Forbidden

by Rachel Van Dyken

  For one thing, it was common knowledge that she was slightly mad, and for another, he and his aunt hadn't been on speaking terms since last season when he'd decided he would not take her dog to Almacks — to her great disappointment. She'd been feigning near death ever since.

  Her coughing brought him back to the present. Peculiar that it was now changing to a more drastic coughing fit than before. "Is that all then? You wish for me to go find a girl and be done with this whole Devil Duke business?"

  "Before I die!" Aunt Agatha interrupted, thrusting her hand into the air. "You are a stain upon the family name."

  The witch didn't mince words, did she?

  "I see," he said, though truthfully he didn't see. After all, his reputation had been legendary. Every young buck wanted to be him, and every high-stepping mama who threw her debutante his way was given ruin and disaster in return. After ten years of his infamous exploits, women not only gave him the cut direct, but he had it on good authority they now placed his name next to devil on all of the finishing school lists when warning debutantes against ruin. In his mind, it was an accomplishment of gigantic proportions.

  She trained a cold glare on him, momentarily giving Benedict pause. "Is that it then? You will never marry, even if it's my dying wish? And you plan to enjoy the short years you have left living a life that even the devil himself wouldn't approve?"

  Truly, it wasn't as bad as all that. She was given to exaggeration. If he was that bad, well, he wouldn't be accepted into Society.

  And he was accepted everywhere.

  He lifted his eyebrows silently prompting her to continue speaking. When she didn't, he said, "Well, as you can see, I am firm in my belief that I will not change. Good day." He made a move to leave.

  She coughed and held up her hand.

  Patience was not one of Benedict's virtues, nor was being used by any sort of woman, especially one who still held a grudge the size of London. Devil take it, a blasted dog at Almacks? To see him married before she died? Clearly his aunt was mad. Perhaps they had room in Bedlam for one more…

  "I truly am dying." Agatha held a trembling hand to her face and winced.

  "Ah yes, forgive me for forgetting that minor detail." He took a seat opposite her and waited.

  "Hmmph." Agatha crossed her arms and coughed again. "I need to see you settled down before I die, Benedict. My acceptance into heaven depends on it."

  That, he believed.

  "And what will you give me in return for my obedience? After all, who knows what kind of notion you're bound to get, considering you've been cooped up in your bed all day with a head cold What's to say you won't demand I suddenly begin sprouting children all over the place? Or take up dog breeding? Or, heaven forbid, offer a smile?"

  Aunt Agatha had the good sense to blush before answering. "Believe me, Benedict, finding a bride may prove more difficult than you realize. The idea that you think this to be easy is quite laughable, if I do say so myself." Cough.

  Laughable? Truly? Biting back a curse, he turned around and ran his fingers through his hair. Mad, his aunt was truly mad. Either that or she had a death wish. How was it that his aunt had the nerve to insult him when the rest of the ton was so deathly afraid of him and his reputation that he was rumored to be the spawn of Satan himself?

  Not that it kept any sort of married female away from him. Laughable? His aunt didn't know what she was talking about. Perhaps she was truly dying, for the day a woman had the audacity to say no to the Devil Duke would also be the day he would promptly eat his shirt and buy a lap dog.

  "And I've already done all the work for you, my boy!"

  Why was he not surprised? She probably had a special license underneath that dratted chair she was sitting in, as well.

  "And who is to be the victim, Aunt?"

  Did her eyes just twinkle? Impossible! The woman was seldom amused. "Lady Katherine Bourne. I do believe you are acquainted, though I also have another female in mind, considering Lady Katherine is a little high in the instep for you, my boy, but not so much for another young fellow I know."

  If he'd had a drink in his hand this would have been the opportune moment for him to throw back the remaining contents or slam it against the floor. As it was, he was having a devil of a time keeping himself from cursing in the presence of his aunt, even though one could hardly call her a lady with the way she threw around French expletives.

  "You truly mean for me to align myself with that, that…" Obviously his mind was having trouble conjuring up an adequate word to describe the girl in question. So much, in fact, that he could only concentrate on the simple idea that his aunt wanted him in the same room as the chit.

  "She's lovely," his aunt pointed out. "And need I remind you that she's a Kerrington? Why, every young man within the city wants to be with the Kerrington family. They are, after all, closely related to the regent himself, and I'm not one to brag—"

  Benedict stopped listening when the word lovely was mentioned. It seemed this would be the opportune time to remind his aunt of her need for an heir, or at least nieces and nephews to dote on. It certainly would not take place with the Bourne chit!

  "Absolutely not," he interrupted, or at least he hoped he was. Nothing made him happier than interrupting his aunt when she spoke.

  Her eyes narrowed. "I don't understand."

  Typical, the word no wasn't in her vocabulary.

  "I mean," Benedict sent up a silent prayer for strength, "That I wouldn't marry the chit if you offered me all the money in the world!"

  "She's beautiful!"

  "She's as clumsy as she is mad!" Benedict roared.

  His aunt squinted and tossed her head from right to left, most likely trying to give him the impression she didn't agree, though it seemed that she was closer to having an apoplectic fit than arguing.

  "I disagree." She lifted her chin in the air and sniffed. "You have no proof she did those dreadful things. After all, it has been three years since you've seen her! She's a girl of three and twenty now! Nearly on the shelf."

  "I wonder why," he muttered under his breath.

  "Oh posh, how much harm could she have done?"

  "Harm?" Benedict repeated. "Harm?"

  "You said that."

  "Harm," he said again, mainly to provoke his aunt. At her scowl, he continued, "She nearly killed me—"

  "Truly you exaggerate."

  It was obviously time for a drink; Benedict walked to the sideboard and poured three fingers of brandy. "I hardly exaggerate the story. Need I remind you there were witnesses? The girl followed me home. Hid, Aunt! Hid in the bushes and nearly scared my horse out of its wits, tossing me from its back! I was bedridden for a week!"

  "Silly accident." His aunt waved it away.

  "On our second meeting," he continued, gaining more courage to argue from the amber liquid swirling in his belly, "she decided to race Lord Rawlings through the fields of the estate and nearly fell of her horse! I had to rescue her, naturally, because Rawlings had so obviously bested her, and when I came upon the fair damsel, she told me to stop, and at that precise moment, I was hit in the face with a tree branch!"

  "Again, I'm sure it wasn't on purpose."

  Benedict growled low in his throat. "Bedridden, again, three days. Need I go on?"

  "Oh, please do." Aunt Agatha sipped her tea. "I do love to hear of your exaggerations. It's as if someone is telling me a bedtime story."

  Benedict held up his finger and pointed at his aunt. "The third and final time I was in that girl's presence, and notice I say girl because to call her a woman would be an insult to the sex, I offered to dance with her. Wanted to bury the hatchet and all that. We danced, she was amiable, and then she looked faint. I, being the gentleman that I am…" Aunt Agatha coughed. Saucy wench. "Took her to the outside air. Upon reaching the balcony she leaned over and dropped her reticule. I leaned down to fetch it and managed to topple over onto the ground. Somehow hitting my head a third time. Truly, I'm lucky to be alive." />
  "Aren't we all so thankful that you are," Aunt Agatha said dryly.

  "I won't do it." He poured some more brandy and repeated that same sentiment over and over again.

  And when he left, his head ached something fierce. Even the girl was plaguing him from afar. He wouldn't do it. Couldn't do it. He would simply have to find someone else. And fast, for his aunt had something up her sleeve this Christmas, and he wasn't all that sure he wanted to be caught with his drawers down.

  Benedict approached the following night's ball with as much enthusiasm as a criminal facing the hangman's noose. At this point, he would have welcomed such an end.

  He wore his ducal frown, and managed to get in a few distinct growls at his footman before he made his way up the marble steps into The Duke of Montmouth's townhouse.

  It was to be the first ball hosted by the duke and his bride, and although it was a time of merriment, all Benedict could truly think of was the fact that the word merriment began with merry, which of course reminded him of being married, which then made his head hurt, and for some odd reason gave him the distinct impression that he was about to be injured for the fourth time.

  Benedict made his way directly to the whiskey and poured himself a healthy glass, not turning to his right or left to make conversation. His sole focus was on the dry liquid as it poured down his throat. It was his job to be scandalous. He knew drinking so early in the evening would be frowned upon, but he didn't give a whit about anything except forgetting he had to participate in the night's festivities.

  "That bad?" a male voice said next to him.

  "Rawlings?" Benedict could hardly believe his eyes. The once-rakish Lord Rawlings was said to be in the country with his wife. "What the devil are you doing here?"

  "Oh, a favor. It seems one of our mutual friends is to be in Town, and my wife hadn't the heart to say no to showing some interest in the girl and showing her about at the parties."

  "Ah." Benedict gave a quick smile. "Thus, she is floating around the social circles, and you're next to the whiskey?"

  "Did I mention that the girl is naught but sixteen? And has the distinct pitch of a lap dog getting hit by a carriage?"

  Benedict let out a hearty laugh. "Then cheers, old friend."

  "Old friend?" The Duke of Tempest approached with a cheery smile on his face. "Just what are we toasting to, and who's trying to steal my friends away?"

  Benedict gave a short bow. "Benedict Devlyn, Duke of Banbury."

  Tempest laughed, his eyes twinkling. "That sounds about right. What brings you into Town, Devil Duke? I haven't seen you about this Season."

  "He avoids it," another male voice cut in.

  Truly it was as if the entire male sex could sense that Benedict needed support and were now coming to his aid in throngs.

  "Lord Renwick, a pleasure," Benedict said.

  "You wouldn't be saying that if you knew who my wife was talking to at this very moment."

  "Please do not finish telling me that story if it has anything to do with my—"

  "Lovely aunt?" Renwick finished. "Perhaps I overdid it when I said 'lovely'. I'm sure we can conjure up a few more words to adequately describe the—"

  "Chit?" Tempest offered.

  "Meddlesome bag?" Rawlings input was quite useful.

  "Incorrigible, quick-witted, opinionated piece of…" Benedict stopped himself when his eyes set on the vision in front of him.

  A beautiful woman had walked into the room. Her profile was perfect, as if an artist had conjured her from heaven. Her lips, though he could only see the sides, were plump and a pale pink. Golden hair cascaded loosely around her shoulders, falling out of her messily placed bun. A silver dress wrapped around her perfect form as if it was sewn onto her.

  As if his mind had communicated with hers, she turned and looked at him. His stomach dropped as did his whiskey. He cursed in every language he knew, not caring that the men around him probably thought he'd caught some sort of madness from his aunt. But he knew, even as she walked toward him, and his stomach clenched, and his head pounded like the devil… This was the very same "girl," who had nearly stolen his life three times. The only question hanging in the air between them was whether or not he'd leave this party dead or alive…

  CHAPTER TWO

  A Matter of Honor

  Katherine glanced at the Devil Duke. His face was a combination of smooth planes and perfect form. A muscle twitched in his jaw when he set his eyes on her, and for a minute they darkened, causing her to feel like a nervous girl still in pigtails. Then his once-smoldering face turned to something much more predatory. Nostrils flared, fingers clenched at his sides, and then he raised his hand to touch the back of his head as if it ached.

  Drawing a steadying breath, she straightened her shoulders and made her way toward the man. An apology was surely in order after three years. After all, it hadn't been her fault that he had suffered so much trauma at her hands, he just seemed to have the worst timing and balance out of any man she knew! The man was a walking scandal, sin incarnate. She only hoped she wouldn't be ruined by merely associating with him, for his reputation with debutantes was clearly marked with scandal. Lucky for her, she wasn't some debutante, but practically on the shelf, an old woman. Surely he wouldn't find her the least bit attractive, and if he did? Well, if he did, she would simply have to ignore his virility and handsome face. Perhaps if she closed her eyes she could forget his handsomeness. She tried it.

  Of course it did nothing but make her more curious if her mind had conjured up the same image she had just gazed upon.

  She stole a cautious peek. It hadn't.

  He was far more attractive than a man of his reputation should be. She straightened her shoulders and shook the foreboding thoughts from her head.

  Regardless of his reputation, she needed to at least acknowledge that all those silly incidents were her fault and her fault alone. Especially if she was to catch the eye of the duke's cousin, whom she knew would be in attendance this very night.

  The Dowager Duchess of Durbin had said as much in her letter. And Katherine was thrilled that she would finally get her chance with the Scottish duke. The only man standing in her way was the Devil Duke himself, and she wasn't about to let the obviously negative man get in the way of her happy future.

  She swallowed and gave a quick curtsy, slowly raised her eyes toward him, and waited. It was most improper for her to even use his last name instead of his title, but to her, the name fit. His last name of Devlyn described him quite perfectly for he was most assuredly descended from the devil himself. Dark hair, dark eyes, wide unforgiving lips, and a sneer fit for a true aristocrat. His eyebrows furrowed as a mocking smile danced across his face.

  "Lady Katherine, it has been too long." If she was a betting woman, which she most assuredly was not, she would have half expected him to continue in that same sentiment, adding that it had not been long enough. Banbury bent over her hand and bestowed a kiss upon it.

  Quickly, she tugged it away and rubbed the spot where his lips had touched. Perhaps she was catching a chill? That was why her hand was still shaking when she placed it back at her side. Or maybe she really was frightened of the man.

  "Yes, yes it has." Katherine sighed. "I was wondering, if it would not be too bold to ask, your grace, might we take a turn about the room?"

  He grimaced. Lovely. Always nice to know a gentleman enjoyed her company. "I believe that would be acceptable." He turned slightly to the left and nodded to the men behind them. Each one of them was a beautiful male specimen, and oddly, looked slightly foxed. She shrugged and took his arm when he offered.

  Heavens, her heart was beating out of her chest. Apologies did not come easily to Katherine, and an apology to such a menacing man, even if he did deserve it, was on the bottom of her list.

  Banbury paused, allowing a couple to walk by in front of them, and when he did, his other hand reached out and lightly touched her arm as a warning to stop. It should not have meant anything
; in fact, he was probably just worried she would somehow cause him to trip and hit his head for the fourth time. Instead, a shiver ran up and down the length of her body, and her heart seemed to take flight as if she were ready to faint.

  Truly, the man was so fearsome even her heart was growing weary. They continued toward the back of the room where less people crowded around, and finally she opened her mouth to speak.

  "I have something that needs to be said."

  "Then say it." His voice was smooth and held no anger, merely impatience.

  "I must apologize for any bodily or mental harm I may have caused you in the past. Please accept my sincerest regrets that I have been the cause of so much pain."

  Banbury's lips moved into what could possibly be a smile and he brought his hand up to the back of his head. Did he have a headache?

  "Do you have any further plans to cause me physical harm, my lady?"

  "Not that I am aware of, no."

  "Well, just in case, I'll be sure to give you a wide berth when we dance. Now, shall we?" He held out his gloved hand and winked.

  Warmth pooled in her belly as she took his hand and joined him in a dance. Truthfully that could not have gone any better! Well, other than the fact that there was a resounding gasp when she allowed him to take her onto the dance floor.

  But she paid the onlookers no heed. Now all she needed to do was inquire about his cousin. He turned her around and faced her again.

  "Do you often travel to your cousin's estate in Scotland?" she asked.

  Banbury narrowed his eyes. "I cannot say that I do. I much prefer my estate near Bath. Though I'm sure my cousin wouldn't be against a familial visit come this spring."