A Cattleman's Honor

by Diana Palmer

  “Does it hurt you?” she whispered huskily.

  His breathing was ragged. “When you move,” he agreed, a ripple running through his powerful frame.

  She stared at him curiously, her body relaxing into the hard curve of him as both his hands went to her hips and held her there very gently.

  He returned her quiet stare with his good eye narrowed, intent, searching her face. “I’ve never let you feel that before,” he said huskily.

  She was fascinated, not only with the intimacy of their position, but also with the strange sense of belonging it gave her to know that she could arouse him so easily. It didn’t embarrass her, really. She felt possessive about him. She always had.

  “Do you have this effect on Markham?” he asked, and he didn’t smile.

  “Dave is my friend,” she replied. “It would never occur to him to hold me...like this.”

  “Would you let him, if he wanted to?”

  She thought about that for a few seconds and she frowned again, worried. “Well, no,” she confessed reluctantly.

  “Why not?”

  Her eyes searched his good one. “It would be... repulsive with him.”

  She felt his heartbeat skip. “Would it?” he asked. “Why?”

  “It just would.”

  His lean hands spread blatantly over her hips and drew her completely against him. He shivered a little at the pleasure it sent careening through his body. His teeth ground together, and he closed his eyes as he bent to rest his forehead against hers.

  Natalie felt her breasts go hard at the tips. Her arms were under his now, her hands flat against the rough fabric of his jacket. Her small evening bag lay somewhere on the wooden floor of the porch, completely forgotten. She felt, saw, heard nothing except Mack. Her whole body pulsated with delight at the feel of him so close to her. She could feel his minty breath on her lips while the sounds of the night dimmed to insignificance in her ears.

  “Natalie,” he whispered huskily, and his hands began to move her hips in a slow, sweet rotation against him. He groaned harshly.

  She shivered with the pleasure. Her body rippled with delicious, dangerous sensations.

  “Mack?” she whispered, lifting involuntarily toward him in a sensuous little rhythm.

  His hands slid to her hips, her waist and blatantly over the thin fabric that covered her breasts in the lacy little long-line bra she wore under the dress. As she met his searching gaze, his hands went inside the deep V neckline and down over the silky skin of her breasts. She caught her breath at the bold caress.

  “This,” he said softly, “is a very bad idea.”

  “Of course it is,” she agreed unsteadily. Her body was showing a will of its own, lifting and shifting to tease his lean hands closer to the hard tips that wanted so desperately to be caressed.

  “Don’t,” he murmured quietly.

  “Mack?”

  His forehead moved softly against hers as he tried to catch his breath. “If I touch you the way you want me to, I won’t be able to stop. There are four people right inside the house, and three of them would pass out if they saw us like this.”

  “Do you really think they would?” she asked in a breathless tone.

  His thumbs edged down toward the tiny hardnesses inside the long-line and she whimpered.

  “Do you want me to touch them?” he whispered at her lips.

  “Yes!” she choked.

  “It won’t be enough,” he murmured.

  “It will. It will!”

  “Not nearly enough,” he continued. His mouth touched her eyelids and closed them while his thumbs worked their way lazily inside the lacy cups. “You have the prettiest little breasts, Natalie,” he whispered as he traced the soft skin tenderly. “I’d give almost anything right now to put my mouth over them and suckle you.”

  She cried out, shocked at the delicious images the words produced in her mind.

  “I ache,” he breathed into her lips, even as his thumbs finally, finally, found her and pressed hard against the little peaks.

  She sobbed, pushing her face against him as she shivered in the throes of unbelievable sensation.

  He made a rough sound and maneuvered her closer to the dark end of the porch, away from the door and windows. His hands cupped her, caressed her insistently while his hot mouth pressed hungrily against her throat just where her pulse throbbed.

  “Yes,” she choked, lifting even closer into his hands. “Yes, Mack, yes, please, oh, please!”

  “You crazy little fool!” he moaned.

  Seconds later, he’d unzipped the dress and his mouth was where his hands had been, hot and feverish in its urgency as it sought the soft skin of her breast and finally forced its way into the lacy cup to fasten hungrily on the hard peak.

  Her nails bit into the nape of his neck like tiny blades, pulling his mouth even closer as she fed on the exquisite demands it made on her innocence. She lifted against him rhythmically while he suckled her in the warm darkness, his arms contracted to bring her as close as he could get her.

  The suddenness with which he pushed her away left her staggering, so weak that she could hardly stand. He’d moved away from her to lean against the wall, where one big hand pressed hard to support him. He was breathing as if he’d been running a race, and she could see the shudders that ran through his tall body. She didn’t know what to say or what to do. She was overwhelmed. She couldn’t even move to pull up her dress.

  After a few seconds he took a harsh, deep breath and turned to look at her. She hadn’t moved a step since he’d dragged himself away from her. He smiled ruefully. She was, he thought, painfully innocent.

  “Here,” he said in a husky tone, moving to pull up her dress and fasten it. “You can’t go inside like that.”

  She looked at him like a curious little cat while he dressed her, as if it was a matter of course to do it.

  “Natalie,” he laughed harshly, “you have to stop looking like an accident victim.”

  “Do you do that with her?” she asked, and her pale green eyes flashed.

  He mumbled a curse as he fastened the hook at the top of the dress. “Glenna is none of your business.”

  “Oh, I see. You can ask me about my social life, and I can’t ask you about yours, is that how it works?”

  He frowned as he held her by both shoulders and looked at her. “Glenna isn’t a fuzzy little peach ripening on a tree limb,” he muttered. “She’s a grown, sophisticated woman who doesn’t equate a good time with a wedding ring.”

  “Mack!” Natalie exclaimed furiously.

  “I don’t even have to look at you to know you’re blushing,” he said heavily. “Twenty-two, and you haven’t really aged a day since I held you in your bedroom the night of Carl’s wreck.”

  “You looked at me,” she whispered.

  His hands tightened. “Lucky you, that looking was all I did.”

  Her eyes searched his face in the dim light. “You wanted me,” she said with sudden realization.

  “Yes, I did,” he confessed. “But you were seventeen.”

  “And now I’m twenty-two.”

  He sighed and smiled. “There isn’t much difference,” he murmured. “And there still isn’t any future in it.”

  “Not for a man who just wants to have a little fun occasionally,” she said sarcastically.

  “You certainly don’t fall into that category,” he agreed. “I’ve got two brothers and a sister to take care of here. There isn’t room for a wife.”

  “Okay. Just forget that I proposed.”

  His fingers trailed gently across her soft, swollen mouth. “Besides the responsibilities, I’m not ready to settle down. Not for years yet.”

  “I’m sure they’ll take back the engagement ring if I ask them nicely.”

  He blinked. “Are we havin
g the same conversation?”

  “I only bought you a cheap engagement ring, anyway,” she continued outrageously. “It probably wouldn’t have fit, so don’t worry about it.”

  He started laughing. He couldn’t help it. She really was a pain in the neck. “Damn it, Natalie!” He hugged her close and hard, an affectionate hug with bare overtones of unsatisfied lust.

  She hugged him back with a long sigh, and her eyes closed. “I think it’s like baby ducks,” she murmured absently.

  “What is?”

  “Imprinting. They follow the first moving thing they see when they hatch, assuming it’s their mother. Maybe it’s like that with men and women. You were the first man I was ever barely intimate with, so I’ve imprinted on you.”

  His heart jumped wildly and his arms tightened around her. “The world is full of men who want to get married and have kids.”

  “And I’ll find one someday,” she finished for him. “Have it your own way. But if you really want me to find someone else to fixate on, I have to tell you that dragging me into dark corners and pulling my dress half off isn’t the way to go about it.”

  He was really laughing now, so hard that he had to let her go. “I give up,” he said helplessly.

  “It’s too late now,” she returned, going to fetch her purse from the floor. “You’ve said you don’t want the ring.”

  “Let’s go inside while there’s still time,” he replied as he moved toward the door.

  “Not yet,” she said quickly. She moved into a patch of light and looked into her compact mirror, taking time to replace her lipstick and fix her hair.

  He watched her calmly, his gaze narrow and intense.

  She put the compact in her evening bag and moved toward him. “You’d better do some quick repairs of your own,” she murmured after she examined his face. “That shade of lipstick definitely doesn’t suit you.”

  He gave her a glare, but he pulled out his handkerchief and let her remove the stains from his cheek and neck. Fortunately, the lipstick had missed his white collar or there wouldn’t be any disguising it.

  “Next time, don’t put on six layers of it before you come over here,” he advised coolly.

  “Next time, keep your hands in your pockets.”

  He chuckled dryly. “Fat chance, with your dress showing off your breasts like that.”

  She unfastened her lacy shawl and draped it across her bodice and over her shoulder. She gave him a haughty glance and waited for him to open the front door.

  “The next dress I buy will have a mandarin neckline, you can bet on that,” she told him under her breath.

  “Make sure it doesn’t have buttons, then,” he whispered outrageously as he stood aside to let her pass.

  “Lecher,” she whispered.

  “Temptress,” he whispered back.

  She walked past him and into the living room before he could think up any more smart remarks to throw at her. She looked calm, but inside, she was rippling with tiny fears and remnants of pleasure from his touch. It occurred to her that, over the years, she’d been more intimate with him than any other man she’d ever known, but he’d never kissed her.

  Thinking about that didn’t help her situation, so she smiled warmly at Bob and Charles as they rose to their feet, and then at Vivian and the tall, blond man who stood up from his seat on the sofa beside her.

  “Natalie, this is Whit,” Vivian introduced them. Her blue eyes looked at the blond man with total possession. Whit, in turn, looked at Natalie as if he’d just discovered oil.

  Oh, boy, Natalie thought miserably as she registered the gleam in Whit’s blue eyes when they shook hands. He held hers for just a few seconds too long, and she grimaced. Here was a complication she hadn’t counted on.

  Chapter Three

  It didn’t help matters that Whit was a graduate of the same community college Natalie attended and had taken classes with some of the professors who taught her. Vivian had never wanted to go to college, and was unsure what she wanted to do with her life. Just recently, Mack had put his foot down and insisted that she get either a job or a degree. Vivian had been horrified, but she’d finally agreed to try a course in computer programming at the local vocational school. That was where she’d met Whit, who taught English there.

  As they ate dinner, Natalie carefully maneuvered the conversation toward the vocational school, so that Vivian could join in. Vivian was livid and getting more upset by the minute. Natalie could have kicked Mack for putting her in this position. If only he’d let Vivian invite Whit over unconditionally!

  “Why didn’t you go to college to study computer programming?” Whit asked Vivian, and managed to make it sound condescending.

  “The classes were already full when I decided to go,” Vivian said with a forced smile. “Besides, I’d never have met you if I’d gone to college instead of the vocational school.”

  “I suppose not.” He smiled at her, but his attention went immediately back to Natalie. “What grade do you plan to teach?”

  “First or second,” Natalie said. “And I have to leave very soon, I’m afraid. I have exams next week, so I expect to be up very late tonight studying.”

  “You can’t even stay for dessert?” Whit asked.

  “Nope...sorry.”

  “What a shame,” Whit said.

  “Yes, what a shame.” Vivian echoed the words, but the tone was totally different.

  “I’ll walk you out to your car,” Mack said before Whit could volunteer.

  Whit knew when he was beaten. He smiled sheepishly and asked Vivian if she’d pour him a second cup of coffee.

  It was pitch black outside. Mack held Natalie’s arm on the way down the steps, but not in any affectionate way. He was all but cutting off the circulation.

  “Well, that was a disaster,” he said through his teeth.

  “It was your disaster,” she pointed out irritably. “If you hadn’t insisted that I come over, too—”

  “Disaster is my middle name lately,” he replied with halfhearted amusement.

  “He isn’t a bad man,” she told him. “He’s just normal. He likes anything with a passable figure. Sooner or later, Viv is going to realize that he has a wandering eye, and she’ll drop him. If,” she added forcibly, “you don’t put her back up by disapproving of him. In that case, she’ll probably marry him out of spite!”

  He stopped at the driver’s side of her car and let her arm fall. “Not if you’re around, she won’t.”

  “I won’t be around. He gives me the willies,” she said flatly. “If I hadn’t had this shawl on, I’d have pulled the tablecloth over my head!”

  “I told you not to wear anything low-cut.”

  “I only did that to spite you,” she admitted. “Next time, I’ll wear an overcoat.” She dug in her evening bag for her car keys. “And I thought you said he was a boy. He isn’t. He’s a teacher.”

  “He’s a boy compared to me.”

  “Most men are boys compared to you,” she said impatiently. “If Viv used you as a yardstick, she’d never date anybody at all!”

  He glared at her. “That doesn’t sound very much like a compliment.”

  “It isn’t. You expect anything male to be just like you.”

  “I’m successful.”

  “Yes, you’re successful,” she conceded. “But you’re a social disaster! You open your mouth, and people run for the exits!”

  “Is it my fault if people can’t do their jobs properly?” he shot back. “I try not to interfere unless I see people making really big mistakes,” he began.

  “Waitresses who can’t get the coffee strong enough,” she interrupted, counting on her fingers. “Bandleaders who don’t conduct with enough spirit, firemen who don’t hold the hoses right, police officers who forget to give turn signals when you’re following them, little
children whose shoelaces aren’t tied properly—”

  “Maybe I interfere a little,” he defended himself.

  “You’re a walking consumer advocate group,” she countered, exasperated. “If you ever get captured by an enemy force, they’ll shoot themselves!”

  He started to smile. “Think so?”

  She threw up her hands. “I’m going home.”

  “Good idea. Maybe the English expert will follow suit.”

  “If he doesn’t, you could always correct his grammar,” she suggested.

  “That’s the spirit.”

  She opened the door and got into the car.

  “Don’t speed,” he said, leaning to the open window, and he wasn’t smiling. “There’s more than a little fog out here. Take your time getting home, and keep your doors locked.”

  “Stop nursemaiding me,” she muttered.

  “You do it to me all the time,” he pointed out.

  “You don’t take care of yourself,” she replied quietly.

  “Why should I bother, when you’re so good at doing it for me?” he queried.

  She was losing the battle. It did serve to keep her mind off the way he’d held her earlier, the touch of those strong hands on her bare flesh. She had to stop thinking about it.

  “Keep next Friday night open,” he said unexpectedly.

  She frowned. “Why?”

  “I thought we might take Vivian and the professor over to Billings to have dinner and see a play.”

  She hesitated. “I don’t know...”

  “What’s your exam schedule?”

  “One on Monday, one on Tuesday, one on Thursday and one on Friday.”

  “You’ll be ready to cut loose by then,” he said confidently. “You can afford one new dress, surely?”

  “I’ll buy myself some chain mail,” she promised.

  He grinned. It changed him, made him look younger, more approachable. It made her tingle when he looked like that.

  “We’ll pick you up about five.”

  She smiled at him. “Okay.”

  He moved away from the car, waiting until she started it and put it in gear before he waved and walked toward the porch. She watched him helplessly for several seconds. There had been a shift in their relationship. Part of her was terrified of it. Another part was excited.