Outlander 03 - Voyager

by Diana Gabaldon

  “Yes, speaking of that,” I interrupted. “What in the name of God did you do?”

  “Oh, the soldiers, ye mean?” He scratched his chin meditatively. “Well, it was simple enough. I told the soldiers that as soon as the ship was launched, we’d gather everyone on deck, and at my signal, they were to fall on the crew and push them into the hold.” A broad grin blossomed through the foliage. “Only Fergus had mentioned it to the crew, ye see; so when each soldier came aboard, two of the crewmen snatched him by the arms while a third gagged him, bound his arms, and took away his weapons. Then we pushed all of them into the hold. That’s all.” He shrugged, modestly nonchalant.

  “Right,” I said, exhaling. “And as for just how you happened to be here in the first place…”

  At this juncture we were interrupted by a discreet knock on the cabin’s door.

  “Mr. Fraser? Er…Captain, I mean?” Maitland’s angular young face peered round the jamb, cautious over a steaming bowl. “Mr. Murphy’s got the galley fire going, and here’s your hot water, with his compliments.”

  “Mr. Fraser will do,” Jamie assured him, taking the tray with bowl and razor in one hand. “A less seaworthy captain doesna bear thinking of.” He paused, listening to the thump of feet above our heads.

  “Though since I am the captain,” he said slowly, “I suppose that means I shall say when we sail and when we stop?”

  “Yes, sir, that’s one thing a captain does,” Maitland said. He added helpfully, “The captain also says when the hands are to have extra rations of food and grog.”

  “I see.” The upward curl of Jamie’s mouth was still visible, beard notwithstanding. “Tell me, Maitland—how much d’ye think the hands can drink and still sail the ship?”

  “Oh, quite a lot, sir,” Maitland said earnestly. His brow wrinkled in thought. “Maybe—an extra double ration all round?”

  Jamie lifted one eyebrow. “Of brandy?”

  “Oh, no, sir!” Maitland looked shocked. “Grog. If it was to be brandy, only an extra half-ration, or they’d be rolling in the bilges.”

  “Double grog, then.” Jamie bowed ceremoniously to Maitland, unhampered by the fact that he was still completely unclad. “Make it so, Mr. Maitland. And the ship will not lift anchor until I have finished my supper.”

  “Yes, sir!” Maitland bowed back; Jamie’s manners were catching. “And shall I desire the Chinee to attend you directly after the anchor is weighed?”

  “Somewhat before that, Mr. Maitland, thank ye kindly.”

  Maitland was turning to leave, with a last admiring glance at Jamie’s scars, but I stopped him.

  “One more thing, Maitland,” I said.

  “Oh, yes, mum?”

  “Will you go down to the galley and ask Mr. Murphy to send up a bottle of his strongest vinegar? And then find where the men have put some of my medicines, and fetch them as well?”

  His narrow forehead creased in puzzlement, but he nodded obligingly. “Oh, yes, mum. This directly minute.”

  “Just what d’ye mean to do wi’ the vinegar Sassenach?” Jamie observed me narrowly, as Maitland vanished into the corridor.

  “Souse you in it to kill the lice,” I said. “I don’t intend to sleep with a seething nest of vermin.”

  “Oh,” he said. He scratched the side of his neck meditatively. “Ye mean to sleep with me, do you?” He glanced at the berth, an uninviting hole in the wall.

  “I don’t know where, precisely, but yes, I do,” I said firmly. “And I wish you wouldn’t shave your beard just yet,” I added, as he bent to set down the tray he was holding.

  “Why not?” He glanced curiously over his shoulder at me, and I felt the heat rising in my cheeks.

  “Er…well. It’s a bit…different.”

  “Oh, aye?” He stood up and took a step toward me. In the cramped confines of the cabin, he seemed even bigger—and a lot more naked—than he ever had on deck.

  The dark blue eyes had slanted into triangles of amusement.

  “How, different?” he asked.

  “Well, it…um…” I brushed my fingers vaguely past my burning cheeks. “It feels different. When you kiss me. On my…skin.”

  His eyes locked on mine. He hadn’t moved, but he seemed much closer.

  “Ye have verra fine skin, Sassenach,” he said softly. “Like pearls and opals.” He reached out a finger and very gently traced the line of my jaw. And then my neck, and the wide flare of collarbone and back, and down, in a slow-moving serpentine that brushed the tops of my breasts, hidden in the deep cowl neck of the priest’s robe. “Ye have a lot of verra fine skin, Sassenach,” he added. One eyebrow quirked up. “If that’s what ye were thinking?”

  I swallowed and licked my lips, but didn’t look away.

  “That’s more or less what I was thinking, yes.”

  He took his finger away and glanced at the bowl of steaming water.

  “Aye, well. It seems a shame to waste the water. Shall I send it back to Murphy to make soup, or shall I drink it?”

  I laughed, both tension and strangeness dissolving at once.

  “You shall sit down,” I said, “and wash with it. You smell like a brothel.”

  “I expect I do,” he said, scratching. “There’s one upstairs in the tavern where the soldiers go to drink and gamble.” He took up the soap and dropped it in the hot water.

  “Upstairs, eh?” I said.

  “Well, the girls come down, betweentimes,” he explained. “It wouldna be mannerly to stop them sitting on your lap, after all.”

  “And your mother brought you up to have nice manners, I expect,” I said, very dryly.

  “Upon second thoughts, I think perhaps we shall anchor here for the night,” he said thoughtfully, looking at me.

  “Shall we?”

  “And sleep ashore, where there’s room.”

  “Room for what?” I asked, regarding him with suspicion.

  “Well, I have it planned, aye?” he said, sloshing water over his face with both hands.

  “You have what planned?” I asked. He snorted and shook the excess water from his beard before replying.

  “I have been thinking of this for months, now,” he said, with keen anticipation. “Every night, folded up in that godforsaken nutshell of a berth, listening to Fergus grunt and fart across the cabin. I thought it all out, just what I would do, did I have ye naked and willing, no one in hearing, and room enough to serve ye suitably.” He lathered the cake of soap vigorously between his palms, and applied it to his face.

  “Well, I’m willing enough,” I said, intrigued. “And there’s room, certainly. As for naked…”

  “I’ll see to that,” he assured me. “That’s part o’ the plan, aye? I shall take ye to a private spot, spread out a quilt to lie on, and commence by sitting down beside you.”

  “Well, that’s a start, all right,” I said. “What then?” I sat down next to him on the berth. He leaned close and bit my earlobe very delicately.

  “As for what next, then I shall take ye on my knee and kiss ye.” He paused to illustrate, holding my arms so I couldn’t move. He let go a minute later, leaving my lips slightly swollen, tasting of ale, soap, and Jamie.

  “So much for step one,” I said, wiping soapsuds from my mouth. “What then?”

  “Then I shall lay ye down upon the quilt, twist your hair up in my hand and taste your face and throat and ears and bosom wi’ my lips,” he said. “I thought I would do that until ye start to make squeaking noises.”

  “I don’t make squeaking noises!”

  “Aye, ye do,” he said. “Here, hand me the towel, aye?”

  “Then,” he went on cheerfully, “I thought I would begin at the other end. I shall lift up your skirt and—” His face disappeared into the folds of the linen towel.

  “And what?” I asked, thoroughly intrigued.

  “And kiss the insides of your thighs, where the skin’s so soft. The beard might help there, aye?” He stroked his jaw, considering.
r />   “It might,” I said, a little faintly. “What am I supposed to be doing while you do this?”

  “Well, ye might moan a bit, if ye like, to encourage me, but otherwise, ye just lie still.”

  He didn’t sound as though he needed any encouragement whatever. One of his hands was resting on my thigh as he used the other to swab his chest with the damp towel. As he finished, the hand slid behind me, and squeezed.

  “My beloved’s arm is under me,” I quoted. “And his hand behind my head. Comfort me with apples, and stay me with flagons, For I am sick of love.”

  There was a flash of white teeth in his beard.

  “More like grapefruit,” he said, one hand cupping my behind. “Or possibly gourds. Grapefruit are too small.”

  “Gourds?” I said indignantly.

  “Well, wild gourds get that big sometimes,” he said. “But aye, that’s next.” He squeezed once more, then removed the hand in order to wash the armpit on that side. “I lie upon my back and have ye stretched at length upon me, so that I can get hold of your buttocks and fondle them properly.” He stopped washing to give me a quick example of what he thought proper, and I let out an involuntary gasp.

  “Now,” he went on, resuming his ablutions, “should ye wish to kick your legs a bit, or make lewd motions wi’ your hips and pant in my ear at that point in the proceedings, I should have no great objection.”

  “I do not pant!”

  “Aye, ye do. Now, about your breasts—”

  “Oh, I thought you’d forgotten those.”

  “Never in life,” he assured me. “No,” he went blithely on, “that’s when I take off your gown, leaving ye in naught but your shift.”

  “I’m not wearing a shift.”

  “Oh? Well, no matter,” he said, dismissing this. “I meant to suckle ye through the thin cotton, ’til your nipples stood up hard in my mouth, and then take it off, but it’s no great concern; I’ll manage without. So, allowing for the absence of your shift, I shall attend to your breasts until ye make that wee bleating noise—”

  “I don’t—”

  “And then,” he said, interrupting, “since ye will, according to the plan, be naked, and—provided I’ve done it right so far—possibly willing as well—”

  “Oh, just possibly,” I said. My lips were still tingling from step one.

  “—then I shall spread open your thighs, take down my breeks, and—” He paused, waiting.

  “And?” I said, obligingly.

  The grin widened substantially.

  “And we’ll see what sort of noise it is ye don’t make then, Sassenach.”

  There was a slight cough in the doorway behind me.

  “Oh, your pardon, Mr. Willoughby,” Jamie said apologetically. “I wasna expecting ye so soon. Perhaps ye’d care to go and have a bit of supper? And if ye would, take those things along and ask Murphy will he burn them in the galley fire.” He tossed the remains of his uniform to Mr. Willoughby, and bent to rummage in a sealocker for fresh clothing.

  “I never thought to meet Lawrence Stern again,” he remarked, burrowing through the tangled linen. “How does he come to be here?”

  “Oh, he is the Jewish natural philosopher you told me about?”

  “He is. Though I shouldna think there are so many Jewish philosophers about as to cause great confusion.”

  I explained how I had come to meet Stern in the mangroves. “…and then he brought me up to the priest’s house,” I said, and stopped, suddenly reminded. “Oh, I almost forgot! You owe the priest two pounds sterling, on account of Arabella.”

  “I do?” Jamie glanced at me, startled, a shirt in his hand.

  “You do. Maybe you’d best ask Lawrence if he’ll act as ambassador; the priest seems to get on with him.”

  “All right. What’s happened to this Arabella, though? Has one of the crew debauched her?”

  “I suppose you might say that.” I drew breath to explain further, but before I could speak, another knock sounded on the door.

  “Can a man not dress in peace?” Jamie demanded irritably. “Come, then!”

  The door swung open, revealing Marsali, who blinked at the sight of her nude stepfather. Jamie hastily swathed his midsection in the shirt he was holding, and nodded to her, sangfroid only slightly impaired.

  “Marsali, lass. I’m glad to see ye unhurt. Did ye require something?”

  The girl edged into the room, taking up a position between the table and a sea chest.

  “Aye, I do,” she said. She was sunburned, and her nose was peeling, but I thought she seemed pale nonetheless. Her fists were clenched at her sides, and her chin lifted as for battle.

  “I require ye to keep your promise,” she said.

  “Aye?” Jamie looked wary.

  “Your promise to let me and Fergus be married, so soon as we came to the Indies.” A small wrinkle appeared between her fair eyebrows. “Hispaniola is in the Indies, no? The Jew said so.”

  Jamie scratched at his beard, looking reluctant.

  “It is,” he said. “And aye, I suppose if I…well, aye. I did promise. But—you’re still sure of yourselves, the two of ye?” She lifted her chin higher, jaw set firmly.

  “We are.”

  Jamie lifted one eyebrow.

  “Where’s Fergus?”

  “Helping stow the cargo. I kent we’d be under way soon, so I thought I’d best come and ask now.”

  “Aye. Well.” Jamie frowned, then sighed with resignation. “Aye, I said. But I did say as ye must be blessed by a priest, did I no? There’s no priest closer than Bayamo, and that’s three days’ ride. But perhaps in Jamaica…”

  “Nay, you’re forgetting!” Marsali said triumphantly. “We’ve a priest right here. Father Fogden can marry us.”

  I felt my jaw drop, and hastily closed it. Jamie was scowling at her.

  “We sail first thing in the morning!”

  “It won’t take long,” she said. “It’s only a few words, after all. We’re already married, by law; it’s only to be blessed by the Church, aye?” Her hand flattened on her abdomen where her marriage contract presumably resided beneath her stays.

  “But your mother…” Jamie glanced helplessly at me for reinforcement. I shrugged, equally helpless. The task of trying either to explain Father Fogden to Jamie or to dissuade Marsali was well beyond me.

  “He likely won’t do it, though.” Jamie came up with this objection with a palpable air of relief. “The crew have been trifling with one of his parishioners named Arabella. He willna want anything to do wi’ us, I’m afraid.”

  “Yes, he will! He’ll do it for me—he likes me!” Marsali was almost dancing on her toes with eagerness.

  Jamie looked at her for a long moment, eyes fixed on hers, reading her face. She was very young.

  “You’re sure, then, lassie?” he said at last, very gently. “Ye want this?”

  She took a deep breath, a glow spreading over her face.

  “I am, Da. I truly am. I want Fergus! I love him!”

  Jamie hesitated a moment, then rubbed a hand through his hair and nodded.

  “Aye, then. Go and send Mr. Stern to me, then fetch Fergus and tell him to make ready.”

  “Oh, Da! Thank you, thank you!” Marsali flung herself at him and kissed him. He held her with one arm, clutching the shirt about his middle with the other. Then he kissed her on the forehead and pushed her gently away.

  “Take care,” he said, smiling. “Ye dinna want to go to your bridal covered wi’ lice.”

  “Oh!” This seemed to remind her of something. She glanced at me and blushed, putting up a hand to her own pale locks, which were matted with sweat and straggling down her neck from a careless knot.

  “Mother Claire,” she said shyly, “I wonder—would ye—could ye lend me a bit of the special soap ye make wi’ the chamomile? I—if there’s time—” she added, with a hasty glance at Jamie, “I should like to wash my hair.”

  “Of course,” I said, and smiled at her.
“Come along and we’ll make you pretty for your wedding.” I looked her over appraisingly, from glowing round face to dirty bare feet. The crumpled muslin of her sea-shrunk gown stretched tight over her bosom, slight as it was, and the grubby hem hovered several inches above her sandy ankles.

  A thought struck me, and I turned to Jamie. “She should have a nice dress to be married in,” I said.

  “Sassenach,” he said, with obviously waning patience, “we havena—”

  “No, but the priest does,” I interrupted. “Tell Lawrence to ask Father Fogden whether we might borrow one of his gowns; Ermenegilda’s, I mean. I think they’re almost the right size.”

  Jamie’s face went blank with surprise above his beard.

  “Ermenegilda?” he said. “Arabella? Gowns?” He narrowed his eyes at me. “What sort of priest is this man, Sassenach?”

  I paused in the doorway, Marsali hovering impatiently in the passage beyond.

  “Well,” I said, “he drinks a bit. And he’s rather fond of sheep. But he might remember the words to the wedding ceremony.”

  It was one of the more unusual weddings I had attended. The sun had long since sunk into the sea by the time all arrangements were made. To the disgruntlement of Mr. Warren, the ship’s master, Jamie had declared that we would not leave until the next day, so as to allow the newlyweds one night of privacy ashore.

  “Damned if I’d care to consummate a marriage in one of those godforsaken pesthole berths,” he told me privately. “If they got coupled in there to start wi’, we’d never pry them out. And the thought of takin’ a maidenhead in a hammock—”

  “Quite,” I said. I poured more vinegar on his head, smiling to myself. “Very thoughtful of you.”

  Now Jamie stood by me on the beach, smelling rather strongly of vinegar, but handsome and dignified in blue coat, clean stock and linen, and gray serge breeks, with his hair clubbed back and ribboned. The wild red beard was a bit incongruous above his otherwise sober garb, but it had been neatly trimmed and fine-combed with vinegar, and stockinged feet notwithstanding, he made a fine picture as father of the bride.

  Murphy, as one chief witness, and Maitland, as the other, were somewhat less prepossessing, though Murphy had washed his hands and Maitland his face. Fergus would have preferred Lawrence Stern as a witness, and Marsali had asked for me, but both were dissuaded; first on grounds that Stern was not a Christian, let alone a Catholic, and then, by consideration that while I was religiously qualified, that fact was unlikely to weigh heavily with Laoghaire, once she found out about it.