When You Dare

by Lori Foster

Ah. She still wanted him. Good thing, too, since he didn’t know how much longer he’d be able to wait.

  Maybe he should have taken her last night. That thought had driven him to a hard jog, and then a pounding workout. Not that the exertion had worked to relieve his need. Not enough.

  He burned with wanting her. It was insane, unaccountable, but Ms. Molly Alexander pushed all his buttons. Even now, covered in sweat, he could take her. He saw it in her eyes and in the way she held herself. It was a unique type of hell, having to resist her.

  But never in his life had he abused anyone’s trust, and he wasn’t going to start now. They would both live with the need until the time was right. Waiting just meant that when he did finally have her, there’d be no holding back.

  She had to be ready, because he intended to keep her naked and in the bed for hours.

  Affected by her intimate look, Dare dropped his head to stare at his feet in consternation. Molly couldn’t hide her feelings worth a damn, which meant her physical attraction to him was more than obvious—and it pushed him.

  He’d just spent a long time trying to work off the sexual tension, but knowing how much she wanted him brought it all right back.

  Watching her, Dare swigged the water, set the bottle aside and took a few steps closer. “I’m sweaty.”

  She looked from his bare feet to his hips to his chest, bit her lips and said, “You look powerful, like an ancient warrior.”

  That sentiment surprised a short laugh out of him. “If you say so.” Trying to put her at ease, he added, “I like to wear as little as possible when I’m working out. Gives me more freedom of movement.”

  “I see.” She glanced down at his gym shorts, and then away. “How often do you do this?”

  “This?”

  “Work out for so long.”

  Hadn’t been long enough to alleviate his knotted muscles, but he saw no point in telling her that. Instead, he rolled a shoulder. “Whenever I can.” He thought to add, “It’s important for me to stay in shape.”

  Her gaze latched on to his again. “Because of what you do?”

  “Yeah.” And because of what he might have to do. In his line of work, chasing down a target was as likely as a direct physical confrontation. And in more than one instance, he’d had to combat multiple adversaries.

  He always won.

  Molly crossed her arms under her breasts. “I, um, I saw you hitting that punching bag.”

  “A heavy bag.” Dare flexed his hands inside the fingerless gloves. His muscles burned, and so did his libido. “I use it to practice strikes and kicks.” He knew how to debilitate, or even kill, with a single blow.

  “You’re really good, aren’t you?”

  He was, but she hadn’t come down here to compliment him, and they both knew it. “I have to be good at my job, Molly. And that includes being able to defend myself, and others.”

  “Like you defended me?”

  He’d killed for her. Remembering that, thinking of how she’d looked when he found her, added a strain to his tone. “I do what I have to do.”

  “Have you killed many people?”

  Narrowing his eyes, Dare stared at her, trying to figure out where she was going with this. But for once, she hid her thoughts from him.

  Would she be disgusted with the truth? Could she handle the reality of what he did? “Let’s just say that I’ve killed on more than one occasion and let it go at that.” Waiting for her reaction, he walked over to the bench and sat down to unlace his gloves.

  “It’s easy for you?”

  “Not easy, no. Just accepted.” Hoping she’d understand, Dare said, “It’s important for me to have that capability, and to know that I won’t hesitate to go there—when it’s necessary.”

  “Why?”

  She didn’t look frightened or disgusted, just very interested. Dare rested his forearms over his knees and studied her. “Knowing that I can go the distance, that I can do whatever has to be done to finish a job, makes me a better fighter because I can engage in a calm, calculated way, without fear.” And usually without anger. But then he thought of the incident in the Walmart parking lot, and how blindly furious he’d been when those men had tried to take her.

  Without meaning to, without even trying, Molly fucked with his performance, demolishing years of skill and training.

  She was dangerous, and he wanted her too much to care.

  “It must be nice,” she said, surprising him with her acceptance of the darker side of his life. “To not be afraid, I mean.”

  There it was, the reason for his restraint with her. For the rest of her life, Molly would remember what she’d suffered, and she would fear things that she hadn’t, until recently, known were possible. “You’re a nice woman, Molly. I wouldn’t want you to change.”

  “I think you’re nice, too.”

  If vipers could be considered nice.

  It was important to him that she understood one crucial aspect of his ability. “I can kill with my bare hands. Knowing that makes me more effective in a fight because having that ability usually lets me end things without deadly force.”

  “You don’t kill unless you have to.”

  Or when he knew the world would be safer without someone left alive. But that was a point he could make later—if they had a later.

  Dare held her gaze. “Does that satisfy your curiosity?” It sure as hell didn’t satisfy his.

  “About your work, yes.” She kept her distance. “But I’d like to know more about you. How you got your start, the things you enjoy, the day-to-day stuff.”

  Too much curiosity would be dangerous. “You want the bare bones of my life?”

  Measuring her words with care, she said, “I want whatever you’ll share with me.”

  His mouth twitched. It was a little late for her to worry about seeming nosy, but he still appreciated her good manners. “When I was seventeen, I joined the service.”

  “But that’d mean you were a minor. Is that allowed?”

  Dare shrugged. “With parental consent, yeah.”

  She looked appalled that anyone had agreed to his enlistment.

  “It was a good decision, Molly, one of the best things I ever did. Everyone realized right off that I had a knack for defense and for following through.” He pulled off the gloves. “If that meant killing someone intent on harming me or others, then that’s what I did.”

  She said nothing to that. Dare set the gloves aside and braced his hands on the bench. “But, Molly, understand that I detest bullies and needless violence. I would never harm an innocent or watch someone else cause harm. Whenever possible, I avoid all physical conflicts. I have no problem at all walking away from a fight—when walking away is an option.”

  “You killed those men in Mexico.”

  “Yeah.” She hadn’t said it as an accusation, but as confirmation. “But, Molly?”

  She looked at him with big, dark eyes.

  “That was before I saw what they’d done to you. You aren’t responsible for any of that.”

  She bit her lips and nodded. “I’m sure you did what needed to be done.”

  Dare felt strangled by her trust. His fingers curved around the bench, gripping it hard. “They had taken Alani.”

  “I know.” She sounded far too gentle, and far too understanding. “You told me that she’s like a sister to you.”

  Shit. He didn’t want to explain emotional entanglements. But he still heard himself say, “She and Trace are more like family than my real family is.”

  She thought for a second, then asked, “Do you see your parents often?”

  Dare shook his head and relaxed a little. He could talk about this, about his parents, without the sentiment. “Dad died in a small-plane crash years ago. Mom is remarried and living in Michigan. I visit with her a couple of times a year.”

  “You’re not close?”

  “Not really, not since Dad died.” He shrugged. “We get along fine, mostly because we don’t see each ot
her real often.” He waited for her to dig into that, and he had no idea what he’d tell her.

  How could he make her understand that he’d always been a loner? His mother hadn’t been the same since the plane crash, not that she’d ever been real clingy before that. But maybe it had nothing to do with his mother. He loved her, but he had no need to be in constant contact with her. She seemed to feel the same.

  Molly bypassed his expected questions to ask, “Any siblings?”

  This felt like an interrogation, but all things being equal, he supposed he owed her some info. “No. A step-brother from Mom’s second marriage. He’s a doctor. Nice enough guy.” And Dare had nothing in common with him.

  “Does your mother know what you do?”

  Hell, no. Only a handful of people were trusted enough to know the full truth. “She knows I hire out as a defense and security specialist. The nitty-gritty details aren’t up for public consumption.”

  “Even with your mother?”

  Leveling a look on her, Dare emphasized, “With no one.”

  “Oh.” Molly retreated emotionally. “Sorry.”

  Damn it. Dare felt her withdrawal, and it pissed him off. It wasn’t her fault that he’d already told her more than most knew. Only Chris and Trace were privy to the private particulars of his work, but for some reason, talking with Molly was far too easy.

  If he wasn’t careful, he’d find himself spilling his guts—and he knew that wouldn’t be smart, or prudent. “Forget about it.”

  “I didn’t mean to pry.”

  “Yeah, you did. But it’s okay. We might as well get this over with.”

  She winced.

  Because he was watching her so closely, Dare saw her uneasiness, and it bothered him. She’d been through enough without him badgering her. Gently, he asked, “Anything else you want to know, Molly?”

  Her bravery waned, but she finally asked, “Do you travel a lot with your work?”

  “These days, not as far and not as often. Trace says I’m semiretired. Only when a really important case comes along do I get involved.” Only when he felt he was truly needed, or if it became personal, as it had with Alani.

  Neither of them would ever say that it was a good thing that Alani had been taken. But at the same time, if she hadn’t been…what would have happened to Molly? If not for Alani, Dare wouldn’t have been there, and Molly would have had no one to get her out of that hellhole, and no one to protect her even if she had managed to escape.

  As if they shared that thought, their gazes locked and held. Dare felt the growing sexual tension between them.

  Molly’s lips parted; Dare’s control slipped.

  Knowing he was a goner, he took a step toward her—and his cell phone rang. Brought back to his senses, Dare stopped dead in his tracks.

  Sad, and maybe a little lost, Molly gave a halfhearted smile. “Do you need privacy for that call?”

  Oh, no, he wouldn’t let her slip away that easily. “No. Stay put.” He waited until she leaned back against the wall, then added, “I’ll only be a second.”

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  DARE HATED THE interruption, but since most calls went through the house phone, where Chris could vet them, any call on his cell was personal and therefore important.

  With one last lingering look at Molly, he walked over to retrieve his phone from atop the refrigerator. After a quick glance at the number to identify his caller, he flipped the phone open. “Yeah?”

  Without preamble, Trace said, “Would you be willing to do me a favor?”

  “Depends.” Dare looked at Molly. For Trace, he usually gave blind agreement, knowing that his friend only asked when necessary. But now he had someone else’s welfare to consider. For now at least, ensuring Molly’s safety was his number-one priority. “What’s up?”

  Frustration sounded in Trace’s tone. “Alani is insisting on meeting your…complication.”

  Dare’s mouth twitched at how Trace put that. Molly was a complication, all right, in more ways than he’d figured on. But maybe he should stop referring to her as such, considering how she’d gotten under his skin. “Why?”

  “Hell if I know. I hate to ask, Dare. God knows you’ve done enough. But I think it might be good for her to talk to another woman who’s been through the same thing.”

  Watching Molly wander over to the heavy bag to give it a tentative push, Dare said, “It wasn’t the same. I told you that.”

  “And I told Alani. But she’s pressing me for a meeting anyway.”

  Molly tried smacking the heavy bag, and, with an expression of pain, she cradled her hand and frowned.

  The personalities of the two women couldn’t be more disparate; one was a commonsense survivor, the other a very lovable princess. “Want to tell me why?”

  It wasn’t easy for Trace to admit that he needed help with his sister. “She’s having trouble adjusting, Dare. I’m worried about her.”

  “Hang on.” Dare lowered the phone, which gained Molly’s attention. When she looked toward him, he said, “Alani wants to meet with you.”

  Surprise flashed over her features. “Me? But why?”

  “You were both taken, both held against your will. Knowing Alani, she’s probably worried about you still, and she maybe just wants to connect with someone who’ll understand what she’s been through.” Already knowing what her answer would be, Dare waited.

  “Is she okay?”

  That was debatable, but Dare said only, “She’s safe and healthy, and still coping.”

  “Well, sure. I mean, of course she is.” Hands together, brows down in worry, Molly nodded. “I’d be happy to meet her if she thinks that will help. But when?”

  Dare went back to the phone. “No problem, Trace. When were you thinking?”

  “Let me talk to Alani, and I’ll get back to you. We’ll work it out.”

  “Give me a call when you know.”

  “Will do. And Dare, thank you.”

  They hung up, and Dare dropped the phone down onto his gloves. He watched Molly, saw her put her hand to her stomach as if to calm an unsteady belly. Did the idea of meeting with Alani distress her? Would it be an ugly reminder to her of how she had been separated and treated differently from the others?

  “I feel so bad for her.” She looked up at Dare. “She’s young, isn’t she?”

  Molly’s capacity for compassion amazed Dare. “She’s twenty-two.”

  Appearing distressed, Molly shook her head. “Thank God she has you, Dare. I’m not sure anyone else could have gotten her out of there.”

  Dare stepped over closer to the heavy bag. “Molly?”

  She jerked her attention back to him. “Hmm?”

  “How are you feeling?”

  She waved that off. “I’m fine.”

  Something was going on in that quick mind of hers—but what? Molly hadn’t come downstairs just to talk to him about his work or his social life. She wanted, needed, something.

  For now, Dare let her keep her distance. Besides, he was sweaty as hell and still edgy with lust. He figured he could work himself into the ground, and the second he saw Molly again it wouldn’t matter one iota.

  “You know,” he said to her, “you always say you’re fine, about everything.”

  As if to keep from chickening out, she rushed into speech. “Actually, I wanted to talk to you.”

  His senses prickled. “We were talking.”

  “I know, but there’s something else I wanted to know.”

  “Yeah?” What more could there be? She had the basics of his history. If she wanted a body count, she could forget it. He didn’t dwell on the men he’d killed, but he didn’t celebrate them, either.

  Her teeth caught her bottom lip. She shifted her stance. “Last night…”

  Awareness sharpening, Dare took a step closer. “Last night?”

  She half turned away, then jerked around to face him again. Hands out, face scrunched, she said, “I’d sort of forgotten how bad I look.”


  Objection to that snapped down his brows. The second she’d come downstairs, he’d lost his battle with lust. Every muscle in his body burned, but not from exercise; it was sexual need that made him rigid.

  And she thought she looked bad enough to discourage him? Dare put his fists on his hips and stared at her hard. “Come again?”

  Her expression showed torment and determination. “I know the bruises and other marks are bad enough, but it’s worse than that. I don’t wear a lot of makeup, but like most women I have my own routine, and the fact that I’ve missed it shows. On top of being worn-down, my hair is the worst ever.” Self-consciously, she shoved a hand into the unruly tresses. “I look like…like a hag.”

  Dare’s jaw tightened. “Not even close.”

  But it was as if she didn’t hear him. “You had kissed me…before, I mean…so I assumed that…”

  A constriction started in his chest. “I already told you why I kissed you.”

  She shook her head as if dumbfounded by his reaction. “I know, but all things considered, it still seems like it was just to distract me, and to…help me.” Gesturing, she added, “You’re a guy, and guys don’t always do or say things that they mean.”

  She dared to group him in with the assholes she’d known? Did she compare him to that dipshit ex-fiancé of hers?

  Son of a bitch.

  He hadn’t figured on that; if anything, he thought he’d be too different from other men.

  Fighting himself was hard enough; fighting her, too, was damn near impossible.

  Staring into her eyes, Dare held her gaze. “I want you, Molly. Never doubt that.”

  This time her hand went over her heart, and Dare saw a pulse beat wildly in her throat.

  “I know you said you did, but—”

  “Still holds true.” He took a step closer, but then stopped himself. If he touched her, he’d lose it for sure. “After last night, more than ever.”

  Shoulders slumping, Molly shook her head. “I don’t understand you at all. Everything you did last night—”

  “Yeah.” God, he would remember that for the rest of his life. No way would he let her deny what they’d done. “I got you off, and you liked it.”