Forbidden Touch: A Second Chance Stepbrother Romance

by Rye Hart

  Cathy swore she would talk to my father. She left the PT building that day, tears in her eyes and a determination I’d never seen. She promised she would make my father see sense.

  “Don’t tell him about the cancer,” I said firmly. “Let me do that. Please.”

  “I promise,” Cathy said. “I’ll just talk to him. Hopefully, I can make him see how stupid he’s being. You and Caleb aren’t brother and sister. You never were. If you want to be together, he needs to get out of your way.”

  “Do you really think that will work?” I asked. “He hates Caleb.”

  “He doesn’t,” Cathy said with a weak smile. She turned to her son and touched his cheek. “Darren doesn’t hate him. He never has. He’s just scared. Tara, he lost your mom, and he’s terrified that he’ll lose you too.”

  “That doesn’t give him the right to act like this,” I said.

  “It doesn’t.” Cathy nodded. “I’ll do my best.”

  I thanked her. Caleb kissed me goodbye, lingering on my lips just long enough to make me want more. He smiled sadly and followed his mom out to the car. I watched them go feeling more confused than ever.

  If Cathy was right and she could convince my dad to lighten up about Caleb and me, then what? I would have no choice but to tell him about my cancer. Even after telling Cathy, I still didn’t know if I was ready to have that conversation.

  The weekend passed in a blur. I suffered through the rest of my sessions on Saturday and spent Sunday with Caleb. We holed up in his apartment, ordering in and watching Netflix until the sun set. It was easy and simple, exactly the kind of day I needed.

  My headaches hadn’t yet returned, which felt like a miracle. I let myself believe the doctors were wrong. It didn’t make sense, but while I sat with Caleb on his couch, I pretended my diagnosis was a mistake. I imagined getting a phone call from my doctor, telling me the results were mixed up. I only needed to take migraine pills. It was a daydream I held onto for hours. It kept me happy until Monday morning.

  I was sitting at my desk, finishing up some paperwork when the door to the PT building clanged open. I frowned and looked up to see my father walking toward me.

  It was early, too early for any PT sessions, so we had the building to ourselves. Dad walked over to me, his face set and his eyes closed off. I could tell he wasn’t ready to talk to me, but Cathy sent him. Immediately, my guard went up.

  “Dad,” I said. “What are you doing here?”

  “I thought we could have breakfast,” Dad said. “Unless you’re too busy.”

  “No,” I said, glancing down at my desk. “I was just finishing some paperwork. My first session isn’t until the afternoon.”

  “Great,” Dad said, though he didn’t seem happy. “Does the cafeteria sound okay?”

  “Sure.” I shrugged and got to my feet.

  We walked into the main hospital and rode the elevator to the third floor. The cafeteria was mostly empty, which I thought was a good thing. If I did end up telling him about my cancer, it would be best to not have an audience.

  We got our food, and each grabbed a cup of coffee. When we sat down, an awkward silence settled around us. Dad sipped his coffee and avoided my eyes while I took small bites of my blueberry muffin. It was uncomfortable in a way it shouldn’t have been. This man was my father, the only living parent I had left. I shouldn’t be afraid of him. And yet, I was.

  “So,” Dad finally said. He set down his coffee and met my eyes. I swallowed my food and stared at him, preparing myself for a lecture. “Your stepmother said you and I should talk.”

  I sighed. “She did?”

  “Yes,” Dad said. “She seems to think this rift between us is unhealthy.”

  “Well, it is,” I said honestly. “I know you don’t approve of Caleb.”

  “So you two are together, then?” he asked quickly.

  “I thought you knew that?” I asked, frowning.

  “I guess I was hoping to be wrong,” Dad said with a sigh. “Last time I spoke to Caleb, he mentioned that you were pulling away from him. I hoped that meant you’d finally seen the error of your ways.”

  “Dad,” I began. “Just listen, okay?”

  He stared at me as if he wanted to argue but he didn’t. He pressed his lips tightly together and nodded for me to continue.

  “I love him,” I said. Dad flinched. I pressed on. “I know you don’t like him and honestly, I understand why. When Cathy and Caleb came into our lives, Caleb wasn’t in the best place. He was a rough kid who had a lot of problems. Trust me, I know that better than anyone. But I loved him then, and I love him now. The only difference is he isn’t that person anymore.”

  I paused, expecting my dad to interrupt. He didn’t. He stared at me and waited for me to continue.

  “He’s grown up to be an amazing man,” I said. “He’s a hero now. I mean, what he did for that family. Dad, it was incredible. He saved their lives. He’s not the same kid we all used to know. And I know deep down you know that too.”

  Dad nodded, but his face stayed set.

  “I wish there was a way I could show you that he’s changed,” I said with a sigh. “You watched him go through military school. You were there when he joined the army. Hell, you’ve seen him more in the last ten years than I have. How can you doubt, even for a second, that he’s changed?”

  “I don’t doubt that,” Dad said, his voice low. “He has changed. On the outside. But deep down, he’s still the same punk kid he always was.”

  “He’s not,” I said firmly. “No matter what you want to believe, he’s not.”

  “So, is that what your stepmother wanted us to talk about?” Dad demanded. “You and Caleb?”

  “I think she wanted us to work things out,” I said. “She wants us to be okay again.”

  “Not while you’re seeing him,” Dad said with disgust.

  “Are you serious?”

  I stared at him in shock. His face contorted with rage. He was so angry for no reason. He was too stubborn to believe Caleb could ever change, even when the evidence was right in front of him.

  “I can’t allow you to throw your life away for that boy,” Dad said. “It’s a mistake, and I won’t sit back and watch you do it.”

  “It’s not a mistake,” I said, my own anger flaring up. “God, Dad, do you even hear yourself? This guy is your wife’s son! How can you talk about him like this?”

  “Because you are my daughter,” he snapped. “And Caleb constantly pushes you to do things that are inappropriate.”

  “What’s inappropriate?” I asked.

  “Dating your stepbrother, for one thing,” Dad said. “Dating your patient for another.”

  My eyes narrowed. I couldn’t believe what I heard.

  “First of all,” I said, “Caleb and I are not brother and sister. My God, we met as teenagers! Ask your wife. She’ll tell you the same damn thing.”

  “Maybe so,” Dad said quickly. “But he is still your patient.”

  “For another week,” I said. “After that, what excuse will you come up with?”

  “These aren’t excuses,” Dad said. “These are valid reasons why you shouldn’t be with him. You haven’t been here to see the endless parade of whores he spends his time with, I have. How can you just overlook that?”

  “Because I can,” I said bluntly. “Caleb hasn’t held anything back from me. I know what he’s done the past ten years. But I’ll have you know that since I’ve been back, I’ve been the only one on his mind. The only one he’s spending time with. The only one he loves. Dad, I love Caleb more than I’ve ever loved anyone. He and I are going to be together whether you like it or not.”

  My father’s eyes flashed, and for a split second, I thought he might throw something. His fists clenched on top of the table as he glared at me. His lips were pressed so tightly together that I could barely see them. His face was flushed red, and his knuckles were white.

  I wanted to say something, anything, that would calm him down. H
e was overreacting, just like always, but this was different. Caleb wasn’t the only thing we needed to talk about. I had something else to tell him, something much more important.

  He didn’t give me a chance. He shoved himself away from the table, making his chair slam to the floor as he moved. Without a word, he marched out of the cafeteria.

  I sat alone at that table, staring at the place he’d been. I knew he was heading up to his office where he could be alone and calm down before the day truly began. I thought about following him, but I couldn’t move. My legs felt like lead, cemented to the cafeteria floor.

  My head was spinning, and my stomach churned uncomfortably. It was just a conversation, one conversation, and yet, it felt like the end of something. If I couldn’t make my father understand my relationship with Caleb, how could I tell him about my cancer? How could I possibly trust him to understand when he couldn’t even accept my boyfriend?

  Cathy had been so sure everything would work out. She left the PT building on Saturday full of confidence. She even made me believe things would be okay. I thought she would be able to make my father see sense.

  Now I was ready to give up. My temples were throbbing, and a shooting pain in my stomach told me a headache was coming on. I groaned and quickly jumped to my feet. I threw away the trash from our breakfast and ran through the hospital. I didn’t slow down until I reached the PT building.

  Thankfully, it was still empty. I barely made it to the trashcan before I heaved. My breakfast flew into the trash, and my head pounded mercilessly. I groaned and fell to my knees. Caleb was right, I needed my dad. I needed his support, and after our talk, I didn’t think I would ever get it.

  CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE - CALEB

  Dr. McGee kept us waiting for half an hour. This appointment was my final one before I could be cleared for duty. I was done sitting at home while my buddies were out every day, risking their lives, fighting fires, and saving people. I belonged with them, not on my damn couch. I couldn’t wait to get the all-clear, but after sitting in Dr. McGee’s office for twenty minutes, my patience was wearing thin.

  I stood up and paced around the room. Tara was sitting in front of Dr. McGee’s desk. She was slumped in the chair, her shoulders sagging and her eyes red with exhaustion. She had another headache the day before. It knocked her on her ass and left her in bed all day. I hated how much pain she was in, but I was glad today seemed to be easier. Other than being tired, she felt fine. Or so she said. Her facial expression told me something different.

  “Is it your head again?” I asked. “Or something else?”

  “I feel good today,” she said. “No pain.”

  She hadn’t answered my question, but I wasn’t able to push her. Dr. McGee stepped inside the office and pulled the door closed behind him. He smiled at us and moved to sit behind his desk.

  “Have a seat,” he said, gesturing toward the chair I’d abandoned.

  I sat down and wiped my hands on my jeans. I was nervous but mostly just excited. I knew I was kicking ass at my PT, so there wasn’t any reason for me to avoid work any longer.

  “So,” Dr. McGee said. “I went over your x-rays, and after our physical exam yesterday, I’m confident that everything is healing properly.”

  “That’s great,” I said eagerly. “So I can get back to work?”

  “Well,” Dr. McGee said, “I don’t see why not.”

  “Hell yes!” I cheered.

  “But,” Dr. McGee said quickly and loudly, “I want you to continue with you PT for another month.”

  My eyes flicked over to Tara. She was sitting up straight now, her eyes focused on me. She hadn’t mentioned anything about continuous physical therapy.

  “Why?” I asked with a frown. “Is something wrong?”

  “Not at all,” Dr. McGee said. “We just want to keep it that way.”

  “Okay,” I said slowly. Something didn’t feel right. “But if I’m fine, then why is it necessary to continue?”

  “Because it’ll allow me to monitor your recovery,” Tara said. Her voice was firm and authoritative, the way it always was when she slipped into PT mode. “Dr. McGee and I both want to ensure everything progresses properly. You can go back to work, but your chief will have to decide how active you are.”

  “But I can work?” I asked, wanting to make sure.

  “Yes,” Dr. McGee said. “You can work.”

  I grinned and slapped my knee. I was beyond thrilled. I couldn’t wait to get back to the fire station. A piece of me had been missing for over a month. I was ready to get it back.

  “Thank you, Dr. McGee,” I said. I stood up to shake his hand.

  “It’s Tara you should thank,” Dr. McGee said. “Good physical therapists are hard to come by. We’re lucky she’s here.”

  “Trust me, I know.”

  I looked at Tara and smiled. She smiled back, but it didn’t reach her eyes. We both said our goodbyes to Dr. McGee before we left the office. Tara had to get back to work, but she promised to drive me to my mom’s house before her next session. We walked to her car and slid inside.

  “Hey,” I said, reaching for her hand. She turned to face me. “I want to thank you.”

  “For what?” she asked.

  “Dr. McGee was right,” I said. “I couldn’t have done this without you. You are the reason my recovery went so well. Without you, I honestly don’t know what I would have done this past month.”

  “You would have been fine,” she said with a laugh. “You’re stronger than you think. I barely did anything.”

  “It’s not just about the PT,” I said. “It’s everything. Having you back in my life has been like a dream, Tara. I never realized how much I missed you until I saw you again.”

  “I missed you too,” she said softly. I smiled and kissed her, slipping my tongue easily into her mouth.

  We kissed for a long time, just sitting in the parking lot and ignoring the rest of the world. Her lips were the only drug I would ever need.

  When we pulled apart, though, her eyes were dark. The expression she’d worn in the office before Dr. McGee arrived was back. I frowned and looked at her, trying to read her mind. She cranked the engine and pulled out of the parking spot.

  We were almost to Mom and Darren’s house when I finally asked her.

  “What’s up?” I asked. “Something’s been bothering you all day.”

  “My dad,” she said with a sigh. “I saw him yesterday, and well, let’s just say it didn’t go well.”

  “What did he say?” I felt my stomach tighten.

  “The same stuff he’s always says.” Tara shook her head. “He doesn’t want us together. He doesn’t approve. He thinks you’re bad for me. He’s trying to protect me. All that shit.”

  “Did you tell him about your cancer?” I asked.

  “No.” Tara laughed. “How could I? He can’t even accept that fact that I love you… I don’t want to tell him I’m sick when there’s this huge rift between us.”

  “I’m sorry,” I said. “He’s not being fair to you.”

  “I’m used to it.” She shrugged. “Besides, it’s you who should be upset. He hates you for no reason. It doesn’t make any sense.”

  “He has reasons,” I said. “They’re just ten years old.”

  “It’s insane,” Tara said. “I don’t know what more I can do to change his mind. It breaks my heart because I just want him to be proud of me. I love him so much, you know? I hate how much distance there is between us, especially now that I’m sick.”

  “You need him,” I said. “And he’s being a dick.”

  Tara laughed. “He really is.”

  “I’m sorry,” I said again.

  Tara turned into the driveway and stopped the car. She turned to face me with a sad smile on her face. I wanted to say something that would make her feel better, but I knew only her dad could do that.

  “I’ll see you later?” she asked.

  I nodded and kissed her quickly. She watched me walk up
the driveway and through the front door. I turned around in time to see her pulling away.

  With a sigh, I hurried into the living room where I could hear my mother waiting for me. She was sitting on the couch with a magazine in her hand.

  “Hey,” I said. “Good news.”

  “You’re cleared?” she asked, her eyes widening with excitement.

  “I can go back to work!” I grinned.

  “Oh, thank God!” She squealed and ran over to hug me.

  My joy couldn’t last, though. After talking to Tara, I knew there was another conversation I needed to have.

  “Mom,” I said. “Is Darren here? I need to talk to him.”

  “Honey, I don’t know if that’s the best idea,” Mom said. “He spoke with Tara yesterday and it didn’t end well.”

  “Is he here?” I asked again.

  She searched my face and quickly realized I wasn’t going to give up. I couldn’t. Not when Tara’s health was on the line.

  “I’ll get him,” she said, smiling sadly.

  I sat on the couch and took a few deep breaths. Even after ten years of hatred, I wasn’t afraid of Darren. He did the worst thing possible when he sent me away. Now he was no longer a threat. He was just an angry man who couldn’t see past his own issues. I wasn’t afraid of what he would say, but I was concerned how it might affect Tara.

  She needed her father more than he knew.

  Darren stepped into the living room. He looked at me with fire in his eyes. Already, he was angry.

  “Your mother said you wanted to speak to me?” he asked, sitting down in his usual chair.

  I nodded and cleared my throat. Holding his gaze was hard. There was so much anger and disgust in his eyes that I didn’t deserve.

  “I wanted to talk to you about Tara,” I said slowly. Darren’s eyes flashed, and he started to stand up. “Listen. Please.”

  He glared at me but slowly lowered himself back down. I sighed and cleared my throat again. This wasn’t going to be easy.

  “Darren,” I said. “I know you and I have had our differences in the past. When you first met my mom, I was an extremely angry kid. I did a lot of shit I shouldn’t have. I know that. When I think about the person I used to be, I can understand why you don’t want me to be with your daughter.”