The Traitor’s Baby: Reaper’s Hearts MC

by Nicole Fox

  When I feel the clench, I flip her to her back, still buried deep inside of her juicy slot. I pump into her slowly, hitting that special nerve each time. She grabs my ass, pushing me even deeper, crying out each time. I kiss along the lines of her neck, along her collarbone. Our lips meet again, our tongues dancing in time with each thrust.

  She arches as she comes again, her breath hitching in her throat, the smallest sound of pleasure escaping. I follow soon after, burying my cries of pleasure into the pillow beside her.

  I roll to the side quickly, but she crawls up, resting her head on my chest, laying one leg over mine. My arm rests around her shoulders.

  This intimacy is not something … normal. Not for me.

  “I feel better,” she says.

  “Everyone feels better after an orgasm,” I answer.

  “No, I mean, seeing you accept pleasure, giving you pleasure … it made me feel good. It helped,” she says.

  “Well, I’m glad?” It comes out like a question.

  She falls asleep like that and I can’t lie—it feels real good. I look at the clock and realize just how early she woke up. I reset her alarm and let her get a few more winks.

  Chapter Ten

  Selena

  When I wake up to the sound of my alarm, I’m totally confused. Did I have sex with Finn? Like, real sex? With kissing? Or was that just a dream?

  I sit up and he’s not around. No sign of Finn, though I am totally naked and definitely feeling just-fucked. I get up and take another quick shower, feeling total déjà vu, and then wander out to the kitchen. There’s a note from Finn, and a box.

  It says: I’m sorry for ripping your dress the other night. Be careful today.

  Inside the box is a lovely sheath dress in black. Very simple but elegant. Definitely nicer than the one he tore off of me.

  I eat some breakfast, trying to ignore the nerves building in my belly. I throw up everything in my stomach shortly after.

  When I’m finally ready for work, I’ve chosen to pull my hair into a long side braid. My makeup is simple, but the dress is the star. It fits perfectly. I couldn’t have picked something better for myself. Hmmm. That Finn can shop. Weird.

  I think about Finn as I walk to work. I’m kind of glad he was gone when I woke up this morning. No awkwardness after what I would consider lovemaking. Not fucking. It was sweet, tender, mutually beneficial. And he kissed me—damn—like no one has ever kissed me before.

  But he is a dangerous man. His work is dangerous. He’s a better person than Sergei, for sure; I know that now. But honestly, do I want to be in a relationship with a man who lives like he does? He’s a loan shark. He’s lived many years much like an animal, without human emotion. He doesn’t blink at the idea of hurting someone if he thinks it’s a means to an end. Is that a man I want around my child?

  If I can just get through this, get Finn the evidence he needs, then I can get away from all of this. I can take whatever I can scrape together and go somewhere far away. I can get a little job and raise my baby, and be anonymous. Start over.

  I breathe in the city. I actually love New York City, and it gives me a tiny tinge of regret to think about leaving it behind. I mean, I don’t have family here. I don’t have real friends here. It would be better to start somewhere new. Right?

  Somewhere without Finn.

  But there, too, I feel sadness. I’ve only known this man a few days but I feel connected to him somehow. I feel like he’s lived his life wounded and maybe he just needs healing. I think maybe I do, too. Could we do that for each other? He’s kind of a monster, right? He kidnapped me. Tied me up. When he ate me out, it was not with consent. I understand all of that. I’m clear on it. But it felt … good. I liked it. And I’ve liked being near him, talking to him. I enjoy how he feels inside of me.

  The emotions I feel when I’m around him are powerful. More powerful than I ever felt with Matt, even when I was falling in love with him. So what does that mean?

  And does he feel the same?

  When I get to the office, Sergei hasn’t arrived. That isn’t abnormal; I’m often the first one in. But after half an hour alone, I look at his schedule and see he’s added a breakfast meeting to his calendar. He won’t be in until after ten.

  Weird, because he never eats breakfast, but it allows me to get back into the files to dig for more information. I look through everything in the files, but there’s nothing definitive, not like what Finn is looking for. There’s got to be another drawer here, right?

  I spend an hour looking everywhere, but don’t find any additional information that will help us. I stare at Sergei’s computer for a long time. Maybe if I could figure out his password, I might find something in his digital files?

  Turns out, I don’t have to think that hard. I rummage through his desk drawer and find a notebook with random notes written in what I think is code. I start trying everything in there, picking up the patterns in his alpha-numeric code. Fun fact? My father was in the Navy and he sent messages in Morse Code during the Cold War. I actually learned a bit about code-breaking from him when I was a kid.

  Bingo! I hit the jackpot, opening up his files. Many are standard work-related files. Lots of information about the shipping manifests, cargo loads, insurance riders, and crew information. There are emails from the heads of other companies, asking for space on the ships for their own cargo.

  I find some encrypted files, though, and work through more of the notes in his notebook until I find the complicated passcode to unencrypt the files. And there it is. The mother lode.

  As I read through the files, I start sending things to the printer. I’ll have to clear Sergei’s cache and cookies as well as the printer history, otherwise I’ll leave behind evidence of what I’ve done. I don’t read a lot of it, but I see snippets as I work furiously to print copies. Human trafficking on those ships. Selling young men and women to foreign buyers. Shipping military-grade weapons, including one plutonium bomb. Buying off doctors and dentists in order to gain access to the health records of people on the family’s hit list. Paying off cops in the five boroughs and beyond.

  It’s so much that it makes my stomach hurt. There’s no way we can extort money from a man with such wide reach. No way the two of us can possibly pull this off.

  By the time Sergei comes in, I’m back at my desk, all evidence of my misdeeds covered up, all files hidden in my giant purse.

  “Good morning,” I say. “How was your breakfast appointment?”

  “It was fine,” he says. “I was meeting a potential employee. It was fruitful, I believe.”

  “That’s great,” I say.

  Sergei stops in front of my desk and tilts his head, a gentle, almost placating, smile on his face. “You know, Selena,” he says. “I’ve been such a brute these last few days. I’m really quite ashamed of myself. It’s no secret I find you attractive, but I realize I should have been more subtle. I should have wooed you, but instead I tried to take you, as if I’m some animal in the wild. Things here have been … stressful. And I’ve been looking for an outlet. I’m sorry that my fixation was aimed toward you.”

  Sergei is the picture of a gentleman right now. Contrite, genuine. He seems very calm today, not as manic as I’ve seen him lately. I’m wary, of course, not nearly dumb enough to fall for it. But I play along.

  “Well, I understand that things have been stressful. I accept your apology,” I say.

  “Thank you,” he says. “Will you let me take you to dinner tonight? A true apology? No ulterior motives? I really do value your company.”

  “I, uh,” I wasn’t expecting this, and I do not want to go to dinner with him again. Still, maybe I can get him talking, find out more about what he’s got going on with this illegal side game he’s playing. I need to talk to Finn about this, be prepared. “I can’t tonight. But I think I’m free tomorrow?”

  He gives a short nod. “Tomorrow is perfect. I’ll make a reservation. We can leave straight from work.”


  I make a noise of affirmation and he wanders off toward his office, whistling. I eyeball him suspiciously. He never whistles. If I thought he was just a normal guy, I might guess that his breakfast meeting was really a booty call, that maybe he finally worked off some of that pent-up sexual energy.

  He has me doing some filing today, organizing accounting documents and filing them with various business accounts. Nothing extraordinarily exciting, but normal. Which is fine. At one point, he asks if I’ve ever played golf. When I say no, he offers to take me golfing sometime.

  It’s all very odd. Sergei is acting too normal, too happy. On a normal day, let’s say the first week I worked here, he was mercurial at best. He yelled a lot, was always teetering on a meltdown, usually to do with something going on overseas. On very bad days, well, he was downright abusive. Yesterday was one of the very bad days.

  It’s making me totally on edge. At lunch, he asks me to run out and get him some Chinese takeout, and I’m happy to get out of his range. I walk a couple of blocks to his favorite place and place the order. While I wait, I send a text to Finn.

  Me: SK is weird today.

  Finn: Weird how?

  Me: Nice. Happy. Offering to take me golfing.

  Finn: That’s weird for sure. You okay?

  Me: I’m OK. He’s asked me to dinner tomorrow night.

  Finn: Hmm. Talk later.

  The smell of Chinese food makes my stomach turn. Normally I really like it, but for some reason, I’ll chalk it up to pregnancy, it makes my stomach lurch. I run to the restroom and throw up. When I come back out, Sergei’s food is ready. I stop at the coffee shop nearby for some peppermint tea, hoping it will calm my stomach.

  When I arrive back at the office, Sergei is very polite, thanking me several times for getting his lunch. He whistles some more while he eats at his desk.

  By the end of the day, I’m exhausted just from having my red flag up for so long. I’m so weirded out by his behavior that it’s nearly sending me into a full-blown panic attack. He leaves at five on the dot, cheerfully saying he’ll see me tomorrow. I let out a long breath as soon as he’s gone and have to sit for a full five minutes just trying to get my anxiety under control.

  When I get home, Finn is there. I’m relieved and he must sense it because he pulls me into his arms, into a hug that I really, really needed.

  ***

  Finn

  I’ve only been here for like twenty minutes. The whole time, I was wishing I could have just picked her up from work. Even though she texted me to let me know she was walking home, I still couldn’t relax until she actually walked into the door.

  There’s a group of guys I play basketball with a couple of times a week out in Queens. I’ve known them since, like, grade school. I don’t really have friends, not in my line of work, but they’re the closest I’ve got. And I know they’d be calling me pussy-whipped for sure if they knew just how much energy I’m putting into worrying about this one woman.

  Selena. I think about her all damn day, it seems. And while I’ve only been around her for a few days now, I feel like she’s been in my life a lot longer. I’m having a hard time imagining ever being comfortable just saying goodbye and sending her out into the world on her own.

  It’s not that I see her as some kind of wounded animal, incapable of surviving on her own. Quite the opposite, actually. She impresses me. She’s smart. She’s obviously navigated around some very difficult men. I think she’s never had a real chance to excel on her own. Her star is only just starting to shine.

  When she walks in, I can see the stress etched into the lines of her face. I can’t help but pull her into a hug and I just hold her there for what seems like an eternity.

  When we finally peel apart, she wanders to the bedroom to pull on some yoga pants and a T-shirt. I raise an eyebrow and she says, “I’ve got to go to my Thursday night yoga class. I haven’t worked out in days and my anxiety is like level ten right now. Exercise helps.”

  “It’s too dangerous,” I say.

  “No, it’s not,” she says. “Sergei’s planning for dinner tomorrow night, right after work. He’s not going to do anything in between now and then.”

  “Well, where do you go for yoga?” I ask.

  “Don’t be such a nervous nelly,” she says.

  “Nervous … nelly?” I ask, feeling my face twist into a half-smile.

  She flips me off. “It’s two blocks away. I’ll be back in an hour and a half. And I’ll bring home dinner. There are some papers in my bag for you to look over while I’m gone.”

  She pulls on her tennis shoes, grabs a bag and a mat, and kisses me on the cheek as she walks out the door.

  It’s such a normal thing to do, right? To kiss someone on the cheek and go do a thing? Anything? Yoga. Go to work. Go run errands. But I’ve never had it before. I never thought I would have it.

  I shouldn’t have it. Shouldn’t want it. I’m still not convinced that letting myself care is a good thing. This is probably going to end very badly for both of us.

  The papers she’s left behind are doozies. Just exactly the kind of evidence we need. I organize everything as best I can, trying to figure out just exactly how I want to set up my takedown of the great and mysterious Sergei Kovolov. All of his secrets are exposed here, and there are a lot.

  I’ll have to ask Selena how she got all of this information, but first I want to make her come as a reward until she passes out. There is so much information here, I could probably get him sent to maximum-security prison on several life sentences. Good thing I don’t want that. I only want a whole lot of his money.

  There is a corrupted page that didn’t print right that I decide I really need. A list of cops on the Kovolov payroll. If I’m going to extort money from him with a threat of going to the Feds, I need to know which ones are on his payroll and which ones aren’t. He needs to know that I know who to talk to. I’ll have to ask Selena to dig one more time tomorrow. Once I have that list, we’ll be golden.

  She returns from yoga looking more relaxed than I’ve seen her.

  “How was yoga?” I ask.

  “Blissful,” she says. “You should try it sometime.”

  I laugh out loud at that, at the thought of twisting my giant body into a pretzel. Selena looks shocked and I ask, “What?”

  “You’re laughing,” she says. “Smiling. I’ve never seen you smile or laugh before.”

  I raise an eyebrow at her.

  She pushes her lips to one side and raises her eyebrows right back, then turns away, heading into the kitchen to get plates out for dinner. I watch her plate up our takeout Italian meal and feel my gut do its own twisty yoga thing. I like this woman. Care for her. Fuck. I am in so much trouble.

  After dinner, we watch a movie in her bed. She lays her head on my chest and it feels right. Good. Comfortable. I try to pay attention to the movie but I can’t. I keep thinking about how we should just pack up and disappear. I can liquidate everything I have at a moment’s notice. I can get us a car nobody recognizes. We can drive across the country, stay in shitty hotels until we find a little town we like, one that’s out of the way, where no one will find us.

  When I can’t take it anymore, I push her to her back and lift her shirt over her head. Her bare breasts are so perfect, they spread out on her chest, the air puckering her nipples. I suck on both of them, paying great attention to her moans and sighs and the way her hips buck as she gets more and more aroused.

  I kiss at her navel and nip at her pelvic bones. I push two fingers inside her sopping wet cunt. She loves it. She spreads her legs further apart and I dip my head between her thighs, lapping at her swollen clit, dipping my tongue between her folds, onto her taint, and back to meet her sweet little asshole. She cries out at the attention, no doubt the first time anyone has ever come near that little brown hole.

  I continue working her pussy, pushing her closer and closer to the edge before I finally slip a pinky inside the smaller hole. She gasps and stills,
but then begins to ride my fingers. She loves it, and I feel her pussy walls tighten around my fingers as her orgasm starts.

  “Come for me, Selena,” I say. “You love it. You love this.”

  She moans and comes and as she slowly unclenches, I replace my fingers with my cock, her moans getting louder. She comes instantly, a vise around my cock that feels so, so good.

  “You are so perfect,” I say. “You come like a champ. You feel so good.”

  “Fuck me, Finn,” she says. “Hard. Don’t be gentle.”

  I give her what she wants, her legs pushing back, way back toward her shoulders. She’s nearly bent in half as I ram into her, her cries so loud, so perfect. And when I shoot my load, I roar like a motherfucking lion. I feel like a king.