Heralds of Valdemar (A Valdemar Omnibus)

by Lackey, Mercedes

  “Kris!” she exclaimed, as she sat up and took up the flowers, breathing the exquisite fragrance with hedonistic delight. “You didn’t need to do this—”

  “Ah, but I did. It wouldn’t be Midsummer unless I gathered at least one bouquet. Besides, that scent you’re enjoying is supposed to be a sovereign remedy for hangover.”

  “Is it?” she laughed.

  “I have no idea,” he admitted. “Part of my hangover always includes a stopped-up nose. Look at the stems, why don’t you?”

  Holding the bouquet together was a silver ring, of a design of two hands clasped together. It was the token a Herald only gave to the friends he loved best.

  “Kris—I don’t know what to say—”

  “Then say ‘Thank you, Kris, and I accept your apology.’”

  “Thank you, love, and I do accept your apology—if you’ll accept mine.”

  “I would be only too pleased to,” he said, giving her a cheerful grin. “Dear heart, I’d intended to give you that at Midwinter, but since you said you’d never had a Birthing-Day gift, the opportunity was too good to pass by. And it had damn well better fit—you wouldn’t believe how hard it is to get someone’s ring size without them knowing! It goes on the right hand, little bird; the left is reserved for another purpose.”

  Talia slipped it on, vowing to discover when Kris’ Birthing-Day was so as to return the gesture with interest. “It’s perfect,” she said as he sat down next to her with a very pleased expression.

  She threw her arms around him, completely happy for the first time in months, and opened a tiny channel of rapport deliberately so that he could know what she couldn’t say in words.

  “Hoo—that’s as intoxicating as what we were drinking last night, little bird!”

  She took the hint and closed the channel down again, but she could tell that he had enjoyed the brief thrill.

  “What are these flowers? I’ve never smelled anything so wonderful in my life! I think I could live on the scent alone.”

  “A little deep-woods northern flower that only blooms at this time of year. It’s called ‘Maiden’s Hope.’ I thought you might like it.”

  “I love it.” She continued to breathe in the scent of the flowers with her eyes half-shut. Kris thought with amusement that she looked rather like a young cat in her first encounter with catmint, and told her so.

  “I can’t explain it—it smells like sunrise, like a perfect spring day, like the heart’s desire—”

  “How about like breakfast?” he replied comically.

  “Breakfast? Oh, well, if that’s your heart’s desire—” She laughed at him and rose smoothly to her feet. “It is my turn, so I guess I’d better reward you for being so outrageously nice to me after I tried to murder you last night.”

  “And since you seem so enamored of those flowers, I’ll see that you have some in your wedding garland if I have to nurture them in a hothouse myself.”

  “I thought you had a black thumb.” She removed one of the creamy white blossoms and tucked it behind one ear.

  “For you, little bird, my thumb will turn green. I never break my promises if I can help it, and this is one I definitely intend to keep.”

  “Then I’d better keep my promise of breakfast. Where will I get my flowers if I let you wither away of starvation?”

  They gathered their scattered belongings and returned arm-in-arm to the Waystation.

  12

  Geese honked overhead, heading south. It had been one of those rare, glorious golden autumn days—far too lovely a day to spend indoors, so Talia and Kris had been hearing petitions stationed behind a wooden trestle table set out in front of the inn door. Their last petitioner had been a small boy leading a very large plowhorse, and he had given them a message.

  Talia scanned the letter, and handed it without comment to Kris. He read it in silence, while the scruffy child who had brought it scuffed his feet uneasily through the pile of golden leaves at his feet.

  Kris returned the message to her, as she braced her arm on the rough wood of the trestle table and leaned her chin on one hand. “How long ago did all this happen?” she asked the boy.

  “’Bout two days,” he said, combing dark hair out of his eyes with his fingers. “Feud, though, tha’s been on years. Wouldn’t be s’bad this time ’cept fer th’ poisoned well. Tha’s why granther sent me. Reckons on settlin’ now, ’for somebody gets killed.”

  Talia looked up at the position of the sun, and added figures in her head. “I’m for riding out now,” she said, finally. “Advice?”

  Kris brushed more leaves off the table, and glanced back over his shoulder at the inn behind them. “We don’t have any more petitions to be heard, but riding out to a place that isolated is going to take the rest of the afternoon. We’ll have to ride half the night to make up the time, and we won’t have the chance to reprovision until we get to Knowles Crossing.”

  Talia’s shields chose that moment to go down; she felt the boy’s anxiety with enough force to make her nauseous while she fought them back into place. She couldn’t manage more than half strength; could still feel the child fretting after they were up. “I take it that means you think we should reprovision now, and wait until tomorrow morning.”

  “More or less.”

  “Well, I don’t agree; let’s wrap things up here and move out.”

  She could feel his disapproval as they followed behind the child, perched like a toy on the back of an enormous, thick-legged horse that was more used to pulling a plow than being ridden.

  “You let the boy manipulate you,” he said, finally, as their mounts and chirras kicked up swirls of leaves.

  “I didn’t. A poisoned well is a serious business out here. It indicates a situation gone out of control. Are you willing to have deaths on your conscience because we dallied a day, buying supplies?” She whispered, but her tone was angry.

  He shrugged. “My opinion doesn’t matter. You are the one giving the orders.”

  She seethed. They argued frequently these days—now and again it was something a bit more violent than an argument. Kris often seemed to take a stand opposing hers just for sheer obstinacy.

  “You bastard,” she said as the reason occurred to her. The boy looked back at her, startled. She lowered her voice. “You are just opposing me to see if I can be manipulated, aren’t you?”

  He grinned, ruefully. “Sorry, love. It was part of my orders. Including manufacturing emotions, since you can sense them. Face it, if anybody is going to be able to warp your decisions, it would be your counselor. But now that you know—”

  “You can stop giving me headaches,” she replied tartly. “Now, let’s get down to business.”

  * * *

  “You could have used your Gift back there,” he said, as they settled at last into their bed. It had taken a long, hard ride through the moonless, frosty night to reach their Station once the feud had been settled. And it had taken a lot of negotiating to get it settled.

  “I—I still haven’t figured out the ethics of it,” she answered slowly. “Having it, and having people’s emotional states shoved in my face is bad enough. I still don’t really know when it’s right to use it.”

  “Damn. What if it had been the only way to take care of the problem? Then what would you have done?” Kris was worried about this; he was afraid that if an emergency arose and the only way to deal with it was by exercising that Gift, she might well freeze. And if it came to using it offensively, the likelihood of her freezing was all the greater.

  “I don’t know.” A long pause, as she settled her head on his shoulder. “The only other people I know of with Empathy are Healers—and they are never going to come into contact with the situations I have to deal with. Where are the boundaries?”

  He sighed, and held her; that being the only comfort he could offer her. “I don’t know either, little bird. I just don’t know.”

  * * *

  Kris leaned his aching head against the cold st
one mantelpiece of the Station fireplace. This had not been a good day. By now the rumors about her had spread everywhere they went. Although this was not their first visit to Langenfield, the villagers met Talia with unease and a little fear—and often wearing evil-eye talismans; they were obviously uncomfortable with her judgment and her abilities.

  Talia had given no impression of anything but confidence, intelligence, and rock-steady trustworthiness, despite the fact that Kris knew that she had been trembling inside from the moment she passed the village gates.

  This situation had been one she’d had to face over and over again, every time they entered a new town.

  He felt Talia’s hand touch his shoulder. “I’m the one that should have the headache,” she said softly, “not you.”

  “Dammit, I wish you’d let me do something about this—”

  “What? What can you do? Give them a lecture? I have to win their trust, and win it so firmly that all their mistrust starts to look foolish in their own eyes.”

  “I could make it seem like I’m the one taking the lead.”

  “Oh, that’s a great idea. Then all they’ll do is wonder if I’m manipulating you like a puppet,” she retorted bitingly.

  “Then I could back you up, dammit!” He met her anger with anger of his own. They glared at each other like a pair of angry cats, until Talia broke the tension by glancing down. Kris followed her glance to see that her hands were clenched into tight fists.

  “Damn. I was all set to give you another love-pat, wasn’t I?” she asked, chagrined. “This—Gods, between my shields being erratic, and having to face this same situation over and over—I’m like a harpstring tuned too high.”

  Kris forcibly relaxed his own tight muscles, including his fists. “I should know better than to provoke you. Intellectually, I understand. You have to face the battle and win it on your own. But emotionally—it’s a strain on both of us, and I can’t stop wanting to help.”

  “That’s why I love you, peacock,” she said, putting both hands around his face and kissing him. “And—Havens! Wait here—it’s been such a rotten day, I totally forgot!”

  He stared after her in puzzlement, as she dashed out the Station door and returned, brushing snow from her shoulders. “I left this in a pocket on my saddle so I wouldn’t forget it—and then I go and forget it!” She pressed a tiny, wrapped parcel in his hand. “Happy Birthing-Day.”

  “How did you—” He was surprised. “I—”

  “Unwrap it, silly.” She looked inordinately pleased with herself.

  It was a ring, identical to the one he’d given her months ago. “I—” He swallowed the lump that had appeared in his throat. “I don’t deserve this.”

  “In a pig’s eye! You’ve earned it a dozen times, and more, even if you do tempt me to kill you once a week.”

  “Only once a week?” He managed a grin to match hers.

  “You’re improving—or I am. Now I did remember to get a nice fresh pair of quail, honeycake, and a very good bottle of wine.” She slid her arms around his, stood on tiptoe, and kissed the end of his nose. “Now, shall we make this a proper Birthing-Day celebration, or not?”

  * * *

  Now came the stop she was dreading above all the others; Hevenbeck.

  There hadn’t been a more pleasant winter afternoon on this entire trip; cold, crystal-clear air, sunlight so pure it seemed white, a cloudless and vibrant blue sky above the leafless, white boughs of the grove of birch they were passing through. Snow on the ground sparkled; the air felt so clean and crisp it was almost like drinking chilled wine. Talia let the cheer of the day and of the others elevate her own spirits; after all, there was no reason to think that the people of Hevenbeck would be any worse than the rest of what she’d dealt with. It was unlikely in the extreme that anyone except the old miser and his wife would remember her or that she’d nearly let her own troubles distract her from what could have become a serious situation.

  They were several miles from Hevenbeck, when Talia was suddenly struck by a wall of fear, pain, and rage. She reeled in her saddle, actually graying out as Kris steadied her. She came back to herself feeling as if she’d been hit with a warhammer.

  Kris was still holding her, keeping her from falling off of Rolan’s back. “Kris—” she gasped. “Farsee to Hevenbeck—”

  Then it was her turn to steady him, as he willed himself into deep trance. Her head still rang with the fierce anguish of the emotions she’d encountered; she breathed deeply of the crisp air to try and clear it, and clamped down her shields—and for once, they actually worked, right up to full strength.

  It hardly seemed as if he’d dropped into his trance before he was struggling up out of it again, blinking his eyes in confusion.

  “Northern raiders—” he said with difficulty, still fogged with trance, “—though how they got past Sorrows—”

  “Damn! And no help nearer than two days. How many?”

  “Fifteen, maybe twenty.”

  “Not too many for us to handle, I don’t think—”

  “I’d hoped you would ride your internship without seeing any fighting,” he said hesitantly.

  She jumped down off Rolan and headed for the chirras, her feet crunching in the snow. “Well, we haven’t got a choice; trouble’s there, we’d better deal with it.”

  “Talia, I’m just a Herald, but you’re the only Queen’s Own we’ve got—”

  “I also shoot better than you do,” she said crisply, sliding his sword and dagger out of his pack and reaching over the chirra’s furry back to hand them to him. “If it’ll make you feel any better, I promise not to close in for hand-to-hand unless I have to. But you handed over responsibility, and unless you overrule me, I say I’m going. Ten to fifteen aren’t too many for both of us—but they could be for one alone.”

  “All right.” Kris began strapping his weapons on, while Talia led the chirras off the road entirely. With snow creaking beneath her feet, she took them into the heart of a tangled evergreen thicket out of view of the roadway. There she tethered them lightly, the scent of bruised needles sharp in her nostrils, and backed out, breaking the snow-cake to powder and brushing it clear of footprints with a broken branch.

  She laid a gloved hand lightly on Rolan’s neck, as his breath steamed in the cold air. “Tell them to stay there until dark, loverling,” she murmured. “If we’re not back by then, they can pull themselves loose and head back to the last village.”

  Rolan snorted, his breath puffing out to hang in front of his nose, and stared fixedly at the thicket.

  “Ready?”

  He tossed his head.

  “How about you?” She looked to Kris, whose face was pale, and whose mouth was set and grim.

  “We’d better hurry. They were about to break down the gate.”

  She stripped the bridle bells from both sets of harness, and vaulted into the saddle with a creaking of leather. “Let’s do it.”

  They made no effort to come up quietly, just set both Companions to a full gallop and hung on for dear life. White hills and black trees flashed, past them; twice the Companions vaulted over fallen tree-trunks that the villagers had not yet cleared away from the roadbed. As they galloped up over the last hill, the sun revealed the plight of the village in merciless detail; black of ash, red of blood, orange of flame, all in high contrast against the trampled snow.

  The raiders were just breaking through the palisade gate as they came galloping up. Enormous iron axes swung high, impacting against the tough iron-oak of the gate with hollow thuds. The noise the bandits were making covered the approach of the two Heralds entirely, between the sound of the axes against the wood and the war-cries they were shrieking. Three or four of their number lay dead outside the palisade, blood soaking into the snow about them. The gate came down just as the Heralds got into arrow-range—most of the rest surged through the gates and into the village. There were still a handful of reivers outside; to her relief, Talia saw nothing among them but hand-w
eapons—no bows of any kind.

  Rolan skidded to a halt, hooves sending up a shower of snow, as Talia pulled an arrow from the quiver at her saddle-bow without looking, and nocked it. She aimed along the shaft, feeling her own hands strangely calm and steady, and shouted—her high, young voice carrying over the baritone growls of the raiders. They turned; she found her target almost without thinking about it, a flash of pale skin above a shaggy dark fur—and loosed.

  One of the raiders took her arrow squarely in the throat; he clutched at it, crimson blood welling round his fingers and spotting the snow at his feet. Then he fell, and she was choosing a second target; there was no time to think, only to let trained reflexes take over.

  Talia’s next two arrows bounced harmlessly off leather chest-armor and a battered wooden shield; Kris had not stopped when she had, but had sent Tantris hurtling past her, charging headlong into the gap where the gate had been while the reivers were busy protecting themselves from her covering fire. That seemed to decide the ones still left outside; they rushed her.

  She got off one more shot, picking off her second man with a hit in his right eye. He went down; then Rolan warned her he was going to move. She clamped her legs tight around his barrel, as he pivoted and scrambled through the churned-up mud and snow along the palisade. When they were still within arrow-range he pivoted again, hindquarters slewing sideways a little, mane whipping her chest. She already had an arrow nocked; she sighted again, and brought down a third with a solid hit in his chest where an armor plate had fallen off and not been replaced.

  A puff of breeze blew a cloud of acrid smoke over the palisade; she coughed and her eyes watered as she groped for another arrow. The remaining three men came on, howling, spittle flecking beards and lips, as her fingers found another shaft in the rapidly emptying quiver.

  The nearest, bundled in greasy bearskins, stopped and poised to throw his axe. That was long enough for her to sight and loose. Her arrow took him in the throat, and he flung the axe wildly, hitting only the palisade, as he collapsed. Then Rolan charged the two that were left.