“Jackson, where has this come from? We’re getting on ok aren’t we?”
“Yeah, great. But I don’t want this to mean more to you than I can offer. It scares me Rosie”
“Jackson, stop second guessing everything and just go with it. I’m enjoying myself with you; you make me feel younger and more alive than I have in years. I go to Phi Phi soon and then home, so can we just enjoy this and it’ll lead where it leads” he looks into my eyes and smiles briefly. Jackson holds out his hand for me to take and we walk along the beach, he looks deep in thought and I know he is confused by his own feelings, but I stay quiet, these are the moments that I’ve longed for my entire life and I don’t want to risk losing this one.
Dark clouds start to roll in and within minutes heavy rain is pouring down, I start to walk back towards the steps but Jackson pulls me back and close into his chest,
“I don’t want to hurt you Rosie” he looks into my eyes and kisses me, it’s passionate and romantic and my worries completely slip away.
Jackson walks me back to the hotel and explains that he has some work to do tonight and he’s out doing some research tomorrow but that he’d like to see me tomorrow night, he kisses me again and holds me close. I break the kiss and look into his eyes,
“Relax Jackson, just go with it” he kisses me on the forehead and turns and walks away, I head into the hotel and up to the room where sleeping beauty awaits.
“Hey Beautiful, how are you feeling?” I gently wake Pippa,
“Hey, I’m ok Rosie, just in a bit of a daze you know. How are you? How’s Jackson?” Pippa tries to sit up; she’s still very delicate from the night before.
“He’s ok. I think he’s scared of what he feels for me, which I guess must mean he feels a lot?” I look at Pippa with a worried expression; I know what’s coming,
“Rosie, I like him, a lot. Especially after last night, but I can’t see you hurt again and I think he will hurt you. I love you RoRo, it hurts me to see you like that” She holds my hand and I suspect that she’s right, I’m just not ready to admit it
Chapter Twenty Two
“Rosie, wake up beaut” I wake up to Pippa slapping my behind and realise I've fallen asleep in the sun, “Time to turn the meat over Ginge” she laughs and I do as I’m told.
“How long have I been asleep Pip?” I have a fuzzy head and reach for my phone to see the time, there’s a text from Jackson and I don’t hear Pippa’s response,
“Can I come over tonight? I could bring some DVDs and we could all have a night in?” I show Pippa the text, I’m a little surprised that Jackson wants to do something so ‘coupley’ and with Pippa there too.
“Wow, Rosie that’s a big step for a commitmentphobe, trust me, I should know” Pippa hands back my phone, “Well, what you going to do?”
“I don’t know, it sounds nice, what do you think?” I don’t want Pippa to feel like she’s on her own after what happened last night,
“Rosie, to be completely honest it sounds perfect. I do not want to go out tonight, not even for food. We can get room service?” Pippa smiles at me and leans back on her lounger before she sits back up and turns to face me “Rosie, thank you. If you hadn’t been the other night, I don’t know what would have happened. I love you to the moon and back, you know that right?” She has sunglasses on but I know when Pippa has tears in her eyes by the sound of her voice, I reach out and hold her hands,
“Philippa, you are my best friend, my sister, I will always be there. You never need to thank me. I love you too, you know that” Pippa wipes a tear from under her aviators and takes my hand again,
“Ro, it’s time for me to change. I can’t go on like this, just sleeping around all over the place. I’ve had my fun but it’s time to stop. I’m going to concentrate on my career and getting my life in order” I look at Pippa with a surprised expression, she’s never indicated that she has any issues living the way she does, “Don’t get me wrong Alvez, I’ll always like to party, but something serious could have happened and I’d have had nobody to blame but myself. I can’t keep taking these risks. It’s time to grow up.”
I decide not to say it and instead opt for a hug and an offer of a cocktail, but this is the best news that I’ve heard in a while. I spend a large portion of my life worried sick if I don’t hear back from Pippa after a night out and to be honest, I could do without the stress.
“Rosie, Jackson’s here!” Pippa calls into the bathroom, I needed to wash the sun oil off me and feel fresh before he arrived.
“Ok, I’ll be five minutes” I call back.
I leave the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my body and my wet hair dripping onto my shoulders, Jackson’s eyes light up when he sees me and Pippa declares that she needs a shower; I assume that this is just to give us some privacy, and I’m grateful.
The moment she closes the door, Jackson grins and pulls me close. Stroking his hands across my behind as he kisses me and pulls my towel away,
“Jackson, Pippa is only in the bathroom” I’m completely naked and water is dripping all down my body from my hair
“Rosie right now I couldn’t give a shit if she was sitting in the bed watching us, look you” he turns me around so that I’m facing the full length mirror and from behind me starts to kiss my neck,
“Jackson” I try to protest but he strokes his right hand up my torso to massage my breasts, kissing my neck the whole time. I watch in the mirror as his left hand follows the trail to my breasts and he moves his right hand slowly down my side and across my hips. I open my legs slightly to welcome it and he starts to massage my now throbbing clit,
“You’re wet Rosie, do you like being able to watch?” he makes eye contact in the mirror and I nod as I watch his left hand slide down my body and behind me. I hear Jackson’s zipper and within seconds he pushes my upper body forward and pushes inside me.
My hands are against the wall and Jackson is holding my hips pulling me back to meet his thrusts and I am watching it all in the mirror. I can see the eager grip of his fingers on my skin and the pleasure on both of our faces and I am so turned on, I know he intends this to be quick by the speed of his thrusting, and that’s fine by me. I move my right had to between my legs to help speed things along. The second I start to stimulate my clit I feel myself tightening around him and he responds, thrusting harder and faster into me until I have to put both hands back on the wall to steady myself. Jackson moans loudly as my clenching orgasm tips him over the edge and he pushes deep inside me with his last thrust.
I’m short of breath and shaking when Jackson speaks and brings me back to reality, “Fuck Rosie, we didn’t use anything. Are you on the pill?” I’m still tingling and don’t quite accept how irresponsible of me that was, given that Jackson is the poster boy for promiscuity,
“Yeah, don’t worry, no little Jackson’s just yet” I smile at him in the mirror and he exhales his relief before sitting on the bed and watching me get into my shorts pyjamas
“Is it safe to come out?!” Pippa calls from the bathroom ten minutes later,
“Yes Pippa, why wouldn’t it be?” Jackson responds and smiles at me, we are both sitting watching TV on my bed,
“Oh I thought you might be shagging” Pippa looks almost disappointed as she comes out of the bathroom in her yoga pants and an Ao Nang t-shirt that she bought this morning
“No Pip, just waiting for you” I throw Pippa the room service menu and look up to meet Jackson’s eyes, his smile matching my own and he kisses my forehead.
“Jackson your taste in films is appalling” Pippa looks genuinely shocked as she tries to choose a DVD out of Jackson’s selection,
“Philippa, I’ll have you know that my taste in everything is exquisite. Trust me, if you’ve never seen Thor, you’re missing out” Jackson grins and even Pippa is under his spell,
“Fine, Thor it is. At least it’s got Hotty McHotness Hemsworth in it I guess” Seeing Pippa and Jackson banter over films makes me smile, if he and I
were to go somewhere once we’re back home, at least I know they get along and he passes at least two of her strict rules,
He must be hot
He must be good in bed
He must love me almost as much as he loves you
“Tonight has been great Jackson, thank you” Pippa seems really relaxed after her burger & chips, ice cream, 2 DVDs and half a bottle of wine, “I haven’t thanked you yet for the other night. What you did was amazing, if you two hadn’t been there who knows what could have happened” she’s getting emotional again,
“Philippa, you have nothing to thank me for. Just be careful in future, there are some real scum bags out there” Jackson smiles at Pippa “You’re a beautiful girl, you don’t need to let men that aren’t worthy of you within arm’s reach just because you can” he stands and kisses Pippa on the top of the head before going into the bathroom, she looks at me in shock and then smiles,
“Ok RoRo, I like him!”
An hour later with Pippa snoring beside us Jackson stops kissing me and sits up on my bed,
“Rosie I better go” he turns and smiles at me “don’t look at me like that, if I stay much longer I’m going to want to be deep inside you and your best friend is asleep four feet away”
I know he’s right but I pull him back down towards me and continue kissing him, he pulls away again,
“I knew you’d be trouble” he laughs “I’m going now. Can I take you out for the day tomorrow?”
I stick out my bottom lip at the fact that he’s leaving and joke “I’ll consider it”
She shakes his head and smiles “I’ll pick you up at nine, you’ll need swimwear”
I walk him to the door and he kisses me again, this time it’s not a hungry passionate kiss, its soft and it feels like more, like there are feelings behind it. I feel a pang of hope deep in my belly and try to ignore it.
“See you at nine Jackson” I say softly onto his lips as I break the kiss, he leaves and for some reason I feels tears prick my eyes. As I close the door they fall down my cheeks and lean my forearms against the door as I softly sob, I’m in too deep. I’m falling in love with this man who has pretty much assured me that he will break my heart. What is wrong with me?
Chapter Twenty Three
“Good Morning Mr James. So where are you taking me?” Rosie looks gorgeous as she walks down the steps from the hotel lobby to meet me,
“Wait and see, you’ll like it!”
We ride down to the pier and Rosie looks anxiously at the awaiting speedboat,
“What are we doing?”
“Inspiration Ms Alvez!” I smile at her, she should know by now that I do things differently, I step onto the boat and hold out my hand to help her aboard
“You’re driving it?” she sounds shocked when she notices we’re the only people here,
“I’ve done this before once or twice Rosie, relax” I start the engine and she smiles at me, that’s all I need and I head out onto the Andaman sea.
Rosie climbs up onto the front of the boat and I’m mesmerised by her. She looks so happy and free, the wind is blowing through her long red hair and she’s beautiful. It takes everything that I have to concentrate on where I’m going instead of on her.
After about an hour, I switch off the engine
“Is this where you murder me and throw my body in the sea Mr James” she smiles mischievously at me and I can’t help my response,
“No Ms Alvez, this is where I fuck you and then feed you breakfast”
She pretends to be shocked but doesn’t protest and I move closer to lift her down from the front of the boat.
I can feel her heart beating like it is going to beat out of her chest but she’s trying to look relaxed. I see her eyes widen as I peel my shirt off, I like seeing the effect I have on her. I hold out my hand to her, she takes it and I pull her close to me.
“Jackson, will anyone see us?” she looks around, partly nervous, partly excited by the exhibitionism of the situation,
“Shh…who’s going to see us out here, besides, give me some time and you won’t care anyway!”
I put my hand on her backside and pull her tight to me, she kisses me intensely and I’m already so hard. She runs her hands around my sides and down my abs and undoes the button on my shorts, she slides he hand inside and take a tight hold of me, it feels good and I gasp, she smiles up at me through her lashes and I feel myself pulse in her hand, I smile, I love this part.
Rosie sits and leans back on her elbows, straightening her legs out towards me, inviting me to join her.
“You’re distinctly overdressed Rosie!” I kneel down and undo the button and zipper on her short denim skirt, slowly pushing my hand inside to pull it down, she bucks her hips,
“Bend your knees” she does as she’s told and I pull the skirt down and off, “Your top…” she leans forward and I lift the hem of her top and pull it off “you’re so sexy Rosie!”
I run my fingers up the inside of her leg, it kills me to take it so slow when she looks so good, but it’ll be worth it, she pushes her hips towards me, she’s eager for more. I stop and crawl up her body, holding myself up above her and taking in the view below. She’s not giving in, she stays propped up on her elbows and tips her head back, I kiss her neck and hear her intake of breath...she wants more. I lift her back up towards me taking the weight off her arms and then lay her down flat.
I lay down almost on top of her and kiss her deeply, her tongue against mine and the feel of her body underneath me makes me hungry, I want her more than I’ve ever wanted anyone..
I lean up and move so that I’m kneeling between her legs, I runs my hands up the inside of her thighs and tease her with my thumbs at the top. I stroke my fingers down the side of her bikini bottoms and push one and then two fingers inside, she’s so wet and it makes me so eager, “I could fuck you right now Rosie, but not yet”
I pull my fingers out and remove her bikini bottoms. My thumb rubs circles on her clitoris and she arches her back to push towards me, two fingers slide inside and I find her swollen G spot, she lets out a high pitched moan and pushes down onto my fingers.
I kiss the top of her leg and then run my tongue up her wet slit to her clitoris, she tastes so good and I want more. I circle with my tongue and then gently suck, my left hand is working hard inside and I place my right hand flat on her abdomen holding her in place.
My tongue is circling again and I can feel her body starting to rock toward me. I move my right hand down and then pull up, fully exposing the now hyper sensitive clit to me. I flick my tongue back and forth, then suck and circle with the tip, my fingers becoming more frantic inside her and I feel her legs stiffen and she starts the moan. She tightens around my fingers and her body erupts, shaking as I bring her back down to earth slowly.
While she enjoys the aftershocks of her orgasm I stand and remove my shorts. I am more than ready for action and reach into my shorts pocket for a condom before discarding them to one side. Rosie removes her bikini top while I roll the condom on then move to kneel between her legs; I slide my arms under her knees and lift them towards her chest. She moans loudly as I push deep inside, I take it slow, she’s tight and I am rock hard so it feels amazing. I pick up the pace slightly and Rosie cries out for more.
I can see the hunger in her eyes as she looks up at me and bites her lip, she’s close and I groan as I speed up, it’s hard and fast and I can’t hold on much longer. Rosie arches her back off the deck and moans as she rocks to the waves of pleasure that are washing over her, she clenches around me and I let go, pounding my own orgasm into her, my body jolts and I moan softly into her neck before stilling.
Chapter Twenty Four
I lay, naked in the late morning sun, the boat gently bobbing on the calm sea. I’m floating back to earth. Jackson kisses my neck and I shudder, I’m still coming down, he lifts up onto his side and smiles down at me, gently tracing circles around my belly button
“Breakfast?”
“I’ll look after you sweet cheeks, besides it won’t be that deep. I’m going to take you to Bamboo Island. The tourist boats should have all moved on by the time we get there, we can chill on the beach for a bit and wait for the tide to go out. There’s an amazing coral reef there then, you have to see it”
For the first time since the nursery I see the Jackson that I imagine writing a travel guide, enthusiastic and excited, it’s a lovely sight.
He was right about the coral, it was beautiful. There were fish of all colours, shapes and sizes and I loved it. At one point I got a bit too excited and put my head and snorkel completely under the surface, I panicked a little when salt water filled my mouth but laughed hysterically at myself when Jackson pulled me up and into his arms.
It has been an amazing day and I’m not ready for it to end, but as we pull back toward the pier the signal returns to Jackson’s phone and he gets a text.
“Steve’s invited us round for food tonight, Pippa too. Do you fancy it?” he asks and I’m unsure, last time we were around Steve Jackson became really defensive and stand offish, but I can’t really say no.,
“Sure, ill text Pippa”
A couple of hours later and the three of us arrive in a tuk tuk to Steve and Annie’s house. It’s a lovely bungalow with a neat lawn, nestled in lush green hills and surrounded by rubber trees. Steve greets us at the door and guides us through the house toward the back garden,
“Make yourselves at home guys, there’s drinks in the ice box and food won’t be long”
Steve’s back garden is fantastic, he has a pool with colour changing lights under the water and fairy lights hang from tree to tree.
“Thanks Steve, your home is gorgeous” Pippa looks around in awe at the beautiful property,
“Thanks honey, all down to Annie really, I wouldn’t know where to start” Steve heads back into the kitchen where Annie is busy cooking, through the window I see him hug her from behind and kiss her affectionately on the temple, I look to Jackson but he is helping himself to a cold Singha.
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