by JL Davis
“I’m close, Jessa” he pants. He tries to pull out and I grab both ass cheeks holding him in place. I’ve never wanted to swallow before. I’m curious about the taste. I’ve heard it tastes disgusting but for Alex I don’t care. I want it too. I begin a slow torture of sucking hard and deep and I feel his legs shaking, his moans are more urgent. I flick the head once more and go deep and I feel the warm liquid hitting the back of my throat and I swallow quickly. I go down once more and suck him dry, looking up at him. His face is so sexy right now. I could almost cum with the pure satisfaction I’ve given him. He lifts me to my feet and holds me in his arms kissing me so fiercely as he tries to catch his breath.
“That was amazing Jessa. You did something with your tongue and wow, that was awesome.” I start giggling and kiss his mouth once more.
“I’m glad you enjoyed it,” I smile shyly. I don’t like being complimented about oral, but with him I do. It feels good to know I’d pleased him as much as he had me.
I swat him on the shoulder smiling. “Now, let me get back to work.”
“Yes ma’am,” he salutes me, sitting back down at his desk. I can hear him still trying to get his breathing under control. It makes me happy to know I’d affected him so much.
I finish for the day and walk back into his office. He’s facing the window away from me. I don’t mean to eavesdrop but I wanted to let him know I’m finished and need to be paid for the day.
“I’m scared to tell her, Brittany. What if she hates me?” he pauses. Brittany is speaking now. “I really like her. I don’t want to hurt her.” I wish I knew what she was saying. I decide to leave. I don’t want to stand here and have him turn around and know I’d heard their conversation. I walk to the kitchen and sit at the table. I hope he finishes quickly. I want to get home to see if the test results have been posted. I forgot the ID number or I’d do it now on my phone.
A few minutes later he walks in the kitchen smiling at me. “Are you finished?”
“Yes. Will I get my panties back now?” I scowl him.
“Can I keep them as a souvenir?”
“Seriously? I guess,” I laugh.
“Would you like to stay for dinner? I could order in?”
“I’d love to, but I need to get home to check my grades from the tests I took the other day.
“Oh okay.” He sounds a bit disappointed. “What tests did you take?” Fuck I didn’t want him to know. “I took my GED the other day and I’m hoping the results are posted.” I fidget not looking at him. I don’t want him to know I didn’t graduate.
He walks over to me. “Hey, look at me.” He grabs my chin and says, “Don’t be ashamed Jessa. I’m sure you did great,” he smiles.
“Thanks. I hope I did. I want to take some classes and start in business.”
“That’s great, Jessa. I’m proud of you.”
I smile. I guess it was stupid to be embarrassed to tell him. He doesn’t seem to think less of me.
“Let me know how you did and we can all go out and celebrate.”
“Okay. I will. That sounds nice. I’ll see you soon,” I say, kissing him and walking to my car.
What a day this has been. I had fantasies of how this day would be, but I never expected any of them to actually happen. I got my first orgasm from oral. I finally saw his dick and I even swallowed. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I laugh at the thought.
I make it home and rush to my mom’s office and log in. Damn it! They’re not up yet. I guess it will be tomorrow. I should’ve just stayed with Alex. There’s no telling what we could be doing right now. I text him to let him know.
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Hey! The results aren’t posted yet.
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See you should’ve stayed for dinner.
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Lol! I should have. What would we have eaten?
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Well I would’ve had you.
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Maybe tomorrow ; )
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I hope so. Have a good night.
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You too!
Chapter Six
I walk into the office first thing after waking up. Yes! The scores are up. I fucking passed! I am so excited. I knew I did well, but having the validation just makes it better. I call my mom first and it goes to voicemail. She’s probably in court and can’t answer. I decide to text Brittany and tell her, too.
Hey! I passed my GED. I just got the results in.
That’s awesome! We need to celebrate tonight :)
Sounds great to me. Let me know later and we can decide.
Ok. I will.
I think about texting Alex next. He said for me to let him know. I guess I could send him a text too. That wouldn’t be weird.
Hi! I passed!
I’m proud of you.
Brittany wants to get together later. Want to join us?
Sure. How about I take you to dinner? I know a great place.
Ok. That sounds nice :)
Great! I’ll make reservations and pick you up at 7:00. I’ll let Brittany know too.
Ok. Sounds fun. Thank you!
It will be :)
There’s something so adorable when a man uses a smiley in texts. I’m excited to have plans with them tonight. I have no idea where he’s taking me but I need to find something to wear. If he’s making reservations then we’re not eating at the café. I have plenty of time and need to consider the business classes I want to enroll in.
I find a cute skirt and top to wear for tonight. I straighten my hair and put on a little makeup. I grab a leather jacket that matches the boots I’ve chosen, and walk down stairs. I sit on the bench in the entry way to swap out my purses and put my boots on. I see Alex pull up and smile. I wonder what this night will bring. I hope more kisses and maybe even more. He rings the doorbell and I hobble over with one boot on. He smiles and looks me over. “You look amazing,” he says, then points at my feet smiling. “You’re missing a boot.” I laugh at him and raise it in the air. I sit back down and put the boot on zipping up the side and look up at him and he’s watching me.
He walks over to me. “Those are the sexiest boots I think I’ve ever seen. Is your mom here?”
“No. She basically lives with her boyfriend.” I see relief wash over his face.
He bends down and kisses me softly. “We’d better go. We have a seven thirty reservation.”
“Where are we going?”
“A great steakhouse in town.” He sees my face falter. “They have other stuff. too.”
He doesn’t get that’s not why I’m concerned. There’s only one steakhouse that does reservations, and I would like to avoid it.
We pull up and it’s that steakhouse. I wonder if I can say I’m not feeling well and go back home. I don’t want to be here. I know Tyler works on Friday nights. Maybe he doesn’t work here anymore.
We are greeted and seated immediately by the hostess. Alex pulls out my chair for me and I smile and take a seat. “Such the gentlemen.” He returns the smile and sits next to me, pouring us each a glass of wine I’ve never heard of, or could even pronounce. He’s thought of everything tonight. Brittany hasn’t arrived yet.
“Have you talked to Brittany?” I ask, looking around the room for Tyler.
“She said she’d be a few minutes late. Are you okay?”
“My ex works here.”
“Do you want to go somewhere else? I can call Brittany and let her know. We could even go back to my place,” he teases trying to help my mood.
I laugh. “I’ll be fine.”
“Well y’all look like you need to get a room,” Brittany says, walking up and my mouth drops open.
“I told her we could go back to my house.”
“Gross! I don’t need to hear this when I’m about to eat,” she fake gags.
I start laughing, The server returns and says, “Your waiter will be right with you,” smiling at Alex before walking away. I sigh, hoping it won’t be Tyler.
A few minutes later, I smell his cheap cologne before I see him. He comes up behind me and Brittany’s eyes bulge, immediately looking at me. I shake my head slightly.
“Well, well.,well. You haven’t changed much,” Brittany frowns.
“Thanks! Neither have you,” Tyler says, thinking she was flirting with him.
“It wasn’t a compliment,” she says rudely, looking over her menu.
Everyone’s ordered but me. Alex looks at me and gives me a small smile.
“Ma’am, do you know what you would like,” he walks closer to me, to see my face. His eyes bulge and he looks to Brittany and then Alex probably sizing him up.
“I’ll have the chicken parmesan.” I don’t look at him, instead I smile at Alex. Tyler walks away and I let out the breath I didn’t realize I was holding.
“Jessa, I don’t get what you ever saw in that douche.” I start laughing and so does she. Alex just looks at us with a weird look on his face. I’m not sure what he’s thinking at the moment. We go quiet as Tyler comes back with our salads.
“Do you need anything else?”
“No,” Brittany bites back and Tyler leaves the table. I bet he knows he isn’t getting a tip from our table tonight. I swear Brittany and I are so much alike.
“He’s not getting a damn penny for a tip,” she laughs. I shake my head giggling. I swear, Brittany and I are so much alike.
We enjoy our wine and salads and have small talk for a bit. Brittany finally opens her mouth about how friendly Alex and I are together. “So, what’s up with y’all?”
“Well, Ms. Nosy, if you must know I really like your friend Jessa,” he says, blushing and looks at Brittany. She is looking at him with an unspoken question. Alex shakes his head and she frowns and then looks at me and smiles. “Well, she is pretty great, if I get a say.” As she says it her plate was set in front of her. I look up and see Tyler with a pissed look on his face. As he places my plate down he asks, “Can I uh, talk to you for a minute please?”
“No. I’m about to eat.” I look at him like he’s stupid. He then looks at Alex and sets his plate down. “Let me know if you need anything else,” he says before walking away.
We enjoy our meals and Tyler sets the check down and hurries away. Alex quickly grabs if and inserts his credit card. Tyler comes back a few minutes later for the check, looking at me as he walks away. We finish the bottle of wine and again Tyler sets the check back down and walks away.
“You aren’t actually leaving him a tip, are you?” Brittany asks.
Alex looks up at her, “I am, actually. Do you want to know what it is?” He’s smiling now.
“I told him thanks for fucking up because now I can have a chance with Jessa,” he states, looking at me. I smile shyly.
“Awwww. Isn’t that fucking adorable,” Brittany giggles and gags. “So when did this happen? Wait don’t answer that. I had a feeling y’all were gonna hit it off. You’re welcome.” She takes a bow as we walk out to the parking lot.
“Well, I’ll see y’all later. Don’t have too much fun without me.” She abruptly pauses, then frowns. “That didn’t sound right at all,” she says, shaking her head; we all laugh. I look at Alex and then to the pavement. I have no idea what we are going to do now. I didn’t think past dinner.
Brittany leaves but not before blowing her horn and laughing as she speeds away.
Alex opens my door and I climb inside. I think I need a step ladder it’s so tall. He gets in and puts the keys in the ignition, but before starting the truck he turns to me. “What do you want to do now?” He seems nervous and I find it adorable.
“I don’t know, what do you want to do?
“We could go get ice cream or something?”
“How about or something,” I smile, leaving it to whatever he thinks I mean.
He looks at me maybe a little shocked but he smiles. I think he’s contemplating what to say next. I see it all over his face.
“I know I’ve said it before, but I really like you, Jessa, and I like spending time with you. I haven’t had such strong feelings for a woman in quite a while and I’m not sure what to do about it. I know I told you my wife died, but I didn’t want to tell you the whole story and I feel that I need to tell you some of that, before anything else happens between us. Okay?”
I nod, waiting for him to start. I just don’t know what could make him so sure I’d not want to be with him, but I’m about to find out.
“Lizzy was my wife’s name. We grew up together and after college we started dating. Shortly after, she took a job up north and we did the long-distance relationship thing and it wasn’t easy for us. She cheated and when I found out I was devastated. To get my revenge I started cheating.” He pauses and looks out the window away from me. “She was gone for about five years and then moved back, we had stayed together despite everything that happened. I’m not sure why, exactly. We seemed to have grown apart some, and I wanted us to be like we were before she moved away, so I proposed, thinking it would solve all our problems. We moved in together and it was hard. We were polar opposites in every way and I mean in every way possible. We were married for a total of nine months when we finally separated. I was happier and so was she. She called one day, wanting to meet and talk about us. I assumed she was serving me with divorce papers. Her car was in the shop so I picked her up and we went to have dinner and try to keep it civil. She drops a bomb on me telling me she was actually pregnant. I was floored, but we decided to try and make it work. I even agreed to counseling.” I see tears begin to form in his beautiful eyes and I want to hold him close. I grab his hand instead to show him I’m here for him.
“We were on our way home when a deer jumped out onto the road and I swerved and hit a tree. We were both injured badly, but Lizzy had hit her head on the windshield and had bleeding on her brain. The swelling was so severe that the doctors couldn’t perform surgery. She died two days later.”
I honestly have no idea what to say, but I try, “Alex I’m so sorry about your wife and child. That’s a terrible tragedy.” I can’t imagine how hard that must have been for him. I can see the pain in his eyes. Death is a horrible thing to go through.
“Jessa, there’s more, but can we please talk about it some other time and enjoy or time together?”
“Yes, of course,” I say, scooting closer to him. I wipe the straggling tear away and caress his cheek. His eyes close and I kiss his forehead. We stay like this for a few minutes.
He eventually looks up at me, “I am so thankful to have you.” I smile and he kisses me tenderly. As he pulls away I nibble and suck on his bottom lip. He instantly looks up at me and his eyes darken. “Do you want to come over for a while, maybe have a drink?”
I act like I’m thinking it over, even though I already know my answer. “Yes. I’d love too.”
“I didn’t tell you how beautiful you look tonight. You are stunning,” he says, taking my hand in his and bringing it to his lips.
Alex drives out of the parking lot, heading for his house. It’s not far from the restaurant. His hand still in mine, I rest them in my lap. I suddenly have an idea. I slowly take his hand and drag it over the inside of my thigh, rising my skirt as I do so. He looks at me quickly and then back at the road. I spread my legs further and move my panties to one side. I see him glance down to see what I’m doing before focusing back on the road. I adjust so his hand barely hovering, so close that I can feel the warmth of it on me. I drag his hand down my wetness and look over at him.
“Fuck, Jessa. You’re so wet.” He doesn’t look at me, instead, focusing on the road. I push one finger inside and moan. He then takes control and my torture is over. He moves his finger inside and his palm is putting pressure on my clit. He adds another finger and increases speed, rubbing my clit with his thumb. Suddenly, he curves his fingers upward and wiggles them quickly. It feels fucking amazing, and with his thumb still on my clit, I lose control and burst into pleasure around his fingers, moaning loudly.
Shortly after, I’m awakened to Alex lifting me in his arms. I must have dozed off. That’s never happened before. “It’s alright, Jessa. I’ve got you.” I relax in his arms and lay my head on his shoulder. His cologne is heavenly. He carries me upstairs to his bedroom and lays me on the bed. I watch him remove his button-up shirt and now he’s got my attention. I watch him strip in front of me, making a pile on the floor. I smile sleepily at him and raise up on my elbows. I feel like I should pinch myself to wake up from a dream. He just can’t be real. Looking down his gorgeous body I feel myself getting wet again. I want him. He sees me admiring him and flexes and then throws out a chuckle. He’s messing with me. It’s the sexiest cutest fucking thing ever. I feel my face heat because he caught me and I look away. I don’t know why I’m embarrassed. I shouldn’t be.
“So, where’s the drink I came for?” I joke waiting for his response. He gives me a weird look and I laugh. “I’m just joking.”
He saunters over to the bed with his eyes on me, examining me. The look in his eyes, I think he wants to devour me.
“Jessa, I need to tell you something,” he says, sitting beside me on the bed.
“One of the many reasons Lizzy and I didn’t work out had a lot to do with my sexual needs,” he clears his throat. He’s nervous. “I tend to be a little rough.” He says it so softly; I almost didn’t hear him. I’ve never had it rough. I’ve wanted it that way, but Tyler seemed to do the exact opposite. Our sex life really sucked. I don’t know what to say.
“Are you open to that, Jessa? Will you give it a try, give me a chance?”
He holds my face in his hands gazing into my eyes and kisses me deeply melting my panties. He pulls away, looking over my face and waiting for my reply.