Aftershocks

by Nancy Warren

  “Yes. A scoop.”

  “Okay. Deal.” He stepped forward and shook Briana’s hand. “I expect you to keep your word.”

  She smiled sadly. “Don’t worry. I work for a man who believes fiercely in truth and honesty. I won’t let you down.” She wished the same could be said of herself in reference to Patrick.

  Her last stop of the evening was the one she least wanted to make.

  After parking outside her aunt and uncle’s house, Briana walked up the path and rang the doorbell.

  From inside, she heard the muted sounds of a television program, which meant they were probably both home and not entertaining. Good.

  Her aunt opened the door and smiled with delight. “Briana, what a nice surprise. Come in, dear. Have you eaten? I’ve got some fresh tuna and salad left from our dinner.”

  “Thanks. I’m not hungry. I’d like to talk to you and Uncle Cecil.”

  “Why, whatever’s happened?” her aunt asked, looking at her searchingly. “Honey, do you feel all right? Did that awful Patrick O’Shea do something to upset you?”

  Briana wanted to laugh hysterically and had to force herself to calm down. “Please, I really need to talk to Uncle Cecil.”

  “Well, sure, honey.” Looking concerned, Aunt Irene walked her into the living room, snapping on a light and making sure the drapes were closed tight. Then she went to fetch Uncle Cecil.

  He walked in a couple of minutes later. “Why, Briana, what’s this-”

  She glared at him, letting everything she now knew and thought about him show in her eyes. “How could you betray Aunt Irene and me? How could you?”

  Uncle Cecil flinched, then glanced away, his ruddy complexion darkening. With a sigh, he lowered his bulk heavily into a chair.

  “It’s time you stopped lying,” Briana told him. “To your wife, to me, to everybody.”

  “Lying? Why, Briana, whatever is the matter? Cecil?”

  “I’m going to tell Patrick O’Shea everything,” Briana said. “I came here tonight, first, out of courtesy and out of loyalty for all you’ve done for me in the past. But tomorrow I’m going to tell my boss how I took the job of his admin assistant in order to trap him into an indiscretion and ruin his career.” The words almost choked her and she felt the first tear blur her vision. Resolutely she blinked it back. “He’s an honest, decent man, Uncle Cecil. You should be ashamed of yourself.”

  “Oh, Cecil, what have you done?” her aunt asked.

  He rubbed a hand over his face and looked suddenly older and smaller somehow. “Sit down, dear,” he said gently to his wife. Then he turned back to Briana.

  “How did you find out?” he said.

  “I knew after I’d only worked for Patrick for a little while that he was incapable of the kind of deceit you accused him of. So, because I believed in you, because of my loyalty to you, I decided to investigate myself and find out who’d spread those awful lies about you.”

  Her voice was rising, she couldn’t seem to help it, and the tears were only held at bay by the force of her will.

  Her uncle didn’t answer, so Briana continued. “I tracked down the source of that story in the newspaper. I interviewed the arresting officer, and he told me how, after you were arrested, you called your friend, Chief Conway, the police chief of the time. He made sure no charges were ever laid. He even managed to dispose of the photographic evidence of your misconduct.” She was starting to sound like a legal textbook, but she didn’t care. “You were good friends, you and the chief, back in the eighties, weren’t you?”

  Her uncle still said nothing, merely stared down at his hands, clasped between his knees.

  “Even after I interviewed the arresting officer, I still wasn’t a hundred percent convinced.” She sniffed. “I saw the picture. With nothing blacked out.”

  He flinched at that.

  “Chief Conway destroyed the photo that the arresting officer included in his report, but he didn’t know there was a second photograph. Officer Carlton kept it for all these years.”

  “But-but those were lies, Cecil. It was all a lie!” Her aunt began to weep, and for a moment Briana felt guilty for the pain she was causing. But she wasn’t the one causing pain, she reminded herself. Uncle Cecil had used her to try to cover up his own wrongdoing. That’s where the pain was coming from.

  “I’m sorry, Irene,” Uncle Cecil said at last.

  The cry grew into the wail. “You were unfaithful to me?”

  Uncle Cecil buried his face in his hands and his voice wasn’t quite steady when he said, “It was after you miscarried that last time. We both went through a rough time.”

  Miscarried? Briana had never heard anything about that. Her aunt and uncle had never had children, but she’d assumed that was by choice. When her aunt began to cry, great wrenching sobs, she wished she were a million miles away.

  “I’d never done anything like that before, and I never did again,” Uncle Cecil said, moving to sit on the couch beside his wife, who turned her back on him. “I was angry and upset with the world and you weren’t yourself. I didn’t know what to do or where to turn.” He touched the sobbing woman’s shoulder, his face twisted with love and remorse.

  “I ended up in some dive bar down in Victory Park. I figured nobody knew me down there, and if I wanted to get liquored up and forget my troubles, it was my business.

  “I got good and drunk, then left the bar. But I dropped my keys trying to get into the car. A blonde picked them up for me and, well, it was crazy. I was crazy. I never would have done anything if I’d been sober, and if we weren’t going through that bad time.”

  A tear tracked down her uncle’s face. “God, I’m sorry Irene. I’d do anything if it weren’t true.”

  Quietly, Briana rose and headed for the door. He had done something, Briana thought. He’d tried to destroy the man he believed had dug up the old arrest report and fed it to the media. The man she loved.

  She hadn’t realized there’d been a bad time in her aunt and uncle’s marriage, or that they’d faced the tragedy of wanting children and never having them. That made her sympathetic to their plight, but still, she couldn’t forgive Uncle Cecil.

  Not yet.

  Wouldn’t it have been better if he’d been honest with his wife about his horrendous lapse in judgment when it first happened, rather than going to such absurd and unsavory lengths to hush up the truth?

  Of course it would.

  He’d done wrong. Briana could find it in her heart to forgive him for the first lapse. But as for manipulating her to do his dirty work, just so the truth would stay buried, no, that she was going to find very hard to forgive.

  She got into her car with a heavy heart. Her first impulse was to drive to Patrick’s place and throw herself in his arms. But a quick check of the clock showed her it was getting on for eleven. His children would be in bed asleep; he might well be asleep, too. He deserved his rest. As always, he had a busy Monday ahead of him.

  And so did she.

  She had to admit to the man she loved that she was a fraud.

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  BRIANA ARRIVED home tired in mind and body. Because she needed something comforting, she made herself a cup of warm milk, then played back the two new messages on her machine. The first one was Patrick. “Hi, me again. Don’t mean to keep bothering you. I just wondered if you were home yet. Call me.” The time on that one was 8:00 p.m.

  A final message had been left at ten thirty-five. It was Patrick again, sounding edgy. “Look, I’m not a stalker or anything, but I’m getting kind of worried. Is everything okay? Call me whenever you get in. I love you.”

  She closed her eyes and willed his love to be strong enough to withstand her treachery. She dialed his number. He answered on the first ring.

  “Hi,” she said, feeling a little breathless just to hear his voice. “It’s me. I just got in.”

  “Thanks for calling. Where have you-No. Sorry. Not my business, I wasn’t trying to harass you. But the
way things are going in our town, you never know what’s going to happen next.”

  She smiled into the phone. “I think it’s sweet that you worried about me. No one’s worried about me in a long time.”

  “I don’t only worry about you, I love you. Don’t forget that one.”

  “I’m not going to forget it,” she said, feeling marginally better. There were still some good men in the world. “I took a drive up the coast today.”

  “Lots to think about?”

  “Yes. Um…” She had to tell him everything, but not right this minute. It was too raw. And she couldn’t tell him on the phone. This had to be done in person. “Could you find some time for me tomorrow?”

  “You know I could. Briana, you sound so serious. What’s up?”

  “I…” She fought the urge to unburden herself right now and get it over with. But it wouldn’t be fair to launch into such a seedy story of treachery and deceit over the phone. “I’ll tell you all about it tomorrow.”

  “You’re not secretly married to someone else, are you?” He said it in a half-joking way, but she heard the hint of worry in his tone.

  Well, at least what she had to tell him wasn’t as bad as that. She let herself relax. “No. It has nothing to do with my feelings for you.”

  “That’s a relief, because I happen to think our personal relationship is damn fine. And it’s only going to get better.”

  “I feel so much better for talking to you.”

  “Me, too. Talk to my admin assistant about scheduling a meeting, will you?”

  She laughed. “Will do. Night.”

  “Night.”

  To say she slept well would be a gross overstatement, but at least she slept. When she got up the next morning, she made herself some fresh-squeezed orange juice, figuring she needed all the vitamins and energy she could get, and cooked herself oatmeal. Good old-fashioned comfort food. Thus fueled for what she was certain would be a difficult day, she chose a muted outfit of black linen slacks and jacket and a white silk tank, then she was on her way to the office.

  She hadn’t felt this nervous since she’d arrived for her first day on the job, knowing she was here under false pretenses and feeling miserable about her deceit.

  When she arrived, Patrick was already in.

  The minute he heard her, he came out of his office. He’d already abandoned his jacket and was in his shirtsleeves. One look at him had her hormones charging into overdrive.

  “Hi,” he said with a goofy smile on his face.

  “Hi,” she said back, certain there was an equally goofy smile on her own face.

  He stepped forward, and for a second she thought he was going to kiss her right there in the office, but he caught himself and said, “I checked my schedule for today, but it’s pretty tight.”

  “Oh, of course it is. I was forgetting.” She pulled it up on her computer as she spoke, and glanced at her watch. “You’ve got Archie coming in about fifteen minutes, then a budget meeting, then the Courage Bay Pioneer Association lunch.” She looked up. “Archie should bring your speaking notes for that when he comes in.”

  She scanned the rest of the day. “I think I could fit myself into the schedule around eight o’clock tonight,” she said.

  “I’m sorry, Briana. If it’s important, I’ll figure out something.”

  “No.” She gave him a forced smile. “It’s nothing that important. I’ll hang around and do some paperwork, and when you’re all done for the day, maybe…Oh, no. What am I thinking? You’ll need to get home and see Dylan and Fiona before they go to bed.”

  “You could come with me,” he offered. “Fiona’s been dying for you to read that new storybook you bought her. Once they’re in bed, we can talk as long as you like.” He smiled a little wistfully. “I wish I could offer you more than talk, but…”

  “No. Really. I understand. I want to talk to you. The other…” She smiled at him, unable to stop herself. “The other can wait.”

  “Never mind your paperwork tonight. Go home on time. Update your resume. You’re putting in for a transfer.”

  “Yes. Absolutely.” But, she thought, she wouldn’t do it until tomorrow. She needed to know that Patrick was still on her side after she told him what she’d done.

  BRIANA HAD SAID this meeting wasn’t about their personal life, but Patrick didn’t like the way she was acting-a little nervous, and having trouble fully meeting his eyes. He’d joked about another man, but she’d laughed and said it wasn’t that, and he believed her.

  What else could be bothering her so much that she wanted to talk seriously to him the day after they formally became lovers? The day after they’d declared their love?

  Archie Weld talked his ear off about the city’s communication plan and his update on disaster communications. Since Patrick had become mayor, he’d learned that every disaster involved media relations. It was essential to ensure that information provided to the media was accurate and timely and accessible so that people would stay calm and know what to do.

  The city staff in Courage Bay were becoming experts at disaster communication, and he wished it weren’t because they’d had so much practice.

  He had to cut Archie off to make it to his next appointment on time, and after that, his day was pretty much a dead run from meeting to meeting. He pulled himself together to give his speech at a luncheon for some of Courage Bay ’s oldest citizens, loading on the praise for the way they’d built this city and helped hold it together.

  On the way to his budget planning session, he pulled his tape recorder out of his briefcase and dictated some notes. There were several hundredth birthdays coming up in the city, and he wanted to talk to Archie and Briana about organizing something special.

  When he got back to the office at five o’clock, after spending all afternoon on the budget, Briana wasn’t there. She’d left the light on and the door unlocked, which could indicate she was returning, or maybe she’d simply forgotten. Probably she’d forgotten to close up properly in her haste to get working on that resume, he thought with a smug smile.

  He was pleased she’d followed his orders and gone home, although he could still smell a lingering hint of her scent.

  He didn’t want to rush the woman, but he had “for richer, for poorer, till death do us part” on his mind.

  A few minutes remained before he had to leave for a dinner meeting, so he called home and chatted to both his kids. They sounded happy, fed and reasonably well-entertained with a Disney video, and he promised he’d be home in time to tuck them in.

  With the phone still in his hand, he contemplated calling Briana at home, but after he’d hounded her shamelessly all day Sunday, and he’d already seen her in the office this morning, he thought calling her might be too much.

  She’d left his correspondence for the day, ready to be signed and mailed. He scanned each item briefly and then signed it. Since she wasn’t in, he even stuck the things in the envelopes.

  As he pulled his notes from the earlier meeting out of his briefcase, a glint of silver caught his eye. Right. He’d dictated some notes earlier that needed typing up.

  The tape was pretty far advanced. He couldn’t remember what was on the first part, so he pressed Rewind, and then Play.

  For a few seconds there was blank tape. Then some muffled sounds like someone fumbling around in a sock drawer. He must have left the machine on by mistake at some point. He was about to push Fast Forward when he heard Briana’s voice, as though she were talking from inside a sleeping bag, the words inaudible but the voice recognizably hers.

  Then he heard his voice. “I want you so much, Briana. I want to make love with you.”

  There was more shuffling and then Briana’s voice. “Are you taking off my blouse?”

  A low chuckle answered her. “I’m trying, but damn it I’m out of practice.”

  Patrick heard the passion in his voice, and in that second was transported back to that dark elevator, where heaven had seemed in his grasp.
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  He was stunned and laid the recorder on the desk, letting the tape continue. He knew what he was hearing, the entire encounter in the elevator the first time they’d made love. Now he recalled that the elevator repair guy had given him the recorder the following morning, so it must somehow have fallen out of his briefcase and turned itself on.

  Then off? Why hadn’t the tape kept going to the end?

  The funny thing was that he hadn’t recalled having the recorder with him the night they’d been trapped in the elevator. Usually, he kept it in the glove compartment of his car.

  Probably, he was crazy. But he had a bad feeling in his belly. On a hunch, he ran downstairs and out to his car. He unlocked and opened the passenger side door and reached in. He felt as if he was moving in slow motion as he clicked open the glove compartment.

  His tape recorder was there. Right where he’d left it. He picked it up and took it with him back to his office.

  When he compared it to the other one, he saw they were almost identical. Same make, same model. One looked a little newer. The one with a recording of him and Briana on it.

  He played the sex-in-the-elevator tape again. And this time, he got a sick sense of why she was asking him what he was doing. It hadn’t been for the erotic thrill of describing to each other what they were doing in the dark. She’d wanted to get what they were doing on tape.

  But why?

  Patrick returned to that night in his mind. It was easy enough, since he recalled every second and had relived it in memory many times.

  For some reason, she’d had a tape recorder in her bag when the pair of them got on that elevator.

  Could she have pushed the record button by accident? He closed his eyes, forcing his memory to stay sharp even as unease churned in his gut.

  She’d gone into her purse for condoms, he recalled, and then again for her phone. But this had been activated much earlier. The recording began when he’d started to undress her.

  Once more he picked up the tape recorder and inspected it. The On button was slightly depressed-all the controls were, presumably to avoid the thing being activated accidentally. She hadn’t even been holding her bag when he’d started removing her blouse. It had been on the floor somewhere beside them.