Jordan whispered in my ear, “It may feel strange at first. There may be pain until you adjust.”
“It will be worth it.”
His finger pushed inside, shallowly stroking until he slipped past the ring of muscle. I moaned at the pleasure/pain.
I wondered what it would feel like to have them filling me.
He added more lube and another finger, going deeper, curling his fingers inside me as I circled my hips for more of everything I sought to experience.
“So tight and hot. A paradise I can’t wait to feel.”
Staring into Jonas’s eyes, I said, “Jordan. Lube your cock and take me. I can’t stand the suspense.”
My inner thighs were slick with my own release easing from my pussy. The room was beginning to lighten with pre-dawn sun and I didn’t want to wait another second.
“Your cocks filling me up. That’s how I want to start this new day.” I looked over my shoulder. “Now, Jordan.”
When I heard another condom wrapper being torn open, I wanted to sob in relief.
“Please take me.” I sounded weak but felt strong.
“Ellie.” It was all Jordan said as the head of his cock pressed into my ass and he worked himself deep.
Filled completely, held between them, I closed my eyes. “Yes. This is what I needed.”
I doubted there could be a more sexualized position yet I felt loved, cherished as they held me, bodies tightly pressed to my front and back, and started to move.
They worked in counter-thrust, one withdrawing as the other entered. I could feel their friction against the thin wall that separated my two entrances.
I knew within seconds that I’d want this, need this often.
At first slow and gentle, they gradually built the speed and strength of their thrusts into me. Taking me, claiming me, making me theirs in a way I never expected.
I reveled in the way the wildness made me feel.
For every touch, kiss, bite they gave me, I returned my own. They loved me, fucked me, into my new life.
I screamed when I came but there was only one word I was coherent enough to remember. “Hyde!”
It drove them into a frenzy and I moaned as their cocks shuttled faster, harder in and out of me.
Every cell, every nerve reached for them as the world stopped for one beautiful perfect moment and there was only this.
They groaned my name into the room as they came, their hot release filling the condoms. On and on, they drove themselves as deep as they could get and rode orgasms that made me proud to have facilitated.
I held them to me, wanting every second of the experience etched in my memory. There were several minutes of silence as air sawed in and out of their lungs and their hearts pounded against my back and chest.
“Ellie…”
“Our Ellie…”
They eventually pulled out of me but I was mindless and boneless by that point. Too tired to notice or care that they cleaned my body of our fluids.
I whispered, “More…”
“Rest first…then as much as you want, as much as you can handle. Sleep, Ellie. Sleep knowing how much you’re loved.”
I slipped into unconsciousness with a long, pleased sigh.
* * *
The sun was high in the sky when I woke. I felt the warm breath of one of my men on my neck but it appeared the other was gone.
“Jonas is playing with Katie but we wanted you to sleep.”
He climbed from the bed and padded naked to the bathroom. I heard water running a few seconds before he came back to crouch beside the bed.
“Time for a nice soak, Ellie. Are you sore?”
“A little but I like it.” He took my hands and pulled me up. His arms were hot on my skin and I hugged him for a long time. “It’s daytime. You’re still here. I didn’t dream it.”
He dropped kisses on top of my head. “Neither did I, Ellie.”
One more squeeze and he led me to the bathroom. Holding my hand, he helped me lower into the warm water. I sank to my shoulders with a moan of happiness.
Jordan planted a kiss in my lips and left the room.
I knew the moment Katie was near me. Her smell of baby powder and perfection got me every time. Opening my eyes, I smiled at her naked baby self being held in front of me.
“I made sure the water was cool enough that she could join you.” Jonas knelt beside the tub with a grin.
I took her happily and nuzzled her face while she cooed little baby sounds at me. I lifted my knees and sat her butt on my tummy so she could lean back and see my face. Sprinkling water on her belly made her squeal with excitement.
“She’s beautiful, Ellie. When she laughs, I wonder what life would be like without her…and can’t imagine it.” He smoothed a damp hand over her curls. “We couldn’t love her more if she were ours.”
I pretended there weren’t tears sliding down my cheeks.
For the rest of the day, I settled back into life on the estate. It was strange after the weeks we spent on the road cleaning up the last pieces of filth from my past.
I did some coordinating with my corporate assistant and saw Tom off into his new life with more than a little fear.
Several times during the day, I caught myself daydreaming about the night I spent with the Hyde brothers.
Jonas and Jordan guarded me quietly while I worked but I caught them looking at me hungrily more than once.
Mom came by to visit but my dad was gone until the following weekend. We chatted for a few minutes over lunch but I was distracted, zoned out.
“Darling.” I startled at the sound of her voice and she chuckled. “Take a few days off. We’ll catch up once you have a minute to…catch your breath.”
Her expression told me she could see the difference in me and likely knew the cause. My blush was nuclear.
“I won’t torture you…for now.”
She kissed my cheeks, gave the Hydes a mock salute, and let herself out to her waiting security team.
As the sun set, I read to Katie before tucking her in snugly. Diva curled up happily beneath the crib and refused to leave. I grinned and headed downstairs to the dining room with the Hydes behind me.
Before we entered the open space, they whirled me around and pressed me between them. Just like that, I responded to their touch.
“Eat quickly,” one of them whispered. I have no idea what I ate or what my team discussed or how long it took to wrap up the meal and return to my bedroom.
I was certain, however, that whatever Si made was delicious.
When the house was quiet, I showered and paused before pulling on pajama shorts and a tank top.
Quirking my mouth in the mirror, I said, “Who are you kidding?
Instead, I smoothed almond oil and lavender moisturizer all over my body. It was the only outfit I needed.
Opening the bathroom door, my men turned to me in sleep pants and raked their eyes over my body from head to toe.
With a smirk, they pushed the pants down with their thumbs and kicked the fabric away.
I was already breathing harder, my heart pounded, and the folds of my pussy were glazed in expectation.
“More.” It was all I said. It was all I needed to say.
It was exactly what they gave me.
Chapter Forty
One year later…June 2016
In my lifetime, there were only two real fights with my parents.
The first was when I refused to compromise about going to an out-of-state college.
The second came when my mother insisted I marry one of the Hydes to avoid awkward questions and provide my future children legitimacy.
Shockingly, the twins were on their side.
They explained several points rapidly, stopping me before I could storm out of my father’s den.
Alternating sentences the way they did sometimes, I lost track of who was speaking but it didn’t matter because I was mad at both of them.
“You’re being unreasonable, E
llie. Your parents are right. You can’t walk through your former life as if nothing has changed. You have Katie and there’s a very real chance you could get pregnant again despite precautions.”
I stared between them blinking rapidly.
I’d never considered the thought of pregnancy because I already had Katie. Suddenly, I understood the use of condoms when we were together and felt woefully young again.
“I’ll go on birth control…”
“It’s not a guaranteed solution.”
“Well!”
“Ellie. You’re technically marrying Jay Hyde. It’s our joint identity. We don’t want your money, we have no intention of giving up your protection, and want you as safe as possible in every way we can provide…including your pristine reputation.”
“I’m not having a different name than Katie. She’ll feel alone.”
“Not if you give us the privilege of adopting her.” The room went silent. I put my fingers over my lips. “Katie is a year old, Ellie. She could realistically pass as our child.”
“What if she found out the truth?”
“We fall back on the AVF story if that happens. We’ve been with her since birth, have no children of our own, and already consider her our daughter.”
“Do you even want to get married?”
“We don’t care about paper, Ellie,” Jordan said quietly. “We want to love you for the rest of the minutes we have left on this planet. That’s all that matters.”
Jonas gestured to my parents standing a few feet away. “It takes so little to put their minds at ease. A small compromise that changes nothing about our life together.”
After an hour of pressing the point, I agreed.
Another fight raged immediately after when the Hydes demanded a prenuptial agreement that made my blood boil.
No matter what happened, they wanted it in writing that they didn’t get one dime of my money.
It was unheard of and I refused to entertain it.
“Now you’re being stubborn, Ellie. It’s up to you to protect what your family built. This is happening because you’re going to know that every time we touch you, every time we tell you we love you…it’s you, not your money.”
Growling, I turned to my parents, “Arrange a wedding however you see fit. The courthouse sounds perfect. Write the damn prenup the way they want it.” I prepared to leave and said over my shoulder, “Triple their salary.”
“Ellie!”
The Hydes called my name as I stormed out of the house and climbed in the back of the car with Fiaaz behind the wheel. The brothers walked to either side of the car and waited.
He said conversationally, “A little fight then?”
“Take me home. I’m mad.”
“Uh…”
“Oh, alright!” I unlocked the doors and they slid in on either side of me. “You can ride with me but I’m furious.”
The moment we pulled into the garage of my house, they were out and Jonas lifted me into his arms. “Arm it, Fiaaz. Tell Robyn we’ll be along shortly.”
“You put me down and let me yell at you.”
“Of course. The moment you’re behind closed doors in your soundproofed bedroom.”
He carried me there and set me down. I went to my desk and typed angrily for an hour. Jordan left and returned to report that Katie was sleeping but asked for the pool after her nap.
I nodded but otherwise ignored them and continued working.
From the corner of my eye, I watched Jordan reach behind him to lock the door. Without a word, they crossed the room in coordinated steps as they so often did.
Jonas pulled out my desk chair and sank to his knees in front of me. He didn’t take his eyes from mine as he pushed my sundress up my thighs and lifted one of my legs over the arm of the chair.
“I’m still angry,” I told him.
“That’s okay, Ellie,” he replied as he pulled my panties aside and lowered his mouth to folds that were already wet.
My head dropped back on the chair and Jordan stroked my cheek with one hand as the other pulled his cock from his jeans. “Pleasure will ease your stress and you can yell at us again later.”
Leaning forward, I sucked him deep and he groaned. “Ellie, your mouth is heaven.”
I hummed around the length and felt his palm circle the back of my neck. He held my head still as he stroked slowly in and out of my mouth while Jonas stole my ability to think.
Neither of them were in a hurry but I couldn’t hold back my orgasm as two fingers stroked deep inside me.
They lifted me from my chair, stripped away my clothes, and cleared the desk. They laid me across it naked. That they were still dressed always destroyed me and they knew that.
Jordan sat in my chair and took over eating me while Jonas stood on the other side of the desk and thrust into my mouth. He leaned over to suck my nipples.
“Every inch of you tastes incredible, Ellie. Little cherry nipples.” I moaned around his cock and he hissed, “I love when you suck me.”
A year of fucking two men changed a woman. They explored what I liked and taught me about myself.
I discovered I loved when they talked to me during sex and they found intense pleasure watching me masturbate.
With a low growl, his thrusts slowed and he pulled back. “I’m not coming in your mouth. I want your ass.”
They sat me up and Jordan rolled a condom over his length. Holding me, they settled me over his lap with my legs over the arms of the chair.
“You’re so deep like this, Jordan,” I whispered.
“You have no choice but to enjoy the ride.” I gripped the back of the chair as Jonas stepped behind me. His latex-covered cock was cool and slick with the lube from my desk drawer.
Lengthy preparation was fun but no longer necessary. They took my ass regularly so there was no pain or discomfort. I knew the shape and feel of them in every part of my body.
Jonas pressed inside carefully, rocking back and forth until he was buried to the hilt. He whispered at my ear, “You have the sweetest ass, Ellie. I never want to leave it.”
“Take me hard. Fuck the mad out of me.”
They grabbed my shoulders and hips and started to move. I was so open, dead weight, and they took their time, drawing their orgasms out as they slammed me into one that almost made me pass out.
Then they braced me and fucked me hard. Driving into my body until I was mindless with my need to come.
Jordan kissed a line up my neck and over my jaw. “You ready to explode?” I nodded, unable to speak. “Come all over my dick while I fuck the warmest, slickest pussy in the world.”
I started to shake and they went harder.
“Ellie, I love how tight your ass grips me.” He kissed across my shoulders. “Like a goddamn fist.”
I collapsed limply over Jordan as they shoved me into an orgasm that didn’t stop. They filled me up, held me close, and murmured how much they loved me.
After a short nap, I woke up in the center of my big bed with them stretched out on either side.
I could tell they cleaned me up like they always did after sex. It took me awhile to get used to it.
“There you are. Nice nap, sweetheart?”
I grinned at Jonas. “You fucked me stupid.”
They laughed and Jordan kissed my nipple. “Funny. You always fuck me brilliant.”
“I’ll never get enough of you both touching me, wanting me, loving me.” I pulled them closer. “I love you. Sometimes, it feels like an obsession.”
They stroked over my still-naked body. “May your obsession never, ever fade, Ellie. Ours won’t.”
Then my men took me up one more time and it was better than the roller coaster at the fair, all those years ago when I realized how much I loved my beautiful bodyguard.
My Hyde.
One of them whispered, “Hang on, Ellie.”
Then the drop came and I closed my eyes with my hands over my head. This time when I wished it could go on forever�
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It did.
Epilogue
August 2016
There were many things the man the world knew as Hollow was grateful for every day he opened his eyes.
One was having a family who continued to love him despite his mistakes, his rage, and that he too often pulled away from them.
Another were the friends who never hesitated to rally for every cause, no matter how dangerous, no matter the odds.
There was one person who would forever be at the top of his list. The only man who knew the horror he endured as a child because he had endured it as well.
Elijah entered the warehouse and took a seat beside him at the command center. For almost a minute, the silence dragged out between them.
Finally, the man of few words said, “You can’t continue like this and I know you know that.”
“Did he send you?” Hollow asked softly.
“No.” Green eyes met his directly. “Brie did.”
It was almost impossible to conceal his surprise. “Brie…?”
Elijah gathered his thoughts, considered his words carefully.
“You claw at the scabs. Reopening the wound again and again.” He shook his head and his blonde hair picked up the low lights. “You refuse to forgive…”
“No.” Closing his eyes, he whispered, “I…”
Clenching his jaw and his fists on his thighs, he breathed through the very real stress that having the conversation caused him.
“I lie when I say I won’t forgive her for what she did.”
Elijah frowned. “You refuse to forgive yourself.”
“Why did you come, Elijah?”
“They know I’m the only one you’ll listen to.” Elijah’s smile was gentle and it struck to the heart of him. “I’m cautious about how I wield such power. In this, I agreed it was needed. Things can’t continue as they have.”
“I’m fine.”
“Another lie. One I’ve told many times myself.”
Hollow stared at the man across from him. A man known around the world as the deadliest human being.
It had never mattered to him.
When Hollow was eleven, Elijah saved him. Eviscerated the man who tortured him sexually for five years without anyone in his life realizing what was happening.
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