by Mia Ford
“Attraction,” I replied, unsure of what else there was, though there had to be more. “It isn’t that easy to obtain for everyone.”
“Has it felt like that for you before?” Elena asked as I thought for a moment. I was considerably older than she was and had some good times, but no. They had never been like Elena, and I hadn’t even slept with her yet.
“No. Never, baby. You’re different for me.”
Elena
I didn’t think that my heart was ever going to stop racing as I stayed in Liam’s lap, feeling his warm embrace. When I was finally calm, I moved beside him but remained curled against him as I drank some of my wine. I needed it to sort through my jumped thoughts.
There was a hint of attraction with my ex-boyfriend. Sex was pleasant with him at best, but just the feeling of what just happened with so little contact was overwhelming to me. It made me wonder what it would be like to have Liam touch me, kiss me in places that he’d never seen. I lifted my gaze to him and found his eyes locked on my face, moving to kiss him tenderly. “Did you…you know?”
“Fuck, yes. You felt too good on top of me,” he replied as he cupped my cheek with his hand.
“Can we do more?” I asked in a whisper as his eyes searched mine. “I don’t know how far I want to go, but…”
“Want to go to my bedroom?” Liam asked as I smiled and nodded gently. He kissed me again, soft, and sweet before rising and extending his hand to me. We took our drinks as Liam led me upstairs into a large bedroom that was lit by warm amber lights. Liam smiled at me as he lit some candles and invited me to join him on the bed. I sipped my wine and moved in front of him as he reached out a hand to stroke my cheek gently. “You’re so beautiful, Elena.”
“Do you say that to all of the girls to get them into your bed?” I asked him, trying to sound flirty but likely failing miserably. I was sure that I sounded insecure instead.
“To be honest, there haven’t been any women since school started.” I stared at him incredulously. “It isn’t that I don’t get offers, both on and off campus. I do, but I just haven’t been interested in anybody…apart from you. I was trying to fight that attraction, Elena. I was. But fuck if I don’t want you.”
“Why me?” I asked as he shook his head slowly before lifting his eyes to look at me.
“There are so many answers to that, Elena. You are different than anyone I’ve met before. You stand out in the students that I see every day, and you have from the start.” I didn’t understand. It was just me. “Tell me something. Why are you here? What is it about me?”
“I’m sure you know that you’re gorgeous, Liam. I don’t have to tell you that. But it’s more than just how you look, though your eyes make me forget my own name. It’s how you talk to us in class, so confident and knowledgeable. You love what you do and what you studied to get there, and I just want to live my dream. I want to feel half of your self-assurance, Liam.”
“Life isn’t always what you expect, Elena. I didn’t dream about being a teacher when I finished college. It just so happened that my mother passed away after a long illness, and I remembered how much I liked it here. The job came up, and I took it. I want to be close to my sister and everything is good.” Liam smiled at me as he looked over my body. “Sinfully good now.” I blushed as I looked around the room. “I know this is wrong, but I can’t stop myself.”
“I understand the feeling,” I agreed as I looked over the king-sized bed that was against the back wall, looking further to the dark dresser to the left and what looked like a walk-in closet to the left of that. There was even a small fireplace in the corner, and I wondered what it would be like to snuggle with Liam with it lit at night after we’d made love and I was ready to sleep in his arms.
I blushed and dropped my head forward as I pushed that idea out of my mind. We were already pushing it being here together, and I was thinking of a future? That wasn’t going to happen. In my opinion, I wasn’t certain that I should sleep with him at all but sitting here in this room, feeling his eyes on me made me want him so much. I lifted my gaze to see how intense his eyes were as he searched my face for something.
I moved forward to kiss him gently, slipping my arms around his shoulders as he slipped his tongue into my mouth. This time, Liam pressed me back against the pillows as he deepened the kiss, dropping his body between my thighs. I pulled him close to me as our teeth crashed together, needing more of him. He moved to my jaw and neck again, driving me insane as I arched my back up to offer him more. Liam’s hands slid up my sides as I gasped, his thumbs stroking just under my breasts over the suddenly thin material of my purple shirt. “Liam.”
“Can I take this off?” He whispered as I nodded and blinked at him. He moved his hands to find the hem, pulling it over my head as I stretched my arms up. I was wearing a pretty pink bra underneath, and his eyes practically glowed as he took me in. “Beautiful.” He kissed me again as I felt him pressing closer to my skin, making me heat up deep inside. This was nothing like the last time, and I moaned as he pushed between my legs with his hard cock.
My legs were spread wide as he moved over me and I was losing all control of my body. I was still reeling from the feeling that he gave me earlier as he thrust slow and hard against me, his mouth sucking on my neck. He stared into my eyes as he palmed one breast over the thin lace, his gaze smoldering as I pebbled under his touch. Liam reached for the front clasp of my bra, unhooking it as I nodded helplessly at him. His fingers stroked my nipples, hard and aching for him to touch me as I closed my eyes and sucked in my breath.
He stroked and kissed me, making me want to beg him for more. Liam kissed down my chest, between my small breasts as I moaned his name. My hands gripped his hair as he moved to the left, breathing hot air on my nipple as I groaned long and loud.
His mouth covered me, sucking gently as I opened my mouth. It sent jolts all over my body and made the ache deep inside throb as I raised my hips to meet him. “That feel so good, Liam. God, I want to…”
I jerked as his hand covered my jeans and pressed against me. “Are you going to come again, Elena?”
I felt teeth scrape gently over my sensitive skin as he worked the button of my jeans and started to slide his hand down my stomach. “Oh, God.”
“Can I touch you?” Liam asked as I jerked my head in a nod. “Take your jeans off.” I moved quickly, needing him as I helped him slide them down my legs and kicked them off. His hand stroked me over the lace of my underwear as he lowered his mouth to my other breast and sucked harder. I rocked against his fingers as they slid through my folds, wet with need for him and I gripped his hair with my hand.
Oh, God. Another release shot through me, feeling his fingers on my bare skin now as I cried out his name. He kissed down my stomach as I felt it pass through me in waves, crying out when his mouth covered my sex. “Have to taste you,” he muttered before dragging his tongue over me and tasting what he did to me.
It was too much even as I clutched his head, pulling him closer. “Liam, I want you.” I breathed out, my body needing so much more than his touch or mouth. I wanted him inside of me.
“Elena?” He asked as he pulled away and looked at me. “Are you sure?”
“Yes. I want you, Liam. I always have. I can’t stop this,” I pleaded with him as he pulled back and stripped off his Henley. I eyed his muscled torso with a hunger that I couldn’t identify as he jumped to his feet and loosened his jeans before dropping them, along with his briefs. “Oh,” I murmured as I took in his hard, thick cock with wide eyes. “You’re so…”
“I will go slow. I will make you feel amazing, Elena,” he promised me as he walked to the nightstand and opened a drawer. I watched as he grabbed a couple of condoms and tossed one onto the bed.
Liam moved between my legs with his mouth again, worshiping me with his lips and tongue as I melted before him. He eased a finger inside of me, stroking me gently as I moaned and gripped the sheets. By the time he was sheathed and positioned befo
re me, I was begging Liam to take me. I needed him. His lips brushed mine as he slid into me, my body wrapping tightly around him as he spread me open.
Oh. God. He felt so good as he moved slowly, filling me, and stretching me open. Liam held still as he buried himself and took a few breaths as he gazed into my face. “You okay, baby?”
“It’s just been a while,” I murmured as the reality of what was happening hit me. I had never felt better, but everything about this was so wrong. It didn’t matter though as Liam slid out and took me again, a little faster this time as his name escaped my lips. My body was adjusting, and I rocked against him as he groaned and watched our bodies joining. “Go,” I whispered as he started to move with me as we fell into a heated rhythm, bringing us closer to the edge as my hands held him. I gripped him, clawed him, and probably bruised him as I felt him moving in and out of me, moaning my name as felt his lips brush against my skin.
I also knew that there were feelings that moved far past the lust that was filling me, scaring me as my body started to tingle everywhere. I was on the cliff and then soaring as his name left my lips, echoing through the room as I came around him. Liam slowed before thrusting a few more times, and I heard him moan my name as he swelled inside of me and jerked forward.
I felt him drop over me, resting most of his weight on his arms as he sighed. “Fuck, Elena. That felt…”
“I know,” I breathed, understanding what he was trying to say. We moved to both lay on our sides, facing each other as he stroked my hair and stared into my face.
“I know that this should have never happened, Elena,” he started saying as I frowned. “This is fucked up and wrong, but I feel happy right now.”
“So do I,” I admitted as he let out a sigh. “Do you want to stop this?”
“No. Fuck, no. I don’t know how this is going to work, but I don’t want this to end.” He rested on his pillow and shook his head. “We have to keep this totally under the surface. We can’t look at each other the wrong way in class whatsoever, and this must be behind closed doors. I don’t want to ask that of you, but it’s my ass on the line and possibly your education.” Liam drank some beer and swallowed slowly. “I am not the asshole that does that to girls, but I am not going to walk away from you after this night. We can make it work this way for a few weeks until class is over and just see where we’re at.”
“Yeah, we can.” I snuggled close to him with my arms wrapped around his body. I didn’t know if he wanted me to stay here or leave, and I pushed my insecurities away as I just enjoyed the present.
Liam
I walked Elena out to her car a couple of hours later, looking around to see that the other units were dark and quiet. Mine was already set back a bit, so I wasn’t paranoid about her being seen, but I felt a touch of discomfort as she closed her door and started the engine of her car. Tonight had been so many things that I couldn’t make sense of it in my head. Elena wasn’t my type even if she wasn’t a student, and I focused on her sweet smile and innocence for a moment. She was so beautiful that she took my breath away, as well as so full of life. Everything looked like it mattered to her and Elena seemed so smart and genuine. Women my age were hardly that way, and as for some of the female students that hit on me over the years? They had nothing on Elena. I wanted to lock my door and make the world stop so we could just lay in my bed. I wanted to know everything about her and feel her in every position that was flashing through my head. God, I felt like a pervert, but her sweet body and tight pussy made me hard all over again as I locked my door.
I grabbed another beer and walked back to my room to watch the sports scores. It felt lonely in here now, with Elena’s sweet scent in the air along with the smell of our sex. The candles were still burning, making me think to walk around to blow them out. I hadn’t lit fucking candles in years. I knew that she’d like it and I liked seeing her in the amber glow that the flames cast about the room. She looked gorgeous when she came for me, moaning my name as she fell apart before my eyes.
The room definitely felt empty. I focused on Sportscenter on television instead of the woman that just left my house. There was little chance that she’d be back, given the situation. I was sure that once Elena realized just what she’d done with me, she would be mortified and never make eye contact with me again.
At least she enjoyed herself.
It was two days later that I had class. I nervously pressed my hand over the green button up shirt before I walked into the room, unsure of what was bothering me. I’d been teaching for years so walking into a full room shouldn’t get to me. I knew when I looked up and met her gaze that it was Elena getting to me. Her face was flushed and eyes bright, making my skin heat up as I licked my lips quickly. I wanted her on my desk, naked and spread out as I fucked her hard and fast. Blinking, I cleared my throat and looked around the room to start the lesson for the day, trying to focus on the lecture and the class as a whole.
Still, I noticed her worn jeans as my eyes passed over her. I saw the way that her burgundy shirt dipped in the front, offering me a hint of what I’d tasted the other night. Damn it, but Elena was beautiful. I finished the lecture and reminded them to study for the test at the end of the week, smiling as I watched everyone leave. I pulled out my phone and sent a text to Elena asking her to meet me in my office with a small smile, needing to taste those lips again.
She frowned as she finished getting everything put away and pulled out her phone, blushing as she read the words on the screen. Her eyes lifted and met my gaze across the nearly empty room, and she took a quick glance around. “Now?” She mouthed as I nodded once, not waiting to draw attention to us. Elena looked at the clock, seeming to calculate in her head before she smiled and left the room. I assumed that she was going to meet me, but I had to stop in the office anyway.
I left the room to the janitors to clean up since students always had and always would bring food to class. They were messy, and while it annoyed me to no end most of the time, there was a need to hurry out of my classroom. I was curious to see if Elena showed up, hungry for her lips and feeling her body against mine again as I rushed across the campus to the building where the teacher offices were located, ducking into mine and closing the door as I glanced at my messy desk with a frown. I’d been focused on getting the tests ready, and I took the stack and shoved it onto the bookcase, aware that Elena shouldn’t see it. I knew that whatever was between us had nothing to do with the fact that she was in my class, even if it had only been the one time. I didn’t plan to offer her any kind of edge, and I knew that she wouldn’t ask for any favors in the first place.
It wasn’t often that students offered certain services for an adjustment to their grade, but it happened a couple of times. I’d never agreed to that, though it seemed like an odd line to draw since I’d slept with Elena. I was just finishing when I heard a tap at the door, and I ran a hand through my hair. “Come on in.” I forced my voice to sound casual as I turned to see a nervous looking Elena walk inside. She closed the door and was in front of me instantly, reaching out to lock the door that was just a few feet away. She gasped as I cupped her face and leaned in to kiss her, unable to control myself as our mouths locked together.
We kissed as she dropped her bag to the floor, wrapping her arms around my neck. I tilted my head to deepen it as our tongues danced together, hardening against her stomach. I pulled away momentarily and gazed into her eyes. “Hi.”
“Hey,” she replied as she searched my face. “I didn’t know what to expect today.”
“I suppose I felt the same way until I saw you looking at me. I couldn’t wait to taste you,” I told her as I leaned in for another kiss, hearing her moan against me. I pulled her back to the desk clumsily, pushing her on it as she wrapped her legs around me. I could tell in her choked gasp that I took her by surprise and if I were honest, I took myself by surprise. I pulled away, giving her a moment to breathe as I looked into her dazed face.
“Wow,” Elena murmured as sh
e shook her head and blinked. “I didn’t know if it would feel that way the next time we kissed.”
“It’s better,” I assured her as we kissed again before talking a little, still wrapped up in one another. There was a sharp tap at the door, making us both jump as someone tried the door.
“Mr. Forsberg?” A small voice slipped into the room, making me remember that Sarah was stopping by to check the tests for me for accuracy. I stepped away from Elena and straightened my clothes as she stood, pulling out her notebook from her forgotten bag on the floor as she sat down. I looked at Elena’s lips and wiped at my own, noting her smeared gloss as I caught her gaze.
“Just a sec, Sarah,” I called out as Elena cleaned herself up and I went to unlock the door. “It was locked?” I feigned surprise as I smiled at her, hoping to hell that she wouldn’t see right through me.
“I guess so.” She shrugged as she walked in and glanced at Elena, who was searching through her notebook slowly and hiding her face. “Do you have them ready?”
“Yes, I do.” I took the stack and straightened it before handing it to Sarah as she nodded. She took another look at Elena and then glanced at me questioningly. She helped students a lot in here, and I grinned.
“I’ve got this. It’s just a question. Thanks for looking those over, Sarah.” I watched as she nodded, turning to leave before she closed the door. “Fuck.” My voice came out as a hiss, even though it didn’t look like anything had been going on, at least to me.
“Did she know who I was? Sarah helped me before, remember?” Elena stared at me as I licked my lips.
“Was it just through email or in person?” I asked her as she frowned. “Shit. I doubt it. I have students in here a lot.” I watched a shadow cross her face and reached out to touch her cheek. I saw the insecurity in her eyes and tried to find a way to tell her that I didn’t do this with other students, despite having talked about that before. “Not like that, Elena.” I sighed as I realized the door was open and dropped my hand. “Can I see you again?” I asked her as she seemed to consider the question. “Pizza at my place? Seven?”