The Bow of Heaven - Book I: The Other Alexander

by Andrew Levkoff

  Sabina held Crassus’ gaze but remained silent. A guard who had moved up beside her prodded her with his finger. Almost imperceptively, she nodded. “Say it,” Crassus commanded.

  “I killed her.”

  “Do you have anything to add before I pronounce judgment?”

  Sabina turned to me. “Alexandros of Elateia, I curse you. You have betrayed a sister to these Roman scum. May Hermes give you no rest, no peace of mind, no love for all your days. I curse you, and bind it with my blood. May all the gods below harken to me and conspire against you.” With her teeth she tore at her hand in the fleshy part between thumb and forefinger. She spit a bloody glob in my direction. “Dominus, I am finished.”

  “I should have you crucified on the street and let the children throw stones at you to assist in your agony.”

  From somewhere in the crowd, a voice shouted out, “Do it! Crucify the fucking whore! And hoist Alexander up beside her!”

  “Nestor, how good of you to remind me of your continued presence in my house. Step up and stand beside the healer.” Nestor did as he was told, persuaded by the butt of Betto’s gladius in his back. “The sight of you has offended my eyes from the day you were branded. Why I have suffered your employment for so long is a mystery. Perhaps out of some lingering respect for Pío. No matter. Your impudence has settled your fate.

  “Sabina, your blameless daughter has suffered enough on this day. For her sake, I will be merciful. You will not die on Roman soil, which I trust will please you. I am sending you home. Just last week I concluded negotiations for a silver mine near Laurion. There you will spend the rest of your days in contemplation of your sins.”

  “No!” The scream came from behind us. Livia had returned and was standing at the far end of the peristyle, behind one of the arcade columns.

  Sabina cried, “Mercy, dominus. Kill me here. Kill me now. I offer you my throat,” she said, tilting her head back. “I beg of you, do not send me to the mines.”

  “Do you want your daughter to keep you company? No? Then do not speak again. You will go, but you will not travel alone. That fugitivus will go with you,” Crassus said, flicking a finger at Nestor. “We are done here.”

  ***

  When her mother and father arrived at the estate, they found that Crassus had prepared Tessa as if she were his own daughter. She lay in state on a funeral couch in the atrium, surrounded by the flowers she had nurtured with her own hands. Incense burned at each corner of the lectus. There followed a day of prayers and mourning, then Crassus, who would not have her sent to the grave pits on the eastern slope of the Esquiline, paid instead for the expense of having the young girl cremated. Tessa’s parents returned to Ostia, but not before they fell at the feet of their benefactor. He bid them rise, assuring them that he grieved with them. He instructed me to slip a purse heavy with coins into the father’s hand as they set out for the journey home.

  Chapter XXII

  70 BCE - Fall, Baiae

  Year of the consulship of

  Gnaeus Pompeius Magnus and Marcus Licinius Crassus

  “I don’t hate him, sweet,” Crassus said. “It isn’t hatred to wish he had tripped and fallen beneath one of his Hispanic war-wagons. That’s not hatred, is it, Alexander?”

  “It isn’t undying love, dominus.” I stood against one of the portico’s scalloped columns which was half-draped in waxy ivy. The sun was turning the leaves green-gold.

  “What use are you to me if you won’t agree with me?” Crassus said.

  “None whatsoever,” I replied. “I shall have myself thrashed directly after you’ve supped.”

  “Hush! Both of you! I’m trying to enjoy the sunset,” Tertulla said.

  Crassus, now forty-five, leaned on the outer wall of the portico wrapped in a large Egyptian towel dyed in patterns of apricot and lemon. Perspiration glistened on the golden hairs of his tanned arms. Tertulla stood behind him, reaching up to massage his exposed shoulders. After his successful but arduous campaign against the rebellious slave Spartacus that ended the year before, his features had taken on the hard, weathered look that only combat can press through the flesh and into the soul of a man. “Columba,” he whispered, reaching behind to pull her curves more tightly against his back. “My dove.”

  After a languorous interlude that sent my eyes to the horizon to count the colors of the darkening sky, Crassus broke their embrace to lean far out over the balustrade, turning his eyes toward Bauli, just two miles to the south. “I can’t see it,” he said. Pompeius’ villa was hidden by the intervening hillside. “It’s smaller, isn’t it?”

  Tertulla slapped his rump. “Miniscule. Like his balls.”

  “And much farther down the slope,” I added.

  Tertulla laughed. “All right, Alexander, from now on if there is any massaging to be done, be it to hubris or parts more accessible,” she said, continuing to press her fingers over her husband’s oiled shoulders, “then I shall see to its administration.” As she worked, evoking another grunt of pleasure, her own towel gradually came undone. She slid her left hand under his arm, slipped it through the opening in his wrap and brought it down across his chest, letting it come to rest where the fine hairs of his lower abdomen started to thicken. She pulled him back against herself, pressing with her hand while pushing her hips forward, rising up and down on her toes.

  “You are a marvelously perverse woman,” he said, twisting around to nuzzle her cheek. “Isn’t she marvelously perverse, Alexander?”

  “As a Thracian gymnast, dominus.”

  “I hear they’re the best,” Tertulla said.

  “I have no personal experience, domina.”

  “Then let us attempt something, husband, so that should you ever have the opportunity, you may compare.” She gripped Crassus in such a way that his answer was more throaty gasp than agreement.

  “Who claims I have not?” he managed.

  “Have not what?” Tertulla asked.

  “Had the opportunity to compare.”

  “Isn’t he comical?” domina asked of me, expecting no reply.

  The sweat from the calidarium was rapidly evaporating from their limbs in the soft evening breeze. Throughout the estate, many of my staff were lighting oil lamps and any remaining praefurnia not already heating the baths from below. I preferred to manage the household in a more hands-on fashion, but Crassus almost always kept me by his side. No matter what he was doing.

  The night promised to be chilly. Crassus sighed. “I wish,” he said, addressing Tertulla, “you’d have talked me out of begging that aggravating little pebble to propose me for consul. Thank the gods the year is almost over.” Crassus waggled his empty cup. I snapped my fingers and a wine bearer hurried forward bearing a large blue, blown-glass amphora. As his cup and then Tertulla’s was refilled, Crassus said, “Unfortunately, I wager he’ll hold that little favor over my head till I’m as bald as Caesar. Wait a moment, Tranio,” he said, as the servant replaced the stopper and was about to withdraw. Crassus lifted the delicate chain which hung over the neck of the amphora and inspected the writing on the hammered silver label. It was a local red, and to indicate the vintage, the names of that year’s consuls were inscribed. Crassus’ lip curled at the sight of his name next to that of Pompeius. “’Don’t think much of this new wine,” he said, waving Tranio back to his station.

  Tertulla let her hand drift still lower, but it was clear that her husband was as yet preoccupied with thoughts of his rival and co-consul, Pompeius. She rested her cheek against his back, curling his pubic hairs in her fingers. “You didn’t beg,” she said. “You asked, and he acceded, because he was afraid of what might happen if he didn’t. He wants your legions by his side, not opposing him.”

  “That’s a wife talking, albeit one who would have made as fine a senator as any patrician.” He reached back and laid his hand on her thigh. “When the clarion call of war sounds, love, my legions fight always for Rome, never for Crassus. Rome is all we have, all we are.”


  The sun had surrendered to dusk, and shadows now slipped down the eastern slope of the hill where their Baiaen villa sprawled. Across the little bay, the light was still frantically painting the town of Puteoli in impossible shades of pink and orange. The sea was deepening to blue-black, glinting here and there as a crest rose to wink impertinently one last time at the setting sun. In the distance, a thin rope of rosy smoke drifted straight up from the summit of Vesuvius until Zephyr, lying in wait for just such a plaything, bent it sharply and blew it to the darkening east. Two servants entered and lit the portico lamps.

  “Rome is a child, Marcus.” Listening to his wife, Crassus admired the splendid exit Helios was making over the bay this evening, but Tertulla’s eyes were closed. “The plebs’ gaze will follow any bright object till the next one steals their attention. It’s true,” she said, squeezing him tightly, “for this brief moment they are dazzled by the man they call victor of the Hispanic wars, but I never knew anyone who followed anything but their nose when their stomach was growling. Pompeius may claim the hearts of the people for a day, but you rule their bellies and their minds. He is a distraction. You are their true champion.”

  Crassus turned to face Tertulla, his smile brimming like the cup of wine he now tipped to her lips. As he watched the graceful curve of her neck tilt while she drank, he said, “The Rome I serve is no child. She stands here before me, elegant, precious. You are the foundation upon which all my work stands. Without you in my life, it would all crumble into a meaningless heap.”

  Tertulla handed the cup back to Crassus with a look upon her face so sublime that it hurt my eyes to behold it. Once, a girl had blessed me with that same expression, but no more. Crassus leaned in to gently clean the thin line of purple from Tertulla’s upper lip with a kiss. Then he emptied what remained of the wine in one exuberant swallow and tossed the cup to Tranio. Husband and wife kissed, and for a moment, the only sounds were the sputter of the torch flames and the song of the year’s last, brave nightingale. Their embrace ended; their impassioned gaze lingered. Suddenly, Crassus began to laugh.

  “It was an inspiration, wasn’t it? Pompeius may have pranced into the city with a triumph for supposedly subduing Hispania, but never in ten lifetimes could he ever match such a display as our sacrifice to Hercules.”

  “A triumph you deserved but never received. At least we have the satisfaction of knowing your offering soured his moment of glory.”

  “Indeed. A feast for the people laid out on ten thousand tables: it did leach attention from that strutting charlatan, at least for the time it took the plebs to chew and swallow the meal.”

  “When will you ever see yourself as others do?” she asked, hugging him. “As I do? You know, it’s three months now, and the slaves tell me it is still the talk of the city.”

  “The feast? Merely my thanks for all that Rome has given us.”

  “The feast, yes, but also the three months’ supply of corn you lavished on every citizen.”

  “The people are our children, and children must be fed. Besides, the cost was a mere trifle.”

  She shook her dark curls and smirked, intertwining her fingers in his. “Your sense of proportion is sadly skewed.”

  “All right, call it an investment.” He gestured with his chin to take in the villa, its fountains and gardens, and by inference, the literally hundreds of homes, businesses, quarries and mines throughout Italy and beyond which he either owned outright, or controlled through his clients. “I am no fool, dove. Who here is the true master, and who the slave? Our happiness is tied to Rome’s by a Gordian knot not even Alexander the Macedonian could sever. One will endure only as long as the other prospers, and not a heartbeat longer. The Republic has become a frail old man, ruled by the fickle whims of its needy grandchildren. If you doubt me, just ask Alexander.”

  “Give your servants more credit than that, dominus.”

  “Why should I? Look what happened with Spartacus. If the urban slaves ever rose up with one voice, Rome would cease to exist.”

  “Which is why you keep them well fed and well entertained,” Tertulla said.

  “I wonder, dove, is it enough? Tell me, are you happy, Alexander?”

  “I am lucky to be alive. I am grateful.”

  “Answer the question.”

  “I am as happy as my condition allows, dominus.”

  “There, you see, dove, what a scoundrel he is? I can always count on you, can’t I, Alexander, to deliver a sentence well-honed on both sides.”

  “Brrr, let us go in, love,” Tertulla said. “Don’t let Alexander toy with you. He is the luckiest slave in Rome, and he knows it. See how the light and warmth have fled the sky - now they await within. I’m ready for the tepidarium. Bring your intellectual sparring partner with you, if you must, but let us go in.”

  Crassus kissed the top of Tertulla’s head, readjusted her towel about her and together they padded back into the house holding hands.

  “Oh, Livia. Good,” Tertulla said as they passed through the smaller calidarium and into the large, circular space of the tepidarium. I followed discretely behind, nodding slightly to Livia as I passed, whose straightforward gaze never wavered.

  It almost didn’t hurt anymore. In Livia’s eyes, I had become a child of Dis, a spirit of the underworld, a barely visible shade to be shunned. If not shunned, ignored. If not ignored, deterred. It had been thus for the past six years.

  The poets sing of love as if it were forged of iron, incorruptible, shining, eternal. Perhaps it is so, perhaps the love of which the ancients sing is a love so strong it endures beyond life itself. Or perhaps the ancients were so focused on their poetry that they had never really experienced loved themselves and had no idea what they were singing about. For us poor mortals, ordinary love is a fragile, delicate wisp of a thing with a very poor life expectancy.

  I had not so much fallen out of love with Livia as been pushed. Was there no way I could scale the heights back in to the refuge of her affection?

  Chapter XXIII

  70 BCE - Fall, Baiae

  Year of the consulship of

  Gnaeus Pompeius Magnus and Marcus Licinius Crassus

  Tertulla lay on her side on a couch by the warm water pool, her towel haphazardly draped about her waist. “Someone seems to have emptied our cups, the curs.”

  “Alexander,” Crassus said, “would you please summon Tranio to see if there is any more Caecubum?”

  “I know where it is, domini,” Livia volunteered. “Alexander, I will go. Keep your place - remain by dominus.” A honey bee usually dies when once it stings. Were Livia a member of the order Hymenoptera, she would be more wasp than bee. Her words could prick over and over again with impunity. If memory serves, it is only the female of the species capable and willing to deliver these little, vexing attacks.

  Livia. In the years since I had robbed her of her mother, the whistling, impudent sprite had lost none of the qualities that had drawn me to her when she was little more than a child, although the first of these had diminished to accommodate a burgeoning of the second. Six more years had aroused and affirmed what everyone in the familia already knew, including the girl herself. What was impish and playful at seventeen had matured into stunning and willful at twenty-three.

  Some well-worn turns of phrase, worked smooth by years of usage may grow stale and out of favor. Yet the kernel of their truth may yet be fresh; indeed their hoary longevity is proof of their accuracy even though the modern wordsmiths may pass them by as unfashionable. Here is one such as this: the effect Livia had on me, steadfast and unchanging since the day I realized I was in love with her: the sight of her took my breath away. This in spite of my own damnable contribution to her loveliness: a layer of sadness deep in her eyes, dead leaves in a forest pool. But she was nothing if not pragmatic. Her mother was gone, she was a slave in the house of Crassus, and since she could not avoid her fate, even as I had done years ago, she, too, determined to embrace it.

  ***

 
Imagine you are young and in love. Something, anything, it does not matter what, destroys that affection. You weep, you plead, you separate, you never see each other again, you suffer, you heal, you go on. But suppose through circumstance you are forced to see each other almost every day. You work together, share meals together and to fulfill your duties, must often communicate together. Can you picture a more exquisite torture? Try it another way. Think of what you want most in life. Hold it in your mind’s eye. Place it close by, but just out of reach. Is the image there before you? Now, deny yourself the chance of ever having it.

  For six years I had tried to learn to see Livia with dispassionate eyes. Hopeless. I don’t think she hated me; but those first looks of enchantment had clouded over with cataracts of repudiation. I lived in a purgatory of my own making.

  Tertulla had convinced Crassus, in order to restore the tranquility of the house, he must send Ludovicus to another posting. She suggested that Livia and I also be parted, but he would not hear of it. There was no possibility that I would be sent away, this Tertulla understood. As for Livia, while dominus was a faithful and loving husband, he had an appreciation for beauty in all its forms. Livia, too, must remain within his sight.

  I made inquiries to the mine several times a year, and without advising either Crassus or Livia, sent a monthly bribe from my own accounts to the mine manager. As far as I knew Sabina was alive and spared the most brutal travails of that hideous place. But I had no way to know for certain how she fared.

  I did not revile myself for the actions that had destroyed the only love that had ever found me, but neither did I give myself any peace about it. Sabina had murdered Tessa, of that there was no doubt. But if I had listened more carefully, been a better friend, recognized the signs of her jealousy, I might have been able to influence that awful outcome.