Sing Me a Song
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“Atlas.” Juno said his name and Atlas ran his fingers through his hair.
“This isn’t fair. What if he hurts her? What if he tried turning her against us, then what?” Orsin asked.
“Why would he do that? What did he do to you to make you hate him?” she asked.
“Killed our mother. That good enough?” Atlas asked then walked out of the room.
Juno walked closer to her. He took her hands and pulled her to him and into a hug. Wrapping his arms around her, inhaling her perfume, he felt the anxiety and worry release a little.
“Give Atlas some time to process this. He took it really hard when our mom died.” He kissed her cheek then pulled back and kissed her on the lips softly.
“You look beautiful. I hope you’re hungry. Orsin and I made grilled chicken with grilled vegetables and potato salad.”
“Sound delicious. I don’t know how much I’ll be able to eat. I get a bit nervous before singing on stage, and the Rusty Horn has a pretty big stage and big crowds on Friday and Saturday nights.”
Juno gave her a soft smile. He could see how her eyes lit up when she talked about singing on stage. If Atlas could get over his fears and see that excitement and joy in her eyes, too, then he might be able to handle this better.
“That’s understandable.” He pulled her along with him, sat in the chair, and had her sit on his lap.
“While Orsin gets some wine, how about you tell us about your dream to sing and how you landed this job?”
She smiled softly, reached up, and caressed his cheek.
She held his gaze.
“I don’t want you guys to be angry. I didn’t know Rusty was your dad. I was just as shocked to find that out today, too. Part of why I didn’t tell you guys about my dream of singing on stage and about Rusty’s job offer was because I was afraid you would stop me. I was afraid that if I got involved with the four of you, intimately, that I would lose my opportunity to make my dream a reality. It’s stupid and I know why I felt that way.” She clasped her hands together on her lap. Her legs crossed and a lot of thigh skin showing. Juno covered her hands with his.
“Sweetheart, you didn’t even give us the opportunity to be supportive or to fail you. You just assumed that we would stand in the way. We understand your fears and your lack of trust that stems from your dad leaving your mom. But we’re different. Being older, having been hurt by our father, by Tara, the woman we thought was in love with the four of us, has changed us. We think we can have something special with you, Syd. We’re willing to take the chance. Are you?”
“I want to. Unlike you, I don’t have the experience of being hurt romantically by another person. I’ve just conditioned myself to handle things on my own. I’ve relied on myself and keep working, pushing to make my dreams, the things I’ve held onto and used as incentive to work hard and not break down, to keep me going. So taking this chance on a not-so-typical relationship with four men scares the living daylights out of me.”
Juno felt defeated and like she was letting them down and it wouldn’t work. But then she continued.
“But the fear of not knowing what it feels like to be touched, cared for, and loved by the four of you is far worse than anything else right now. I want to give this a try. But can the four of you handle me working for your dad?”
“Not really, but the other option is far worse,” Atlas stated firmly from behind Juno as he re-entered the kitchen. He no longer wore his gun belt and his uniform shirt was unbuttoned.
“And what would that be?” she asked him.
Atlas stepped closer.
“Not having the opportunity to possess you, to love you and make you part of us and our family, our team. That would leave me miserable.”
Sydney stood up and Atlas pulled her into his arms.
He kissed her neck and ran his hands along her ass, then under her shirt, squeezing her against his body.
“I need you, baby. I want to learn every inch of your body and make you never feel alone or neglected again.”
She pulled back and smiled.
“I want that, too, Atlas. I do, but…
Juno’s chest tightened. Was she going to reject making love to them? Was she putting the brakes on and not interested in pursuing this relationship right now? He felt sick and angry as he released a long sigh. Atlas held her gaze with such an intense one, but then he cupped her cheeks between his hands and stared down into her eyes.
“But what? What are you not telling us? You want to wait to see where this job takes you? You want to put on the brakes and torture us? What, Sydney? What are you afraid of? Why won’t you just let your guard down and give in to these feelings we have for you and that you have for us?” He was so firm Juno could see the tears in Sydney’s eyes. She gripped his wrists and took a deep breath then released it.
“I’ve never had sex before, Atlas. I’ve never let a man get that close to me before, and now I want to with you and your brothers and it scares the living daylights out of me, okay.”
Her words shocked Juno and apparently his brothers, too, as they all exchanged glances, their eyes wide, and then the atmosphere in the room changed completely.
Atlas kissed Sydney deeply. Then he lifted her up into his arms and placed her onto the kitchen table around all of them. Juno’s chest tightened as he watched Atlas use his thumbs to wipe her tears away.
“God really did send us an angel,” he whispered.
“He sure did. Just wait until you hear her sing.” Hart told him and then winked at Sydney.
Juno stood up, took her hand, and brought it to his lips. “We’ll wait as long as you need. We want your first times to be amazing.” She smiled at him and then she looked at Orsin. Orsin stood a foot or two away. Juno could see the concern on Orsin’s face. He didn’t know what was going through his brother’s head.
“Orsin, are you okay?” Sydney asked him.
He slowly turned toward her and held her gaze.
“You’re too perfect for a man like me. You deserve the best. Not some used-up Marine with scars all over his body and an inability to be gentle the way a woman like you deserve.”
Juno felt his heart ache. Those war scars on Orsin’s chest really bothered him. He was afraid to take a chance with Sydney because of Tara and what she did to them. They were all so fearful.
“Don’t say that, Orsin. Don’t think that for a minute.”
He stared at her and then she slid down off the counter and went to him. Juno looked at Atlas and Hart. They were worried.
* * * *
Sydney was shaking with emotion. She wanted these men so badly it ached inside. She was more than ready to give up her virginity to them, but she also could tell that these men were scared, too. It gave her a confidence, a gut instinct she wasn’t sure was right but led her to make her next move.
She stood in front of Orsin. Holding his gaze, she began to unbutton her blouse.
“I want you, Orsin. I need you and your brothers. The four of you are right for me. Perfect for me.”
She tossed off her blouse and then her camisole. She undid her skirt and let it fall to the floor. She heard their intakes of breath and saw Orsin’s eyes darken, and then he licked his lips as he took in the sight of her. She was shaking standing there in her low-heeled boots, black thong, and black bra. Her breasts felt full and her pussy was leaking cream, and she reached out to him and began to unbutton his shirt. He gripped her wrists.
“Sydney,” he said firmly, and she shook her head and pressed her lips together. “Shhh. I want you to make love to me. I want to be part of you and your brothers. I want this relationship with the four of you. I’m not hiding anything. I’m not going to leave you like she did. I’m risking all I have, every last part of me, body and soul, and I’m taking a chance on you and your brothers. Do you want me, Orsin? Will you become part of me?” She continued to unbutton his shirt and then parted the lapels. She saw the deep scars and the discolored gashes, and her heart ached for him. She looked up and saw the f
ear, the anticipation that she might turn away but she didn’t want to. She had this deep urge to comfort him and make him feel handsome, perfect for her. She had no idea where it came from but she gave herself freely. She leaned closer and kissed his scars. She ran her lips along each one until Orsin interrupted her by gripping her hips and giving her a shake.
“You’re so sexy and gorgeous. Your body is perfection. I want you, too. I’m scared, too,” he told her, and she felt the tears form in her eyes and this connection so deep touched her gut and forever placed Orsin inside her heart. She leaned up and kissed him and Orsin kissed her back then unclipped her bra and shoved it from her body before he lifted her up higher. He suckled her breast, pulled the tiny, sensitive bud between his teeth, and tugged, making her moan aloud. She felt the second set of hands on her hips and ass then a hand grip her hair and tilt her head to the side. Hart was there. He kissed her on the mouth as he cupped her other breast. She shook as her first orgasm hit her.
“Get her into the bedroom. Her first time should be in our bed where she belongs,” Atlas stated from behind them.
Hart released her lips and Orsin hugged her against his chest as he carried her out of the kitchen and to the bedroom.
She felt the soft, thick comforter against her back as Orsin laid her down on the bed. Hart and Atlas removed her boots, and Orsin removed her panties as he kissed her hips and then her groin.
“Here.” She saw Atlas hand Orsin a condom, and Sydney felt her heart hammering inside of her chest.
“Tell me you want me. You want us,” Orsin asked as he quickly got undressed. The sight of his thick, long cock made her gasp and try to close up her thighs. Atlas chuckled, holding her one thigh open as Hart lay on the other side of her and held her other thigh open. He stroked her pussy and she gasped.
“Don’t be afraid. Once you’re nice and wet, that cock of his is going to slide right into that tight, wet pussy, making you all ours,” Hart told her and stroked her cunt. In and out, his thick finger aroused her body and made her lose that tense, scared feeling.
“Oh, Hart. Oh God, your fingers are so big.”
“Ah, fuck,” Juno said, and she glanced at him and he was naked, too, stroking his thick cock and watching her.
“I’m next, darling. You’re going to have all of us tonight, and they’ll never be any other men for you again,” Juno told her, and she moaned aloud as Hart pulled his fingers from her cunt and Orsin spread her thighs and plunged his tongue into her pussy.
Hart and Atlas pulled her thighs wider and began to feast on her breasts. They tugged, nipped, and licked her nipples and breasts while Orsin licked her pussy and then her anus. Back and forth he wet both her holes, and she suddenly imagined what it would be like to have a cock in her pussy and her ass at the same time. She screamed out another release, and then Orsin pressed a finger over her anus and pushed into her back hole. “Orsin!” she cried out when she felt the bed dip and then hands cupped her cheeks from above her and Juno pressed his mouth over hers. Her hips tilted up, her breasts pressed against Hart’s mouth and Atlas’s mouth driving her over the edge.
Orsin pulled his finger from her anus, and then she felt the tip of his cock, the rubber of the condom press between her pussy lips. Her anus hummed, her core ached, and her entire body felt overwhelmed as Orsin breached her pussy, broke the barrier, and shoved in deeply.
“Orsin,” she screamed out, feeling the slight ache, but the power of their ministrations were stronger. He held himself inside of her. His brothers pulled away and Juno sat back.
“Are you okay?” Orsin asked her as he remained still, allowing her pussy to get used to the foreign object stretching her vaginal muscles. She could hardly breathe, he was so damn big. She stared at his scars, and then the love and the sincere concern in his eyes.
“Yes. You’re so big, Orsin. It burns and feels so tight.”
He eased out and she feared he took her comment the wrong way as she gripped onto him
“No, I’m okay.”
He smirked at her.
“Don’t worry, baby, I’m not going anywhere. Just relax and let go. I’ll catch you.” A tear escaped from her eye and he leaned down and licked the pathway of her tear away then kissed her lips. He eased out and slowly stroked back into her cunt. She was overwhelmed with emotion, with feeling the deep, magnetic bond between them. With every stroke of his cock she fell deeper, became more connected to Orsin. Then he was grunting and she felt his cock grow bigger, shocked that it made her pussy feel swollen and needy for more. She couldn’t stop herself from thrusting back up against him.
“That’s it, Syd,” Hart encouraged her.
“Come with me, baby. Come with me now, sweet baby,” Orsin said to her as he stroked his cock harder, deeper, and faster into her cunt. She felt this tight sensation grip her insides, and as he hollered out her name, she followed, crying out Orsin’s name as she came. Her body convulsed beneath his and she hugged him to her. He kissed her neck and nibbled against her clavicle, and she moaned and shook some more. Her pussy continued to release more cream and, in doing so, contracted around Orsin’s cock.
“Oh God. Fuck, I can’t take it.” Orsin slid out from between her legs and shook as he kept a hand on her belly. He remained hung over as he tried to calm his breathing.
“So amazing. Damn, baby, you’re amazing.” He leaned forward and kissed her lips.
When he pulled back, Hart was there, straight faced, determined, and eyeing her body over as if deciding where to feast on first. She shivered and began to close up her legs. He stopped her, placing his hands on the inside of her knees.
“No you don’t. We’re all claiming you our woman, Syd. We’re all going to be your firsts, your onlys.”
He eased his palms along her inner thighs, holding her gaze with that smoldering, dark, sexy expression only Hart seemed to have. His pectoral muscles flexed, his chiseled chest had a dusting of hair and a thin line that led to a very thick, long cock. If all four men were this large, she was going to have a hard time walking never mind standing up on stage tonight.
She pulled her bottom lip between her teeth as his thumbs teased her clit and pussy.
“Hart.” She said his name, her voice cracking as his thumb pressed deeper. He swirled her cream around her pussy lips and her thighs shook. She lifted her pelvis then felt the cream drip from her cunt. He slid his fingers into her pussy and she moaned aloud.
“Come on, baby. Keep coming so that tender, sweet pussy can handle my cock.”
His dirty talk aroused her, embarrassed her, and made her moan and lift upward. She thrust her hips against his fingers riding them. He stepped between her thighs and stroked his fingers deeper while he used his other hand to push her thigh up higher so her heel was on the bed.
“Oh God. Oh!” she moaned, and another gush of cream lubricated his fingers. He pulled them out and stroked her anus, wetting the entrance, and she shivered, needing and wanting to feel that tight sensation of a finger in her ass. He teased her anus.
“Look at me, Syd.” His tone was dark, hard, and firm. She immediately looked at him, her eyes nearly closing from the sensations of his stroking wet fingers back and forth from pussy to anus.
“You’re so beautiful, so giving. I’m going to reward you for being such a good girl and letting us lead you this first time together.” He gently pressed a finger deeper into her anus but not quite breaching it. She tried pressing down and his gaze grew darker. He licked his lips and caressed her thigh then reached up and pinched her nipple.
“Hart. Oh God Hart, please.” She pressed her ass downward trying to make his finger go into her ass.
“You like this, Sydney? You like the feel of my finger in your pussy and your ass?”
“Yes,” she hissed as he pressed his finger a little deeper then pulled out.
“Hart, please. Please, Hart.”
“Hot damn she is all fired up. Wants a cock in every hole,” Juno stated.
“She’s
going to get one in every hole real soon. But she’s our little virgin. Never made love before never mind to four men. You know what that’s going to be like, Syd?” he asked her and pressed his finger in and out of the beginning of her anus. Again she tried thrusting down to get his fingers to penetrate her anus completely. Her pussy felt swollen as she shook her head side to side.
Juno leaned down and licked her nipple then pulled on the tip. “It means a cock in his sexy pussy.” He stroked a finger along her pussy lips and dipped a finger into her cunt.
“Oh,” she moaned, her body about to explode.
“And one in this sexy, sweet mouth.” He licked her lower lip then kissed her deeply, plunging his tongue in exploration. When he pulled out, she dripped more cream and felt Hart’s fingers stroke over the cream and over her anus.
“And a cock in this tight, virgin ass,” Hart said and then pressed his finger into her ass as his thighs pushed against her ass and thighs lifted them a little off the bed.
He stroked her anus and she screamed out her release.
“Fuck yeah,” Juno called out.
“Damn, Syd,” Atlas added.
“Mine. All fucking mine,” Hart said aloud, pulling from her anus then lifting her thighs up against his side as he thrust his cock into her pussy.
Sydney cried out and moaned, feeling how his cock immediately replaced the swollen needy sensation in her pussy. With every deep, hard stroke into her cunt, satisfaction encased every part of her. She reached up and grabbed his face, pulling him lower so she could kiss Hart. He plunged his tongue into her mouth in sync to his cock plunging into her pussy. She pulled apart to breathe and he rolled her to the side so she was straddling his hips. Her breasts bobbed and swayed as she gripped his shoulders.
“Ride me. Fuck me, Sydney. Take from me what you want, I’m yours,” he told her. She sensed that control, that power overcome her again. He gave her the command and she jumped in full force. She rocked her hips and he gripped them, guided her, teaching her how to satisfy his needs. She held his gaze as she slowed down the pace, really tried to get the gist of fucking his cock while being on top. He cupped her breasts, closed his eyes, and moaned. She knew she was doing something right. That power, that sensation and encouragement had her moving faster and finding her own rhythm, trying to achieve her own satisfaction. His cock grew tighter when she felt the hand on her back then lips to her spine.