Enticed

by Maya Banks

  Oh, how she’d missed him. Even when she’d hated him, when she’d thought the absolute worst, she’d lain awake at night remembering the nights in her bed when they’d made love with the music of the ocean filling the sky.

  She was acutely aware of him as they swayed in time to the sultry tones. He cupped her to him possessively, as if telling the world she belonged to him. It was nice to get lost in the moment and her daydreams.

  As he turned her, she tilted her neck and gazed up at him as he tucked her hand between them, his thumb caressing the pulse at her wrist.

  “You are an interesting dilemma, Bryony.”

  She raised her brows. “Dilemma?”

  “Conundrum. Puzzle. One of the many things I can’t seem to figure out lately.”

  She cocked her head to the side in question.

  “I swear I have no memory of you. I look at you and draw a blank. But when you get close to me, when I touch you…” His voice dropped to a mere whisper and it sent a shiver racing down her spine. “I feel as though…”

  “As though what?” she whispered.

  He had a slightly bewildered look on his face as if he were searching for just the right word. Then finally he sighed and stared down at her, his gaze stroking over her skin.

  “We fit,” he said simply. “I have no explanation for it, but it just feels…right.”

  Her heart sped up. Hope pulsed in her veins, the first real hope she’d had since hearing his fantastic story. She didn’t know whether to squeeze him or kiss him, so she stood there as they swayed with the music and smiled so brilliantly that her cheeks hurt.

  “Amazing that such a simple thing could make you so happy,” he murmured.

  “We do fit,” she said, her voice catching as her throat throbbed with a growing ache. She reached up to frame his face and then she leaned up on tiptoe to brush her lips across his.

  She meant it to be a small gesture of affection. Maybe a reminder of what they’d once shared. Or maybe to just reaffirm the sensation to him that they fit. But he didn’t allow her to stop there.

  Cupping his hand to the back of her head, he wrapped his other arm around her waist and hauled her up until her lips were in line with his.

  There was nothing tentative about his kiss. No hesitancy as he attempted to find his way back. It was as if they’d never been apart. He kissed her like he’d kissed her so many times before, only this time… There was something different she couldn’t quite put her finger on. More depth. More emotion. It wasn’t just sexy or passionate. It was…tender.

  Like he was apologizing for all the hurt. For the separation and misunderstanding. For what he couldn’t remember.

  She sighed into his mouth, sadness and joy mixing and bubbling up in her heart until she was overwhelmed by it all. When he finally drew away, his eyes were dark, his body trembled against hers, and as he eased her down, his hand slid up her arms to cup her face.

  “Part of me remembers you, Bryony. There’s a part of me that feels like I’ve come home when I kiss you. That has to mean something.”

  She nodded, unable to speak as emotion clogged her throat. She swallowed several times and then finally found her voice.

  “We’ll find our way back, Rafe. I won’t let you go so easily. When I thought you didn’t want me, that you’d played me, it was easy to say never again. But now that I know what happened, I won’t give up without a fight. Somehow I’ll make you remember. It’s not just your happiness at stake. It’s mine, too.”

  He smiled and stroked a thumb over one cheekbone. “So fierce. You fascinate me, Bryony. I’m beginning to see how it could be true that I was so transfixed by you from the start.”

  Then he leaned down and kissed her again, the room around them forgotten. “I want to remember. Help me remember.”

  “You’ll get it back,” she said fiercely. “We’ll get it back. Together.”

  Nine

  The flight back to Houston was much better than her trip to New York. On the way she’d been squeezed between two men who she swore had to be football players. She hadn’t been able to move and had spent the entire time being miserable.

  She and Rafael occupied the first two seats in first class, and once they’d taken off, she’d reclined without guilt, since there was plenty of room between the rows.

  By the time they landed in Houston, she actually felt rested and ready for the drive from the airport.

  Apparently Rafael had ideas of having a driver take them to the island.

  “My car is here. There’s no reason for us not to take it,” she insisted as they stood in baggage claim.

  “We would both be more comfortable if you let me see to the travel arrangements.”

  “And what am I supposed to do without my car? We’ll need it on the island. It’s small but everything isn’t in walking distance.”

  As their luggage piled up, Rafael sighed. “All right. We’ll take your car. But it’s senseless for you to drive when we’ve already been traveling half the day.”

  She rolled her eyes and bit her lip to keep from making a remark about spoiled men.

  She grabbed a cart for their luggage and Rafael piled it up and pushed it as she led him to the parking garage.

  “Where is the damn parking lot?” he demanded. “In Galveston?”

  “It’s a bit of a walk,” she admitted. “But it’s all indoors and then we’ll take the elevator to the top level.”

  “Why did you park on the roof?”

  She shrugged. “I just kept going around and around and then suddenly I was on the roof. It’s the same as parking anywhere else.”

  He shook his head as they trudged down the long corridor. When they finally got to the elevator, Bryony breathed in relief. A few moments later, they were on the roof and she took out her keys to remotely unlock the car.

  “What the…”

  She cast him a puzzled look.

  “That’s your car?” he asked.

  She looked toward the MINI Cooper and nodded. “Is something wrong?”

  “You expect to fit me and the luggage in this tin can?”

  “Quit being so grumpy,” she said mildly. “We’ll manage. It does have a luggage rack. I’m sure I have a bungee cord in the trunk.”

  “Who the hell carries around bungee cords?”

  She laughed. “You never know when they’ll come in handy.”

  They filled the trunk and then piled suitcases into the back until the bags were stacked to the roof of the car.

  “There,” she said triumphantly as she shut the door. “We didn’t even have to use the bungee cords.”

  “Unfortunately we didn’t push the passenger seat back before we stored all the luggage,” he said dryly.

  Bryony winced when she saw him fold his legs to get into the front seat. His knees were pushed up into the dash and he didn’t look at all comfortable.

  “Sorry,” she mumbled as she got into the driver’s seat. “I wasn’t thinking. No one who ever rides in my car has such long legs.”

  “How do you plan to drive the baby around after he or she is born?”

  Bryony reversed out of the parking space and then drove toward the exit. “In a car seat, of course.”

  “And where do you think the car seat will fit in here? Even if you crammed it in, if you got into a wreck, neither of you would likely survive. Someone could run right over you in this thing and probably not even realize it.”

  “It’s what I have, Rafael. There’s not a lot I can do about it. Now let’s talk about something else.”

  “How far of a drive is it?”

  She sighed. “An hour to Galveston from the airport. Then we take a ferry to Moon Island. It’s about a half-hour ferry ride so we should be there in under two hours barring any traffic issues.”

  It was a bad thing to say. Thirty minutes later, they were completely stalled on I-45. Bryony cursed under her breath as Rafael fidgeted in his seat. Or at least tried to fidget. He couldn’t move much and he lo
oked as if he was ready to get out and walk. It would probably be faster since traffic hadn’t moved so much as an inch in the past five minutes.

  “I know what you’re going to say,” she said when she saw him turn toward her. “We should have left my car at the airport. Yeah, I know that now, but really, traffic jams are a fact of life in Houston.”

  A smile quirked at the corners of his mouth. “I was actually going to say it’s a good thing I went to the bathroom before we left the airport.”

  She heaved a sigh. “Just be grateful you aren’t pregnant.”

  He arched an eyebrow. “Want me to take over?”

  She shook her head. “You’d never be able to drive with your knees jammed to your chin. Let’s find something to talk about. Music would just irritate me right now.”

  He seemed to think for a moment and then he said, “Tell me what you do. I mean, do you work? You said you took care of your grandmother but I wasn’t sure if that was a full-time task or not.”

  Bryony smiled. “No. Mamaw is still quite self-sufficient. I wouldn’t say I take care of her as much as we take care of each other. She’s been sicker lately, though. As for what I do, I’m sort of a Jill of all trades. I do a little bit of everything. I’m the go-to gal on the island for whatever needs doing.”

  He looked curiously at her.

  “Basically I’m a consultant if you want a posh name for my job. I’m consulted on all manner of things, though nothing you’d probably think was legitimate,” she added with a laugh.

  “You have me curious now. Just what exactly are some of the things you do?”

  “One day a week I take care of the mayor’s correspondence. He’s an older gentleman, and he’s not fond of computers. Or the internet for that matter. He likes old-school things like actual newspapers, print magazines, watching the news on the local channel instead of surfing to CNN. That sort of thing. He doesn’t even have cable if you can believe it.”

  “And this guy got elected?”

  Bryony laughed. “I think you’ll find that our island is pretty tolerant of being old-fashioned. It’s a bit of a throwback. While you can certainly avail yourself of all the modern conveniences such as internet, cable TV and the like, a large percentage of our population is quite happy in their technology-challenged world.”

  Rafael shook his head. “I’m shuddering as you speak. How can anyone be happy living in the Dark Ages?”

  “Oh, please. You enjoyed it well enough yourself once I finally weaned you off your BlackBerry and your laptop. You went a whole week without using either. A week!”

  “Surely a record,” he muttered.

  “Oh, look, traffic is moving!”

  She put the MINI Cooper into gear as cars began to crawl forward. She checked her watch to see that they’d already lost an hour; it would be close to dark by the time they arrived on the island.

  Still, the delay couldn’t dim her excitement. It was foolish of her to get her hopes up, but she wanted so badly to relive her time with Rafael on the island. Take him through all the steps they’d taken before.

  She wanted him to remember. Because if he didn’t, things would never be the same for them. He’d resisted the idea of being with her. Her only hope was for him to remember and then…

  Then just as she’d told him the night before, she’d forever have to live with the fact that at least some part of him recoiled at the idea of them being lovers.

  “Penny for your thoughts?”

  She grimaced as she navigated her way down the interstate. “They aren’t worth that much.”

  “Then don’t think them.”

  To her surprise, he leaned over, curled his hand around her nape and massaged lightly, threading his fingers through her thick hair. It was tempting to close her eyes and lean her head all the way back but then they’d have a wreck and never get off this damn interstate.

  “I’m nervous, Rafael,” she admitted.

  She bit her lip, wondering if she shouldn’t just shut up, but she’d always had this habit of being completely honest. It wasn’t in her makeup to shy away from the bald truth, no matter how uncomfortable. She always figured if people talked more about their issues then there wouldn’t be so many issues.

  Rafael—the old Rafael—hadn’t minded her speaking her mind. They’d enjoyed long conversations and she’d always told him what was occupying her thoughts.

  But now, she had a newfound reservation against being so forthright. She hated feeling so unsure of herself.

  “Why are you nervous?” he asked softly.

  “You. Me. Us. What if this doesn’t work? I feel like this is my only chance and that if you don’t remember, I’ve lost you.”

  “Regardless of whether I regain my memory, we still have a child to think about. I’m not going to disappear just because I can’t remember the details of his conception.”

  “You sound like you’ve accepted that I’m carrying your child.”

  He shrugged. “I’ve embraced the very real possibility. Until I’m proven wrong, I choose to think of it as my child.”

  Her heart did a little squeeze in her chest. “Thank you for that. For now it’s enough. Until we figure out everything else, it’s enough that you accept our baby.”

  “And you.”

  She turned to glance quickly at him before returning her gaze to the highway.

  He lowered his hand from her neck to cover her hand that rested on his leg. “There is definitely something between us. If I accept that we made a child together, surely I have to accept that we were lovers, that you meant something to me?”

  “I hope I did,” she said softly.

  “Tell me, Bryony, do you still love me?”

  There was a note of raw curiosity in his voice. Almost as if he wasn’t sure how he wanted her to answer.

  “That’s unfair,” she said in a low voice. “You can’t expect me to lay everything out when there’s a real possibility we’ll never be what we once were to each other. You can’t expect me to admit to loving a man who thinks of me as a complete stranger.”

  “Not a stranger,” he corrected. “I’ve already admitted that it’s obvious we were something to each other.”

  “Something. Not everything,” she said painfully. “Don’t ask me, Rafael. Not until you remember me. Ask me then.”

  He reached up to touch her cheek. “All right. I’ll ask you then.”

  Ten

  After what seemed an interminable time, Bryony drove her little car onto the ferry and was immediately sandwiched by vehicles twice the size of hers.

  Rafael had serious reservations about her driving around with a newborn in something only a little larger than a Matchbox car.

  To his surprise, she opened her door and started to climb out.

  “Where are you going?”

  She ducked down to look at him through the window and flashed a wide smile. “Come on. It’s a beautiful sunset. We can watch it from the railing.”

  Her exuberance shouldn’t have surprised him by now. He’d gotten a taste of it in bits and pieces, but now that they’d left the city, she seemed to be even more excited, as if she couldn’t wait to go back…?.

  There was no doubt that he wanted to regain his memory. Having a gaping hole in his mind wasn’t at all acceptable to someone like him, who was used to control in every aspect of his life. Now he was dependent on someone else to guide him and it made him extremely uncomfortable.

  But in addition to knowing what happened during those lost weeks, he found himself hoping. Hoping that Bryony was right even if it meant a drastic change for him. He wasn’t at all sure he was ready for fatherhood and a relationship. Love. If Bryony was to be believed… Love. It baffled him and intrigued him all at the same time.

  He didn’t want to hurt her. At this point he’d do anything to keep from hurting her and so he hoped that some miracle had occurred on this island and that he’d be able to find that same miracle again.

  He climbed out of the car an
d stretched his aching legs. He inhaled deeply, enjoying the tang of the salty air. A breeze ruffled his hair, but he noted it was a warm breeze despite the coolness of the evening. The air was heavier here but…cleaner, if that made sense.

  Bryony, in her impatience—which he was fast learning was an overriding component of her personality—grabbed his hand and tugged him toward the rail where others had gathered. Some had chosen to remain inside their vehicles, but others, like he and Bryony were leaning over the side and staring at the burst of gold on the horizon. Pink-and-purple hues mixed with the strands of gold, and spread out their fingers until the entire sky looked as if it were alive and breathing fire.

  “It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”

  He glanced down at Bryony and nodded. “Yes, it is.”

  “You don’t see too many sunsets,” she said smugly.

  “What’s that supposed to mean?”

  She shrugged. “You mentioned before when we used to sit out on my deck that it wasn’t something you ever had time to do. You usually worked late and were always in too big a hurry. So I was determined to show you as many as I could while you were here. Looks like I get to do it all over again. Oh, look! Dolphins!”

  He looked to where she was pointing to see several sleek, gray bodies arc out of the water and then disappear below the surface.

  “They follow the ferry quite a bit,” she said. “I look for them every time I make the trip to Galveston.”

  He found himself caught up in the moment and before he knew it, he was pointing as they resurfaced. “There they are again!”

  She smiled and hooked her arm through his, hugging him close. It seemed the most natural thing in the world to extricate his arm and then wrap it around her. They stood watching as the dolphins raced through the water, with her tucked up close to his side.

  He shook his head at the absurdity of it all. Here he was without his phone or an internet connection. He’d left his BlackBerry in the car. He was on a ferry, of all things, watching dolphins play as he held the mother of his child.