Grave Intent

by Deborah LeBlanc

  GRAVE INTENT

  Published by DEBORAH LEBLANC at Smashwords

  Copyright 2010 Deborah LeBlanc

  PROLOGUE

  Anna tucked the blanket around her baby, careful to leave the newborn’s left leg out as instructed. She heard the tambourines from outside the camper grow louder, shriller, like a thousand rattlesnakes hissing in disgust at what she was about to let happen. The community had been celebrating since midday, a jubilee the size normally sanctioned for weddings and baptisms. Drunken voices shouted over mandolins and enthusiastic offerings of percussion with jugs and spoons.

  In that moment, amidst the raucous banter, Anna hated her husband. She was all too familiar with his over-inflated ego, how it fed on pomp and circumstance, how it caused him to embellish traditions or add new ones. Many times she had seen him turn time-honored customs into regimented absurdities or create new, inane rituals that served no other purpose but to flex an authoritative muscle. It wasn’t enough that his role as leader came by birthright, which afforded him an indisputable, ardent following. He wanted absolute control of all things—even death. The new ceremony he had commissioned for today proved it. He was going too far this time.

  Anna kissed the top of her daughter’s head, the crown of black hair so soft against her lips she could hardly feel it. She threw a cautious glance about the confines of the trailer, then whispered into the infant’s ear the name only she would use for her. Not even her husband would be privy to it, as was custom. The baby’s community name, the one to be used by every member of the tribe, she called out softly in the claustrophobic space. “Thalia. You are my greatest love.”

  The baby’s eyelids fluttered as though in approval, and Anna clutched her tighter to her breast. She reached for a silver music box that sat on her nightstand and opened the lid. A miniature ballerina, poised in the center of the box, began to pirouette to a lullaby.

  “I’m so sorry,” Anna murmured. “I would burn the flesh from my own body if that would stop him.” She snuggled her face against her child’s neck. “I will do what I can to make sure it goes quickly.”

  She placed Thalia in her bassinet and turned reluctantly to the bed where the skirt her mother-in-law had made for the occasion lay in multicolored folds. Sighing deeply, Anna put it on, feeling the hem scratch against her ankles. She chose a white peasant blouse to go with it, not caring whether it matched or not. Bracelets and necklaces, thick with ornate gold and onyx, had already been chosen for her and laid out on top of the bureau. Their beauty and value meant nothing to her tonight. They felt cold and heavy like her body when she clasped them into place. She placed the droshy that had belonged to her mother on top of her head for good luck. Her fingers trembled and fumbled with the silk knot as she secured it to the back of her head.

  After closing the music box, Anna lifted Thalia from the bassinet and carried her to the front room near the kitchenette. She stood there, clutching her child, waiting, watching the door, and not for the first time in her life, wishing she had been born white or black or Russian, anything but Roma. Here it was, 1985, an age when the rest of the world viewed subservience as a historical faux pas, yet her people remained committed to male superiority. A gypsy woman’s opinion remained nothing but a nuisance and since the beginning of time, her worth only as good as her earning potential. Anna had learned that truth from her father. She had been a sixteen-year-old virgin from good stock and had been sold to Ephraim Stevenson, a man fifteen years her senior, for fifty thousand dollars. Anna often wondered if Ephraim would have paid that much for her had he known it would take her ten years to conceive their first child.

  The trailer door opened suddenly, and Anna found herself focusing on her mother-in-law’s thick ankles making their way up the metal steps. Behind her was a backdrop of crackling orange, a bonfire highlighting shadowy dancers.

  “You take too long,” the woman scolded as she closed the door against the revelry outside. A cigarette waggled between her lips, calling attention to a nose ripe with ever-present lesions. The woman carried the same affliction along her left arm. “They are waiting for you,” she said, taking the smoldering butt from her lips and snuffing it out with the tips of her fingers. “Why you want to embarrass Ephraim and make him wait like that?”

  Anna studied the face of her sleeping daughter, wishing the baby back to the safety of her womb. “There’s no need for Ephraim to do this, Lenora.” She looked up defiantly. “There is no Roma custom that says he must.”

  “I will not hear you!” Lenora quickly shaped a V with the first and middle fingers of her right hand, pressed them against her lips, then spat between them. “He is head of family and has right to make tradition. You bring bibaxt to his daughter with your words!”

  “What I have to say brings her no bad luck,” Anna insisted, saying a silent prayer to Saint Jude just in case. “How can a mother wanting to protect her child be bad?”

  Lenora’s face softened unexpectedly. “Is not bad,” she said, her eyes moving to the tiny infant resting in the crook of Anna’s arm. “But you would want her to be protected in afterlife, no?”

  Anna settled the baby against her shoulder, purposely putting the small back to the old woman. “Nothing will happen to her. There are many years before that’s a concern.”

  “You are God? You know this to be for fact?” Lenora tilted her head and let out a sarcastic snort. “You are better fortune teller than me?”

  Anna was wishing she could knock the smirk from the woman’s over-painted lips when Antony, Ephraim’s cousin, burst into the room.

  “Ephraim sent me to get you, Anna,” he said breathlessly. “Everything is ready now.”

  “Tell him we come,” Lenora said. “He has requested salve and cool water for baby, which I will get quickly.” She fluttered a hand at him. “Hurry, Antony, go. Tell him we come.”

  Instead of obeying, Antony went to Anna, hugged her, then kissed the back of the baby’s head. A mischievous grin lit up his face. “What did you name her?” he whispered.

  Antony was Anna’s favorite out of all of Ephraim’s family. He was two years younger than she was and had always treated her like an older sister. Anna pressed closer to him and said under her breath, “Antony, don’t let him do this to her.”

  He stiffened. “There is nothing I can do, Anna, you know that.” He moved away from her and looked nervously over at Lenora who was filling a basin with tap water. “It’s going to be all right. It will go quickly, you’ll see. She won’t remember any of it.” He leaned over and kissed the baby’s head again. “She is so beautiful. So—”

  “Take this,” Lenora said, suddenly appearing alongside her nephew with the basin of water. She handed it to him.

  Antony took it and left without so much as another glance at Anna.

  “Give me baby,” Lenora said, tucking a tube of ointment into the pocket of her dress. She reached for her granddaughter. “I will take her to campfire.”

  “No.” Anna held Thalia tighter. She shivered at the thought of her child lying across the brown crusts on the woman’s arm. “I’ll—I’ll take her.”

  Lenora turned, cursing in her native tongue, and opened the camper door. Anna followed her down the steps, holding onto Thalia so tightly the child began to whimper.

  The smell of burning oak, roasting meat, and heavy summer night air surrounded Anna’s head like a burial mask, and her breathing grew labored. Loud cheers rose to greet them as they neared the main campfire, and Anna saw Ephraim stand and motion her closer. A white fedora sat on his head, low over his eyes. Shadows traveled across his round face. Anna tried to reason through the loud pulsing in her ears. He’s doing it because he loves her— When they are this small, they don’t remember—She’s the daughter of a v
ery, very powerful man. She’s supposed to be set apart— It really is just a small thing . . . isn’t it?

  Anna’s attempt at justification abruptly gave way to a serious consideration. What would happen if she took her child and ran away?

  She imagined the look on Ephraim’s face as she pictured herself fleeing with Thalia through the maze of Winnebagos, station wagons, and campers. Her fantasy took flight, past Thalia’s protection, running faster, farther, bringing her to some other place, a stable place. A place where husbands worked from nine to five and came back to wives in quaint little houses surrounded by flower gardens and nosy neighbors.

  Instinctively Anna knew, however, that should she run, Ephraim would find her and wouldn’t hesitate to have her exiled. He would turn her away from the community as he would an infectious leper, and Lenora would raise Thalia. That thought alone kept Anna’s feet moving forward.

  As she approached the circle of people surrounding the fire, Ephraim held up a hand, and the clamor of music and voices died instantly. A wall of people four rows deep opened, allowing Anna closer to her husband.

  Ephraim stood beside a wrought iron stool that had a pewter bowl resting on top of it. Six inches above the bowl’s center flickered a blue-white flame, and Anna stared at it transfixed. She had been schooled in sleight of hand, the art of manipulation, all the trickery and games played on unsuspecting Gaji. This floating fire, however, appeared to be no game.

  The flame licked seductively in Anna’s direction, and she felt her breasts immediately engorge with milk. No, this was definitely not a parlor trick.

  “Bring her to me,” Ephraim commanded. Despite all the transactions her husband conducted daily with the Gaji, his English remained broken. Now, with the help of some expensive vodka, the r’s rolled all the more expansively from the tip of his tongue. “Bring her!”

  Thalia started at the bellowing voice and began to wail. Anna rocked her arms gently and walked toward her husband. She spotted Lenora and Antony on her left. Both were fidgeting.

  Anna placed the child in Ephraim’s outstretched arms and allowed her fingertips to linger on his bare skin. There had been a few times during their marriage when she’d thought herself lucky. She knew many women who would give anything to have a man with Ephraim’s looks and money. They would gladly submit to his every whim, no matter how ridiculous or dangerous.

  She sought his eyes earnestly. “Please,” she whispered so no one else could hear. “Please, Ephraim, don’t do this.”

  He glanced at her briefly, long enough to expose the determination in his dark eyes. “You think me to be bad father because I choose to ensure her future?” His voice sounded to Anna like a low rumble of thunder in the distance.

  “No, not a bad father. But she is so small, Ephraim. Can it not at least wait until she’s older?”

  He looked down at their crying daughter, and Anna held her breath, hoping against hope he might reconsider.

  Abruptly, Ephraim raised the child above his head, glared from left to right at the crowd surrounding them, then faced Anna. She knew then there was no turning back.

  “And she will be called?” Ephraim asked loudly as the baby screamed. The one leg that had not been secured by the blanket kicked and flailed as did her tiny arms.

  Tears of resignation filled Anna’s eyes. “Thalia,” she answered, and choked back a sob.

  A smile played around the corners of Ephraim’s lips. “Perfect,” he said in a low, husky voice. “Perfect.” Then, with his face aglow, he offered his daughter for all to see and shouted, “Thalia! Thalia Stevenson!”

  The crowd burst into whoops of joy, and someone began beating on a metal tub with a stick. Uncles, aunts, and cousins three and four times removed started chanting, “Tha-lia! Tha-lia! Tha-lia!” The louder the baby screamed, the more emphatically they shouted.

  Ephraim lowered his daughter and returned her to Anna. “Quieten her,” he said, then signaled his mother to his side.

  Anna cradled Thalia, watching and rocking nervously as Lenora sidled up to her son. The old woman pulled a velvet pouch from her dress pocket and quickly emptied its contents into his left hand.

  As Thalia’s wails calmed to hiccups, Ephraim plucked one of the objects from his palm and held it high. Anna’s breath caught at the sight of one of the brightest gold coins she had ever seen. Its circumference was only slightly larger than a quarter’s, but its radiance surpassed that of the roaring campfire. Even from this distance Anna could see an eagle embossed in the coin’s center. The bird’s wings were raised above its head so they touched wing tip to wing tip. Three arrows intersected the union of wings, one pointing north, another east, and the third west.

  “This,” Ephraim said, pausing for the crowd to be silent. “This will make certain that my little Thalia has payment for other side. It was created for her alone so that even in death she will have place of honor. All spirits, dark and light, will hold her in high esteem.”

  A roar of approval impaled the night, and Anna peered nervously at her child. Thalia looked back at her with large, dark eyes that seemed to ask, “Why, Mama? Why?”

  Ephraim handed the coin to Lenora who took possession of it reverently, her face flushed with pride. Then he leaned over and whispered something to her. Lenora nodded and began to toss the coin from hand to hand as though it had suddenly grown hot to the touch. All the while she chanted in the Roma tongue curses on anyone daring to take the token of passage from her grandchild. She did this seven times, then carried the coin to the pewter dish and swiped it repeatedly through the flame. An explosive report sounded each time the gold piece touched the fire. Oohs and aahs swelled from the crowd.

  “Kimbrala,” Lenora said loudly, and with a flamboyant snap of her wrist, the coin came to rest upright in her palm. It started to spin, and Anna watched dumbstruck as it twirled into a golden blur. After a moment, Lenora waved her free hand over the coin, and it immediately fell flat and still.

  With the task completed, Lenora took her place beside Ephraim. He kissed his mother’s cheek, then presented the remaining object. It was a gold ring mounted with four thick prongs. Ephraim slipped the ring on the first finger of his right hand, then took the coin from Lenora and placed it over the prongs. The intensity of his gaze seemed to be the only soldering tool necessary, for metal quickly sought metal, and the two objects melded together.

  Ephraim raised a ring-clad fist in the air and proclaimed to the onlookers and heaven, “There will be no mistaking my daughter’s right to this gift.” He dropped his fist and after eyeing Anna warily, thrust the affixed coin toward her lips. “You will bless this.”

  Anna shivered. Up close the embossed eagle became all too vivid, its talons raised and defined, every detail of the creature obvious. With a small whimper, Anna leaned forward, kissed the surprisingly cold signet, then silently cursed the man who wore it. Please, God, she thought fervently, don’t let her feel anything.

  Apparently satisfied with her approbation, Ephraim turned away from Anna and walked over to the flaming bowl, where he waited for Lenora. His mother hurried to his side and promptly spat on the elevated flame. She mumbled something Anna couldn’t decipher, and before them all, the blue-white torch split into three fiery arrows, one pointing north, another east, and the third west. A collective gasp rose from the onlookers.

  Ephraim aimed the ring at the western tip of fire. When its blazing point struck the center of the coin, a deafening pop rang out. Pain wrinkled Ephraim’s face, yet he stood fast, his fist trembling slightly. His teeth guillotined as the coin began to glow bright red.

  “Anna,” Ephraim called sternly.

  Oh, Jesus, please, sweet Jesus—don’t let him. Make him change his mind. Anna searched the sea of faces around her, begging with her eyes for someone, anyone to stop this madness, all the while knowing not one soul present would dare interrupt Ephraim’s self-appointed moment of glory. How could she possibly go through with this? She would die. She was dying.

>   Anna stumbled to her husband, and the sphere of people drew in closer. Their faces were fevered with restlessness, their eyes shining with anticipation. Someone thumped on the metal tub again, and the hollow, thudding sounds seemed to energize Ephraim. He raised his head high and squared his shoulders.

  “Hold her tightly,” Ephraim said.

  Upon hearing the command, Anna felt milk leak from her breasts. Thalia, evidently smelling supper, rooted against her, and Anna cupped her daughter’s small head and pulled her close.

  “You are all witness,” Ephraim shouted in the language of his people.“You are all witness that my Thalia has full birthright to what is given to her today.” With that, he removed the fiery coin from the flame and pressed it to Thalia’s left thigh.

  Anna screamed when the hissing sound reached her ears, the sound of scorching metal touching cool flesh. Thalia’s back arched in shock, her eyes freezing wide and round. Her body appeared to search for a reference scream, one equal to the pain she was experiencing, but found none. Only silence fell from her tiny open mouth as the bird’s image burned into her flesh.

  CHAPTER ONE

  Cradling a large spray of roses and larkspur, Janet Savoy forced herself across the empty parking lot toward the funeral home. She concentrated on the tap-clop, tap-clop of her black pumps against the concrete and the weight of the summer heat on her face. Despite it being late afternoon, the Louisiana sun offered no relief. She had walked less than a block, yet perspiration soaked the back of her white cotton blouse.

  As she drew closer to the mortuary, gooseflesh galloped along her arms. “What?” she muttered warily.

  The one story, I-shaped structure gave no answer. It stood as it always did with its flat, beige brick façade, wide porticos, and neatly trimmed lawn, as innocuous as a rural bank building. Janet had been inside the place hundreds of times without qualm. Why the case of jitters now? She looked back to check on her five-year-old daughter, Ellie, who was nearly jogging to keep up with her.