Wilson, Gayle

by Anne's Perfect Husband

  "Thank you," she said softly.

  She supposed she had grieved in the abstract for her father, but since she had not seen him in over seven years, and not very often before that, she had quickly recovered from the news of his death, about which she had been informed only two months ago.

  "My name is Ian Sinclair, and your father's will asked me to serve as your guardian."

  How strange, Anne thought. Not "your father asked me," which is what she would have expected, but "your father's will."

  "And you agreed?"

  "Colonel Darlington was a...comrade in arms."

  Anne wondered about that brief hesitation, but then she knew less than nothing about military matters. Apparently her father had chosen from among his acquaintances a man he felt would be trustworthy to look after her.

  She wondered how many years ago that decision had been made. And considering Mr. Sinclair's confusion in thinking Margaret was his ward, she wondered if her father had even remembered how old she was. He had certainly never acknowledged birthdays. In actuality, he had seldom acknowledged her existence.

  "As you can see, Mr. Sinclair, I am hardly in need of a guardian," she said briskly. "I shall be twenty my next birthday, and Mrs. Kemp has very kindly offered me a teaching post here. My father was unaware of the offer, of course, which was made after his death."

  "Then you were in frequent correspondence with your father?"

  The hazel eyes were focused intently on her face, and for some reason, Anne found herself compelled to tell him the truth.

  "I was not," she said succinctly.

  "I see."

  Even living as she had among the female offspring of parents who obviously did not wish to be burdened with hiring governesses and tutors for them, Anne had finally been forced to admit her father's total lack of interest in her was unusual. Most of her schoolmates got the occasional letter or present or visit. In all the years she had been at Fenton School, she couldn't remember receiving any of those things.

  "I'm very sorry you have made this journey for nothing," Anne said. "Especially since, as you say, the weather is uncertain."

  The fine mouth tightened, and again Anne noticed the deeply graven lines that bracketed it. She wondered at his age, but there was something about his face that defied an attempt to judge it, despite the sweep of gray at the temples of his dark chestnut hair. His eyes, when they were smiling, made him seem quite young. Now, however...

  "Actually, I have been dreading spending Christmas alone," he said. And then he smiled at her again.

  Anne had not been dreading the holidays. She enjoyed the quieter times they provided. There would be only a few girls left at the school, some of them, like Sally, quite small. Since Anne was the oldest student, and the one who had been here the longest, their Christmas entertainment had always fallen on her shoulders. And she welcomed the task.

  There was something about the elegant gentleman's declaration, however, that tugged at her heart quite as much as had Sally's quiet sobbing during the first few nights she had spent here. And who are you, Anne Darlington, to be feeling sorry for the likes of him? she chided in self-derision.

  "Are you sure I can't persuade you to join me?" Ian Sinclair continued. "I can't tell you how excited my servants are at the prospect of having a guest for the holidays. My existence of late has been far too sedate for their tastes, I'm afraid. They were counting on your arrival to give them an excuse for a full-blown, old-fashioned Yule celebration."

  My existence of late. Slowly Anne was beginning to put all the small, yet telling clues together. Ian Sinclair had confessed to knowing her father on the Peninsula. And if he had returned to England while the British forces were still engaged in the war for control of Spain, there could be only one reason. A reason that explained both the lines of suffering in his face and perhaps even that nearly inaudible gasp of reaction when she had careened into him.

  If there was anything more likely than a sobbing child to stir a response in Anne Darlington's heart, it was a creature in pain. If it were not for Mrs. Kemp's strictures, during Anne's years here the school would have become a refuge for every homeless cur or injured squirrel in the district.

  In spite of the headmistress's injunctions, it had secretly sheltered a variety of carefully hidden invalids. Unknowingly, and without any conscious intent on his part, Ian Sinclair had issued an invitation that would have been almost impossible for Anne to refuse.

  "Then I should hate to disappoint them," she said bravely, "especially in this joyful season."

  ***

  Not exactly what he had bargained for, Ian thought, as he waited in Mrs. Kemp's office for his ward to pack.

  And Anne herself had willingly provided him with the perfect excuse not to take this farce any further. For some reason, however, perhaps nothing more than what he had indicated to her about his staff's excitement at the prospect of a Christmas visitor, he had insisted that she come back to Sinclair Hall with him. He could only imagine their reaction when he returned, not with the child they all expected, but with a young woman in tow.

  "...shall miss her dearly, Mr. Sinclair. Not that I would begrudge Anne her chance," Mrs. Kemp said, his name bringing Ian's wandering attention back to the subject at hand. "She is a most intelligent and deserving young woman, with the kindest heart I have ever known. I am delighted she will be able to take her proper place in society. I was so afraid that her father had not realized the importance of seeing that Anne has her Season."

  The words were chilling. Ian had left home at dawn this morning, expecting to bring a little girl back with him for the holidays. Suddenly, without warning, he had been propelled instead into the role of introducing a young woman into society. And it was a role for which he could think of no one less suitable.

  After all, his contact with the ton had been severely limited by his military service and his prolonged convalescence. He had acquaintances within that elite circle, of course, but the implications of being called upon to provide a proper Season for George Darlington's daughter went far beyond anything he had been thinking when he began this harebrained journey.

  Sentimental idiot, Sebastian would have chided. And Dare would have been the first to warn that if he ended up in his grave as a result of driving halfway across the country in a snowstorm, then there would be no one around to see to Anne Darlington's upbringing. Not, Ian admitted, that she needed much "seeing to."

  In actuality, she was already a woman grown. Most girls her age were married and producing the requisite heirs for their husbands. Just because this one had been hidden away behind the imposing doors of Fenton School for years didn't mean that society wouldn't consider her a woman.

  "Her Season?" he repeated, his mind considering with near-horror what he knew about such things.

  It was little enough. He had danced with his share of debutantes, of course. That was expected of every man about town, but he had never had the responsibility of bringing one out. And it seemed that Mrs. Kemp was now suggesting that he should.

  "But of course," Mrs. Kemp said. "Her mother's family was quite respectable. Her grandfather was a viscount. And I believe the Darlington name to be equally honorable. Now, Anne's father..." Mrs. Kemp paused delicately, one brow raised in question. "Was he a friend of yours, Mr. Sinclair?"

  "An acquaintance," Ian said carefully.

  He had determined to keep his feelings about Darlington to himself. Airing them would serve no purpose but to rebound unfavorably on his daughter, who did not deserve that stain.

  "Ah..." Mrs. Kemp said softly. "I did not think the two of you..." Again she paused, her eyes meeting Ian's in perfect understanding. "He neglected Anne dreadfully. If it were not for the character of the girl herself, due to his financial neglect I should have been forced to send her away years ago."

  "I understood from the solicitors that her fees had been paid," Ian said, feeling another surge of anger at Anne's father.

  "Her fees, but nothing else. That
poor child has been dependent on our charity for the very clothes on her back."

  "I assure you, Mrs. Kemp, that what is owing to you will come first out of whatever estate Darlington has left. However, knowing his penchant for gambling and other...vices, I'm not sure of how much that consists. You will be repaid for your kindness, I assure you, even if it comes from my own pockets."

  "I don't want the money, Mr. Sinclair. Especially not yours. I do, however, want Anne to have the chance at the happiness she more than deserves. She's a good child, with a warm and generous spirit. I want someone to see to it that she is settled into a situation more appropriate to her birth than we can provide for her here. Will you promise me that you will do your very best to give her that chance?"

  Ian had come north on a fool's errand, drawn by sentiment and by the thought of giving a lonely child a festive Christmas. Now he was being asked to make a very different commitment. He might know little about providing a Season for a young woman, but he certainly knew the stated intent of such an endeavor.

  Mrs. Kemp was asking him to find Anne Darlington a husband. As her guardian, Ian knew that, in reality, he could do no less for the girl and fulfill the obligations inherent in that post.

  "You have my word," he said softly.

  ***

  "Such a chance, Anne. An unbelievable opportunity. You must promise me, my dear, that you will do everything you can to take advantage of it," Mrs. Kemp said.

  "I'm afraid I don't understand. I mean...it's only a Christmas visit," Anne said doubtfully, smiling at her headmistress, who had been the closest thing to a mother she had ever known. Her own had died when Anne was four, shortly before she had been sent to Fenton School.

  "Perhaps that was Mr. Sinclair's intention at first, but I believe I have made him see his responsibilities to you run much deeper than that. He is, after all, your guardian. It's up to him to see you suitably settled."

  Anne shook her head, still not sure what Mrs. Kemp was talking about. "Suitably settled?" she repeated. "I thought we had agreed I should have a teaching post here next term."

  "Oh, my dear! That can hardly compare with what is now offered you. I find it hard to believe that your father had the foresight to choose so well. He did, however, and now you must do your part."

  "My part in what?"

  "To find your place in the world you are entitled to by your birth. We both know that you can sometimes be rather headstrong, my dear. I'm simply saying that you must let yourself be guided by Mr. Sinclair, who has, I assure you, only your best interests at heart."

  "But Mrs. Kemp, you know I am very happy here. Of course, I shall be delighted to visit Mr. Sinclair's home for Christmas. That seems to be what he wishes me to do, but to believe that I shall become a permanent resident there or dependent on his charity, is, I should think, something neither of us would wish for. Whatever life you and he believe I am somehow entitled to, I assure you this is the life I truly desire."

  "You can't evaluate what you've never known. And you are about to enter a world about which you know nothing. It may seem very frightening to you at first, but..." The words faltered, and Mrs. Kemp's eyes seemed troubled. She put her hand on Anne's cheek, cupping it as if she were one of the younger girls in need of comfort. "Oh, my dear," she said, her voice passionate, "this is such an opportunity. I am simply urging you to make the best of it, whatever happens."

  Which didn't sound comforting at all, Anne thought. She caught Mrs. Kemp's hand and folded the fingers down into the palm. She laid her cheek against the back of it a moment before she brought it to her mouth and pressed her lips against the raised blue veins that were visible under the thin skin.

  "I shall," she said, smiling at the old woman. "I promise you I shall, Mrs. Kemp. Headstrong or not, I shall endeavor to do whatever Mr. Sinclair thinks is best. I promise you."

  ***

  It was not until she was actually in the coach, her portmanteau secured on the top and her feet and legs covered by a thick fur rug, that Anne realized what had happened. Mewed up in an institution run by rules and discipline, she had fantasized about adventure often enough, especially during her adolescence. Nothing about her previous existence had prepared her, however, to undertake one.

  Yet here she was, riding inside a carriage with a man she had only just met, heading to a destination about which she knew nothing at all. Mrs. Kemp's assurance that she had seen the solicitor's papers and her obvious excitement over the prospects offered by Mr. Sinclair's interest had been reassuring enough while Anne had been in the safe and familiar confines of the school.

  Now that she was truly alone with her "guardian," however, the Gothic tales of abduction she had read with such shivering delight seemed all too real. And not a little frightening.

  "Comfortable?" Mr. Sinclair asked prosaically, smiling at her from the opposite seat. The question certainly dampened that particular flight of fantasy.

  "Of course," she said truthfully.

  The coach was not only elegantly appointed, but very well-sprung. And despite the cold outside, the interior was every bit as cozy as her room on the third floor of Fenton School. Perhaps even more so. However, that was a room which she missed more and more with each mile they traversed.

  "Good," he said.

  He had removed his hat and set it on the seat beside him. After they had traveled a short distance in silence, he leaned his head back against the seat and closed his eyes, tacitly giving Anne permission to study his features again in the less flattering light of day.

  It was obvious she had been correct in her earlier surmise. Ian Sinclair had undoubtedly been invalided out of service and was not yet fully recovered. She could not help but notice his limp as they had walked to the coach.

  Dark smudges lay like old bruises under the long lashes. His face was too thin, and beneath the natural darkness of his skin was a tinge of gray. His mouth was tight, as if set against a pain she could almost feel.

  And yet, given all those, it was a face that was undeniably appealing. The nose was as finely shaped as his mouth, the brow high and noble, and the jaw strong. Whatever his age, and Anne was no nearer guessing that than she had been from the first, Ian Sinclair was a very handsome man. And he was her guardian.

  She wondered if, at nineteen, such a guardianship were even legal. She had little knowledge of the law, of course, so she must trust that her father's solicitor and Mrs. Kemp were more knowledgeable about such matters than she. Neither seemed to have expressed any reservations about the arrangement.

  She turned her head, looking out at the passing landscape. The snow that had been threatening for days had finally begun to fall in earnest, and she wondered again that Mr. Sinclair had made this journey, given the uncertain state of his health.

  She could not imagine what had prompted him to embark on this foolhardy venture for the sake of a girl he had never met. Duty, she supposed. And a sense of obligation to her father, who had been his friend.

  He said they had been comrades in arms. She would have to ask him about her father's service. Perhaps Mr. Sinclair could help her to finally understand the man who had fathered and then abandoned her. At the very least, he would be able to tell her more about her father than she knew now. She could not even remember what he looked like.

  She knew she took after her mother. She couldn't remember who had first told her that, but she had known it all her life. As she had grown into adulthood, the face in her mirror did indeed grow to match the one in the gold locket she still wore about her neck. It was the only thing she had of her mother's.

  She touched it now, wrapping gloved fingers around its small, familiar shape. At least something would be familiar when they reached their destination, she thought, her eyes deliberately focused on the landscape they crossed rather than on the handsome, pain-etched face of Ian Sinclair.

  Chapter Two

  "I'm afraid it's no use, sir," the coachman said. His voice sounded hollow and distant as it echoed from beneath the ca
rriage. "It's the axle. Damaged beyond our abilities to make repairs here, I can tell you. Someone must ride and get help."

  Ian's lips tightened against the curses to which he longed to give utterance. He had learned long ago that cursing fate was an exercise in futility. And that painful lesson had been reiterated more times than he wished to remember during the past fourteen months.

  "All right then," he agreed. "I'm afraid that expedition will have to be up to the two of you," Ian said, including the groom in his instructions. "Unharness the leaders and see if there's a house nearby which looks decent enough to shelter Miss Darlington. If not, then ride on and bring back a conveyance of some kind from the nearest posting inn."

  "On this stretch of road the inns will probably be our best bet, sir," the coachman said. He had crawled out from beneath the carriage and was beating muddy snow off his knees with his gloved hands. "I can't remember passing any dwelling likely to offer a proper shelter for the young lady."

  "If the storm hits, I suppose any dwelling will be proper. Better than the coach at least."

  "I can ride," Anne said.

  Ian looked up to find her standing in the open door of the carriage, her breath creating a small white fog around her face. He thought about warning her that she would do better to stay inside and keep the cold out. No matter how well-constructed the vehicle might be, come nightfall it would be vastly uncomfortable, even with the rugs.

  There were four horses. Ian briefly debated whether to send Anne off with the coachman. Given the rigors of the day, he was frustratingly sure of his own inability to stay astride for any distance at all. The cold and damp had already taken its toll, although he was loath to make that admission, even to himself.

  Riding was another of the pleasures that had been taken from him when he had been wounded. And of course, it was one of the things he missed the most.

  "I think we should do better to stay with the coach," he said aloud, smiling at her as if this were simply a minor inconvenience. "It won't take long for help to arrive, and the interior of the carriage offers protection from the cold which being on horseback won't afford."