by JL Davis
“Yes.” That’s all I have a chance to say before he’s on top of me, smiling down at me. I feel his erection pushing into my stomach. I grab his ass cheeks and squeeze hard, my nails digging into him. He hisses before kissing me again. Our tongues tangle and he pulls my hair to one side and kisses down my neck, then nibbles his way across my collar bone. His hand goes under my shirt lightly tickling his way up to my breasts, leaving goosebumps along the way. He squeezes one and reaches for the other. They aren’t too big so his large hand is able to caress both. I arch into him, closing my eyes, enjoying how he makes my body feel. He stops and looks down at me with a devilish grin. I’m not scared. I know he wouldn’t hurt me. I’m curious and excited.
He drags my panties down my legs, leaving just my skirt on, as he spreads me wide. I am so glad I shaved everywhere.
He grunts his approval. “I like it bare like this,” he says before slapping my pussy causing a moan to leave my throat. He raises up and takes his jeans and boxers off quickly. He positions himself over me, holding his hard dick in his hand, rubbing it against my wetness. I want him so badly. I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him to me. The look on his face is weird. Did I do something wrong? He winces.
“Jessa, I just remembered I don’t have any condoms.”
“It’s really okay. I’m on the shot, so I don’t think we should worry. I’m clean. I assume you are, also?”
“I am, but do you think that’s a good idea?” His eyebrows are furrowed and he looks adorable.
“I’m so fine with it. I want to feel all of you.”
He moans and buries himself inside of me, causing me to moan loudly. He’s much bigger than Tyler. Ugh! Stop thinking about him Jessa!
“Fuck, Jessa, you’re so wet,” he moans. “Your pussy feels so good,” he says, driving into me. I wrap my legs around him again and squeeze my walls around him tightly. I can already feel my orgasm building. Alex starts rubbing circles into my clit as I moan.
“Are you close, Jessa? You feel too good: too good. I’m not gonna last long.”
“Yes. I’m close,” I pant. He’s pounding into me now. His pelvis brushing against my clit. It feels so fucking good like this. Suddenly, I feel my legs beginning to quiver. I squeeze him tighter and wrap my arms around his back. It hits me and I combust, screaming his name, digging my nails into his back and my heels into his ass. My orgasm milks him inside of me. He moans deeply and I feel his warm cum filling me. He collapses on top of me, his weight on his elbows so he doesn’t smash me.
“Alex, that was fucking amazing!”
“It was. You feel so good.”
We’re both still trying to catch our breath but he gets up and goes into the bathroom returning with a warm wash cloth. He spreads my legs and cleans me up. It surprises me that he would think to do that for me. He tosses it into the hamper and returns to the bed lying beside me, looking at me.
“Are you okay? Was I too rough?”
“I’m fine, more than fine, actually. That was the best I’ve ever had,” I sigh.
“It was for me, too.”
I snuggle into his side, we lay there quietly and doze off.
Chapter Seven
The morning sun is shining through Alex’s bedroom window. I roll over to find that Alex is still sleeping. I can finally look at him and not feel embarrassed. I shouldn’t anymore, after what we shared last night. He has the cutest nose. I skim my fingers across his face. He stirs a bit, but doesn’t wake up. I can see his morning tent rising from the sheet causing me to giggle. He slowly opens one eye looking at me. “What’s so funny?” His voice is deeper when he wakes up.
“Nothing, really. I was just watching you sleep,” I say, looking down at the tent.
“Hhhhhmmmmmm. Is that so? I think someone’s happy to see you this morning,” he laughs.
“Um. I doubt that. I think you just need to go pee,” I say, shaking my head swatting his ass.
He gets up and heads to the bathroom. I get up and grab my clothes from the floor getting dressed before he comes back out. He comes out and looks disappointed.
“What’s wrong?”
“I thought we’d lay in bed for a while and cuddle.” He gives me a sad face. I start laughing at him. He runs over and swoops me up in his arms, kissing me, morning breath and all.
“I don’t know how I can have such strong feelings for you, but I do and it still scares me. Is that weird?”
“I don’t think so, because I also feel it. My last relationship was terrible and I’m scared too. I told myself months ago that that would be the last time I allowed myself to be so wrapped up in a man. I think I lied to myself,” I smile.
“Jessa, I don’t want to ever hurt you. I wouldn’t ever cheat on you. I promise.”
He looks so sincere, looking right into my eyes, I kiss his lips. “I hope not. I think it would ruin me.”
He hugs me close, “Jessa would you be…” he pauses and takes a deep breath. “How do you feel about being mine?” I bite my bottom lip pondering the idea.
“I’d love to be yours,” I answer, beaming at him. He kisses me quickly and most of it was my teeth causing me to giggle.
“Would you like some breakfast?”
“Sure. I’ll need to go home and change first,” I say, looking down at last night’s outfit.
“Will your mom be there?”
“No. Why?” I don’t know why he’d be asking me that.
“I just don’t want to cause any problems,” he sighs.
“How would you be causing problems?”
“Can we talk about it another time?” He sighs. “I’ll make us breakfast.”
“Okay. I guess. You’re being kind of weird about my mom, though.” He looks away. I don’t know what to think. I don’t want to overthink. My mind wanders.
“Please tell me you didn’t date my mom or something?”
He laughs a little. “No. It’s nothing like that. I promise. Can we just have a nice day? I don’t want to think about the past. I want to enjoy my time with you today,” he says, reaching for my hands. I look at him, trying to think what I should do. I don’t want to be stupid this time around. I want nothing but honesty.
“Alex, I want to understand. I want to give you time. I just don’t know how long I can wait. I don’t want us to get serious and then you drop a bomb on me.”
He looks at the floor. “I don’t want that either.”
We go down stairs and he makes us breakfast. I help clean up and then we sit out on the patio and talk, getting to know each other better. It’s a beautiful sunny day today. We talk about our parents and school and stuff like that. His parents live up north a few hours away and he has a sister who’s much older than him. He seems to have had a great childhood though.
I tell him about my dad leaving and how I screwed up by quitting school and wasting years on Tyler.
“How old are you Alex?”
“I’m almost twenty-nine.”
“How do you own the construction company at such a young age?”
“Well, my dad built it first and a few years ago wanted more time with my mom so after a couple of years showing him I could handle the responsibility he passed ownership to me. That was two years ago.”
“That’s awesome.”
“I hired Brittany shortly after to help me, and she does an amazing job. I don’t go into the office much, which puts more work on her, but after Lizzy died and the way all that went down, I don’t get out of the house too much. I was very depressed and people talked and it was just hard to show my face around town.”
“I don’t understand? I thought you said it was an accident?”
“It was, but there were many people who didn’t believe that.”
“Why?”
He sighs, and runs his hand through his hair. “That’s the part I was trying to avoid talking about. I do need to tell you, so I might as well do it now.”
“I won’t judge you, Alex. That was in your past.”
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br /> “Thank you.” He holds my hands in his and takes a moment before starting. “What I didn’t tell you was after the accident, Lizzy’s parents accused me of purposely causing it to hurt Lizzy. They knew we were seperated for a while and didn’t know about the dinner and that we were trying to work it out. They knew Lizzy was pregnant, though. I couldn’t believe they had thought so low of me and that I would kill my wife and unborn child. It was a horrible slap in the face for me.”
I squeezed his hand in support. “I’m so sorry.”
“A couple of days after Lizzy died, her parents filed charges and I was arrested. Long story short, it went to trial but didn’t take long to show that it was in fact an accident. The part that really makes this hard for us, though, is your mother was the attorney for Lizzy’s parents.”
My mouth falls open. “Oh my God! Now I get it. Do you think my mom would have a problem with you because of this?”
“Well, she was definitely trying to throw the book at me. Even though I was found not guilty, I think it bothered her she lost the case.”
“Alex, if you were innocent I know she wouldn’t have still thought you were guilty. She does hate losing cases, but because you were innocent it wasn’t about that.”
“Well, it’s really none of her business. I’m a grown woman and can make my own decisions,” I state flatly.
“That’s true, but I don’t want to come between you and your mom.”
“You won’t. She isn’t a judgmental person. She will be fine, and if not she’ll come around. I am not hiding you from her. So, this was the part you were so worried about?”
“It was. After I saw the pictures I was shocked. It’s a very small world.”
“It is and in a small town in Arkansas, where everyone knows everyone she’s bound to find out. I want to tell her, okay?”
“What if she hates me? She found out a lot about me, not all was bad, but she knows about my sexual preferences and knows that I had cheated on Lizzy. It didn’t seem to matter that she had also cheated on me. It was all about making me look like a horrible person, and she definitely did that.”
“She doesn’t even know you. She has basically hearsay. She only knows the lies that people tried to pin on you. Don’t worry.” I move to sit on his lap in the deck chair.
“I’m so lucky to have you, Jessa,” he says, kissing me. “Please just promise me you won’t let her try to break us up. I care deeply for you.”
“I promise I won’t. I don’t think she would do that, though. I already care so much for you and she can’t change that.” I want to say those three words because it’s how I feel, but I think it’s too soon. Our last relationships obviously weren’t the best and I don’t want to rush anything with him or become as wrapped up as I was before. It’s not healthy. I need to continue to work on myself.
“I just worry when she sees me with you she’s gonna flip out.”
“Please stop being so paranoid. It will be fine.”
“I hope you’re right. So many people made me look like a horrible person. I doubt she has any respect for me.
“Okay. How about I plan a dinner for us with my mom?” He doesn’t reply. He just looks terrified, staring at me. “Alex, if we’re gonna be together we’re gonna have to do this.”
“I know. I’ve just pretty much become a hermit after the case. People talked behind my back and the whispers and stares. It was just hard for me. That’s the main reason I always work from home. I don’t like the looks and I still get them sometimes. I just wish things were different and could just forget.”
“I don’t think it’s healthy. You can’t stay here 24-7.”
“I don’t. Sometimes I go to the pub or the bar.”
“Oh yeah, those are places that can pass judgement with all the alcohol,” I roll my eyes at him.
“We went to dinner though.”
“Yeah and we were in the corner where hardly anyone could see us. I won’t hide or stay here all the time, Alex. Who cares what people think, anyway?”
“My therapist said the same thing. It’s not healthy and blah, blah, blah.”
“What do they say now?”
He shrugs before looking away, “I stopped going.”
“Why?”
“I didn’t feel that it was helping me.”
“I’m sure if you weren’t making the effort it wouldn’t have helped. You have to try. I’ll help you. I’m going to help you,” I smile. “I’m calling my mom and we’re going to have dinner with her, if she doesn’t have plans.”
“Tonight?” He seems anxious.
“Yes, tonight. If you want to be with me you’re going to try.” I grab my phone off the table and call my mom’s number. I put it on speaker looking at him as it rings.
On the third ring, she finally picks up, “Hi sweetie.”
“Hi, mom. Do you have any plans for dinner?”
“No. We’re just relaxing why?”
“Well, there’s someone I want you to meet that means a lot to me.”
“Oh. Okay. Have you met someone?”
“I have and he’s wonderful,” I say, looking up at Alex and seeing some of the tension leave his face.
“I’d love to. Where?”
“Can you meet us at the pub in town about seven?”
“Sure. I look forward to it. Love you.”
“Love you, too, mom.” I hang up.
We take a shower together and that is a first for me. I had never showered with Tyler. That was something else he thought was stupid. I think it was because he jacked off in the shower.
Alex washes my hair and my body. It is amazing to have someone want to do something like this for me. He pushes me up against the cold tiles and drops to his knees, kissing my stomach and making his way down to my now throbbing clit. Having him massaging my head and my body had gotten my blood flowing. I gripped his wet hair with one hand and his shoulder with the other for balance. The feeling of him devouring me, with the warm water trickling down my body is like nothing I’ve ever felt. I’m a panting mess. When my orgasm emerges, I’m shaking and my legs feel weak. He stands up and kisses me. I feel his dick against me and grab it firmly in my hand, causing him to moan in my mouth. I want to return the pleasure he’d just given me so I get down on my knees, just as he had just a few moments ago. Looking up at him, I bring him to my lips and lick the tip. The desire in his eyes is hypnotic.
I take him all the way to the back of my throat and swallow. I know he likes it when I do that.
“Oh fuck, Jessa,” he says, gripping my head in his hands. He doesn’t take control, even though I know he wants to. I can tell he’s holding back. I repeat the movements and take his balls in my hand, massaging them as I begin to pick up my pace. He’s panting and moaning and I feel his dick grow even harder. I know he’s close so I suck even harder and faster. His legs begin to twitch a bit and I glance up at him. It’s a beautiful sight. He has his head thrown back on the tiles and the water cascading down his body. I see the strain in his neck. He’s so close now. I slow down and when he’s almost about to slip out I flick my tongue across the head causing his legs to twitch each time I do it. He looks down at me and watches me torturing him. “I’m close, Jessa,” he says between pants. I pick up the pace again and when a deep moan escapes. I pull him out and let him release all over my chest.
“That was so fucking hot, Jessa,” he says, shaking his head as he helps me up. I stand under the water, watching him wash away. I’d always wanted to do that. I’m not sure why. I’ve read it in books a lot and know the guys always love it, so I thought I’d try it out. It was very erotic that’s for sure. I want him inside me, but there’s no time. We only have about thirty minutes until we meet my mom for dinner.
I think Alex is a bit more relaxed now but I can tell he’s still nervous. He’s asked me three different times if he looks okay and has changed just as many. I think it’s cute he wants to impress her. I know he’s concerned, but I think everything will be just f
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Chapter Eight
We find a table and sit. I face the door so I can see when mom is walking in. I am a little nervous, now too. I don’t want Alex to see it, though. I know she won’t make a scene, with her reputation to protect. I wasn’t stupid choosing a public place for her seeing him again.
The waitress walks up, “What can I get you to drink?” I think I need something strong. I made it sound okay introducing my mom to Alex, but now I’m not so sure.
“I’ll have an apple Crown and cranberry, please.” Alex looks at me quickly. I don’t want him to know I’m nervous now, too.
“Make that two,” Alex smiles and the waitress walks away to make our drinks. He glances over at me. “Are you okay?” he asks. I smile, to not seem as freaked as I am inside.
“I’m fine,” I smile again. The waitress brings our drinks and I take a big gulp, not only because I’m nervous, but because it is my favorite drink. It’s so yummy. I feel like I should’ve googled the case to be more prepared. I know Alex didn’t lie to me. I just want to be prepared for what my mother is going to say. I should be ready. When it comes to me she’s very protective. I am her only child.
“This is so good, Jessa,” he says licking his lips. It makes me think of how good that tongue is on me.
“Isn’t it! I love it. I was watching an author’s live feed one night and he was drinking it so I thought I’d try it. I’m so glad I did. Makes me all warm inside,” I grin.
“I am here,” Mom says cheerfully, walking up. She can’t see Alex yet, and I’m glad because his eyes now look like they could pop out of his head.
“Hi, mom,” I say, getting up to hug her. “This is Alex,” I say as she walks over to her seat.
The look on her face is utter shock and possibly fury. She quickly recovers, though.
“Well, this is a shock. Should I say it’s nice to see you again?”
“Mom, please.” She cuts me off quickly. “Is this the man you’re dating?” she asks, looking at me. She’s not happy at all.