One True Love

by Barbara Freethy

  "If you knew what I'd say, why did you do it?"

  Because her desire to restore Serenity Springs to its former glory had superseded Andrew's feelings. Saving Serenity Springs had become synonymous with saving herself. If she could make the centennial a success, if she could revive the town, then she'd be that much closer to having the home she had always wanted.

  Kara lifted her chin, knowing that even though she disliked confrontation, she could no longer avoid this particular showdown. "I'm president of the chamber of commerce, Andrew. It's my job to create interest in Serenity Springs. Harrison Winslow, the developer I told you about, is interested in building an expensive resort in the north woods. If we can show him a nearby town with the charm of the old country and the sophistication of a big city, he'll be completely won over. Think about what that would mean for all of us -- our town featured in premier travel magazines, touted as a popular destination for world-weary travelers."

  "I'm sure it would mean business for the Gatehouse."

  "That's right, it would. And if I don't get more business, I can't stay here, Andrew. Don't you see what's at stake? It's not just me and my home that's in jeopardy. Your newspaper needs news to stay afloat."

  "What does any of this have to do with Ryan?"

  "Ryan is news, Andrew. Some of the people in town have been threatening to boycott the centennial, afraid that we're trying to turn Serenity Springs into New York City. But I think if Ryan comes to the party, they'll be more interested in seeing him than in causing trouble."

  "They won't have to cause trouble; Ryan will."

  "There's another reason, too." Kara paused, hating to rub Ryan's success in Andrew's face, but she didn't seem to have any other choice. "Ryan is a terrific photographer. His work is seen all over the world. If he takes photos of the centennial and sends them off to a national magazine, everyone will see how special this part of the country is. The bottom line is that this celebration, and hopefully Ryan's attendance, will mean more business for everyone, for Aunt Josephine's antiques shop, for Ike's barbershop, for Loretta's bar."

  "Progress could ruin this town."

  "It could also help it. I don't want our kids to grow up and leave. I want them to grow up here and stay, because there are opportunities."

  "Opportunities to destroy what makes this town special -- its smallness."

  Sometimes Andrew could be so damned stubborn. "I don't think this is about progress; it's about your brother. I know there are bad feelings between you and Ryan, but surely after all this time..."

  "You don't know anything about me and my brother."

  "Then tell me."

  "No."

  Kara sat back in her seat, taken aback by his blunt answer. "How can you expect me to understand if you won't talk to me?"

  "I guess I can't. It's not just me though. A lot of people in this town don't like Ryan. He was always breaking things, always screwing up, always causing trouble."

  "Maybe Ryan has changed."

  "I doubt it. Who else knew about this?"

  "The centennial committee, Loretta, Aunt Josephine, Hannah Davies, Mayor Hewitt, Will Hodgkins, and myself."

  "Loretta's probably still pining after him. Your aunt Josephine would do anything you say, and Mayor Hewitt's new in town." Andrew shook his head. "Old Hannah loves Ryan's photos, practically has a shrine set up at the library, so she wouldn't say no. But I don't understand why Will didn't put a stop to this. He's my friend."

  "Will only had one vote."

  Silence fell between them. "Ryan won't come," Andrew said finally. "He didn't come back when my son was born. Not even when my wife sent him a note. I told Becky Lee not to bother. But she just -- just couldn't forget him."

  "You can't forget him either, can you?"

  "I was doing just fine until you sent that invitation. Some things are better left dead and buried."

  "But Ryan isn't dead."

  "He is to me."

  The phone rang. Kara stood up, suddenly tense. "That's probably Angel." Andrew didn't move. The phone rang again. She picked up the receiver. "The Gatehouse. May I help you?"

  "Is Kara Delaney there?"

  The man asking the question had a deep, melodious voice that went down as smoothly as a cup of French roast coffee. Kara swallowed hard. She knew who it was. Deep down in her gut, she knew. "This is Kara Delaney."

  "Ryan Hunter."

  "Mr. Hunter. Hello." Kara turned away from Andrew.

  "I just got your letter. I accept your invitation."

  "You do? I mean, that's great." Kara twisted the phone cord between her fingers. Never had she imagined that he would actually attend. Now she didn't know if she should be relieved or worried.

  The kitchen door slammed so hard a picture fell off the wall. She turned her head. Andrew had left. Problem number one. They were off and running. She turned her attention back to the phone.

  "So you'll come?" she repeated.

  "Don't make me say it twice. When do you want me?"

  Kara cleared her throat. "The banquet is Thursday night, February twentieth. If you can get here the day before, we can go over the schedule."

  "Fine."

  "Do you need accommodations? Or will you be staying with -- friends?" Silence greeted her question. "Mr. Hunter?"

  "I'll need a room."

  "You can stay here. At the Gatehouse."

  "Crazy Josephine's place?"

  "Mrs. Parker -- actually it's Mrs. Kelly now -- is my aunt."

  "Your aunt? Kara Cox?" Ryan let out a long, curious whistle. "I haven't thought of you in years."

  Kara stiffened. "Why should you? You couldn't possibly remember me. I was only seven years old when I last lived here. And you were at least..."

  "Nine. But I do remember you. We have something in common, don't we, Kara?"

  "What are you talking about?"

  "Are you telling me you don't know?"

  "Know what, Mr. Hunter?"

  Ryan didn't answer for a long moment. "It's not important. Mrs. Delaney, is my father still alive?"

  "What a strange question. Of course he's alive."

  "Then hell must have frozen over."

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  Excerpt @ Copyright 2011 Barbara Freethy

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  Chapter One

  Michael Ashton beat the fire engines to his house by thirty seconds. Smoke poured from the kitchen window of the old Victorian as he jumped out of his car and ran up the walkway. His daughter's favorite teddy bear lay abandoned on the top step. Cups from a tea party were scattered across the welcome-home mat as if the participants had left in a big hurry, as if they had smelled smoke and run inside to see what was wrong.

  His heart raced as he reached for the doorknob. Locked! He fumbled with his keys, swearing, sweating each second of delay. His children were inside. He had to get to them. The keys slipped out of his grasp and fell to the ground. He stepped backward, crushing a tiny pink teacup.

  To hell with the keys. Panicked, he slammed his body against the door, forcing it open.

  All he could think of were Lily and Rose, his six-year-old identical twin daughters. If anything happened to them, he would never forgive himself. They were all he had left.

  "Please, God, let them be all right," he whispered as he entered the house. Smoke drifted through the hall and dining room, darkening the white walls, covering the hardwood floors with dust. "Lily! Rose!" he shouted as he moved toward the thickest area of smoke. "Where are you?"

  The girls burst through the kitchen door, two whirling, smoky figures in blue jeans. Michael swept them into his arms, pressing their heads against his chest for one thankful second. "You're all right. You're all right," he muttered. "Let's get out of here." He ran toward the front door. Two firemen passed him on the steps.

  "Anyone else inside?" one of them asked.

  "Mrs. Polking, our nanny." Michael didn't stop moving until he reached the sidewalk. Then he set t
he girls down on the pavement and tried to catch his breath. Lily and Rose stared back at him.

  They didn't appear to be hurt. Nor did they seem overly concerned about the fire. In fact, on closer inspection there was a light of excitement in Lily's dark eyes, and Rose looked guilty, so guilty that her gaze seemed fixed on the untied laces of her tennis shoes. At that, his panic began to fade.

  He squatted in front of them so he could look directly into their eyes. Their long brown hair was a mess. Lily's pigtails were almost completely out. Rose still had one rubber band clinging desperately to a couple of strands of hair, while the rest swung free past her shoulders. There were no bumps or bruises on their small faces, no scratches to mar their tender skin, no sign of blood. "Are you hurt?" He ran his hand down Rose's arms, then did the same to Lily.

  Lily shook her head, then Rose. Neither one said a word. Not even now. Not even in the midst of a crisis would they speak to him. Michael sighed, feeling the tear in his heart grow bigger. Since their mother, Angela, had died almost a year ago, the girls had refused to speak to him. No one had been able to tell him why. Thousands of dollars of family therapy had not helped him get to the root of their problem.

  The doctors said the children, for whatever reason, didn't trust him. They were supposed to trust him. He was their father, their protector. He would die for them, but he couldn't seem to convince them of that fact.

  "This is not my fault," a woman said from behind him.

  Michael straightened as their nanny, Eleanor Polking, came down the steps, assisted by one of the firemen. Eleanor was a short, robust woman in her late fifties who carried an extra forty pounds.

  "What the hell happened?" he asked.

  "The girls set the kitchen on fire. That's what happened," Eleanor said in obvious distress.

  She tried to push her hair away from her eyes, but the sweat from her forehead glued it in place. There was a wild light in her eyes. She looked as if she wanted to run as far away from them as possible, if she could just figure out an escape route. Michael had seen that expression before, on the faces of the four nannies who had previously served time in his home.

  He glanced at Lily, then at Rose. They wouldn't look him in the eye. Damn.

  "We were just making pasta, Mrs. Polking," Lily said defiantly, directing her explanation to the nanny. "Like Mama used to make."

  "For our tea party. We didn't mean to cause a fire --" Rose darted a quick look at her father, then turned back to Mrs. Polking. "We didn't know you had to put water in the pot. When the pot got all red and smelled funny, we threw it in the trash."

  Michael groaned. "Let me see your hands. Did you burn them?"

  Lily and Rose held out their hands. Their pudgy little fingers were covered with streaks of red and green paint, but thankfully there were no burns.

  "We used a hot pad, Mrs. Polking," Lily said, "just like you told us."

  "Why were the girls alone in the kitchen?" he asked the nanny. "Don't I pay you to watch them?"

  "I was in the bathroom, cleaning the paint off my dress." Eleanor turned around, revealing a circle of green paint on her ample bottom. "Do you want to know how this happened?" she demanded, her anger matching his.

  Michael sighed. "Not really, no."

  "The girls painted the chair in my bedroom green."

  He scowled at Lily and Rose. "You've had a busy day, haven't you?"

  "Too busy for me," Eleanor declared. "This is the last straw. I'm leaving just as soon as I get my suitcase packed."

  "Yay -- " Lily's spontaneous cheer ended with Michael's glare. "I mean, that's too bad, Mrs. Polking. Come on, Rose, let's look at the fire engine."

  "You can't just leave, Mrs. Polking." He ran a hand through his hair in frustration. "You agreed to stay the summer. I know the girls are difficult, but they just need a little extra attention."

  "That's not all they need."

  He ignored that comment. "I'm in the middle of a bid for a very big job. At least give me a week or two to make other arrangements."

  "I'm sorry, Mr. Ashton," Eleanor said, not sounding a bit sorry. "The girls have made it clear that they want you."

  "I can't work full-time and take care of the girls. I'm only one person."

  Mrs. Polking softened just a bit. "I understand. That's why I took the liberty of making you a list of summer school programs. You'll find it on the credenza in the dining room."

  "When did you decide to do that?"

  "This morning, after the girls glued my shoes to the floor. Perhaps they'll do better in a more structured environment." Eleanor checked her watch. "It's not yet five. If you hurry you may be able to find one for Monday. Good luck," she said, turning away.

  Good luck? Since when had he ever had good luck? His wife was dead. His children wouldn't speak to him. The demands of his job as an architect, combined with the responsibilities of being a single father, made him feel as if he were running around in circles, chasing after his tail like a foolish dog.

  He had never imagined that his life would end up like this. As he stared at the house, he was thankful it hadn't burned down. The house had belonged to his in-laws, the De Lucas, for almost a hundred years, since they first emigrated from Italy in the late 1800s. More than a house, it was a symbol of tradition, of family, of responsibility, of loyalty, of everything that a man should be.

  His father-in-law had told Michael he was worthy of this house, that he knew Michael would take care of his daughter, Angela. He had felt the burden of that generous gift every day of their marriage. The burden had doubled in weight after the birth of the twins, and tripled in weight upon Angela's death at the age of twenty-six.

  He hadn't taken care of Angela as he had promised. But he still had the girls to raise. He still had a chance to give the De Lucas back some of the love and respect they had given him.

  The sound of voices brought him back to reality. He looked up as the firemen left his house.

  "The fire was limited to the stove and the trash can," one of the men said. "You have damage to the ceiling and walls from the smoke. The floor around the trash can is pretty beat up, but that's about it. Otherwise you're okay," He paused. "I hope you'll have a long talk with your kids about fire safety in the kitchen and elsewhere."

  "Oh, don't worry, I intend to have a very long talk with them -- about a lot of things."

  The fireman grinned. "They sure are cute kids. One of them called 911. Sounded calm as could be. Well, we're off."

  "Thanks," Michael said.

  "No problem. That's what we're here for."

  As the fire engine left, Mrs. Polking returned to the house and Lily and Rose wandered back to Michael, obviously uneasy now that they were alone with him. Lily dug her hands into the pockets of her jeans and tried to look confident. Rose chewed on a piece of her hair, the way she always did when she was nervous. For a few moments Michael let them suffer in silence.

  The more he looked at them, the more they reminded him of Angela. They were their mother's daughters, all right, same dark brown hair, same big brown eyes, same stubborn chin, same impetuous, spoiled nature.

  Oh, they were cute all right, and dangerous, especially Lily. The older twin by two minutes, Lily was the leader. She was rambunctious, loud, and often clumsy, but she would defend her little sister to the death.

  Rose was his sensitive, emotional child, quiet and introspective. She tried to do what was right more often than Lily, but loyalty to her sister always came before anything else.

  Looking at them now, Michael wondered which one of them would crack first -- which one would finally break down and talk to him.

  Sometimes he thought Lily would be the one, because once in a while she impulsively started to say something, then stopped. Other times he thought Rose might provide the breakthrough, with her guilty, apologetic smiles. Neither one spoke to him now.

  "We have to talk about Mrs. Polking." Of course, he'd be talking and they'd be listening, but he couldn't let their behavior go un
noticed. "You know you're not supposed to touch the stove."

  No answer. No explanation.

  "Maybe if you tell me why you did it, I could understand." Michael tried to be patient.

  Lily made some motions with her hand, mimicking eating.

  "If you were hungry you should have asked Mrs. Polking to fix you something."

  Lily shrugged. Rose smiled apologetically. They were getting nowhere fast.

  "What you did was dangerous. This isn't like gluing Mrs. Polking's shoes to the floor, although I'm not happy about that either. You could have been hurt. Mrs. Polking could have been hurt. I know you wouldn't have wanted that."

  Rose sniffed as she shook her head.

  Lily put her arm around her sister to give her courage.

  "Can you tell me why you're giving the baby-sitters such a hard time?"

  No answer.

  Lily whispered in Rose's ear, loud enough so Michael could hear her. "I have to go to the bathroom. Do you want to come with me?"

  "Yes."

  "Wait a second; we're not done."

  Lily pointed to her pants. Rose too.

  "Fine, go to the bathroom, but this isn't over."

  With that the girls disappeared into the house.

  He knew the bathroom plea was an excuse to get away from him. Maybe it was for the best. He needed time to think. He needed a cold beer. Hell, he needed a new life.

  * * *

  "I think Daddy's mad," Rose said, opening the bedroom door so she could peer into the hallway. She listened for angry footsteps, but heard only silence.

  "Is he coming?" Lily asked.

  "No."

  "Good." Her sister let out a sigh of relief.

  Rose closed the door and sat down on one of the twin beds. She pulled her legs underneath her and rested her chin in her hands. "Maybe we shouldn't have tried to cook the pasta."

  "We didn't know it was going to catch on fire."

  "And we shouldn't have painted the chair," she added, knowing they'd been really bad.

  "We had to, or else Mrs. Polking wouldn't have left."

  "He's just going to get someone else to watch us."

  "Not if Mama comes back."