Twisted Tales

by Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

  I shrunk a little bit more today, Deafened by my sad, screaming soul, A little bit more than yesterday, Fighting your heart of coal!

  I shrunk a little bit more today,

  My opinions mattered a little bit less, A little bit more than yesterday,

  My necrosis is for the best!

  Nothing

  I love you, You use me, I adore you,

  I let you use me, I caress you, You abuse me,

  I miss you,

  I let you abuse me.

  I am a possession, You instruct me,

  I am your obsession, I let you instruct me,

  I am a human illusion, You dominate me,

  I am a bleeding contusion, I let you dominate me.

  I feel alone,

  You manipulate me,

  I feel scared to phone,

  I let you manipulate me,

  I feel lost, hurt and undone, You mistreat me,

  I feel like my soul has succumb, I let you mistreat me.

  I need to suffer true love, You neglect me,

  I need the calm of a dove, I let you neglect me,

  I need urgent help from above, You show no compassion,

  I need the protection of a glove, I let you show no compassion.

  I want to disappear, You will not miss me,

  I am nothing to you, have no fear, I will not let you miss me,

  I feel there is one way to stop the sear, You would not care,

  I need to come before your shots and beer,

  When I sleep peacefully for you I will not suffer or bare,

  For in that state I will no longer be able to feel, need or care......

  Sid