Twisted (Dark Book 1)

by Ashton Blackthorne

  Shaking, I took his cock back into my hand and began moving my mouth slowly up and down. I ran my tongue back and forth the length of his shaft taking the head into my mouth sucking it long and hard.

  Ayden placed his hand atop my head, but didn’t face fuck me again. I could easily breathe now.

  As he exploded in my mouth, I felt his come easily slide down my throat. I relished the tangy sweetness of it.

  “Good girl, Princess. Now Daddy will give you a reward.” Ayden stood me up and kissed me on the cheek.

  “Amber, you look so fucking sexy in that dress,” he whispered breaking character for a moment. He pulled me close kissing and biting my neck making me swoon with delight. This was the Ayden I loved.

  Ayden pushed the short dress up and bent me over.

  He stroked my ass softly with his palm. My pussy throbbed with need.

  Ayden swiped his hard cock over my clit teasing it lightly. I pushed my hips back toward him.

  “You like that, Amber? I want to be inside you,” he whispered. Wrapping his strong hands around my tiny waist, he pulled me back onto his cock. I felt him sink deep inside me. I moaned loudly. He felt so good.

  As Ayden churned his big cock inside me, I pressed my face down on the mattress. My eyes rolled back as I was in ecstasy. His cock pounded in and out causing my tits to jiggle uncontrollably. I felt my orgasm quickly approaching.

  “I want to come in your mouth, Amber.” Ayden again addressed me by my name. I loved it when he called me Princess, but sometimes it was nice to just be Amber to him.

  “Please do, Ayden.”

  As my pussy pulsated hard around his cock, I felt Ayden swell even more. I knew he would be coming soon.

  “Now, Amber!” he commanded. I spun around and threw my head back as thick ropes of white pearly come spurted from his cock into my mouth. Much of it splashed across my face.

  With my fingers, I eagerly scooped it up and licked my fingers clean. He looked down at me with a smirk on his handsome face.

  “God, you’re such a fucking cumslut. I love it.”

  Five

  Ash

  Guiding my car down the long, spiraling private driveway to my father’s ancestral home in upstate New York, I held my breath. I just couldn’t shake the venomous words Debra had spat at me at my father’s funeral. I’d put this moment off for over eighteen months telling myself everything she’d said had been a lie.

  But something told me that she wasn’t lying. I had been denying that my father could’ve kept her letters from me long enough. I had a gut feeling that she had been telling the truth. There had been something in her eyes. Maybe it was just the hint of the mother of my past lurking beneath them, but I sensed there was something there worth investigating.

  Now, I was about to call upon the ghosts of the past. I was going to throw open my father’s attic and delve deep into its’ depths.

  Walking up to the imposing structure, I searched for the antique brass keys. As I opened the massive doors with a loud squeak, I immediately noticed the enormous crystal chandelier decorated with cobwebs. My shoes squeaked on the marble entranceway echoing throughout the mansion. I marveled at how dusty the house had become. It had been well over a year since anyone had entered the home.

  Running my fingers across the balustrade as I ascended the spiraling staircase, I felt myself falling back through time. I vividly recalled my childhood racing up these stairs with my father.

  As I walked towards my old room, I opened the door. It was just as I had left it when I moved out twenty four years ago. I imagined if I looked beneath the bed I’d find that old train set. Running my hands along the bookshelves, I came upon my old yearbooks. Flipping through the pages quickly, I laughed looking at the pictures of my old friends. I’d been so full of hopes and dreams then. Where had they all gone? Was I living my dreams now just because I’d substantially increased the fortune my father had left to me? Or had greed choked the life out of my real dreams of becoming a firefighter and helping people?

  Shaking my head, I replaced the yearbook back on the shelf. Making a mental note to myself to have someone come and box everything up and place it into storage, I made my way to the attic stairway.

  I felt the darkness begin to close in all around me. A deep, black depression had me firmly in its’ jaws. I couldn’t shake the feeling of ominous doom. As I climbed the spiraling staircase that reached into my father’s attic, I felt a gnawing sensation in the pit of my stomach.

  Walking into the attic, I immediately found myself covered in dust. I brushed the dust from my shirt vigorously. I wondered for the hundredth time if this was such a good idea. Did I really want to know if my father had kept my mother’s letters from me?

  The attic was so huge it was a maze. Everywhere I looked there were boxes stacked one on top of the other. Some were so old they looked as if they would crumble if I touched them. The house had been built around the turn of the century and all around me I could hear the ghosts of my ancestors’ past wailing as I threw open box after box.

  Then, I came upon a box marked ‘Ash’. Perhaps what I was looking for was in here. Prying open the box, I sifted through its’ contents. There was nothing but old crayon drawings I’d done as a child. At the bottom, there lay a blue envelope.

  I knew what it was before I opened it. My naval discharge papers. I slid the paper out and looked at it recalling how proud my father had been. Initially, he’d been against my joining the military. Considering how he’d been drafted for the Vietnam War and the horrible atrocities he’d experienced there, I could understand his distaste for the military. But there had more to his being against my enlistment.

  He’d always wanted me to join him at helm of his company.

  And I never did.

  I shook my head replacing the paper back into the envelope. Just another one of the many ways I’d disappointed my father.

  As I looked around the attic, I chuckled to myself at what a bunch of hoarders my great grandfather, grandfather and father had been. Apparently, they threw nothing away. Perhaps they believed that their success was fleeting and they may need to call upon old resources to survive. Coughing as the dust cloud around me grew, I turned to see a huge wooden crate. There were no other crates in the attic like it. Something was strange about it. I looked around for something to use to pry it open. Spying an old, rusted iron tool in the corner, I thrust the handle beneath the lock. After several minutes of struggling, the old crate finally creaked open with a sigh.

  Several items had been carefully placed inside it wrapped in stained, crumpled tissue paper. Quickly, I unwrapped one to see it was an old jewelry box. Inside was an inscription.

  Debra.

  These were my mother’s belongings. The ones she must’ve forgotten when she left us thirty years ago.

  My rage began to build as I searched through piles of old clothes. Finally, at the bottom of the box was an old faded pink shoebox.

  Assuming it merely contained an old pair of her shoes, I tossed it aside. As it fell, the top flew off the box revealing a stack of letters and cards bound with a rubber band.

  Bending down to retrieve them, I turned the stack over in my hand. My mouth dropped open.

  They were all addressed to me!

  She hadn’t been lying.

  I flipped through the stack. There were, indeed, cards postmarked around my birthday every year. As I counted them, there were eleven of them. There was one for each birthday she’d missed until I was eighteen. I ran my fingers over the tops of each smooth envelope. They had never been opened.

  Sickened, I realized my father had deliberately kept them from me.

  Why?

  As much as I loved my father, I couldn’t understand why he’d do that. Perhaps he believed he’d been protecting me, but I still couldn’t fathom after all the days, weeks, and months I’d spent crying over her he wouldn’t have given me something that would’ve let me know she still loved me.

  Sinking down
to the hardwood floor, I poured over her letters. In each one, I could hear the voice of the mommy I had so loved as a little boy. She was the same person still there amidst the words of her letters.

  For hours, I sat there and devoured each letter. As I got to the end of the stack, her tone changed a bit. She became accusatory in her speech lashing out at me for not replying. The letters dated around my eighteenth birthday were particularly harsh. Something had been happening in her life around that time.

  My dearest Ashton,

  I don’t even know why I keep you sending these letters. I never hear from you. At first, I was sure your father kept my letters from you, but now I think it’s that you simply don’t wish to communicate with me. Ashton, I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life. I’ve done things that are reprehensible and leaving you was the biggest mistake of my life.

  I’m sorry, my darling Ashton, but I can’t keep apologizing my whole life for something that happened years ago. Your father and I simply weren’t compatible. I know he’s had his share of lovers since I left so you can’t blame me for not returning. He’s moved on and so have I.

  Ashton, if you choose not to reply to this letter then I’m afraid it will be my last one to you. You will be eighteen soon so I fear you no longer need a mother. You were such an independent little boy I don’t think you ever needed me. You had Dora and your father I was only a playmate to you not your mother.

  Ashton, I’ve moved to Chicago to be with Jimmy’s family. Jimmy is such a dear to me, such a blessing. Since I met him so long ago, he’s made me the family I always wanted and couldn’t have with your father.

  I’m sorry, Ashton, but I think it’s time we say goodbye. If you want to find me, you know where I’ll be.

  As always your loving mother,

  Debra

  She had also enclosed an address in Chicago. Leaning back against the empty crate, I sat holding her last letter in my hands. My mind was reeling. I didn’t know what to do. Who the hell was Jimmy? Was he her new husband? A lover? Some random hookup?

  She mentioned a new family. Did that mean I had stepsiblings? In shock, I struggled to stand up. Shaking, I threw the letters back into the box. Racing down the spiraling staircase, I ran out to my car. Tossing the box of letters into the backseat, I took off back to my own house.

  How could he have kept this from me? If Debra had been telling me the truth at his funeral, then maybe she was telling the truth about other things.

  Maybe she really did love me.

  But if she did love me, how could she have left me so long ago?

  My rage was like a festering sore. The pain was throbbing intensely inside me. My search for answers had only left me with questions.

  Why had she left us to be with Mike, only to be with this Jimmy? Was she still with him? Who was this new family?

  Arriving at my apartment, I nodded to the doorman as I entered the elevator. Pressing the button for the penthouse, I held the bundle of letters. My hand felt as though it were on fire. Her words were burning into me.

  Opening the door to my apartment, I tossed the bundle of letters onto the table. I looked down at the Chicago address.

  I wanted to call her, but there was no phone number. The last letter she’d sent was twenty-three years ago. There was no telling if she still resided at the same address.

  Still, I had to go there. I had to find her.

  And do what? Apologize? I couldn’t do that. Despite these letters, she could’ve still called me or visited. Nothing excused her cheating on my father and leaving us.

  My heart heavy I quickly packed a bag and contacted a private jet to take me to Chicago tomorrow morning. Then, I needed to call Amber.

  “Amber, it’s Ash. Cancel my day tomorrow. I have some urgent business to attend to.”

  It was after one AM. She sounded as though she’d been sleeping.

  “Are you awake, Amber? I’m sorry to call so late.”

  “Ash, are you okay? It’s after one AM.” Her voice sounded groggy.

  “Yes, I’m fine. Something just came up…I have to fly to Chicago in a few hours.”

  “On Mitch Whitmore’s jet?”

  “Michael Whitmore. Yes.”

  Amber paused for a moment. I stared at the packet of letters on the table. I could almost hear my mother’s voice speaking to me through those letters. She sounded the same way she used to years ago. I didn’t envision her as the ragged, deranged woman who’d shown up at my father’s funeral over a year ago.

  “It’s your mother, isn’t it?”

  How did she know?

  “Yes, it is. How did you know?”

  Amber laughed.

  “I just do. It’s in your voice, Ash. I’ll cancel your appointments tomorrow. Just be careful.”

  “Of what?”

  “Where in Chicago are you going?”

  I looked down at the address.

  “Canaryville.”

  Amber was quiet a minute.

  “You’ll need to be careful.”

  “I’ve been in rough areas before, Amber.”

  “Just take my word for it, Ash. I’m from the south side. I know.”

  “I’m fine. I’ll call you tomorrow.”

  “Best of luck, Ash. If you need me, I’m here.”

  I clicked the phone off. I really did wish Amber could accompany me. I could definitely use her moral support, but this was something I needed to do alone.

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  As the plane circled the runway in Chicago, I shook my head. I couldn’t believe what I had seen. My father had kept my mother’s letters from me my entire life. Why would he do that? I was so filled with rage I could barely see. Still, I hesitated before leaving the airport. Was I really ready to see my mother after what she’d done at my father’s funeral?

  I got into the Mercedes I’d rented and looked at the directions on the GPS. I sighed noting the rough neighborhood.

  As I drove from the high rises of downtown Chicago to a rundown area of Canaryville, I wondered how my mother had ended up here. She’d had everything when she’d lived with us. Our home was one of the finest in New York. How could she have abandoned us to live here?

  I caught myself as I just realized that she hadn’t left us to move specifically here. She’d moved from house to house over the years.

  Looking around, I realized if she’d settle for living here the other places she’d been probably hadn’t been much better. As I inspected the numbers of the rundown houses, I came to the right one.

  Sighing, I turned the ignition off. I still didn’t know if I could do this. The house was surrounded by a chain link fence. Several unsavory looking men stood in the front yard drinking cans of beer.

  Feeling distinctly out of place, I removed my tie and suit jacket. I pulled my overcoat on and slipped the keys to the Mercedes I’d rented into my coat pocket.

  It was now or never.

  After all these years, it had come to this. I couldn’t believe my mother had gone from living in the huge spacious mansion with my father to this dump.

  But really did I expect anything more from her? The woman who had cheated on my father and left us?

  As I walked up the rickety steps to the door, several of the men eyed me in my cashmere overcoat. I supposed I should’ve dressed down for the occasion.

  “Cold day, isn’t it?” I commented as they inched closer to me.

  “Just who are you looking for, boy? Are you with the IRS?” One of the men stepped closer to me. He reeked of stale whiskey and sweat.

  Trying not to wince from his odor, I smiled.

  “No, I’m here to see Debra.”

  The men guffawed loudly.

  “You mean Debs? Debs goes down?” They continued laughing. One of the men smiled at me showing he only had a few teeth in his mouth.

  “Um, yeah, that would probably be her.”

  Another man in a red plaid shirt decorated with holes peered at me. His rheumy eyes struggled to focus.
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  “You with the FBI? Is this ‘bout that bust a few months back?”

  I shook my head.

  “No, I’m—“

  “Nah, Russ, he’s a john! Debs does suck a mean cock, don’t she?” The nearly toothless man roared with laughter.

  The other two men puffed on their cigarettes blowing their smoke toward me. I coughed slightly. I loathed the odor of cigarette smoke.

  “Look, I’m Debra’s son.”

  The men stood speechless staring at me with their mouths agape.

  “You can’t be serious. Look at you.”

  Taking a deep breath, I stared them down.

  “I know it’s a stretch, but Debra is my mother.”

  The man in the plaid shirt scratched his gray head.

  “Now how can that be possible, a good looking fella like yourself? You look educated, smart.”

  “Rich,” said the other.

  “I don’t really have time for this, gentlemen. I need to speak with Debra. Is she here?”

  The toothless man gestured to the top floor.

  “She stays up there in number three. Place is a wreck. Be careful going up there that you don’t step on Susie.”

  “Who’s Susie?” I asked expected it was likely a pet.

  “Susie, my wife! She just shot up some really good shit, so she’s gonna be out for a while.”

  Struggling to maintain my composure, I pushed past the men into the dank, dark building. As soon as I entered, the acrid stench of stale urine and mold hit me. Clasping my hand over my face, I made my way up the steep stairway. I kept my eye out for old Susie. Stepping onto to the third floor, there she was just as he said passed out on the ragged carpet. Her hair was a dull shade of brown streaked with gray. Tiny globs of saliva pooled at the corners of her mouth. Her clothes were ripped and stained with what appeared to be old blood.

  I shivered with disgust as I stepped over her. The stench of the building was causing me to feel ill. Finally, I reached a doorway with a crooked black number on it.