by JL Davis
Well that’s two of us. I want to see what his body can do.
“Are you chicken?” I start flapping my arms. He shakes his head smiling, grabbing my arm and leading me to the floor. We are further apart than I’d like. He can dance. I move a step closer and he grins, also moving closer to me. I can now smell the scent of his cologne. I take a deep breath and savor his scent. He moves a little closer and wraps his arms around my waist. We’re now so close and he’s grinding into me and I’m so turned on. One of his legs goes between mine to get us even closer. I can feel the heat of his leg on my pussy and it’s making me wet. I wrap my arms around him and smell his neck and a small moan escapes. He grips my hips and pulls me onto him. I’m now grinding on his leg. I’m so turned on right now. I can’t believe we’re doing this. I will have to face him tomorrow sober and it makes me wonder how much he’s had to drink tonight. I’m not going to think about it. I’m enjoying this night so much. He looks down into my eyes and I swallow hard. He leans forward and presses his lips to my ear. “You look beautiful tonight.” It causes me to shiver. My panties are drenched. All he has to do is put pressure on my clit and I’ll explode. One of his hands slides down to my ass and he squeezes. I let out a sigh.
“Do you like that, Jessa? Are you turned on?” I feel like I’m in a daze or trance so I nod speechless. He lifts my chin to meet his gaze and his eyes move down to my lips. “I want to kiss you Jessa. I’ve wanted to kiss you since you answered your door almost naked.”
We’re no longer dancing, but standing in the middle of the floor with strobe lights flashing around us. I’m staring into his eyes unable to blink, waiting for him to make a move only he doesn’t.
“What’s wrong?” I ask, disappointed. I want this. I want him to kiss me.
“Jessa, there’s a lot you don’t know about me. I’ve had a rough few years and I can’t jump into this with you. I do feel something for you and it scares me. Can I talk with you about it when I’m ready? I haven’t talked to anyone about it other than my family.” He looks pained and all I can do is nod. He gives me a small smile and kisses my cheek, taking my hand in his walking us back to the bar.
Brittany is right where we left her. Nick is now gone. I spot him not too far away talking to some slutty looking girl who hardly any clothes on. We all have switched to water and enjoy the rest of the show. I catch Alex looking at me a few times and I smile back at him. I look at his lips disappointed he didn’t kiss me on the dance floor. It would have been perfect. He must know how wet he got me. I push the thought out of my head and enjoy the show, because otherwise, they will, torture me.
Chapter Five
I’m up at the crack of dawn, way before I should be. I had a hard time sleeping after Alex teased me so much last night. I had some time with Bob and it didn’t help much. I’m more nervous today about seeing him again, than I was Monday. I don’t know what to expect when I get there or how he will act towards me.
I ring the doorbell and he answers with a cup of coffee in his hand and a small smile across his face.
“Good morning, Jessa.” He hands me the cup in his hand.
“Good morning. Thank you,” I smile, walking inside. I smell bacon. It’s heavenly.
“I thought you might have breakfast with me before you start this morning.”
“Sure. That’s so sweet of you,” I say following him into the kitchen. He pulls out my chair for me and I sit. I’m not used to this at all. He’s such a gentleman.
“I had a really nice time with you last night and I regret not kissing you,” Alex says, looking at my lips. “I couldn’t fall asleep because I was thinking of you.” He looks down at his plate, maybe a bit embarrassed.
“I didn’t, either, actually. You kind of left me hanging, ya know?” I grin trying to make him more comfortable. He wasn’t this shy last night.
“There’s a lot I need to tell you before we even pursue this but I need time. I am a very private man and it’s hard to talk about. I hope you can understand and give me time?”
He’s waiting for my reply and I can’t help but wonder what he needs to tell me.
“I understand. There’s a lot we don’t know about each other. There’s no need to rush into anything. I had a pretty hard break up recently and I’m not trying to jump into another relationship.”
“Okay. I’m glad to hear you say that,” he sighs. “I really like you, Jessa. I haven’t been in a relationship in quite a while and I’m just nervous.” I can’t help but smile. He’s so adorable when he’s nervous.
We finish our breakfast in silence, glancing at each other a few times. I stand with my plate and walk around to him, picking up his and putting them in the sink. When I turn around he’s watching me. I can tell he’s thinking. He looks down my body and stands, walking towards me.
“I know I said I wanted to take it slow, but I can’t get the thought of kissing you out of my head.”
He lifts my chin and looks deep into my eyes as if he’s searching for my permission. I take a deep breath and move forward a couple of inches. He meets me half way and his lips touch mine. He pushes forward kissing me so passionately I feel myself melting into him. He wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer. I moan, feeling his hardness pressed against my stomach. I grab his shirt and pull him closer and his tongue slides into my mouth. He wraps his other arm around me and lifts me onto the counter, not breaking the kiss. My hands go into his hair and I pull slightly as he moans into my mouth. I know this is too soon and we need to slow down, but I want him so badly right now. I’d let him fuck me right here right now if he’d allow it. He pulls away a bit, breaking the kiss, both of us panting. He runs his hand down the side of my face gently and I press into his hand, looking into his eyes. He smiles at me. “I knew that was gonna be amazing,” he says, giving me one last peck.
“Um, yeah, I think that’s an understatement,” I giggle. He helps me down from the counter and I regain the feeling in my legs. That was the best kiss I’d ever had in my life. It felt like fireworks going off all around us. I already want more of him.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have allowed it to go that far,” he says, immediately looking away.
I furrow my brow not sure why he’d said that. Did he not feel what I felt? I think there could be something between us. I want to pursue this. I hope he feels the same way. He can’t kiss me like that and then become so distant. It’s like he shut his feelings off. I can’t deal with this right now. I grab my cleaning supplies and go up the stairs not looking back.
I am beyond pissed right now, and when I’m pissed I can get some shit done. I’m in the master bedroom, making the bed, when I hear Alex come in.
“Jessa, I didn’t mean to upset you. I’m just scared. You may never want to see me again, once I tell you everything.”
“Okay, so when do you think you’ll tell me? Because this is gonna piss me off quickly. I just gave in to my feelings and you shut me down. That hurts and I’ve dealt with enough of that recently.” I’m angry and I can’t help it. I’m embarrassed at how he just turned his back on me in the kitchen.
He’s watching me and seems to want to say something but instead stalks over to me and grabs me quickly around the waist and pushes me back onto his bed. He’s lying on top of me staring into my eyes. He caught me off guard. I’m speechless and just stare at him waiting to see what he’s going to do.
“Do you know how incredibly sexy and adorable you are when you’re pissed?”
I search his face. I don’t like being told I’m adorable when I’m mad. It pisses me off more. I won’t be mad though because he’s right where I want him to be.
“Jessa, I know I need to take it slow with you but when I’m with you that all goes out the window. I just want to forget about all of that and be with you.”
“Then just do it. Forget for now and just be with me.”
“Would it be okay to kiss you again? I can’t get over our first kiss. I want more.”
“You
don’t have to ask to kiss me, just do it,” I giggle.
“I don’t want to do anything you don’t want me too,” he says looking me over but landing on my mouth.
“I want it all,” I say, releasing the breath I didn’t know I was holding.
“You don’t know what you’re saying Jessa.” He looks pained.
“I said, quit thinking and just do.” I raise up on my elbows to show him I want this. I don’t understand this man. He’s so confusing. I lean into him and he finally kisses me again. My hands instantly grab ahold of his hair, deepening the kiss. Our tongues mingle together and his hands move down to my jeans, unbuttoning them then slowly pulling them down my legs. He grabs my ass in both hands and squeezes. I moan and arch into his body. I’m so turned on. He’s definitely an ass man. I’ve never had a guy pay so much attention to my backside before. He’s kneading it in his hands. Each time, his fingers get closer to an area that’s never been explored by a man before. Tyler thought anal was disgusting. The feeling is different, but good different. I think I’d let him do whatever he wanted to me at this moment. I’m so impatient and longing for his touch. We continue the kiss of a lifetime and he pulls away, lifting my shirt over my head.
“May I?” He’s looking at my boobs.
“Yes. Please stop asking me. It’s cute but not right now.” I’m breathless and want whatever he’s planning; though. I get the feeling he doesn’t have a plan. He reaches behind me and I arch further so he can remove my bra. He unclasps it and my boobs are freed.
“So beautiful,” he says before putting his mouth around one and circling the nipple with his tongue. He moves to the other, giving equal attention. It feels so good. He nibbles and I gasp at the feeling. It hurts a bit at first, but quickly changes to a good feeling. I move so he can do the same thing to my other nipple. He does and I moan, arching further into his mouth. I reach down towards his jeans and can feel his length across my hand. I rub across him and he moans and presses himself further into hand. I try to unzip his pants and he grabs, my stopping me.
“I want this to be about you. I’ve been imagining this for a while. Please just let me.”
He continues his licking and sucking as he moves his way down my stomach, nipping as he goes. It tickles and I’m a squirming mess. He gets onto his knees, looking up at me. He looks like a predator and I’m his prey. Funny, because I think he’s about to eat me alive and I can’t wait. I’ve never had oral before. I don’t know what’s wrong with the couple of guys I’d been with. None of them would ever do it but I was also too embarrassed to ask them to, or ask why they wouldn’t.
“Spread your legs for me,” he whispers. I do as he says and feel a bit on display. It makes me self-conscious and I’m so nervous. I thank God I wore a cute bra and matching panty set today. He spreads me open with his fingers. He looks up at me. “So ready for me.” He licks his lips and I think I might cum right now seeing him there licking his lips. He’s so hot and he wants me. Me! His head disappears and his mouth clamps down over my clit and sucks lightly. I scream and start to squirm. He stops what he’s doing and looks up with concern. “Are you okay?”
Breathlessly I say, “Yes, I’m fine. Please don’t stop.”
I’m extremely sensitive to this feeling. Bob has nothing on Alex’s tongue. I may be ruined. He continues his torture. He licks me and sucks and nibbles on my lips. That sends me overboard. I cry out so loudly I can’t believe it’s coming from me. I’ve never been so responsive to a man during sex. This is only Alex’s tongue. I can’t imagine what it will feel like when he’s inside me. Alex laps up my juices as I come down from the best orgasm I’ve ever had.
Alex crawls up the bed and lays beside me looking at me. I’m trying to catch my breath and still have a lightheaded feeling. I turn to him and kiss him not even thinking of where his mouth just was. I taste myself on his lips. It’s a very different taste. I don’t exactly like it but don’t mind kissing him like this. “That was amazing,” I manage to say between breaths.
“I’m glad you enjoyed it. You taste delicious,” he smiles licking his lips and my eyes go right to his mouth.
“That’s the first time that anyone’s ever…” I pause, embarrassed.
“What! Are you serious?”
“Yes, none of the guys I’d been with ever did it.” I look down embarrassed I told him that fact.
“That’s a damn shame, Jessa. You taste delicious. Best I’ve ever tasted.” He kisses me again before saying, “You may be my new addiction.”
“I think that would be fine with me,” I giggle. “That was the best orgasm I’ve ever had.”
“That won’t be the last, I promise.”
“I should get back to work ya know.”
“I only hired you twice a week so I could see you more,” he smiles and then laughs.
“I wondered why you had me coming twice. I figured it was for the laundry and that you were OCD,” I laugh. He rolls on top of me and starts tickling me.
“I’m not that OCD. I can make you cum twice, though. I still have one to go,” he laughs.
I’m screaming and flopping around underneath him from the torture. “No. no. I can’t handle anymore right now. I’m too sensitive.” I can still feel my clit throbbing. “Seriously though, I can’t do that. I’m fine with spending time with you. I’d really enjoy it actually but I can’t be paid that much for not working.”
“Okay. How about you do what you do on Monday’s and then I pay you by the hour on Thursday’s and after you finish working we can just spend time together?”
“That works for me,” I say, getting up looking for my panties. I don’t see them.
“Looking for something?” He has a mischievous look on his face.
“Where’s my panties?”
“I’m not sure,” he smiles.
“What did you do with them?” I’m a bit annoyed now.
“I think I may keep them. Seeing you working and knowing you’re not wearing them will be fun for me.”
I scrunch my face up. “Will I get them back before the day is over or are you one of those creepy guys with a drawer full of women’s panties.”
“Jessa, you are the only woman I’ve had any relationship with in almost three years. I don’t have a drawer full of panties, either. You can look if you’d like,” he says, nodding towards his dresser.
I decide to do just that. I open the first two drawers and I see socks and boxers neatly folded. “Not OCD, huh?” I raise a brow. He hops off the bed stopping me from opening the next drawer. “Something to hide?”
“Jessa, I need to tell you something.” He’s suddenly very serious.
“Is this where the panties are?” I giggle.
“Yes.” He looks at the floor.
“What! Are you kidding right now?”
He grabs my shoulders looking into my eyes. “I don’t want to talk too much about it right now, but I was married for four years and she suddenly passed away. I haven’t removed any of her clothes from the drawers yet. It’s been hard for me to let go, hard for me to talk about or really move forward.”
“I’m so sorry, Alex. I completely understand. I would never push you. Please know that.”
“Thank you. I’ve been alone for a long time now and it’s just been difficult to deal with everything.”
“When you’re ready to tell me I’ll listen.” I kiss his cheek walking away.
“I’m going to go put the clothes in the dryer okay? Commando,” I smile.
He gives me the biggest smile I’ve seen yet. I’ll give him the time he needs. I couldn’t imagine losing the person I love and then trying to move on with someone else. I do think it’s a bit weird that I haven’t seen any pictures of her while cleaning. Maybe it’s hard for him to have the reminders around.
Soon after our time upstairs I find him in his office working on his laptop. I walk in with my dust spray and a rag. He looks up and smiles and I smile back. I grab a chair in the corner to start dusting the
shelves behind him. I hear his chair swivel. I glance behind me quickly to see him staring at my ass. I reach up high to extend my body pushing my ass out a bit to give him a little show.
“Ya know, I may order you one of those sexy little outfits to wear while you’re here.”
I start laughing and turn around facing him almost losing my balance and gasping as he jumps up to catch me.
“You can’t distract me when I’m working,” I giggle.
“I could say the same thing,” he replies, arching a brow at me and squeezing my ass.
His lips crush against mine and I wrap my arms around him. Standing in this chair we’re the same height. He’s much taller than me. My breathing quickens and I feel my body begin to react to his kisses. He is such a good kisser. His tongue is larger than mine and as they twist together. I grow wet, remembering how good he was at licking my pussy. I let go of his shoulders and step off the chair. I want to please him like he had me. I’m not sure if he will let me but I’m going to try. He couldn’t possibly deny me. I look up into his eyes and stand on my tip toes for one more kiss before dropping to my knees. I peer up at him and the look on his face is surprise and maybe desire. I unzip his jeans and slowly lower them, dropping them to the floor.
“Jessa, you don’t have to do this.”
“I know that. I want to.” I want to see him and feel him in my mouth.
I drag his boxers down his legs and his dick springs free almost hitting me in the face. I wasn’t expecting that. He’s not massively huge, but he’s much bigger than the others I’ve seen. I’m contemplating how I’ll be able to fit all of him in my mouth. I hold him in one hand and cup his balls in the other, lightly squeezing and he sighs. I look up at him as I flick my tongue across the small drop of cum glistening on the head and he moans. I bring the head just inside of my mouth and he moans as I squeeze his balls again. His breathing picks up and I can tell he’s trying to hold back a bit. I’m not having that. I move forward taking him all the way to the back of my throat, my nose hitting his abs. I suck hard and he moans again, louder this time. I drag him out only to go again more quickly, but not all the way, and I swallow. He moans and bucks forward almost choking me. His hands fist in my hair and I allow him to take my mouth as he pleases.