by Lee, Tara
She sucked and licked my neck as she continued to ride me over our clothes.
I gripped her hips holding her down over my growing erection.
She started to moan and fuck me it sent a direct line to my cock, I ripped her top over her head tossing it on the bed.
“You better ride that cock then beautiful.” I hissed in to her ear as I pulled my cock out.
It was rock hard and ready for some pussy maybe this was the stress reliever I needed. Sex had always been a sport to me I had more pussy then I could count but I didn’t care if it made me seem shallow or like a prick because pussy was fucking great and a willing pussy was even better.
Polly jumped up ripping her pants down after grabbing a condom from the pocket and sliding her thong to the side as she straddled my lap again she opened the wrapper with her teeth and slide it over me I groaned at thew sensation of her touch.
I kissed her hard as I held her over me thrusting in to her she screamed around me holding on to my shoulders for support this was going to be quick I wasn't in to making love fucking was what I did and I did it for relief other than sing my own hand.
I gripped her hips again and forced myself up in side her making her eyes roll back in to her head.
I slammed in and out taking her hard and fast my orgasm was building and she had to get there.
“Get there Polly, come over that cock.” I grunted holding back. She was panting hard as we fucked like wild animals I could feel the sweat dripping down my back. Polly moaned so loud I swear the whole hospital could hear her, I felt her tighten around me as she came over my cock that was all I needed to shoot of my load I came with a growl capturing Polls lips in mine as we both came down from the high.
I slide her off me slipping the condom off throwing it in to the waste basket. Fixing my scrubs I went to leave the room.
“Thanks for that.” Is aid as I winked at her and opened the door leaving her to fix herself up. I never said I was a gentleman well to the right lady I would be but Polly wasn't what I had in mind for a forever.
I didn’t wait around for her reaction it would be the same as always anyway. I already made it clear I wasn't in this for love and if Polly got that from that quickie back there then she needed her head examined.
I turned the corner and ran straight into Tiffany our newest therapist she had been the one I suggested to Eli and Charli. They had loved her, I often saw the way she looked at me so I never took it to far, I mean I flirted what straight- blooded male wouldn't she was a fucking dream. Long lashes that spanned out over her cheeks long as fuck legs that were made for wrapping around me while I fucked her hard.
“Hi Dr Parker how are you today.” She said in the sweetest fucking voice ever.
I smiled that smile I always did when I was trying to charm a lady and it always worked too. I could see the blush creeping on her cheeks as she nibbled on her bottom lip.
“Great, now that I've seen you beautiful and the names Jensen.”
I winked at her selling the deal
She smiled and caressed my arm seductively making my skins shiver, I knew I could easily go another round because I wouldn’t skip this opportunity anymore.
“Your so cute.” She said as she went to slide past me I placed my hand on her hip stopping her
“Anytime you want to see just how cute I can be come see me.” I said smirking at her.
I turned and continued to see Cam my boss and friend, leaving Tiffany standing there stunned at how forward I was being.
I found Cam in his office going over files he lifted his head when I knocked softly on his door.
He nodded at me and I made my way to the chair at his desk.
“So you fucking in the on call room now?” He says matter of fact
I chuckled
“How the fuck do you know? It just happened.”
“Oh I know everything and just so you know maybe be careful who you bed yeah.”
I rolled my eyes at him shaking my head.
“Look just so you know, I'm a grown man I can take care of myself beside the women I bed know the deal.”
He raised his eyebrows at me
“Don't be so sure bud.”
I laughed this time holding my chest he threw a paper ball at me
“Seriously dude, keep your dick in your pants would you, do you want to get fired for fucking in the on call room?”
I shrugged
“Like I'm the only one who’s done it and besides don't act all innocent I'm sure you have , you know back in the old days.”
“Haha, out with he old jokes I see.”
“Not my fault your as old as the dinosaurs Cam, I mean didn’t women have those fur bikinis back in your day? “ I said throwing the ball back at him, the deadpanned look he gave me made me laugh Cam was okay with jokes but sometimes I really liked to tease the hell out of him. He may have been my boss but he was my friend first he had helped me secure my resident position and help mould me in to the man I was today.
He chuckled shaking his head at me
“Asshole.” He smirked
“Old man.” I said mocking him
“Go do some work and just keep it in your pants yeah?”
“Cant make any promises grandpa, I mean have you seen the tail around here? I said winking as I left him there shaking his head at me but I could see the smirk he had on his face so I knew he was just warning me to be careful I wasn't in any real trouble. Mainly because the on call room was known for it’s sex apades.
Shift was coming to an end and thankful I hadn’t ran in to Polly again I had dodge her I knew it made me look bad but I had heard from another resident that he hooked up with her let month and she followed him around constantly he said she had a few screws loose. Just what I needed.
Eli had already dealt with a crazy stalker I didn’t need that drama in my life. Fuck me did I have to be a man? I mean woman put emotions in to a relationship us men just thought with the head between our legs not the one we should be thinking with. It was times like these I wish id listen to Cam, but I wasn't telling him that maybe he knew how batshit crazy polly really was.
I found him talking to Tiffany and made my way to them. Tiffany smiled at me and again it went straight to my dick.
Calm the hell down you’ve already got us in enough trouble today. I scolded him.
“Hi Dr Parker.” She smiled at me
Cam turned towards me nodding my way.
“Hi beautiful.” I say to Tiffany that ever present blush is back and she dips her head avoiding my eyesight.
“We’ll talk soon Miss Cam says placing his hand on her elbow she nods and smiles a goodbye at me before she walks down the hall I watch as she goes the sway of her hips taunting me.
“Let me guess you’ve got her next right?”
Cam ask ushering me down the other way towards his office
“Not sure man maybe, maybe not depends is she crazy?”
He raises his eyebrow in question
“How the hell would I know?” “Well I think you knew about Polly?”
He chuckled and I knew I was right
“Ass.” I muttered
“Learnt your lesson have you?” He smiled
“Is this your way of teaching me a lesson?” I asks raiding my eyebrow at him this time.
“Maybe.”
I shake my head
“You know I heard she’s fucking crazy right, I don't need or want that drama in my life.”
“Maybe you should keep it in your pants like I told you, not every chick is cool with one hot fuck Jensen.”
“Yeah I got that now thanks.”
“Look why don't you do what I suggested?”
“Whats that?” I ask him shuffling in the chair
“Go down and find your birth parents get away from here for awhile take some time off.”
“I’m good, don't need to see them” I muttered.
He sighs at me
“Jensen it might do you the well o
f good, I think your struggling with it more then your letting on.”
“Look.” I snap at him
“I don't need to go down there and I sure as fuck don't need to see them and I'm sick of you badgering me about it.” I stand abruptly
Cam stands with me placing his hand on my shoulder to sit me back down.
“Listen I'm sorry, I'm just worried about you I feel responsible for you and I don't want to see you bury this and have it fuck with you.”
“You don't have to worry about me I'm not your responsibility.” I hiss
He nods but I can tell he doesn't believe that, Cam has always felt he needed to watch out for me and be my protector I meet him on my first day as an intern he was the resident taking rounds and I think he could tell I needed a little guidance.
I sigh knowing I need to apologise to him
“Look I'm sorry I didn’t mean to snap I'm just wound up and on edge I'll admit its messed with me but I just want to leave it all behind.”
Cam nods accepting my explanation.
“I’ll always look out for you Jensen I can't help it its who I am, I just want you to know I'm here if you want to talk, about anything.”
I nod and smile
“Thanks I apprentice that truly I do, and I'm thankful for you I promise even if I don't always show it.”
He smiles at me and I know were good, thats the thing about us, we can give each other shit for days but when it comes down to it. Cam is like a father to me he may only be in his late thirties but he comes across much older.
I nod at him and stand making my way out the door its time I went home I need a nice cold beer and maybe a hot shower. I need to wash Polly off me it seems bad but really I've smelt like sex for the rest of the day and even I can’t stand the smell now.
I get my bag from my locker and head outside to my car I came to a stop when I see Polly standing there.
Fuck.
She spots me and smiles I give her a small smile but it doesn't reach my eyes.
I sigh and make my way to my car
“Hey did you want to have a second round tonight? I could come over and maybe cook us something.”
Now to let her down easy, fuck how do I do that when she’s supposedly crazy.
“Listen Polly today was fun, but I'm beat and just want to go home to bed and as much fun as today was it was a one time thing for me. You understand right?” I say lifting my bag on my shoulder further
The disappointment in her eyes is subtle but its there.
“Oh, okay well if you change your mind you know where to find me.”
I nod and she walks away.
I let out a breath, damn that was easier than I thought. Lets hope it doesn't come back and bite me on the ass.
* * *
Chapter three
Elle
Only ever being with Curtis is sometimes a blessing and a curse, because no matter what I don't have a lot of experience when it comes to men and men here know I've only ever been with Curtis so I don't have a lot of men firing off offers to me. It was slim pickings in my home town most of the men here were either to old, to young or friends with Curtis and I was definitely not going there.
I sighed as my shift at the bar was nearly over Jacob had been in to see me today, he said he was worried about me but as the towns priest I guess he has to say those things. He was an attractive man and he wasn't friends with Curtis in the slightest why wasn't he available? Because of the oath he took I was kind of hating that he was a priest right now.
My boss Harvey who was an older man looked up at me and frowned.
“What you still doing here girl? Go on home your done for the day.”
“No I still have a few minutes.”
Harvey let out a chuckle looking around the bar
“Elle sweetheart the bar is dead there is no one around trust me I can handle it. You go on home now.”
Harvey was a sweet old man he reminded me of my Grandpa.
“Okay thank you, I'm happy to stay though.”
“Nonsense go on now.” He said nodding to the door.
I gave him a smile and took off my apron showing it in the wash basket. Collecting my things from my small locker out back a fear crept over me and I knew what it was.
Curtis
I could feel him I spun around to him standing in the corner dragging on his cigarette.
“Cant avoid me forever Elle.” He blew out smoke and stood up.
He made his way to me his stare freezing me.
His arms came around my head blocking me in his breath smelt like whiskey and tobacco. I swallowed down the lump in my throat I needed to move but I couldn’t my body was frozen.
His hand came down stroking my cheek, then his hand stopped at my throat tightening his hold. He slammed my head back abasing the lockers making a loud thud.
His face moved closer to mine only inches from me.
“You think you can leave me Elle, it doesn't fucking work like that I own you. Your my fucking wife and no matter what you think you’re mine.” He hissed
Tears filled my eyes as his hold on my throat tightened cutting of my air.
“Curtis.” Harvey’s voice echoed in the room, Curtis took his eyes off me to look over at Harvey.
“You let her go now don't make me tell you again.”
“Back off old man, before I out you down.”
“Curtis.” I whispered.
“please.”
Harvey started to step forward just as Curtis released me I fell to the floor in a heap gasping for air.
“I’m not done Elle, I'll never be fucking done.” Then he stormed out the door leaving me to pick myself up and act like that was nothing.
“Darling why on earth do you put up with that, he should be locked up for thats he’s done to you.” Harvey says helping me stand
I shake my head at him
“It won't do any good, he’ll get out and just keep coming back.”
“Then you need to get far away from this town love, ain’t no good you staying here not with the likes of him.”
“I wish I could but my Gramma is here this is my home.”
Harvey shakes his head at me and sighs,
“Wont do your Gramma no good if she has to bury you because he takes it to far.”
I knew he was right but this was my home, this as were Gramma was and were Gramps was buried I wasn't sure I could ever leave.
* * *
Chapter four
Jensen
I take a sip from the bottle I'm currently holding, my fifth beer is going down nicely, or is it my sixth? I don't know but what I do know is its draining out my thoughts, Charli told me I should go to Minnesota and find my birth parents but what good will that do. Its been years and I'm sure they don't want to see me now. They probably forgot about me.
I'm suppose to be at work in five hours but I know I'm too dunk to move from the couch let alone go into work.
I lost my first patient yesterday which made my shitty week even shitter. a four year old girl she had leukaemia she had fought a good battle, but her body finally gave out I tried everything I could to save her. Nothing we did worked the cancer spread taking her from this world. I don't remember much after she flatlined I do remember throwing the cart over and Cam having to grab me to calm me down. I drank until I passed out yesterday life wasn't fair, what did this little girl do in life for it to be taken away from her. Nothing, she did absolutely fucking nothing. I held back the tears as I take a sip from the bottle.
My nephew didn’t even get a chance to come in to this world, Charli had lost Harvey, it had nearly broken her and Eli. After she got pregnant again it was a shock to both of them they hadn't even been trying at first Eli was worried Charli wouldn't be able to cope she was too scared she’d loose that baby too. I couldn’t blame her it was devastating. I remember the day Eli broke the day we all walked in on him smashing everything he could grab, Max had to hold him down I had given him sleeping pills hoping
they would help, it had crushed me that day to see him in that much pain, he had been holding it together for Charli’s sake but I knew it wouldn't be long and he'd crack he could only be strong for so long. I was just glad we were there to help take care of him. Charli had secluded herself to their room barely talking. I couldn’t stand to see my sister like that I had felt helpless she didn’t want to talk to anyone I knew Eli had to force her to eat most days. Fuck these last few months had been so fucked up.
My phone rings causing me to drop my beer and spill it on myself.
"Fuck." I curse out loud.
my phone stops but immediately starts ringing again.
I grab it from the coffee table were it sits in front of me and see Cameron's name on the screen he's my boss but he's more of a friend.
"Yeah." I answer with a slur.
"Jensen are you okay? You were suppose to be at work three hours ago."
"What no I'm due in in five hours."
"Um no dude your shift started at nine its now midnight. "
Fuck I must have lost track of time.
"Ok I'm on my way."
"Dude, are you fucking drunk?"
Cameron sounds pissed.
"Nope just tired."
I hang up and head into work I know I can't drive so I walk instead maybe the cool air with sober me up a little.
By the time I get to the hospital I'm as drunk as I was when I was at home. The walk did nothing to sober me up at all.
Cameron sees me and the furious look on his face tells me I'm about to be given a stern talking to.
"My office now." He barks.
I follow behind him slowly and when I see him look back at me with a scowl on his face I can tell I'm in some serious trouble.
He opens the door to his office and sits in his chair waiting for me as I enter. I make my way to the chair.
"Close the door." He says placing his hands on his desk
After closing the door I plop down in the chair across from his.
"What the fuck Jensen, you can barely fucking stand."
"I'm fine bro nothing a coffee won't fix."