  “Are you feelin’ bad?” said the old man uneasily.

  “Not a bit,” she answered. “Don’t worry about me.”

  He laid a hand on her shoulder and looked into her face with eyes that said more than his tongue could.

  “You’re as good a man as any of us. When we get to California we’ll have fun laughing over this.”

  He gave the shoulder a shake, then drew back and picked up his rifle.

  “I’ll get you a rabbit for supper if I can,” he said with his cackling laugh. “That’s about the best I can do.”

  He left her trailing off into the reddened reaches of the sage, and she went back to the rock, thinking that in some overlooked hollow, water might linger. She passed the mouth of the dead spring, then skirted the spot where David lay, a motionless shape under the canopy of the blanket. A few paces beyond him a buttress extended and, rounding it, she found a triangular opening inclosed on three sides by walls, their summits orange with the last sunlight. There had once been water here for the grasses, and thin-leafed plants grew rank about the rock’s base, then outlined in sere decay what had evidently been the path of a streamlet. She knelt among them, thrusting her hands between their rustling stalks, jerking them up and casting them away, the friable soil spattering from their roots.

  The heat was torrid, the noon ardors still imprisoned between the slanting walls. Presently she sat back on her heels, and with an earthy hand pushed the moist hair from her forehead. The movement brought her head up, and her wandering eyes, roving in morose inspection, turned to the cleft’s opening. Courant was standing there, watching her. His hands hung loose at his sides, his head was drooped forward, his chin lowered toward his throat. The position lent to his gaze a suggestion of animal ruminance and concentration.

  “Why don’t you get David to do that?” he said slowly.

  The air in the little cleft seemed to her suddenly heavy and hard to breathe. She caught it into her lungs with a quick inhalation. Dropping her eyes to the weeds she said sharply, “David’s sick. He can’t do anything. You know that.”

  “He that ought to be out in the desert there looking for water’s lying asleep under a blanket. That’s your man.”

  He did not move or divert his gaze. There was something singularly sinister in the fixed and gleaming look and the rigidity of his watching face. She plucked at a weed, saw her hand’s trembling and to hide it struck her palms together shaking off the dust. The sound filled the silent place. To her ears it was hardly louder than the terrified beating of her heart.

  “That’s the man you’ve chosen,” he went on. “A feller that gives out when the road’s hard, who hasn’t enough backbone to stand a few days’ heat and thirst. A poor, useless rag.”

  He spoke in a low voice, very slowly, each word dropping distinct and separate. His lowering expression, his steady gaze, his deliberate speech, spoke of mental forces in abeyance. It was another man, not the Courant she knew.
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  She tried to quell her tremors by simulating indignation. If her breathing shook her breast into an agitation he could see, the look she kept on him was bold and defiant.

  “Don’t speak of him that way,” she cried scrambling to her feet. “Keep what you think to yourself.”

  “And what do you think?” he said and moved forward toward her.

  She made no answer, and it was very silent in the cleft. As he came nearer the grasses crackling under his soft tread were the only sound. She saw that his face was pale under the tan, the nostrils slightly dilated. Stepping with a careful lightness, his movements suggested a carefully maintained adjustment, a being quivering in a breathless balance. She backed away till she stood pressed against the rock. She felt her thoughts scattering and made an effort to hold them as though grasping at tangible, escaping things.

  He stopped close to her, and neither spoke for a moment, eye hard on eye, then hers shifted and dropped.

  “You think about him as I do,” said the man.

  “No,” she answered, “no,” but her voice showed uncertainty.

  “Why don’t you tell the truth? Why do you lie?”

  “No,” this time the word was hardly audible, and she tried to impress it by shaking her head.

  He made a step toward her and seized one of her hands. She tried to tear it away and flattened herself against the rock, panting, her face gone white as the alkaline patches of the desert.

  “You don’t love him. You never did.”

  She shook her head again, gasping. “Let me out of here. Let go of me.”

  “You liar,” he whispered. “You love me.”

  She could not answer, her knees shaking, the place blurring on her sight. Through a sick dizziness she saw nothing but his altered face. He reached for the other hand, spread flat against the stone, and as she felt his grasp upon it, her words came in broken pleading:

  “Yes, yes, it’s true. I do. But I’ve promised. Let me go.”

  “Then come to me,” he said huskily and tried to wrench her forward into his arms.

  She held herself rigid, braced against the wall, and tearing one hand free, raised it, palm out, between his face and hers.

  “No, no! My father—I promised him. I can’t tell David now. I will later. Don’t hold me. Let me go.”

  The voice of Daddy John came clear from outside. “Missy! Hullo, Missy! Where are you?”

  She sent up the old man’s name in a quavering cry and the mountain man dropped her arm and stepped back.

  She ran past him, and at the mouth of the opening, stopped and leaned on a ledge, getting her breath and trying to control her trembling. Daddy John was coming through the sage, a jack rabbit held up in one hand.

  “Here’s your supper,” he cried jubilant. “Ain’t I told you I’d get it?”

  She moved forward to meet him, walking slowly. When he saw her face, concern supplanted his triumph.

  “We got to get you out of this,” he said. “You’re as peaked as one of them frontier women in sunbonnets,” and he tried to hook a compassionate hand in her arm. But she edged away from him, fearful that he would feel her trembling, and answered:

  “It’s the heat. It seems to draw the strength all out of me.”

  “The rabbit’ll put some of it back. I’ll go and get things started. You sit by David and rest up,” and he skurried away to the camp.

  She went to David, lying now with opened eyes and hands clasped beneath his head. When her shadow fell across him he turned a brightened face on her.

  “I’m better,” he said. “If I could get some water I think I’d soon be all right.”

  She stood looking down on him with a clouded, almost sullen, expression.

  “Did you sleep long?” she asked for something to say.

  “I don’t know how long. A little while ago I woke up and looked for you, but you weren’t anywhere round, so I just lay here and looked out across to the mountains and began to think of California. I haven’t thought about it for a long while.”

  She sat down by him and listened as he told her his thoughts. With a renewal of strength the old dreams had come back—the cabin by the river, the garden seeds to be planted, and now added to them was the gold they were to find. She hearkened with unresponsive apathy. The repugnance to this mutually shared future which had once made her recoil from it was a trivial thing to the abhorrence of it that was now hers. Dislikes had become loathings, a girl’s whims, a woman’s passions. As David babbled on she kept her eyes averted, for she knew that in them her final withdrawal shone coldly. Her thoughts kept reverting to the scene in the cleft, and when she tore them from it and forced them back on him, her conscience awoke and gnawed. She could no more tell this man, returning to life and love of her, than she could kill him as he lay there defenseless and trusting.

  At supper they measured out the water, half a cup for each. There still remained a few inches in the cask. This was to be hoarded against the next day. If Courant on his night journey could not strike the upper trail and a spring they would have to retrace their steps, and by this route, with the animals exhausted and their own strength diminished, the first water was a twelve hours’ march off. Susan and Courant were silent, avoiding each other’s eyes, torpid to the outward observation. But the old man was unusually garrulous, evidently attempting to raise their lowered spirits. He had much to say about California and the gold there, speculated on their chances of fortune, and then carried his speculations on to the joys of wealth and a future in which Susan was to say with the Biblical millionaire, “Now soul take thine ease.” She rewarded him with a quick smile, then tipped her cup till the bottom faced the sky, and let the last drop run into her mouth.

  The night was falling when Courant rode out. She passed him as he was mounting, the canteen strapped to the back of his saddle. “Good-by, and good luck,” she said in a low voice as she brushed by. His “good-by” came back to her instilled with a new meaning. The reserve between them was gone. Separated as the poles, they had suddenly entered within the circle of an intimacy that had snapped round them and shut them in. Her surroundings fell into far perspective, losing their menace. She did not care where she was or how she fared. An indifference to all that had seemed unbearable, uplifted her. It was like an emergence from cramped confines to wide, inspiring spaces. He and she were there—the rest was nothing.

  Sitting beside David she could see the rider’s figure grow small, as it receded across the plain. The night had come and the great level brooded solemn under the light of the first, serene stars. In the middle of the camp Daddy John’s fire flared, the central point of illumination in a ring of fluctuant yellow. Touched and lost by its waverings the old man’s figure came and went, absorbed in outer darkness, then revealed his arms extended round sheaves of brush. David turned and lay on his side looking at her. Her knees were drawn up, her hands clasped round her ankles. With the ragged detail of her dress obscured, the line of her profile and throat sharp in clear silhouette against the saffron glow, she was like a statue carved in black marble. He could not see what her glance followed, only felt the consolation of her presence, the one thing to which he could turn and meet a human response.

  He was feverish again, his thirst returned in an insatiable craving. Moving restlessly he flung out a hand toward her and said querulously:

  “How long will Low be gone?”

  “Till the morning unless he finds water by the way.”

  Silence fell on him and her eyes strained through the darkness for the last glimpse of the rider. He sighed deeply, the hot hand stirring till it lay spread, with separated fingers on the hem of her dress. He moved each finger, their brushing on the cloth the only sound.

  “Are you in pain?” she asked and shrunk before the coldness of her voice.

  “No, but I am dyi
ng with thirst.”

  She made no answer, resting in her graven quietness. The night had closed upon the rider’s figure, but she watched where it had been. Over a blackened peak a large star soared up like a bright eye spying on the waste. Suddenly the hand clinched and he struck down at the earth with it.

  “I can’t go without water till the morning.”

  “Try to sleep,” she said. “We must stand it the best way we can.”

  “I can’t sleep.”

  He moaned and turned over on his face and lying thus rolled from side to side as if in anguish that movement assuaged. For the first time she looked at him, turning upon him a glance of questioning anxiety. She could see his narrow, angular shape, the legs twisted, the arms bent for a pillow, upon which his head moved in restless pain.

  “David, we’ve got to wait.”

  “The night through? Stay this way till morning? I’ll be dead. I wish I was now.”

  She looked away from him seized by temptation that rose from contrition not pity.

  “If you cared for me you could get it. Low’s certain to find a spring.”

  “Very well. I will,” she said and rose to her feet.

  She moved softly to the camp the darkness hiding her. Daddy John was taking a cat nap by the fire, a barrier of garnered sage behind him. She knew his sleep was light and stole with a tiptoe tread to the back of the wagon where the water cask stood. She drew off a cupful, then, her eye alert on the old man, crept back to David. When he saw her coming he sat up with a sharp breath of satisfaction, and she knelt beside him and held the cup to his lips. He drained it and sank back in a collapse of relief, muttering thanks that she hushed, fearful of the old man. Then she again took her seat beside him. She saw Daddy John get up and pile the fire high, and watched its leaping flame throw out tongues toward the stars.