Lost In You (The Soldiers of Wrath MC)

by Jenika Snow

  “I love you, Hannah.”

  “I love you too.”

  Sliding inside her, Nerd felt like he’d finally come home.

  She was his woman, and he intended to show her how much for the rest of their lives. Inch by slow inch, he sank deep within her, watching her eyes for any sign of change. Not once did she falter. She cupped his face and lifted up to kiss him.

  “I told you I had to be the woman you deserved.” She moved her hands from his face, going down to cup his ass. Hannah made him sink inside her the last few inches, which for Nerd made everything even more perfect. She belonged to him, and now he belonged to her. Nothing was going to tear them apart.

  He was so big, and Hannah loved the feel of him inside her. She never wanted this to end. His cock pulsed, and she kissed his lips. Nerd sank his fingers into her hair, slamming his lips against hers.

  She scored her fingers from his ass up his back, holding him close.

  The pleasure she got from his touch was so much better than she ever imagined. Nerd surrounded her, consuming her with every part of him until she didn’t know what was left of either of them.

  Patty had been concerned that her feelings for Nerd were too much, but she’d been wrong. It was her feeling for Nerd that drove her toward getting better. She wanted to be the better person for him, and for herself.

  He stroked her cheek, and she saw the love in his eyes. She’d never be able to doubt her man.

  “You’re really here.”

  “I’m really here.”

  “You feel amazing.”

  Kissing his lips, she closed her eyes, moaning as slowly Nerd started to pull out of her pussy, only to stop when the tip of his dick was inside her. He held himself out of her until she was wriggling trying to get him to come back inside her.

  “I’m the one in charge.” He kissed down her neck and took one of her nipples into his mouth, sucking on the hardened tip.

  She didn’t know how he was able to hold off seeing as all he was doing was driving her crazy.

  He slammed inside her, making her cry out as she took every single inch of his cock. Nerd grabbed her hands, holding her close as he fucked her, taking her pussy on a ride she’d only ever imagined before. He fucked her hard and slowed down to tease her and, she imagined, to make her beg for more, which she did.

  Nerd fucked her so hard that he slammed the headboard against the wall.

  Hannah loved every second of it. Staring down at where they were joined, she saw her cream soaking his dick. The sight turned her on more.

  “Touch yourself. Let me watch you come.”

  She released his hand, reaching down and staring into his eyes, she lost herself to the pleasure. Stroking her clit, she bit her lip, shocked that with a few strokes she came again.

  Nerd took her lips, plunging inside her, and heard him curse a second later as his body grew tense and his cock pulsed inside her.

  “Fuck, baby.”

  They were both panting, and Hannah couldn’t feel her legs from the rough fucking he’d just given her. He kissed her lips, her neck, holding her close as he did so.

  “That was a little fast,” he said. “Sorry, baby. Give me five, and I’ll show you more.” He moved off her a little but remained inside her.

  He thought that was fast? She’d never known that kind of pleasure.

  After everything that had happened, she never for a second thought that she would be able to be that close to another person.

  “That was perfect,” she said.

  Nerd was staring at her, and she smiled at him. His thumb caressed her bottom lip, and he slid it inside. She sucked on his thumb, smiling as he groaned. His cock swelled a little inside her.

  “You thought that was perfect?”

  “Yeah, I did.”

  “It was rushed.”

  This time she ran her thumb across his bottom lip and pressed inside his mouth. “You’ve never felt the pleasure of your mouth. That was pretty something, and it felt so good,” she said.

  “No, I’ve never used my mouth on my own body.”

  Hannah laughed. “It would be interesting to see if you could use your own mouth.”

  Nerd laughed along with her, and she felt happier than she had in weeks.

  “Marry me,” he said, startling her.

  “What?”

  “Wow, I shocked you there. Marry me.”

  “You’re proposing?”

  “I was going to propose in the garden. I had a whole thing planned with homegrown flowers, food, and music. I don’t care for any of that. I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Marry me.”

  There was no doubt. “Yes. I’ll marry you.”

  He surprised her even more as he pulled out of her, going to his jeans. Sitting up, she became aware of his cum spilling out of her, and she closed her legs.

  Nerd came back to the bed, showing her the simple diamond ring. “I saw it a few months ago and knew it would be perfect for you. There’s no one else I want in my life.” He slid the ring onto her finger, and she was shocked to see it was indeed a perfect fit.

  Kissing his lips, she rested her head against his.

  There was nothing else in the world she wanted.

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Several months later

  It was crazy to think that in only a few months she’d found a center in her life she hadn’t known she could have, had the love of a man and moved in with Nerd.

  Looking at herself in the mirror, she smoothed her hands over the simple white lace dress.

  I’m getting married today.

  It was insane, that was for sure.

  Hannah knew Nerd would have done whatever she wanted where the wedding was concerned, but she didn’t need nor want anything lavish. All she needed was a few people as their witnesses, the officiate to oversee the ceremony, and each other. The party afterward would of course be wild and crazy, just the way she liked it anymore.

  She loved the club, the family bond they had, and wouldn’t want her life any different. It was weird to think that after all she’d been through, and thinking she’d never be able to be happy again, she had found that perfect medium in her life.

  Taking a deep breath, because she knew she could very well pass out from being so lightheaded and nervous.

  There was a knock on the door and she turned just as it opened. Deanna came in, a smile on her face. “Someone wanted to wish you good luck and to congratulate you.” Deanna pushed the door open and Patty walked in. Hannah couldn’t help the warmth she felt at seeing the woman that had healed her so much.

  She didn’t hesitate to move toward the other woman and hug her. “Thank you for coming.” Hannah pulled back. “Will you be at the party after this is all said and done?”

  Patty smiled wider and nodded. “A chance to party with a real life MC? I wouldn’t miss it.”

  The three of them laughed, and then the room got quiet.

  “Are you nervous?” Deanna asked.

  Hannah could only nod. “But not about marrying Nerd. That feels right, good, and perfect. I’m just nervous in general.”

  Patty rubbed her arm. “Totally normal.”

  “You’ll do fine,” Deanna said and held the door open. “But it’s time to go or we’ll be late.”

  Hannah’s heart started beating a little harder.

  “I’ll see you afterward,” Patty said, and Hannah nodded again, her heart feeling as if it was in her throat.

  I can do this.

  I can do this.

  I can do this.

  At least that’s what she kept telling herself, but truth was she was pretty damned nervous.

  Mrs. Nathan Derek Slayer.

  She kept saying that over and over in her head, unable to fully process the fact she was indeed married to Nerd.

  “Come here, baby.”

  She smiled at the sound of Nerd’s—her husband’s voice. Yes, they might have done things fast in this whole moving in and getting marri
ed situation, and some might see it that way, but to them it had been the right time. To them that was all that mattered.

  Nerd pulled her into a hug and kissed the top of her head.

  “You ready to party like it’s 1999?”

  She couldn’t help it, she started laughing until tears formed in the corner of her eyes.

  He wore his leather MC vest but had spruced things up by wearing a clean white T-shirt under it and even a new clean pair of jeans. But she loved that he didn’t feel the need to change, and she loved him exactly the way he was ... just as he loved her, faults and all. They weren’t perfect, but being happy didn’t mean someone had to be perfect. It just meant they had to know what they wanted.

  And they did.

  What they wanted, what they needed, was just the love of each other.

  Epilogue

  Nerd stared out at the clubhouse garden watching his woman as she pulled out weeds that had been growing between the flowers. He didn’t like it when she was on her knees, unless it was pleasuring him. Taking a final sip of his coffee, he made his way outside. It was late evening, and the sun was starting to set.

  They had been married for a year, and in that time, Hannah had gone from strength to strength.

  From the moment he first saw her, he’d known there was a fire inside of her. With Patty, with the club, and with himself, they had been able to pull her out of the darkness into the light.

  “What have I told you about doing that?” he asked, coming toward her.

  Hannah turned, putting the trowel she was using down and pressing a hand to her slightly swollen stomach. “Your daughter likes me doing this.”

  Seeing her swollen with his kid did something to Nerd. He wanted to pick her up and carry her back to his bedroom, take care of both of his girls.

  “I’ve noticed you’ve been using our daughter to stop me from being annoyed.”

  She giggled. “It works though.”

  He helped her to her feet and tugged her close, claiming her lips. “I worry about you.”

  “Lots of women have been having kids all over the world. I can’t just stay in, twiddling my thumbs, waiting for you to come home. I’m not like that. I’ll never be like that.”

  Nerd released a sigh. “I know, baby.”

  Pressing his hand to his woman’s stomach, he chuckled when he felt their daughter kick.

  “Even she’s telling you that I’m right. It’s so beautiful.” With the sun starting the set, the garden seemed to come out in its own. The flowers were brighter, more beautiful. The sky filled with different shades of red and oranges. It was peaceful, tranquil, and it was theirs. The whole club enjoyed it, but to Nerd, this belonged to Hannah.

  “I love you, Nerd,” she said. “So much. I’d be lost without you.”

  “There is no world for me without you.”

  Kissing her neck, they watched the sunset together. Their happiness knew no bounds, and two souls had finally found each other.

  The End

  All or Nothin’

  The Soldiers of Wrath MC: Exclusive Novella

  Sam Crescent and Jenika Snow

  ALL OR NOTHIN’ (The Soldiers of Wrath MC, 6.5)

  Sam Crescent and Jenika Snow

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  Published by Crescent Snow Publishing

  Copyright © June 2016 by Sam Crescent and Jenika Snow

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  Reader Note

  All or Nothin’ is a novella featuring short stories from past Soldiers of Wrath MC characters. In this exclusive novella, readers will get a “Where Are They Now” look into the lives of Demon and Deanna, Joker and Amy, Steel and Eloise, and Shakes and Daniella. Because these are stories about past characters, this is not a standalone, and all previous books in The Soldiers of Wrath series should be read first.

  Demon and Deanna

  Chapter One

  Demon had never thought his life would be filled with so much happiness. He never thought he’d have a good woman by his side, a female he loved so fucking much and would do anything for. And he sure as fuck never thought he’d have a son.

  He leaned against the doorframe and crossed his arms over his chest as he watched his old lady, Deanna hold their son. She fed him, humming softly to Ty and running her fingers through the light tuft of hair on his head. It had been several months since they’d brought him home from the hospital and he was doing so damn well. Every day Demon couldn’t believe what a lucky fucking bastard he was to have Deanna and Ty in his life.

  “You going to watch me in silence or come in here and change his poopy diaper?”

  He lifted his gaze from Ty and looked at Deanna. She was staring at him, smiling. “What?” he said and straightened.

  She was finished feeding him and fixed her shirt before standing and walking toward him. With Ty on her hip, their son smiling a big gummy grin as he looked at Demon, all he felt was love.

  “You’re not getting out of changing a poopy diaper again,” she said, chuckling.

  “You’re just so much better at it than I am.” He winked at her. “How do you know he even needs changed?”

  She snorted, kissed Ty on the head, and handed their son to him. And then the smell hit Demon. “Oh shit.”

  “Exactly.” She patted him on the shoudler and moved past him but stopped before she disappeared down the hallway. “I’d just give him a bath and be done with it all if I were you.”

  “You sure you want to go out tonight?”

  Deanna just lifted her hand and waved.

  He stared at her over his shoulder. She grinned and left him standing there with Ty pulling at his hair and babbling in his ear. Looking back at the baby, he exhaled. “Well buddy, it’s just you and me. Mommy thinks I got this down, but what she doesn’t know is I’m scared shitless sometimes.”

  Ty cooed.

  He kissed the baby on top of the head. Hell, even the shitty diapers, sleepless nights, and not getting the kind of sex he used to have with Deanna, Demon wouldn’t change this life for anything.

  “You sure you’re up for this?”

  Deanna looked over at Eloise and smiled. “Girl, I have been ready for this since we brought Ty home.”

  Eloise, Daniella, Elena, and even Amy had come out for a surprise girls’ night out. But Daniella, being pregnant with Shakes’ baby, was due any day now, and she was worried she’d have the baby right here in the middle of the strip club.

  “I can’t believe I am actually at a strip club,” Elena said, but her eyes were wide and she had a smile on her face.

  “Look at me,” Daniella said, her hand on her oversized belly. “I am about to pop, look like a beached whale, and I’m about to see dicks swinging around.”

  All the girls laughed.

  They weren’t drinking, and their men knew where they were at—although they had been pretty annoyed over that fact. They were here to let loose and have a good time, and if that meant half naked, buff men in thongs dancing around stage ensured that, well, Deanna was all for it.

  The lights dimmed and all the women in the club started to holler, screaming for the guys to come out.

  “Oh God, I feel like I’m in Magic Mike,” Eloise said.

  Deanna smiled and stared at the stage. She had a sexy man at home, they all did, but this was just excit
ing. Getting out of the house was good for her too. Since bringing Ty home, and all the stress of him being a premature baby and not knowing how well he would do, Deanna needed this.

  The music started playing and the room erupted in even more chaos. The first show was a man dressed as a cowboy, wearing only a thong, leather chaps, a hat, and holding a lasso. He gyrated his hips in tune to the music, and the women held their hands out, dollar bills shaking in front of him.

  Deanna laughed and clapped as the song ended and he left the stage.

  “And we have a treat for five special ladies tonight,” the announcer said, and the spotlight shined right on Deanna, Amy, Eloise, Daniella, and Elena. Deanna’s heart stopped as she looked around.

  “What in the hell is going on?” Eloise asked.

  “I don’t know, but I have a funny feeling about this,” Amy said, smiling and shaking her head.

  And then the stage lights flashed on, the music started and their men came on stage in only G-strings.

  “Oh. My. God,” Daniella said, but all of them pretty much murmured the same thing.

  Deanna felt her eyes widen when she saw Demon, Joker, Steel, and Shakes, and Striker start dancing. They thrust their hips out, their cocks barely restrained by the thin material of the thong.

  The club was erupted in a chorus of shouts and whistles, and Deanna couldn’t help but feel pride.

  “This is unexpected and a little strange,” Eloise said,” but damn do our men look good up there.”

  Yeah, they do.

  Chapter Two

  What the fuck was he doing? Demon swung his hips from side to side, trying to get into the beat of the music. Throughout the whole of his adult life, he’d been feared, respected, and had women panting after him. Deanna comes into his life, and he’s so fucking pussy whipped that he was now flashing his junk for all to see.