Dancing in the Dark

by Sandra Marton

  “Well, I’ll see you whenever you get the chance to stop by.”

  “How’s tonight sound?”

  “It sounds great. Maybe this place will seem less like bedlam with my nieces driving you nuts and somebody in the gathering room letting the guests do the same thing to her.” Clint winked. “Only kidding. Guests at Twin Oaks never drive anybody crazy.”

  “But if they do,” Seth said, “don’t let it be the owners, huh? Who’d you hire, anyway?”

  Clint stepped back as Seth opened the door.

  “Oh,” he said, “we hired the Monroes’ daughter. Her name’s Wendy. Do you know her?”

  “Yes,” Seth said calmly, as if his gut hadn’t just tried to tie itself into a knot, “I do.”

  “She’s perfect for the job. She was a champion skier—had a nasty accident that ended her career, poor kid. I guess you know that.”

  “Yeah.” Obviously, Phyllis and Philo Cooper were slipping if Clint didn’t know that Wendy had once been Seth’s girlfriend.

  “She’s been living in Europe. Gives her a nice sophisticated touch. Besides, if people have questions about skiing in these parts, she can answer them. She made a point of saying she didn’t expect to be in town very long, but I figured, what the heck, maybe she’ll change her mind.”

  “I wouldn’t count on it,” Seth warned.

  “Maureen said the same thing. Well, at least this gives us time to look for another person.”

  “Right.” Seth zipped his jacket and put on his gloves. “See you later, Clint.”

  “Fine. Oh, and Seth?”

  Halfway down the porch steps, Seth looked back over his shoulder.

  “Thanks. You can’t imagine what this means to me. You offering to come by in the evenings.”

  “I’m sure I’m going to enjoy every minute of it,” Seth said, and half expected a bolt of lightning to strike from the cloudless sky and turn him into a puddle of melted flesh and bone.

  * * *

  GINA STOOD IN the doorway of Wendy’s bedroom, watching as her daughter slipped on her new black cashmere turtleneck, then ran her hands down the front of her equally new white wool pants.

  “You look lovely, sweetie.”

  “Thanks.” Wendy caught Gina’s eye in the mirror and smiled. “I’m glad we finally got to that mall.”

  “Me, too. Wasn’t it fun?”

  “It was great.”

  Was “great” overdoing it? Maybe, but it made Gina smile back at her. The smile was definitely preferable to the look her mother had been giving her lately, the wary kind parents usually reserved for small children in potentially dangerous situations.

  “Gina? I can’t find any cookies. Gina? Honey? Do you know where the cookies are?”

  Her father’s voice rose plaintively up the stairs. Wendy smiled. Her mother sighed and rolled her eyes.

  “Honestly,” she said, “men can be such babies.”

  “Gina?”

  “I’ll be right there, Howard.” She stepped into the room and gave Wendy a quick hug. “See you downstairs.”

  “Okay.”

  Wendy sat down on the bed and pulled on a pair of well-worn hiking boots. Of all the things she’d figured on dealing with during her visit here, the one thing that had never crossed her mind was how difficult it would be to have left her parents’ home a teenage girl and returned to it an adult.

  “Where are you off to?” her father said in the evening if she put on her coat and headed for the door, and she’d have to explain that she and Alison were taking in a movie or going for a drive. It was silly but she resented it. It was like stepping back a decade—except now, her father didn’t smile, tell her to enjoy herself, and then remind her, as if she’d ever forgotten, that she had to be up early for practice.

  Wendy went to the dresser and picked up her brush.

  Still, dealing with her father was easier than dealing with her mother. Gina probably asked her if she was okay a dozen times a day.

  Wendy sighed and ran the brush through her hair.

  Actually, she couldn’t blame her. The scene her mother had stumbled across outside the restaurant the other night had to have been unsettling, to say the least, and Wendy knew she hadn’t improved things by refusing to discuss it.

  “I’m here if you want to talk,” Gina kept saying.

  What was there to talk about? She’d made a fool of herself, or maybe it was Seth who’d made a fool of her. Either way, she was determined to put him out of her mind, not just out of her life.

  Wendy checked herself one last time in the mirror, then made her way down the stairs. Her father and mother were in the kitchen. Gina was pouring coffee; Howard was seated at the counter, munching on oatmeal cookies and reading the paper.

  “Okay.” Wendy put on her jacket and plucked her mother’s keys from the hook on the wall where house keys and car keys hung. “I’m on my way.”

  Her father looked up. “You sure you want to go ahead with this job, Wendy? I told you, Gil—the orthopedist I ski with—Gil says Pommier’s gone up to Vermont for a few days.” He frowned. “I don’t know what he expects to find on the Vermont slopes that he can’t find here.”

  “Longer, steeper, more challenging runs,” Wendy said lightly as she slipped on her coat. “Daddy, honestly, this is perfect. When Pommier does get back, he won’t be able to avoid me.” She smiled. “I’ll serve him coffee or tea or whatever he wants to drink until he’ll agree to give me five minutes of his time just to get rid of me. Besides, I really want to do some kind of work. I’m not accustomed to doing nothing all day.”

  “Nothing?” Gina snorted. “An entire afternoon doing leg lifts and riding on that stationary bike isn’t my idea of ‘nothing.’”

  “See you guys later,” Wendy said quickly, and headed out the door.

  Outside, she paused just long enough to take a deep breath of the cold air. The night was a dark colander, with stars piercing the inky bowl of the sky. That last night she’d spent with Seth, nine years ago, had been just like this, the air crisp, the stars dazzling against the endless darkness.

  Wendy got behind the wheel of Gina’s car and backed out of the driveway.

  Main Street was silent. It had been that night, too, with nothing but the sound of the tires on the wet road and the soft music coming over the truck radio.

  They’d driven to their special place on Sawtooth Mountain, and all the way there, Seth kept asking her if she was cold. How could she have been cold, when she’d known what would happen as soon as he parked? As soon as he took her in his arms and kissed her? Touched her? As soon as he opened her jacket and she opened his shirt, her fingers trembling, her heart racing, and...

  ...and why was she thinking about Seth?

  Too much time on her hands, that was why. The best thing she’d done was find herself a job. She’d fill at least a handful of empty hours each day by doing something useful and pleasant. What could be unpleasant about chatting with guests, or taking phone calls, or seeing to it that the coffeepot was full?

  “People will want to ask you things,” Clint Cooper had advised her. “About the area. You know, what there is to do, places to see, to ski.”

  He’d said it so naturally, so easily, that she realized he’d never thought she might be self-conscious about who she’d once been and who she now was.

  Maybe he didn’t know.

  A minute later, she’d found out that he did.

  She’d said yes, she’d love the job, providing he understood she couldn’t tell him how long she’d be available. They’d started to chat about the town, the mountains, the place where she’d lived in Paris—Clint knew the city pretty well, it turned out. Then he’d said matter-of-factly that he’d heard she’d skied every slope between here and the Canadian border before her accident
, and had she managed to get in any skiing since she was back?

  She’d been stunned. It had taken a couple of seconds for her to manage an answer.

  “But I can’t ski,” she’d said. “My leg...”

  “Oh.” Clint had looked chagrined. “Sorry. I just thought...I mean, I’ve known several people with disabilities who were still able to...”

  His sister had come along just then and the conversation had mercifully turned to other things, but Wendy still wondered how he could have asked her such a thing. Ski? Ski disabled? What was the point in standing on top of a mountain if you couldn’t fly down its face with your heart pounding as the edges of your skis bit into the turns and the trees rushed by on your way to the finish line?

  Wendy turned onto Oak Road. On the village green she could make out the statue of the Cooper’s Corner Minuteman, softly illuminated by lights set around the base, standing stoically on his pedestal as he had for more than a century.

  She slowed the car, signaled and made a right into the Twin Oaks driveway, followed it uphill to the lot and parked among several other cars and trucks.

  The house was gaily lit. Clint had explained that they’d been open only a few months but business was good, and some of the locals had taken to dropping by the gathering room in the evenings.

  Wendy turned up her collar, trudged up the steps to the porch, started to reach for the bell and then realized that all she had to do was open the door.

  She took a deep breath, dusted some snow that had fallen from the trees off her shoulders, turned the knob...

  And walked straight into Seth.

  CHAPTER NINE

  SETH WASN’T SURPRISED by the stunned look on Wendy’s face when she saw him. What he hadn’t expected was his own reaction, a kind of one-two punch of elation, quickly followed by anger. Elation at the sight of her, so feminine and beautiful, her cheeks turned crimson by the cold, and anger over the swift realization that he didn’t want to think that way about her anymore.

  Wasn’t he supposed to be past that? Surely he could greet her politely.

  “What are you doing here, Seth?”

  So much for politeness. She’d posed the question the same way one of his foster mothers had when she’d found him in her kitchen, getting a glass of water in the middle of the night. ‘What are you doing here?’ she’d said. He’d been just young enough to wonder how come she couldn’t see the answer for herself. He’d had to think about it before he understood that what she really meant was what was he doing in her life?

  Well, he wasn’t a kid anymore. He got the meaning of Wendy’s question and answered it as he’d learned to back then, when contempt was his only defense.

  “Hello, Wendy.” He let his smile underscore his sarcasm. “It’s a pleasure to see you, too.”

  The door was still half-open. The smell of spices, the sound of soft, happy voices drifted into the night. He stepped forward and pulled the door closed; she responded by taking a couple of steps back, as if they were partners in a dance and only they knew the steps. A memory came to him, quick and unwanted, of all the times they’d really danced together, his arms tight around her, her head on his shoulder, the scent of her hair teasing his senses....

  Damn it, what was the point in remembering? Everything they’d once meant to each other—assuming they’d ever meant anything to each other—was long gone. He’d embarrassed her, though, and he took bitter pleasure in the way her color deepened.

  “Sorry.”

  An apology? Score one for the home team, he thought, and decided to let her off the hook.

  “Yeah, well, no problem.” The night had a frigid bite. Seth put up his collar, tucked his hands deep into the slash pockets of his leather jacket and eased back against the doorjamb. “It’s a small town.” He flashed a quick smile. “I guess you’re going to have to figure on us running into each other every now and then.”

  Wendy nodded, even managed something that approximated a smile, and he figured she was grateful for the lifeline he’d tossed her.

  “Are you doing something for Clint?”

  “Am I... Ah. You mean, did some emergency carpentry job come up at the B and B?” He shook his head. “Nope. I’m visiting. Clint and Maureen are my friends.” She nodded again. So much for casual conversation. Seth cleared his throat. “Clint says you’re going to be working here,” he said.

  “That’s right. Well, for a while, anyway. For as long as I’m in town.”

  “For as long as it takes you to buttonhole Rod Pommier and talk him into that operation.”

  Her smile disappeared. “Clint’s expecting me. Good night.”

  “Wait.” Seth clasped her elbow as she started past him. “Wendy. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have—”

  “No. You shouldn’t.”

  “Yeah.” He hesitated. “Look, there’s no way we can avoid seeing each other.”

  “You already said that.”

  “What I mean is, you’ll be here evenings and so will I.”

  She stared at him. When Clint said some of the townsfolk had taken to dropping by Twin Oaks in the evenings, she’d somehow translated that to mean people her parents’ age.

  “Clint’s shorthanded,” he told her.

  “Yes. I know. That’s the reason he hired me, but—”

  “But what does that have to do with knowing I’m going to go on turning up like a bad penny?” He heard the bitterness in his voice and tried to soften it as he explained. “Maureen has twin daughters. They’re sweet kids. Smart, cute, and a real handful. She needs a break and they’re too much for Clint to handle at the same time he’s trying to run Twin Oaks, so I traded keeping them busy an hour or two in the evenings for some of Clint’s baking.”

  If he’d expected to coax a smile from her with that, he’d been mistaken. Her face went blank.

  “You?”

  She said it the way he figured she would have if he’d mentioned offering to fly to Mars.

  “Yeah. Me. Why is that so surprising?”

  “Well, I just didn’t think—I mean, men don’t usually—”

  “I’m not ‘men,’ I’m me.” His voice roughened. “Maybe that was always your problem, Wendy. You categorized me far too easily.”

  Her eyes glittered. With tears or with annoyance? He couldn’t tell, but then, he couldn’t tell much of anything about her anymore.

  “Please,” she said softly, “let’s not do this.”

  “No.” He felt a muscle knot in his jaw. “You’re right. Let’s not.” He drew a breath, then let it out. “I like the twins. They like me. I like Clint and Maureen. What I’m doing is no big deal.”

  Wendy nodded. “Well, that’s very nice of you.”

  “Like I said, it’s no big deal.”

  Another silence fell between them. Then Wendy made a point of tugging her cuff back and checking her watch.

  “I’d better get inside. I’m supposed to start work at six, but I thought I’d come in early tonight, you know, get a feel for things.”

  “Sure.”

  Silence again. Then she held out her hand. “Well, good night.”

  He looked at her hand, thought about telling her she hadn’t seen the last of him tonight, that he was only going to fix the windshield wipers on his truck. But she would realize that shortly.

  For now, it was sufficient to accept the peace offering and clasp her hand in his.

  “Good luck tonight.”

  “Thanks.” She smiled. “I have the feeling I’m going to need it. You could tuck what I know about being a hostess into a thimble and still have room left for a finger.”

  “You’ll be fine. Twin Oaks draws a friendly crowd. Just be sure and sneak one of Clint’s chocolate chip cookies before the guests scarf them all down.”

 
Her smile broadened. She was more at ease now. He liked that, knowing she wasn’t uptight just because she was talking to him, just because he hadn’t yet let go of her hand.

  “He’s a terrific baker, huh?”

  “Terrific doesn’t even come close.”

  “That’s what my father told me.”

  Her father. “Well, it’s nice to know your old man is right about some things,” he said, and cursed himself when he saw her face harden and felt her tug her hand free of his.

  “Goodbye, Seth.”

  He stepped to his left. She stepped to her right and they found themselves facing each other again.

  “Sorry,” he said, and backed out of her way.

  That was where she’d always wanted him, he thought as he watched her walk into the house.

  Out of her way.

  * * *

  WENDY NEEDED A MOMENT to compose herself.

  Couldn’t she and Seth spend five minutes together without ending up quarreling? He was so damned self-righteous, so convinced he knew what was best for her. She’d almost told him that, accused him of being as bad as her father....

  As bad as her father? No. Her father understood her. Seth didn’t.

  What bad luck to run into him now. She’d told Seth she was worried about being a hostess, but the truth went lots deeper than that.

  What would it be like, mingling with people who’d never known her before the accident? Strangers would have no reason to pity her when they saw that she limped. But then they’d also have no way of knowing the quick, graceful woman she’d once been.

  And how would she react when guests at Twin Oaks asked her questions about skiing? About the local slopes? She’d put up a brave front for Clint when he’d mentioned that part of the job; she’d done the same thing when her father brought up the subject at dinner last night.

  “I still agree that working at Twin Oaks is the best way to get ahold of Pommier,” he’d said, “but I wonder, honey, are you sure you’ll be comfortable talking about skiing?”

  That had upset her mother. “Of course she’ll be comfortable talking about skiing,” Gina had said sharply. “Why would you even think such a thing?”