The Egyptian Royals Collection

by Michelle Moran

  “Don’t say it!” My mother closed her eyes briefly. “Just tell me. Has the mausoleum been prepared?”

  Iras blinked away her tears and nodded. “The last of the palace’s treasures are being moved inside. And … and the pyre has been built exactly as you wanted.”

  I reached for Alexander’s hand. “There’s no reason our father won’t beat them back. He has everything to fight for.”

  Alexander studied the dice in his palms. “So does Octavian.”

  We both looked to our mother, Queen Kleopatra VII of Egypt. Throughout her kingdom she was worshipped as the goddess Isis, and when the mood took her, she dressed as Aphrodite. But unlike a real goddess, she was mortal, and I could read in the muscles of her body that she was afraid. When someone knocked on the door, she tensed. Although this was what we had been waiting for, my mother hesitated before answering, instead looking at each of her children in turn. We belonged to Marc Antony, but only Ptolemy had inherited our father’s golden hair. Alexander and I had our mother’s coloring, dark chestnut curls and amber eyes. “Whatever the news, be silent,” she warned us, and when she called, in a steady voice, “Come in,” I held my breath.

  One of my father’s soldiers appeared. He met her gaze reluctantly.

  “What is it?” she demanded. “Is it Antony? Tell me he hasn’t been hurt.”

  “No, Your Highness.”

  My mother clutched the pearls at her neck in relief.

  “But your navy has refused to engage in battle, and Octavian’s men will be here by nightfall.”

  Alexander inhaled sharply, and I covered my mouth with my hand.

  “Our entire navy has turned?” Her voice rose. “My men have refused to fight for their queen?”

  The young soldier shifted on his feet. “There are still four legions of infantry—”

  “And will four legions keep Octavian’s whole army at bay?” she cried.

  “No, Your Highness. Which is why you must flee—”

  “And where do you think we would go?” she demanded. “India? China?” The soldier’s eyes were wide, and, next to me, Ptolemy began to whimper. “Order your remaining soldiers to keep filling the mausoleum,” she instructed. “Everything within the palace of any value.”

  “And the general, Your Highness?”

  Alexander and I both looked to our mother. Would she call our father back? Would we stand against Octavian’s army together?

  Her lower lip trembled. “Send word to Antony that we are dead.”

  I gasped, and Alexander cried out desperately, “Mother, no!” But our mother’s glare cut across the chamber. “What will Father think?” he cried.

  “He will think there is nothing to return for.” My mother’s voice grew hard. “He will flee from Egypt and save himself.”

  The soldier hesitated. “And what does Your Highness plan to do?”

  I could feel the tears burning in my eyes, but pride forbade me from weeping. Only children wept, and I was already ten.

  “We will go to the mausoleum. Octavian thinks he can march into Egypt and pluck the treasure of the Ptolemies from my palace like grapes. But I’ll burn everything to the ground before I let him touch it! Prepare two chariots!”

  The soldier rushed to do as he was told, but in the halls of the palace, servants were already beginning to flee. Through the open door Alexander shouted after them, “Cowards! Cowards!” But none of them cared. The women were leaving with only the clothes on their backs, knowing that once Octavian’s army arrived there would be no mercy. Soldiers carried precious items from every chamber, but there was no guarantee that those items would end up in the mausoleum.

  My mother turned to Charmion. “You do not have to stay. None of us knows what will happen tonight.”

  But Charmion shook her head bravely. “Then let us face that uncertainty together.”

  My mother looked to Iras. The girl was only thirteen, but her gaze was firm. “I will stay as well,” Iras whispered.

  “Then we must pack. Alexander, Selene, take only one bag!”

  We ran through the halls, but outside my chamber, Alexander stopped.

  “Are you frightened?”

  I nodded fearfully. “Are you?”

  “I don’t think Octavian will leave anyone alive. We have defied him for a year, and remember what happened to the city of Metulus?”

  “Everything was burned. Even the cattle and fields of grain. But he didn’t set fire to Segestica. When Octavian conquered it, he allowed those people to survive.”

  “And their rulers?” he challenged. “He killed them all.”

  “But why would the Roman army want to hurt children?”

  “Because our father is Marc Antony!”

  I panicked. “Then what about Caesarion?”

  “He’s the son of Julius Caesar. No one’s in more danger than he. Why do you think our mother sent him away?”

  I imagined our brother fleeing toward India. How would he ever find us again? “And Antyllus?” I asked quietly. Though our father had children with his first four wives, and with perhaps a dozen mistresses, Antyllus was the only half brother we’d ever known.

  “If Octavian’s as merciless as they say, he’ll try to kill Antyllus as well. But perhaps he’ll spare your life. You’re a girl. And maybe when he realizes how clever you are—”

  “But what good is being clever if it can’t stop them from coming?” Tears spilled from my eyes, and I no longer cared that it was childish to cry.

  Alexander wrapped his arm around my shoulders, and when Iras saw the two of us standing in the hall, she shouted, “We don’t have the time. Go and pack!”

  I stepped into my chamber and began searching at once for my book of sketches. Then I filled my bag with bottles of ink and loose sheets of papyrus. When I glanced at the door, Alexander was standing with our mother. She had exchanged her Greek chiton for the traditional clothes of an Egyptian queen. A diaphanous gown of blue silk fell to the floor, and strings of pink sea pearls gleamed at her neck. On her brow she wore the golden vulture crown of Isis. She was a rippling vision in blue and gold, but although she should have had the confidence of a queen, her gaze shifted nervously to every servant running through the hall.

  “It’s time,” she said quickly.

  A dozen soldiers trailed behind us, and I wondered what would happen to them once we left. If they were wise, they would lay down their weapons, but even then there was no guarantee that their lives would be spared. My father had said that Octavian slaughtered anyone who stood against him—that he would kill his own mother if she slandered his name.

  In the courtyard, two chariots were waiting.

  “Ride with me,” Alexander said. The two of us shared a chariot with Iras, and as the horses started moving, my brother took my hand. We sped through the gates, and from the Royal Harbor I could hear the gulls calling to one another, swooping and diving along the breakers. I inhaled the salty air, then exhaled sharply as my eyes focused in the dazzling sun. Thousands of Alexandrians had taken to the streets. My brother tightened his grip. There was no telling what the people might do. But they stood as still as reeds, lining the road that ran from the palace to the mausoleum. They watched as our chariots passed, then one by one they dropped to their knees.

  Alexander turned to me. “They should be fleeing! They should be getting as far away from here as they can!”

  “Perhaps they don’t believe Octavian’s army is coming.”

  “They must know. The entire palace knows.”

  “Then they’re staying for us. They think the gods will hear our prayers.”

  My brother shook his head. “Then they’re fools,” he said bitterly.

  The dome of our family’s mausoleum rose above the horizon, perched at the rim of the sea on the Lochias Promontory. In happier times, we had come here to watch the builders at work, and I now tried to imagine what it would be like without the noise of the hammers and the humming of the men. Lonely, I thought, and fright
ening. Inside the mausoleum, a pillared hall led to a chamber where our mother and father’s sarcophagi lay waiting. A flight of stairs rose from this room to the upper chambers, where the sun shone through the open windows, but no light ever penetrated the rooms below, and at the thought of entering them, I shivered. The horses came to a sudden halt before the wooden doors, and soldiers parted to make way for us.

  “Your Majesty.” They knelt before their queen. “What do we do?”

  My mother looked into the face of the oldest man. “Is there any chance of defeating them?” she asked desperately.

  The soldier looked down. “I’m sorry, Your Highness.”

  “Then leave!”

  The men rose in shock. “And … and the war?”

  “What war?” my mother asked bitterly. “Octavian has won, and while my people scrape and bow at his feet, I’ll be waiting here to negotiate the terms of my surrender.” Across the courtyard, priestesses began to scream about Octavian’s approaching soldiers, and my mother turned to us. “Inside!” she shouted. “Everyone inside!”

  I gave a final glance back at the soldiers’ fear-stricken faces, then we plunged in. Within the mausoleum, the summer’s heat vanished, and my eyes slowly adjusted to the darkness. Light from the open door illuminated the treasures that had been taken from the palace. Gold and silver coins gleamed from ivory chests, and rare pearls were strewn across the heavy cedar bed that had been placed between the sarcophagi. Iras trembled in her long linen cloak, and as Charmion studied the piles of wood stacked in a circle around the hall, her eyes began to well with tears.

  “Shut the doors!” my mother commanded. “Lock them as firmly as you can!”

  “What about Antyllus?” Alexander asked worriedly. “He was fighting—”

  “He’s fled with your father!”

  When the doors thundered shut, Iras drew the metal bolt into place. Then, suddenly, there was silence. Only the crackling of the torches filled the chamber. Ptolemy began to cry.

  “Be quiet!” my mother snapped.

  I approached the bed and took Ptolemy in my arms. “There’s nothing to be afraid of,” I promised. “Look,” I added gently, “we’re all here.”

  “Where’s Father?” he cried.

  I stroked his arm. “He is coming.”

  But he knew I was lying, and his cries grew into high-pitched wails of terror. “Father,” he wailed. “Father!”

  My mother crossed the chamber to the bed and slapped his little face, startling him into silence. Her hand left an imprint on his tender cheek, and Ptolemy’s lip began to tremble. Before he could begin to cry again, Charmion took him from my arms.

  “I’m sorry,” I said quickly. “I tried to keep him quiet.”

  My mother climbed the marble staircase to the second story, and I joined Alexander on the bottom step. He shook his head at me. “You see what happens from being kind?” he said. “You should have slapped him.”

  “He’s a child.”

  “And our mother is fighting for her crown. How do you think she feels, hearing him crying for Father?”

  I wrapped my arms around my knees and looked at the piles of timber. “She won’t really set fire to the mausoleum. She just wants to frighten Octavian. They say his men haven’t been paid in a year. He needs her. He needs all of this.”

  But my brother didn’t say anything. He held the pair of dice in his hands, shaking them again and again.

  “Stop it,” I said irritably.

  “You should go to her.”

  I looked up the stairs to the second story, where my mother was sitting on a carved wooden couch. Her silk dress fluttered in the warm breeze, and she was staring out at the sea. “She’ll be angry.”

  “She’s never angry at you. You’re her little moon.”

  While Alexander Helios had been named for the sun, I had been named for the moon. Although she always said her little moon could never do anything wrong, I hesitated.

  “You can’t let her sit there alone, Selene. She’s afraid.”

  I mounted the steps, but my mother didn’t turn. Clusters of pearls gleamed in her braids, while above them, the vulture crown pointed its beak to the sea as if it wished it could leap away and take flight. I joined her on the couch and saw what she was watching. The wide expanse of blue was dotted with hundreds of billowing sails. All of them were pointed toward the Harbor of Happy Returns. There was no battle. No resistance. A year ago our navy had suffered a terrible defeat at Actium, and now they had surrendered.

  “He’s a boy,” she said without looking at me. “If he thinks he can keep Antony’s half of Rome, then he’s a fool. There was no greater man than Julius, and the Romans left him dead on the Senate floor.”

  “I thought Father was Rome’s greatest man.”

  My mother turned. Her eyes were such a light brown as to be almost gold. “Julius loved power more than anything else. Your father loves only chariot races and wine.”

  “And you.”

  The edges of her lips turned down. “Yes.” She gazed back at the water. The fortunes of the Ptolemies had first been shaped by the sea when Alexander the Great had died. As the empire split, his cousin Ptolemy had sailed to Egypt and later made himself king. Now, this same sea was changing our fortunes again. “I have let Octavian know I am willing to negotiate. I even sent him my scepter, but he’s given me nothing in return. There will be no rebuilding Thebes.” Sixteen years before her birth, Thebes had been destroyed by Ptolemy IX when the city had rebelled. It had been her dream to restore it. “This will be my last day on Egypt’s throne.”

  The finality in her voice was frightening. “Then what do we have left to hope for?” I asked.

  “They say Octavian was raised by Julius’s sister. Perhaps he’ll want to see Julius’s son on the throne.”

  “But where do you think Caesarion is now?”

  I knew she was picturing Caesarion, with his broad shoulders and striking smile. “In Berenice with his tutor, waiting for a ship to take him to India,” she said hopefully. After the Battle of Actium, my eldest brother had escaped, and the princess Iotapa, who had been promised in marriage to Alexander, had fled back to Media. We were like leaves being blown about by the wind. My mother saw the look on my face, and took off her necklace of pink sea pearls. “This has always brought me protection, Selene. Now I want it to protect you.” She placed it over my head, and its golden pendant with small onyx gems felt cold against my chest. Then her back stiffened against the wooden couch. “What is that?”

  I held my breath, and above the crashing waves I could hear men pounding on the door below us.

  “Is it he?” my mother cried, and I followed the silk hem of her gown to the bottom of the stairs. Alexander was in front of the door, and his face was gray.

  “No, it’s Father,” Alexander said. But he held out his hands before she could come closer. “He tried to kill himself, Mother. He’s dying!”

  “Antony!” my mother screamed, and she pressed her face against the metal grille in the door. “Antony, what have you done?” Alexander and I couldn’t hear what our father was saying. Our mother was shaking her head. “No,” she said, “I can’t.… If I open this door, any one of your soldiers could seize us for ransom.”

  “Please!” Alexander cried. “He’s dying!”

  “But if she opens the door—” Charmion began.

  “Then use the window!” I exclaimed.

  My mother had already thought of it. She was rushing up the stairs, and the five of us followed swiftly at her heels. The mausoleum wasn’t complete—no one could have predicted it would be needed so soon. Workmen’s equipment had been left behind, and my mother shouted, “Alexander, the rope!”

  She flung open the lattice shutters of the window overlooking the Temple of Isis. Below, waves crashed against the eastern casements. I can’t say how long it took for my mother to do the unthinkable. Of course, she had Alexander and Iras to help. But as soon as our father’s bloodied litter on the
ground below was fastened to the rope, she lifted him two stories and moved him onto the floor of the mausoleum.

  I stood with my back pressed against the marble wall. The happy sound of the gulls outside had faded, and there were no more waves, or soldiers, or servants. Nothing existed but my father, and the place where he had pushed his own sword between his ribs. I could hear Alexander’s ragged breathing, but I couldn’t see him. I only saw my mother’s hands, which came away bloodied from my father’s tunic.

  “Antony,” she was crying. “Antony!” She pressed her cheek to my father’s chest. “Do you know what Octavian promised after the Battle of Actium? That if I had you killed, he would let me keep my throne. But I wouldn’t do it. I wouldn’t do it!” She was becoming hysterical. “And now … what have you done?”

  His eyelids fluttered. I had never seen my father in pain. He was Dionysus, larger than life, bigger than any man who stood next to him, faster, stronger, with a louder laugh and a wider smile. But his tanned good looks had gone pale, and his hair was wet with perspiration. He looked unfamiliar without his Greek robes and crown of ivy, like a mortal Roman soldier struggling to speak. “They said you were dead.”

  “Because I told them to. So you would flee, not kill yourself. Antony, it’s not over.” But the light in his eyes was growing dim.

  “Where are my sun and moon?” he whispered.

  Alexander led me forward. I don’t think I could have crossed the chamber without his help.

  My father’s eyes fell on me. “Selene.…” He took several deep breaths. “Selene, will you bring your father some wine?”

  “Father, there’s no wine in the mausoleum.” But he didn’t seem to understand what I was saying.

  “Some good Chian wine,” he went on, and my mother sobbed. “Don’t cry.” He touched her braids tenderly. “I am finally becoming Dionysus.” My mother wept loudly, and he had enough strength to grasp her hand in his.

  “I need you to stay alive,” she begged, but our father had closed his eyes. “Antony!” she screamed. “Antony!”

  Outside the doors of our tomb, I could hear the Roman soldiers approaching. Their chanting carried over the water, and my mother clung to my father’s body, grasping him to her chest and pleading with Isis to bring him back.